Assignment for the 18th of July 2011

Synopsis:
i was to wear my catheter, along with the bag attachment for duration of my shift at work.  was not allowed to use the washroom, except to release the full bag.

Assignment:
Not long after i woke up today, i went right to the washroom with the catheter set to begin my task for the day. Even before i had my morning use of the toilet, i sat to the seat to slide the catheter into me slowly. i took extra care and time, making sure i get it in right and without pain. i did think about how i am doing this again for most of a day. i did think i was getting used to it, but today was a true test. Once in i did turn the nozzle and let out my bladder's contents to the toilet. i did sit to the seat for this and did not do anything funky like stand and pee like yesterday. Once done i did leave the nozzle open. Opening the catheter kit, i took out the syringe looking attachment. Filling it with some water, i attached it to the catheter nozzle. Slowly i pressed the syringe end, pushing the water into myself. My back like straightened to it right away, and i did groan. It was a weird sensation, like i was having a pee reversed. It was very foreign and caused me to groan out loads. Once finished i did pinch the hose and detach the syringe attachment. i did close the nozzle and hold it inside myself for a few minutes. i did not last long, i guess the sensations of having the water pushed inside me still lingered. i did release the water from my bladder to the toilet.
Once the water fully exited me, i did feel relieved and proceeded to finish my morning freshening up After my shower, i did attach the bag to the catheter. The bag having 2 straps, i wrapped it to my right thigh. i did worry about having this with me all day, about people maybe catching it on me. i made sure it stuck close to my inner thigh. i kept thinking how the catheter is going to be open, and i will have no control of my bladder all day.
For work, i did agree with my Miss to wear my purple'ish summer dress, with a halter type top to it. Underneath i wore my cotton white panties to help hold the catheter in place. i was chosen this dress by Miss as it would best conceal the catheter and bag. After getting dressed, i did have some lunch, making sure to drink plenty of water. i did keep thinking how cruel Miss was to make me drink over double my intake of water now, knowing well i have the catheter and bag on. Once finished with my meal, i did get my things and drive to work.
i got to work and made it to my desk. Once down i did check the bag quickly, seeing if anything was in it. To my luck not yet. i was not sure how i would react to it, or know when its full. As instructed, i did keep a giant 1 liter bottle of water with me to start the day. i was very fortunate today for being behind my desk all day with calls. i know within my first hour i did pee. i was not allowed to go to the washroom as it was not necessary with the catheter and bag in place. i felt the bag get warm with my own urine, which was now experience. i now know i can feel the bag get warm and i could feel how much it fills with my hands. Once i finished peeing, i did smooth my hands over my dress where the bag was, feeling how full it was. i did feel very embarrassed during my first urination to the bag. i know no one knew or saw, but the fact that i was peeing at my desk, while i was on the phone with a customer. It just made me feel very humiliated, which made me feel more turned on. Once i finished the call, i did drink more water. i made sure between every call i would drink more. Once the bottle finished i would get up to fill the bottle up at the nearby water cooler.
About an hour and a bit before my break i did notice the bag feeling very full. i do think i had peed into the bag through the catheter about 3 full times by now. i know each time i did was at my desk while i was on the phone. i tried to pretend nothing was happening, but each time i did feel the humiliation and the turn on. All these emotions did make my mind float back to thoughts of my gorgeous Miss. i made my way to the washroom for the first time all day. Once there, i did lock the door and use the handicap washroom. Unstrapping the bag from my leg, i pulled it up, and aimed the opposite end to the toilet bowl. The top end of the bag, the catheter attachment, on the bottom is a release nozzle for the bag. i clicked the nozzle and let the bag's content flow to the toilet. i did sit there for a bit and was very surprised at how much i have released to the bag. i did note with how much water i have been drinking that my urine was very clear. Once emptied i did re-attach the bag to my leg and proceeded back to work.
Break came and went, and work progressively got busier as the night went on. i do think with having the catheter and bag on, i was more productive. Saving me from having to run back and forth from the washroom. However i guess if i did not drink that much water i would not be peeing this much. i do not know why though, every time i was on the phone with a call, and i would begin to pee to the bag it would always be just as embarrassing. i thought it would be less as the day went on but i was wrong, this lasted the entire day. Each time just as bad as the last. i did lose track of how much water i drank the whole day, but i have kept the 1 liter Aquafina bottle with me the entire time. Each time it finished, i would refill it. i do think at one point all i was doing was drinking water in one end, and it would exit me the other end, especially with the catheter open, making my control useless. The first half of work i only had to empty the bag once. the second half of work i had to empty the bag twice, and even a third when i got home from work (although not full). The feel of the catheter and the bag really became a non-bother by the end of the day. i do think i am able to wear the catheter for long periods after my day. i don't really like the bag as much, but i do now know what i am capable of. The end of the day was a major relief, as work was stressful, and wearing the bag was embarrassing. i raced from work, and straight home. Once the bag was emptied i did remove the bag and close the nozzle. i don't know why though, i did not take the catheter out, and its inside me as i write now, awaiting to see if Miss wants it to me removed or to stay in :-P