Assignment for the 16th of December 2011‏

With my time now being very limited due to work, Christmas, and family i was not able to get up to any date activities this weekend. i do feel very fortunate to have the best Mistress in the world, who showed much understanding. Even with that i have found myself feeling like i have not met Her expectations, as if i am lacking something. i do think my fondness to Her, the tasks, and Her total control of me are strong and evident. Through the week i went through my routines from the week before, but of course my Miss would up the ante more as its Her usual nature.
For the week i started off much like the week before. Waking up i would right away drop to the foot of my bed to prayer and make thoughts of my Miss. From there i would make my first washroom trip to wash myself and get my daily beginning of the day enema. After the enema, i would give myself a second one, that is not as bit, then followed by using my black plug to hold it in. This is what my task was last week, but for this week i had more to do.  It had been many weeks, maybe even over a month now, but it has returned. After the plug, i took out my catheter and slipped it to my urethra. i did worry about not being used to it, but it was like riding a bike, once i got into the movements, my body was used to it as its been conditioned to do for months this year. Once it was fully inserted i would get out my harness, with my ejaculating, vibrating dildo to slide in. Once done i began to secure the catheter to the underside of my new cock with elastic bands. If not for the many months of training i would have felt weird, but it did not. i did love the feel of my body feeling more controlled than it has been since Her return. My pussy, my butt, my nipples were all Her's to control. i felt more like Her's than ever. My body was all for Her, i was, and will always be Her's.
After the washroom i went through my usual parts of my routines, getting my things packed, and having my breakfast. During breakfast i kept on taking my timed number of capsules to help induce lactation, to build the quality and enhance the quantity. Then before getting dressed and leaving for work, everyday i would go for my timed pumping session with my electric breast pump. While i did this i had one had on the pump, and my free hand under the harness to masturbate and rub my clit as hard and rough as possible as per my Miss' instructions last week. i would keep this up for 20 minutes, with my mind on producing milk, and doing so in great quantities for my Miss. i had a whole roulette wheel of things i think of during my masturbation sessions that i always cycle through in my mind. All those things of course revolve around the milk production and my Miss, and different aspects of this. i know my mind drifted quite a bit every time but i kept shifting it back to its original train of thought. My breasts have not been noticeably bigger, maybe just a tad, although by the beginning of this week my nipples did feel a lot more tender and sensitive. By Wednesday, December 14th all my hard work finally lead to the desired results. By my morning pumping before work i got a few drops of milk from my nipples. Actually even before the pumping, the feel of my breasts and nipples gave me a strong feel of sensitivity, and i kind of already knew it would be coming. As the few drops came out and to the containers on the pump, i watched myself in the mirror and admired what i called my "Frankenstein" owned slave body. i looked from my cock, to my nipples being pumped at, to my butt being plugged to hold in an enema.
At the end of the session i did not cum, and i decided to taste my few drops of milk to see how i tasted. It tasted pretty good, and i was impressed that all the capsules had helped my milk grow pretty thick, non-bitter, and fairly sweet. Right away i had to get myself dressed and off to work. Once at work, i went to the handicap washroom to slide my we-vibe into myself, having to slide it under my harness and avoid mt catheter to slide it against my clit and g-spot. With the toy set on a low setting i went on to work with it stimulating me. i felt really weird, as if i was made to wear a lot additional accessories. i felt very self-conscious as i worked through this week. Not only was i more aware of my breasts and worried people would notice their increased size (which was actually not noticeable), but i was also worried my cock would be noticed, or people would hear the vibrations from my we-vibe. i don't actually think anyone noticed with the busy work atmosphere, but it still did keep me on edge.
Everyday at the end of the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe, i relocated quickly to the handicap washroom known as my "office" so i could remove the we-vibe, and my butt plug. Also by releasing the butt plug i would let the enema be expelled. As i let the enema expell, i kept my legs parted wide and my hands both to between my thighs. One hand reached under the harness to stroke my clit and pussy as hard and rough as i did with my masturbation/ pumping session. My free hand was over my cock stroking it, so i could watch myself in the mirror. i looked like such a slut, but not just any slut. i was my Miss' lactation, catheter wearing, cock owning slut. As the enema was fully expelled i would stop masturbating and reached back into my bag to get out my vibrating butt plug. Slipping it to my well used and owned butt, i pushed it fully in and put it onto the lowest setting. Once it was going i got re-dressed and back to work.
