With Christmas around the corner and my Miss' tasks this week i have been running around like mad being busy. i'm going to post an update of all the news from this week, followed by my tasks for the week. i will describe my Friday being my culmination of all the new changes added by my Miss through the week.
First bit of news, at the beginning of the week i did ask my Miss if i could offer my collar to my beautiful tranny girl kelly. Miss Lindy kindly agreed, so by mid week, i announced to kelly of her ownership which made her extremely happy. i have given her 2 very playful and slutty tasks for her to accomplish in the next while, and hopefully posted in full on her blog. (http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/)
Secondly my task in trying to induce lactation has not resulted in any milk produced yet. However i have noticed my breasts and nipples getting a lot more sensitive. My breast size also has not changed too noticeably since i have been taking the daily regiment of capsules. On a funny note i have noticed my pee to smell more like maple syrup which is an effect of the fenugreek i am taking 3 times a day with the blessed thistle. Also another side effect i have noticed is that all the capsules i have been taking have left me feeling more tired and drowsy at different times, in case people wondered why it has taken me a while to get some of my blog entries off.
For those of you who were curious what happened to the young Asian girl i went out with named "C". No i did not abandon her, it was just a meeting. My Miss did ask that i try to meet up with her this weekend. i did make some calls Thursday and Friday and i will be seeing her on the weekend. What we will be up to, i do not know. est assured though i will be working hard to fuck her as per my Miss' orders. That also means what happens will be on my weekend "date" blog entry.
With Tuesday of this week i began to perform added "additions" to my Miss' tasks from last week. Describing my Friday, i woke up as usual and immediately going through the set routine i have had built into me. After my customary prayers to my Miss, i went to the washroom to go through my my cleaning regiment. At the end of my shower i went through my normal enema, but to end it off i did give myself a second full bag enema. This time though i went on to add my butt plug to hold it in as per my Miss' new additions to my already busy tasks. i was still very proud to be doing this task for Her. Following my events in the washroom i went to have my breakfast and my first set of pills that induce lactation. i did notice that i was squirming to hold in the enema as i am used to holding it in for longer periods than a few minutes any more. i used to do this a bit more a few months ago but recently i have been a bit more relaxed with my butt training as my Miss wanted me to give it some well deserved rest.
At the end of breakfast i went on to my timed breast pumping session. As i used the pump i reached my hand to my mound and began to finger myself as hard as possible, bringing myself to the edge of my orgasm within minutes, and maintaining that level for the duration of the 20 minutes of the pumping without cumming. My mind was on my body producing milk, and on my Miss. Thinking how i would please my Miss by creating plentiful high quality milk, and also keeping a portion of my mind on not pushing into my orgasm. i have noticed by now that all my orgasm control training has lead me to be a lot stronger on preventing accidental orgasms from passing without permission or from my trigger tune.
Once i was done my pumping session i did prepare to go to work. i continued to hold the enema in still through my entire drive to work as i have been doing everyday this week except for Monday. While i drove i did have slight distractions to start the week however through the earlier part of the week and subsides by Thursday. Once at work i would check my schedule and drop my things at my desk. From there i made my way to the handicap washroom that's been dubbed my "office". The first shift on Tuesday i did not perform this addition, however by Thursday i did begin to add this new task. Once in the washroom i went into my purse to produce my purple we-vibe and slide it into me. The 2 ends of this toy pressed to my g-spot and clitoris. With the remote i would set the toy on its 2nd setting before putting the remote away and making my way to my desk to start work.
