Before i start....MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !! !!
It all started as a notion. A few weeks ago my Miss asked me to begin some research into induced lactation. Right away my mind was filled with many nervous thoughts and feelings. i'll lie if i say i never thought of this, nor was aroused by it. Just the notion of it happening so soon shocked me into nervousness. From there this lead into my Miss' getaway to clear Her head. During that time i went online to look through a few websites, and doing my research into what were the best ways to inducing lactation. i eventually pinpointed one webpage that had all the information i was looking for, and that also gave realistic timelines to the whole procedure. i remember the thing that caught my eye the most was the different methods that would work in production of the milk, from taking pills from the pharmacy to taking herbs. The herbs method really caught my eye, so i did decide early on to try out this method. i do think a lot of it was the fact the 3 herbs all had relatively funky names, that being fenugreek, blessed thistle, and marshmallow root. Although i was filled with much speculation, i did more research and found 2 other sites mentioned the same 3 herbs. Through that i went on to reading reviews and many mothers gave good reviews to the herbs, and even stated how each of them effects the production of milk. Each herb helped producing the milk, making the milk thicker, more in quantities, and making it a pleasing taste. Following the research was some waiting until my Miss' return. i did not really think too much more about the lactation as i did not know when my Miss would return.
After Her return, and a little time for Her and i to get back into the swing of things, She did assign me to begin the steps into self induced lactation. The first thing i did was buy the items i required. i did my research looking into where in town i could get the capsules, and where i could buy a breast pump. The capsules were all easy enough from a well reputed vitamins store. But the pump took more research to find one locally for a decent price. i did worry that i would have to spend an arm and a leg for the device, but my research did lead me to one place that was a far drive but had the device for a great price that was not matched by anyone else. While buying each of these items i got a feeling people around me knew why i was buying these things, and to the right people it would be obvious. i also had a thought how people must be looking at me thinking i was pregnant, and because i was there with no one, it was because i was slutting around. My mind kept filling with different thoughts throughout the time in the vitamins store and the pharmacy. Once all the items were purchased, i did have some relief, although i also had some nervousness knowing what was to come.
i waited until the next day so my Miss would give the okay to begin. Once She said to begin i started that day with more nervousness than the day before, yet i did feel much pride to push myself to make my Miss happy. i did take some time to plan out when i would take each capsule, and worked out a schedule as to when i would use the pumps, as the websites said that i required 15-20 minutes of pumping. Also i was to mentally envision my milk production, as psychology was a major part of this procedure from what i read. The part i first worried about the most was my pumping session at work, as i always worry there of being caught in the middle of an act and lose my job. When the first day rolled upon i remember feeling like i should jumps right in so i do not think anymore and right in the morning i took my set amount of pills. Then shortly after going right to a pumping session knowing i would not produce a thing just yet. My first session at work was not actually that bad as i know the handicap washroom is pretty secure. At the end of the day though i did feel exhausted, humiliated, and yet extremely horny. The orgasm to the trigger tone really felt like bliss this night.
As the days went on my tasks were increased and each time generated new feelings. When i had to wear the we-vibe then the vibrating plug after i got the major feel of being owned, as my body was slowly being claimed for use by my Miss. Along with those emotions, the herbs began to change my body, as i felt some mood swings, or extreme moods. Like feeling sluggish, more tired, and even excruciatingly horny. So when my Miss ordered me last week to add in the catheter and my "cock", in my strap on dildo, i felt like i was totally controlled. My butt, my pussy, and my breasts were all being conditioned for Her likings. i had no control, and felt the humiliation of not having any control of my own body parts. My emotional roller coaster was not over there, as i had major anxiety over my milk production. My breasts did not really increase too much, just a little bit. Also the sites said that by 10 days i should have had drops of milk. After 12 days i did not get any, and as each passing day i was expecting but left disappointed, and worried that i was doing something wrong. However by day 15 i got to my desired results, which left me ecstatic. i was extremely happy to get my Miss' task completed. i was also a lot relieved when She said She was surprised that i got milk so soon, after worrying i was not producing fast enough.