Nothing too much happened besides sitting at my desk to feel the sensation of the vibrating butt plug, or feeling my cock shift in my pants. i admit that there was a constant feel of humiliation everyday or every second that followed me. It was a constant reminder of being Her's. Not too much usually happened from this point to my lunch besides the occasional washroom break, where i would pee standing up. Using my cock like a man i would pee in the bowl. To be exact all week i peed like this, giving my Miss total control of my femininity and body.
At lunch i would use the first 10 minutes to wolf down my small meal, then my capsules before heading back to my "office" so i could perform my mid shift sessions. During this session i did like earlier, i kept pumping and using one hand to reach under my harness to roughly masturbate myself off without cumming. My mind shifted through my set cycle of milk production and thoughts of my Miss. Each passing session from the Wednesday successful one proved to produce slightly more milk, which made me overly excited.This session did not differ at all from my earlier of the day ones, with the only difference being the vibrating butt plug.
For the whole week the last half of my shift dragged. Maybe it was the fact it was the busiest its been all year, or maybe it was the fact that i still had to endure 4 hours of constant vibrations and a feel of humiliation that carried with me. Or maybe it was just the fact after work i would be able to finally get release at some point. At the end of my shift i rushed home everyday, and once home i stripped of all my clothes, leaving on my "cock" and catheter.  From there i would charge up my we-vibe and have some dinner and go through one pumping/ masturbation session before dinner. At the finish of the dinner and the we-vibe charge i would slip the we-vibe on and set it on setting 2 then await my trigger tone to be sent by "K" my tranny friend or "C" my new Asian friend. Each day i would message the one i wanted to control my training then sit there stroking my cock, and watching some TV and letting myself get to the edge. For everyday of the last week i would not actually cum at all until i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i loved this tasks and cannot wait until i get to its final form. i did experiment and knew that i still needed more time on the 2nd setting of the we-vibe, but i did expect that in the 2 weeks after this one i would be switching to setting 1, and eventually no stimulation at all. i never knew when i would recieve the text message, but i always did get it within the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe. i found myself feeling a lot of impatience as i wanted to be able to get to cumming on command. i wanted to give this extremely badly to my Miss for Christmas, but my timing is not going to allow it. i find myself looking forward to this orgasm each day, as this was the only orgasm allowed each day. The one thing i have noticed is that although i have not mastered this trigger tone, i did note that i have grown to a point that i require the tone to cum as its something i have grown accustomed to, although not to the desired point yet.
Most my days of the last week were like this, with the training made into a set routine. My lactation seemed to grow more daily, as each day i would get slightly more milk. i think in a week to 10 days i will be making enough milk to feed a baby appropriately. i know this is what my Miss was wishing, and i trust in Her tasks and wishes to the point that i do not question any of Her wishes. i did have some dirty thoughts of breast feeding either "C" or "K", and even using the milk for an enema, which were thoughts i have developed while getting to my daily triggered orgasms.
Through the week i went through many different feelings and emotions. With the strongest of them being nervousness, humiliation, devotion and excitement. i did feel very nervous at the risk of being caught with so much attached to me. The risk also provided me with constant feels of humiliation. Every feel of humiliation and stimulation did reinforce feeling of being owned by the most wonderful Miss ever. That feel on total control to Her has made me happy, and extremely horny. With my progress to my orgasm control training and also my lactation finally successful has left me feeling much pride and happiness that i am able to please my Miss and fulfill Her desired outcomes to Her set tasks.
Now come the weekend i was not able to get out onto my usual type dates, although i still kept my daily pumping/ masturbation sessions going every 3-4 hours through the weekend. That is in between seeing family, and friends for one of my many Christmas dinners, going to a concert with my cousin, and attending a funeral for the mother of my friend. My Miss although initially disappointed, has shown the understanding that makes Her perfect for me. However personally i feel a bit lacking and disappointed in myself. i did promise to my Miss that in the next few weeks i will be doing different set tasks for my Miss that leads all the way to the end of the year and into the New Years'. With Christmas and New Years' on the way i am very thankful to have Her, and i hope that i will please Her more so than ever, especially once all the holiday busyness comes to an end. <3