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It was nice to get a message Saturday night/ Sunday morning from my Miss. She would detail out some tasks that i was to start Sunday then leading right into my Monday. Right when i awoke Sunday i went right away to my tasks. That is after kneeling by the foot of my bed and giving minutes to think of my Miss and to contemplate about the tasks. From there i did go to the washroom for my customary toilet use, and for my last "#2". As i sat on the toilet to defecate, i kept my mind working. My Miss wanted me to think about hos this was my last time being like a normal girl defecating. How it was being taken away. Thinking of how this was the last time, and that i was losing that ability. i should have missed it, but i did not. i was very glad to be rid of it, and that it is now my Miss' to own and choose what to do with. i knew i was going back to 2 enemas a day and that my butt was never going to defecate again naturally again. Yet i want this, and i felt i needed it. My mind had no notion against the enemas, or even not being able to defecate naturally.
The rest of my Sunday i didn't do anything much besides this and preparations for my big task for Monday. i stopped by the pharmacy and an herbal store to purchase a few items. At the herbal store i picked an Indian spice called fenugreek, in pill form, marshmallow root capsules blessed thistle capsules. i did my research and i found this one to be one method that got good reviews. From there i went to a pharmacy that was fairly far from where i lived to buy a breast pump i found to be comparatively cheaper than every other place i had looked through during my research of breast pumps. Having never actually been pregnant, i have never actually realized the prices until now, which really i think will prepare me for when i do have children. Also at least i spent the fairly pricy amount now on a machine i will use again then.
i really used Sunday as my preparations day before beginning my week with tasks. Getting all the things i needed, then making my schedule of when i would be doing everything for Monday so i could fulfill all my Miss' tasks. i even got to cum once more during my training for orgasm control, only at the sound of my trigger tone Beethoven's 5th Symphony. At the very end of Sunday i did end off with my first enema in a long time. All the while i kept thinking how this day i began with using the toilet like a normal person, then ending with my butt being controlled by my Miss again. i did feel happy as i went to bed.
Monday rolled around and i awoke to performing some prayers to my Miss, then to the washroom to washup. After my shower i got to my 2nd enema since the last time i was free to use the toilet. i did enjoy it, having a smile across my face. It was more the feeling of being controlled again b y my Miss. Also i did slightly miss the routine of doing this twice a day. From there i went upon to my room to insert my tailed plug thus my butt was fully claimed by my Miss. i found this to make me really excited. i loved being fully Her's. For the rest of my morning before work i went upon my normal routine, with the only added difference is i had 3 of the fenugreek pills with my breakfast. From this day on besides my butt being claimed, i am to take 2-4 fenugreek pills, 3 times a day as they help increase/ induce lactation. i am also to accompany the fenugreek with the blessed thistle capsules. Also i had to take the marshmallow root capsule once a day. Before leaving for work i did figure i had to begin my other new routine. i sat there and used the pump on my breasts for 20 minutes, as i was to do this every 3-4 hours from now on until i begin to lactate. i read a lot on mental thinking during the span of the pumping, keeping my mind on the task of producing milk. How this was for my Miss and pleasing Her. Thinking how with my breasts going through this, and my butt plugged, my body was piece by piece controlled by my Miss. i did feel much arousal at this point, with my mind stimulated and my nipples being stimulated by the double pumps on them. i was envisioning the 2 bottles being filled by the pumps one day very soon.
Once i was done pumping i had to pack up everything, get dressed and hurry off to work. My new routine had not fully been worked out yet as i still needed to make minor tweaks to the timing. i still needed to get used to it. At work i went to check my schedule immediately, after dropping off my things. Seeing i was set at my desk for the day i went to on to performing my work. he month of inactivity, and the long rest my Miss gave my butt did make the plug feel a bit foreign, especially while i sat on my chair. However slowly through the day that feel disappeared and my body was re-introduced to the feel of it.
During my lunch break i did have to time it very well, rushing through my sandwich and drink in 10 minutes, and taking 3 more of the fenugreek pills and 3 more of the blessed thistle caps. After finishing i grabbed my bag and went to the handicapped washroom, which i had dubbed my "office" to my Miss since i have used it so much. i always loved how this name amuses my Miss. In the washroom i had to perform 2 tasks at once, knowing i could do thisand feeling motivated to please my Miss. Taking the breast pump out i began my second session of pumping as it was just slightly over 4 hours and this was my first chance to get in some time pumping without drawing too much suspicion. Stripping naked i let the pump work its magic, as i began to work my second task assigned during this time. Reaching my hand between my legs i began to stroke my pussy and clit. As i promised Miss i would masturbate during my break at lunch, but this was before my strategic planning on Sunday. i decided on doing the double duty, using the breast pump and masturbating. i tried to keep my mind on the production of milk and how it was for my Miss. Using this as fuel for my masturbation. i still had to keep my mind on the time, not able to waste a single minute. i was really going wild, as my arousal soared high. i had to bite my lower lip to prevent myself from moaning out. The stimulation to my nipples and from my fingering my pussy were immense. It felt great, my breasts were being controlled, as were my butt and my pussy. i was at that moment 100% Her's. It did not take long for me to reach the edge of my orgasm, as i held there not letting myself pass there without the sound of Beethoven's 5th. i was almost pleading in my head that "K" would message, but knew i would not. i held out for the duration of 7-10 minutes before stopping and using 5 minutes to regain myself and finishing off my pumping session. Once i was packed up and redressed i went out and back to work.
Work could not end faster, as the last half of work was busy and felt like a dog race. i did race on home after work so i could go on with more of my routine. i know with work i am not able to work my routine to its most effective timing but i felt it gets close enough with proper timing. Right after work i went for another session with the breast pump, taking my time with that before getting my dinner ready and taking my number of pills with that meal. At the end of dinner i did go onto my orgasm control training, timing it so midway i had to get the breast pump going. i was using the Hitachi want to stroke my mound for near an hour before getting the pumping session to accompany my orgasm control training. Again my tasks were running into each other forcing me into more double duty. By the time i got my breasts pumping, i also began to fuck myself with the wand. Using a new method i got from of all things some pornography. i had a condom wrapped around the top of it so it would save from cleanup. i even lubed it up so it would be extra slick. i found that being fucked with the Hitachi wand usually makes my orgasm huge. i have also found that the wand tends to make me squirt a bit if i fuck myself hard enough. My mind was in a haze, filled with thoughts of my breasts filling with milk, which did lead me to a kinky fantasy of being shaved bald, pregnant and being milked like a cow by my Mistress all the while being fucked by a male of Her choice. It did not take long before i got to the end of my orgasm. But now all i could do was wait. i waited right through my session supposed end time, which i just left it going, loving the multiple stimuli. i think i had the pump on and fucked myself with the wand for a full hour and a half in unison before i got the trigger tone and exploded at the first few seconds of the tone. i did pass in and out of consciousness after this, not even able to finish my blog entry until the next day, wanting it to be perfect. Reflecting my Miss, Her tasks and my training as appropriately as possible.
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