Assignment for the 1st of July 2011

Synopsis:
i was to write a list of my sex toys, why i have them, and what i wish to do with it. Then i was to comment on the people i know on CM, what my relationship to them are. i am to also tell if i am intimate with anyone at this time, and what i will do in the future.

Assignment:
Toy Inventory:
dildos (red 6 inches, purple 8 inches , black 10 inches) - i bought the several different lengths to use on subs as either punishments, and pleasure when i was a Domme. Now i would like to submit these to my Miss so She can determine their use, and which one shall be used for each task She assigns.

vibrators (silver 5 inches, ball, purple 4 inches) - i originally bought the silver one first as my first ever sex toy, and the purple one was the one i had purchased with my first sub. The ball vibrator i purchased because i thought it looked fun, and i loved to use it on subs. i love how it wedged inside them and made them squirm hard. i hope that Miss makes me use them, as the subs before were forced to. i wish miss to make me force the vibrating ball into my canal, then forced to use another toy on my anal canal. Maybe even forced to go to the mall or club with the ball inserted and no underwear, so my juices dribble down my thighs.

plugs (vibrating, pony tailed, big black wedge) - i do have a huge love for anal, and loved to perform anal on others, hence i bought a few different types. i bought the vibrating as i thought it to be devilishly tormenting and pleasurable. The tailed one i liked as it made the sub a tail. The big black one, well lets say i bought that one purely for punishment lol. i hope Miss keeps using the vibrating one on me as She has and now uses the other 2 in punishment or humiliating ways. Like making me crawl around with nothing but a tail and a collar. Or to go around with the vibrating plug, and my vibrating ball inserted. i would find it impossible to hold back my orgasms, and i know i would walk around very awkwardly.  

strap on dildo  (6 inches, 8 inches) - the 6 inch strap on dildo was my 2nd purchase ever, i bought this to use with my gf, not wanting her to miss being fucked. The 8 inch i bought as it was on sale and i liked the way it was bigger than my other one. i hope Miss makes me use these on any girls, or guys i may bring home to Her request. Or even have them use it on me for hours,  until i am sore, sweaty, and in a haze. i have always hoped to have a few girls all wearing strap on dildos take me and use me non-stop until i passed out from exhaustion. When i wake up they will all be gone, along with all my clothes and items, so i am left in that room unknowing what to do.

ball gag - i got this item as a gift from one of my ex-gfs. She knew how at times i often would say they could not say a thing, so she thought this way i could make them silent even if they could not be. i am hoping for Miss to make me wear this one often when i am in Her presence, so i am unable to speak, only moan or groan. 

dildo gag - After owning the ball gag for a while, i wanted other gags. i actually owned a spider gag before this one but that one went missing. i bought this one after the spider gag went missing. i thought this way i could force subs quiet with a dildo shoved in their mouth and throat. i wish for Miss to alternate from the ball to this gag, making me feel more demeaned and full of shame. i love how this gag brings out the humiliation of being gagged and having a fake cock doing it. 

mask with eye and mouth cover - i have always loved taking away a sub's identity so they are nothing except for being a sub. The mask not only takes the identity away but this one also takes away the sense of eye sight. i hope that Miss uses this one me so i have no ID, then have Her take away my speech, eye sight and hearing so i am nothing except Her property. i am to have nothing except for Her, and to make Her proud.

hand cuffs (4 pairs) - i bought the 4 pairs so i could bind people to my bed, or other. i have four so i could use one on each wrist and ankle, or i could bind a few subs at the same time. i hope to be spread eagled and cuffed for my Miss, and Her friends. That is if i am to be shared.

4 wrist/ ankle cuffs (red and black) - i always loved the way cuffs look. How they make one look more submissive, and how the cuffs can be linked to each other, or other things. i purchased these out of shear love of them. i wish to wear these often and allow Miss to bind me up every night if She wishes. i hope for Her to have me bound so i cannot move, even while i sleep. MY dream would be to be in the cuffs, masked, collared and be nothing but an unidentifiable sub to Her.

pink collar - i bought this collar because it was pink and pretty, and i have used this before on subs. i have worn this collar before while i have subbed, as have i had others use it. This one i consider my own personal collar. i hope that Miss has me wear this and nothing but this every time i speak to Her online. Eventually i hope She makes me go out wearing it, to show the world that i am an owned submissive.

pink paddle - i got this item from a sub of mine, and i painted it pink with her as a out of BDSM task. As You can see pink is considered my color. i hope that i can have this used on me by someone assigned by Miss or Miss Herself. i want my butt to be beaten either for punishment or for Her general amusement.

pink duct tape - i got this specific tape to match the rest of my pink things. i hope that Miss uses this and some pink body wrap then wraps me up into a pink mummy, unable to move. With my vibrating ball and plug inserted so i feel the non-stop vibrations so i squirm hard. Unable to cum, as the time lasts forever.

clit and nipple clamps + attachable chain - i have bought this and never used it. i bought this during the last days of the last sub i had. i hope Miss gets me to wear this for Her, both at home and under my clothes at work, in the club and even shopping. i hope She makes me show people that i am wearing this instead of underwear, showing what kind of a slut i truly am.

1 Liter enema bag - i bought this to use on a female sub of mine. i always loved to make her feel bloated and full, and to hold it in for long periods. i hope for Miss to make me go through many enemas, and to stretch out my limits as to what i can hold. i wish Her to make me as bloated as possible, so my tummy looks like it is a few months pregnant. This will hopefully be my prelude to be actually pregnant for my Miss. Kind of like preparing myself for the image.

catheter - i bought this for my last sub i ever had. i just loved the idea of it controlling the sub's ability to go pee. i hope one day Miss makes this one use both the catheter and the enema. Then force me to plug up and go through a while without being able to go to the washroom. Or even worse forcing this one to go through this several times in a row before i am to perform sexual acts. Even making me use the attachment to force liquid into my bladder.

spreader bar - i bought this from the adult superstore on my first visit of it. i had no intentions of leaving without an item and had purchased this because the sub i was with at the time had gorgeous long legs that the spreader worked will with, especially when she wore heels. i hope i can be bound up with this and the arm binders so i cannot move, then am forced to endure round after rounds of abuse. From floggers, to paddles, to fuck machines, then even men and women fucking me senseless. i hope that this will be uses as part of my eventually breeding.

arm binders - i bought these shortly after i bought the spreader bar, as i wanted this to bind the arms as the spreader bar with the legs. i have always used this onewith the spreader, as i think of it more as association. My hopes for what to be used with this was written above with the spreader bar.

hair cutting kit (scissors, razor, clippers, shaving gel) - this kit was purchased to fill my fetish of head shaving. i have never used this on myself and have only shaved one sub with it. i hope eventually after a while Miss has me (ideally i would have Her do it in person) shave every hair off of my head, including my brows, and trimming my eye lashes too. Then as my hair grows, i can watch it grow with my life with my Miss.


i am not really in touch with the people on my CM. They are all just friends or people i chat with. i have never subbed to any of them, and the ones i know there now i have not Dommed either. i do have one person as a friend who i have Dommed in cyber, but besides that no one else. As Your sub i would keep them all as friends, and nothing but that. If Miss wished i sever the tie with them i would do that as well. At this time in my life i do not have any intimate relationships, and if i did i would let Miss control all of it, if i am to see them more, less, at all. If i am to have sex with them, or other. i would respect all Your decisions and will follow them without  hesitation.