Thursday, 28 July 2011

Assignment for the 27th of July 2011

Synopsis:
i have been given away to a Dom for a few days to earn back my Miss' trust. This is the first day of assignments for Master in which this assignment will detail.

Assignment:
Waking up today from my sleep on the floor, i would immediately pull myself to a kneel, after removing my sleeping items so i could contemplate my wrongs and think about how today i was going to be given away to a Dom. Right away i would go to the washroom and begin to perform my usual morning washroom preparations. Starting first with releasing the catheter bag contents to a bottle, then cleaning out the catheter and bag. Upon re-inserting the catheter, i would shower and fill the enema bag. i administered the enema right as my shower ended, making sure to give myself a 2 liter enema before exiting the shower to expel it. Once done i re-inserted the tailed plug to my butt which i agreed with Miss i would do as my own punishment.
One finished with my morning preparations i would enter the kitchen to place the bottle to the fridge and prepare a simple break breakfast of eggs and toast. Drinking just water with my meal. Once done i would go online to see my Miss announcing to me i have been chosen a Dom, that i will refer to as just "Master".When i saw Master's e-mail i felt really nervous, and really sad. i did not like being given away like a cheap toy. i felt like i was nothing at all, worthless and not worth my Miss' time. As i read through it i felt like crying. i was sad, and each task made me shiver and feel worse. i felt a bit depressed, but knew i had to do these things to make things right. Reading the e-mail that Master sent i would re-enter the washroom with my biggest butt plug to prepare my enema once more. My first task i did was pump myself full of 2 liters of water, then plug it up so i held it to my tummy and bowels.
Preparing quickly i would get dressed in my dark blue sweat pants with my long sleeve  dark green v neck top. Leaving well early for work i would drive to the mall first, taking this chance to buy some new baggier pants and skirts so i could conceal the catheter. While shopping i made sure to carry in my hands one bottle that was filled with the catheter contents from the last day. Making sure i drank it in every department store, or whenever there were a lot of people around. i did feel very humiliated and embarrassed. i kept thinking of how i deserve this, and this was the first step in gaining my Miss' forgiveness. 
i spend about an hour at the mall before i had to make my way to work. The drive was short, and i was lad as the enema was beginning to push at my stomach, with some cramps and lots of grumbling noises. Immediately at work i would enter my second home, the handicap washroom. Locking the door, i would expel the enema right away. This was to much of my relief, as i took in a minute of rest time before i administered another 2 liter enema to myself. As it began to empty to me, i did take the opportunity to drink some more of my recycled water from the bottle. Once i was re-filled with the 2 liters, i would re-insert the large plug once more, then change into my work shirt.
The first half of my shift was in the retail center, dealing with customers. i did find a lot of discomfort with the enema, and i had even noticed a few regular customers looking at my stomach which was larger than usual. Through the entire half i would keep drinking more of the
"recycled" water, making sure when i drank it that there would be customers in the store. i did have 2 different customers ask if i was drinking pee, in which i responded yes jokingly. i did tell them it was tea in the end.
Within the first hour of work i did have to go to the washroom to empty the catheter bag to one of the 2 bottles i have emptied by now. i kept in my head that this was all for the forgiveness of my Miss. All my humiliation was much deserved, and is only a small price. A worse feeling would be if my Miss did not wish for me to be Her's anymore. To make my Miss happy and earn Her forgiveness, i knew i must make sure Master was satisfied fully.
By the end of the first half of my shift, i made sure to drink close to a liter of "water" which already was double my intake. As my break hit i would immediately hit the washroom, deciding to do this before i eat. i expelled the 2 liters of enema which was to my relief once again. Taking the 5 minutes of allowed rest time, i emptied the catheter bag as it was near full to a bottle which i had just emptied before going to the washroom. As the 5 minutes was up, i began to fill myself once more with a new 2 liters of water, successfully refilling my stomach and bowels. Customary i re-plugged upon its completion. Back at my desk i would only have 10 minutes of my break left, taking the time to eat my small salad with no dressing. i did feel like i was a rabbit while eating this.
The last half of my shift i was doing the phones to more relief. Being behind a desk would limit my movements, which was good for my body. This kept me from cramping way too much, and the work kept my mind off of the occasional pain of being full of water. The last half of the shift i found that i had to empty the catheter bag only once, which i did to a bottle in the washroom. By the last hour and a half of my shift i did run out of my bottles of catheter content water, and kept with drinking regular water so i could keep my intake high. i did feel much embarrassment as i worked, talking to customers on the phone, feeling bloated. even feeling more humiliation from drinking my own piss from a bottle as i worked. My shift ended as usual, which i would dart from my desk to the car.
Once home i stripped right through the door. Making my way to the washroom i expelled the held enema to the toilet. Once done i would empty the now full catheter bag to a new bottle so i could place in the refrigerator. i did find this weird as i would be recycling my water i drink non-stop until the end of time, or until i am allowed not to by Master. Once done i went to my room and took out my clamps. Applying first my right nipple clamp to screw on and tighten. Next was the left nipple clamp, as i did the same for it. The whole time i thought this was for my Miss, before i sighed and remembered this was for Master. Looking down, i would say it to myself again then apply the clit clamp, which after all the training from the weeks previous has made it bearable for longer periods. As i finished i would prepare my dinner, which was the same as last night, tomato soup and 2 pieces of bread. Once done i came online and began to write this report.
My meals i have planned for tomorrow will  be cereal for breakfast, a vegetable sandwich for lunch, and steamed vegetables for dinner. Along with this i plan to drink nothing but my own harvested water, unless i am finished all of it. Then i will drink regular water. i do hope this report pleases Master, and even Miss. i do wish to do nothing but please them both and in time earn my forgiveness.

4 comments:

  1. Great entry
    Would love to hear from your msster as to what he actually feels about owning you.
    Would love to know about his ideas for you and what he likes from a slut.

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  2. Damn you getting punished good for being bad. I haven't read your blog awhile and glad I came back. I'm still waiting on that bimbo training, turning you into a sexy barbie girl who just likes to giggle and fuck.

    KRIT

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  3. thank you samantha and KRIT for Y/your continued interests in my blog. KRIT, i do not think bimbo training is going to done just yet, but who knows lol

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  4. Well at least you have begun your punishment. I believe there is more you will have to do for forgiveness. Keep us posted and as always thank your Mistress for the blog

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