i would go on to working for the first quarter of my shift while feeling the toy buzz against my 2 erogenous regions. i was very fortunate that Miss had me set it on the 2nd setting as it was a setting which i normally would not be able to cum on. It did however keep my mind on it, and with that a constant reminder of my Miss' control over me. However at the end of the 2 hour battery life of the toy i would make my way back to my "office" to complete the next step of my Miss' new additional tasks for this week. Removing the we-vibe, i would prepare myself by removing my butt plug and slowly expel the contents of the earlier enema. My right hand would travel between my thighs and i began to finger myself as hard as i could, my left hand would join in and massage my clit with as much strength as my right hand. This was a very odd feeling as i have never masturbated to the expulsion of an enema before Thursday and on this Friday. It was still a very foreign feeling to me that i was working hard to overcome. i knew it would just take a lot more practice to make this feel less foreign and odd. The only good thing of the odd feel was this helped in preventing any orgasms during my releasing of the contents. i was successful for 2 days of hard masturbation during the release of that day's enema. As i tried to catch my breath, before i put my clothes back on i would pull out one of my favorite old toys. Withdrawing from my bag my vibrating butt plug i slowly slipped it into my butt that was not free from the earlier butt plug and enema. Once in i did click the toy onto its lowest setting and leave it imbedded in my canal. As it buzzed away i put my clothes on and returned to work.
Eventually my lunch would come, which seemed like forever since i had the added distraction of my vibrating butt plug. Like i did all of last week i rushed through my lunch, even taking my set of capsules with it. Once my lunch was finished i picked up my bag and made my way back to the handicap washroom which i was feeling very acquainted with the last 2 days of the week. While inside i was going to accomplish the culmination of many tasks my Miss assigned that now all intersected. At lunch i was already doubling up my tasks, but for Thursday and Friday i got to tripling up my tasks for lunch. With the butt plug still buzzing away inside of me, i sat on the toilet and began to pump my breasts for my timed session at the middle point of my work shift. As promised before i would also begin to masturbate as i pumped myself. My mind was all over the place , as the extra arousal from the butt plug kept my mind running wild. i would keep floating from thoughts of my Miss, to thoughts of the weekend, then try to bring my mind back to the milk production. i did find myself saying in my mind i wanted to get some milk soon for my Miss. The extra arousal made me get to the edge of my orgasm extremely quickly so i was forced to hold back hard for most of the 20 minutes of my pumping. It felt torturous, and i wondered if my Miss had this all planned, getting me to wear the vibrating butt plug for the whole day knowing it would run into my doubled up lunch tasks. Actually i know She planned it that way. i had to bite my lower lip hard, i found muffled moans escaping my lips even with all my might to prevent myself from getting way too loud, especially at work. Soon my session came to an end, and i even went over my lunch period as the masturbation, the vibrating plug and my pumping all together distracted me more than enough that i lost track of time. i did get dressed and back to work being only 5 minutes late, which i do not think anyone even noticed.
The rest of my shift went by without much more than some distraction from the plug's vibrations. i left work a fair bit early and made it home in time to perform my end of work timed pumping session. As i did that and while i was making dinner i charged up my we-vibe. After my dinner i did go to work on my orgasm training which i had made some personal changes to so it would accelerate results. For about 10 days i have been working on getting myself to cum to my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony while on the we-vibe's 3rd setting. For today i went and placed it on the 2nd setting and sat there on my couch concentrating on it. My goal was that once i hear the tone i theoretically should be able to cum even though the toy is set on a level which my body would not be able to cum on with that alone. My only way to find out was through how my results would go today. i let my mind concentrate hard of feeling the vibrations, trying to intensify it a bit mentally. Then not even an hour in, maybe 40 minutes i would hear the tone to my surprise. Instantly i would say "yes", as i felt the success of an orgasm achieved through my trigger tone on a lower setting on the we-vibe. With this results i am going to keep going on level 2 for a long while, then move to the 1st level and eventually after that without the we-vibe at all. Thi is the ultimate outcome to help build me to cumming on the sound and without stimulus.
All in and all my week has been filled with tasks like my Friday, with that day having all the tasks and additions fully accomplished. i did feel positive about my orgasm control training which has gone on since October. i also felt very uneasy knowing my Miss will probably up the ante for next week, and with it drawing closer to Christmas i still need to finish shopping and getting my place ready for Christmas dinners. However even with how busy i am getting and my uneasy feel, i know that my heart and determination will keep me going strong for my Miss' love and affections.
U cannot say how much i'm happy miss Lindy is back to take proper care of u, Mel. I'll try my best to patiently wait for u to tell us about your new tasks..lotta love! xoxo Serena
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