Sunday, 4 December 2011

Assignment for the 2nd of December 2011

From my start of the week until now i have gone through a routine i have been trying to set all through this week. Some changes were made, and some additions were added. My Friday began as i have been all week, waking up and praying by the foot of my bed. Thinking of Her, the tasks i had ahead then of my outlook with the results of all the training. After that i did make my way to the washroom so i could go through getting ready, washing and going through my first enema of the day. At the end of the week i was still very happy to be doing the enemas again, not even missing using the toilet for my #2's. Once completed all my tasks in the washroom i went on to making a breakfast of bacon and eggs, and had my pills for the day. Taking the blessed thistle, fenugreek and the marshmallow root capsules then making sure i packed the pills so i could take at work. My morning routine has not really differed much than usual besides the addition of the capsules and the re-addition of my enemas. The last thing i did before leaving for work, and putting on my clothes happen to be the biggest change to my whole morning routine. Needing to devote at least 20 minutes, preferably 30 i got out my breast pump. With the pump turned on and against my breasts, i let them work their magic before i began my other half of the task. My Miss loved my Monday report so much She decided to make my tasks doubled up. With the breast pump activated, being held with one arm, my free right hand reached down and pressed my fingers to my mound. My fingers massaging and stroking my clit and pussy. Now every time i use the breast pumps i must masturbate as per Her orders. i kept my mind on my milk production, and how it was for my Miss. Envisioning the milk production and the outcome. Hearing from some websites that my mind should be focused on the milk production mentally helps to produce better milk i did keep my mind on that, with the masturbation serving as a distraction. i felt this was a good way to keep my mind strong and what is important during this task, my Miss and the milk production. i was able to get to that edge of my orgasm within a few minutes, but i did resist the orgasm through the duration of the 20 minute pumping session. i know my Miss preferred me to only cum when i hear the tone of Beethoven's 5th. The time eventually came and i stopped without cumming. After a short rest i did pack up, get dressed and head on out to work.
At work it was all pretty smooth sailing, working my normal routine. i have gotten into a groove of being more professional at work so i could conceal my more kinky nature behind closed doors, not wanting anyone to even suspect me. Just the thought of being discovered makes me blush of embarrassment. i kind of want to be caught yet i know it would be bad and know i cannot be for my own safety. i worked like i do normally until my lunch period. Through the week i was able to work out that at lunch i am to rush through my meal so i can perform my mid shift breast pump. For Friday i munched down a quick salad with my cranberry juice then rushed to my "office" at the handicap washroom. While there i repeated my actions from before work with stripping and taking out my breast pump. However unlike the morning, i began a routine from Thursday of using my purple we-vibe while i was using the pump. With it inserted i started it and let it buzz me towards the edge of my orgasm while i had the pump sucking against my nipples. As i bit my lower lip i kept going over thoughts of producing milk for my Miss and on the production of the great quality milk to impress my Miss. Last week i was not doing any tasks and now this week i was already being overwhelmed by tasks. i found myself eager to please. i resisted cumming once more even though i reached the edge of my orgasm within 2 minutes of my pumping/ masturbation session. i did have to concentrate hard on my thoughts of lactation and  holding off the orgasm. Not to mention keeping track of time so i was not late returning from my break. i did finish up at the 15 minute mark so i had time to pack up get dressed and compose myself. i had not cum, nor had i produced any milk yet.
i did make it back to my desk on time and finished up my shift without any problems. However once my shift finished i did get into my car and start driving. i did decide for Friday to make a minor stop at a secluded parking spot to a closed store. i slipped my we vibe under my sweat pants and into me, pressing the ends against my g-spot and my clit. i turned on the we-vibe and then pulled up my shirt so i could use my pump for my after shift pumping session. i did blush a bit, knowing this was the most public i have been with my pumping, and there was minor risks of being caught. i did try to keep it out of my mind as i knew my thoughts shouldbe on the milk, and my body's production of it. This session was very much like my earlier one, with my body going to the edge of the orgasm and myself forcing it from going over. i kept there for the duration of 20 minutes, although it felt like an hour.
i did make it home intact and went through my night not doing much besides watching TV and making myself a soup and sandwich to have. As i ate i did charge up the we-vibe and text "K" with an instruction to message me within the next 2 hours (the life span of the vibe's charge), i was trying an experiment with the vibe. With it set on the 3rd setting which was the lowest setting in which the toy could get my body to orgasm. My goal was by next week i wanted to get it so i was cumming by the trigger tone on level 2, then the week after on level 1 and then after that lets hope i can cum on just the tone alone. i must have been a site sitting on my couch, legs spread with both my hands massaging my breasts. i did get the trigger tone about an hour and 40 minutes into my masturbation session and i came hard and immediately at hearing the tone showing me that at level 3 i was able to cum right on command. It did feel great to finally cum for the first and only time this day. Knowing my experiment was a success. i did hope my Miss would be proud of the results.
i was pretty exhausted and did not manage much more for the night besides one more pump/ masturbation session. At the end of it i began writing the entry for my Miss and fell asleep in the process. This post does show how my week ended, and how my routine is shaping up to be.

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