Assignment for the 23rd of December 2011‏

Before i start....MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !! !!

It all started as a notion. A few weeks ago my Miss asked me to begin some research into induced lactation. Right away my mind was filled with many nervous thoughts and feelings. i'll lie if i say i never thought of this, nor was aroused by it. Just the notion of it happening so soon shocked me into nervousness. From there this lead into my Miss' getaway to clear Her head. During that time i went online to look through a few websites, and doing my research into what were the best ways to inducing lactation. i eventually pinpointed one webpage that had all the information i was looking for, and that also gave realistic timelines to the whole procedure. i remember the thing that caught my eye the most was the different methods that would work in production of the milk, from taking pills from the pharmacy to taking herbs. The herbs method really caught my eye, so i did decide early on to try out this method. i do think a lot of it was the fact the 3 herbs all had relatively funky names, that being fenugreek, blessed thistle, and marshmallow root. Although i was filled with much speculation, i did more research and found 2 other sites mentioned the same 3 herbs. Through that i went on to reading reviews and many mothers gave good reviews to the herbs, and even stated how each of them effects the production of milk. Each herb helped producing the milk, making the milk thicker, more in quantities, and making it a pleasing taste. Following the research was some waiting until my Miss' return. i did not really think too much more about the lactation as i did not know when my Miss would return.
After Her return, and a little time for Her and i to get back into the swing of things, She did assign me to begin the steps into self induced lactation. The first thing i did was buy the items i required. i did my research looking into where in town i could get the capsules, and where i could buy a breast pump. The capsules were all easy enough from a well reputed vitamins store. But the pump took more research to find one locally for a decent price. i did worry that i would have to spend an arm and a leg for the device, but my research did lead me to one place that was a far drive but had the device for a great price that was not matched by anyone else. While buying each of these items i got a feeling people around me knew why i was buying these things, and to the right people it would be obvious. i also had a thought how people must be looking at me thinking i was pregnant, and because i was there with no one, it was because i was slutting around. My mind kept filling with different thoughts throughout the time in the vitamins store and the pharmacy. Once all the items were purchased, i did have some relief, although i also had some nervousness knowing what was to come.
i waited until the next day so my Miss would give the okay to begin. Once She said to begin i started that day with more nervousness than the day before, yet i did feel much pride to push myself to make my Miss happy. i did take some time to plan out when i would take each capsule, and worked out a schedule as to when i would use the pumps, as the websites said that i required 15-20 minutes of pumping. Also i was to mentally envision my milk production, as psychology was a major part of this procedure from what i read. The part i first worried about the most was my pumping session at work, as i always worry there of being caught in the middle of an act and lose my job. When the first day rolled upon i remember feeling like i should jumps right in so i do not think anymore and right in the morning i took my set amount of pills. Then shortly after going right to a pumping session knowing i would not produce a thing just yet. My first session at work was not actually that bad as i know the handicap washroom is pretty secure. At the end of the day though i did feel exhausted, humiliated, and yet extremely horny. The orgasm to the trigger tone really felt like bliss this night.
As the days went on my tasks were increased and each time generated new feelings. When i had to wear the we-vibe then the vibrating plug after i got the major feel of being owned, as my body was slowly being claimed for use by my Miss. Along with those emotions, the herbs began to change my body, as i felt some mood swings, or extreme moods. Like feeling sluggish, more tired, and even excruciatingly horny. So when my Miss ordered me last week to add in the catheter and my "cock", in my strap on dildo, i felt like i was totally controlled. My butt, my pussy, and my breasts were all being conditioned for Her likings. i had no control, and felt the humiliation of not having any control of my own body parts. My emotional roller coaster was not over there, as i had major anxiety over my milk production. My breasts did not really increase too much, just a little bit. Also the sites said that by 10 days i should have had drops of milk. After 12 days i did not get any, and as each passing day i was expecting but left disappointed, and worried that i was doing something wrong. However by day 15 i got to my desired results, which left me ecstatic. i was extremely happy to get my Miss' task completed. i was also a lot relieved when She said She was surprised that i got milk so soon, after worrying i was not producing fast enough.
Now i am just going through each day going through the set routine. At first the routine felt very foreign and it was a struggle to remember exactly when to do what. However now i have done it each day enough times that its now just a embedded routine that i flow through by instinct. i am still not producing a lot of milk but it is steadily increasing. My breasts and nipples have grown considerably a lot more sensitive as i know even the breeze on them feels different. My physical, mental and sensuality have all been slowly changing as more time has gone by. The longer i have gone through this the more relaxed i have felt of every task. Feeling every part of me owned by my Miss actually leaves me horny each day or every hour, and i love this feel. i hope soon to produce enough to be my Miss' milk cow slut. Right at this moment i am looking at myself in the mirror and i am naked except for the butt plug, my strap on "cock" with the catheter attached, and i am going through a pumping session as i write this. i know i have been masturbating with my sessions for the weeks of trying to induce lactation. However my Miss has granted a relax on the tasks for the holidays (due to family) and i am just winding down now. i am excited for the new year as my tasks will be back into full swing, and also when i produce enough milk, maybe some milk enemas.