Today is the 1 month anniversary of my collaring to Miss Lindy. i should be happy and celebrating right now....but instead, She is mad at me. i am not even with Her, as She has given me away to a Master so i can earn my way back to being with Her.
Last night i went to sleep crying, and i was not even able to sleep very well. i just kept thinking of my Miss, and how much of an idiot i have been. Just not being with Her, or even getting a few words from Her has been driving at me hard. All through the day (the 29th as i have not slept yet) i have just felt down. i'm the reason why my 1 month anniversary will not be with Her. Seriously this has weighed heavily on my heart and mind. i feel down, very low, and heartbroken.
i miss Her greatly.....
i feel truly and utterly sorry....
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