Now i am just going through each day going through the set routine. At first the routine felt very foreign and it was a struggle to remember exactly when to do what. However now i have done it each day enough times that its now just a embedded routine that i flow through by instinct. i am still not producing a lot of milk but it is steadily increasing. My breasts and nipples have grown considerably a lot more sensitive as i know even the breeze on them feels different. My physical, mental and sensuality have all been slowly changing as more time has gone by. The longer i have gone through this the more relaxed i have felt of every task. Feeling every part of me owned by my Miss actually leaves me horny each day or every hour, and i love this feel. i hope soon to produce enough to be my Miss' milk cow slut. Right at this moment i am looking at myself in the mirror and i am naked except for the butt plug, my strap on "cock" with the catheter attached, and i am going through a pumping session as i write this. i know i have been masturbating with my sessions for the weeks of trying to induce lactation. However my Miss has granted a relax on the tasks for the holidays (due to family) and i am just winding down now. i am excited for the new year as my tasks will be back into full swing, and also when i produce enough milk, maybe some milk enemas.
Friday, 23 December 2011
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
Assignment for the 16th of December 2011
With my time now being very limited due to work, Christmas, and family i was not able to get up to any date activities this weekend. i do feel very fortunate to have the best Mistress in the world, who showed much understanding. Even with that i have found myself feeling like i have not met Her expectations, as if i am lacking something. i do think my fondness to Her, the tasks, and Her total control of me are strong and evident. Through the week i went through my routines from the week before, but of course my Miss would up the ante more as its Her usual nature.
For the week i started off much like the week before. Waking up i would right away drop to the foot of my bed to prayer and make thoughts of my Miss. From there i would make my first washroom trip to wash myself and get my daily beginning of the day enema. After the enema, i would give myself a second one, that is not as bit, then followed by using my black plug to hold it in. This is what my task was last week, but for this week i had more to do. It had been many weeks, maybe even over a month now, but it has returned. After the plug, i took out my catheter and slipped it to my urethra. i did worry about not being used to it, but it was like riding a bike, once i got into the movements, my body was used to it as its been conditioned to do for months this year. Once it was fully inserted i would get out my harness, with my ejaculating, vibrating dildo to slide in. Once done i began to secure the catheter to the underside of my new cock with elastic bands. If not for the many months of training i would have felt weird, but it did not. i did love the feel of my body feeling more controlled than it has been since Her return. My pussy, my butt, my nipples were all Her's to control. i felt more like Her's than ever. My body was all for Her, i was, and will always be Her's.
After the washroom i went through my usual parts of my routines, getting my things packed, and having my breakfast. During breakfast i kept on taking my timed number of capsules to help induce lactation, to build the quality and enhance the quantity. Then before getting dressed and leaving for work, everyday i would go for my timed pumping session with my electric breast pump. While i did this i had one had on the pump, and my free hand under the harness to masturbate and rub my clit as hard and rough as possible as per my Miss' instructions last week. i would keep this up for 20 minutes, with my mind on producing milk, and doing so in great quantities for my Miss. i had a whole roulette wheel of things i think of during my masturbation sessions that i always cycle through in my mind. All those things of course revolve around the milk production and my Miss, and different aspects of this. i know my mind drifted quite a bit every time but i kept shifting it back to its original train of thought. My breasts have not been noticeably bigger, maybe just a tad, although by the beginning of this week my nipples did feel a lot more tender and sensitive. By Wednesday, December 14th all my hard work finally lead to the desired results. By my morning pumping before work i got a few drops of milk from my nipples. Actually even before the pumping, the feel of my breasts and nipples gave me a strong feel of sensitivity, and i kind of already knew it would be coming. As the few drops came out and to the containers on the pump, i watched myself in the mirror and admired what i called my "Frankenstein" owned slave body. i looked from my cock, to my nipples being pumped at, to my butt being plugged to hold in an enema.
At the end of the session i did not cum, and i decided to taste my few drops of milk to see how i tasted. It tasted pretty good, and i was impressed that all the capsules had helped my milk grow pretty thick, non-bitter, and fairly sweet. Right away i had to get myself dressed and off to work. Once at work, i went to the handicap washroom to slide my we-vibe into myself, having to slide it under my harness and avoid mt catheter to slide it against my clit and g-spot. With the toy set on a low setting i went on to work with it stimulating me. i felt really weird, as if i was made to wear a lot additional accessories. i felt very self-conscious as i worked through this week. Not only was i more aware of my breasts and worried people would notice their increased size (which was actually not noticeable), but i was also worried my cock would be noticed, or people would hear the vibrations from my we-vibe. i don't actually think anyone noticed with the busy work atmosphere, but it still did keep me on edge.
Everyday at the end of the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe, i relocated quickly to the handicap washroom known as my "office" so i could remove the we-vibe, and my butt plug. Also by releasing the butt plug i would let the enema be expelled. As i let the enema expell, i kept my legs parted wide and my hands both to between my thighs. One hand reached under the harness to stroke my clit and pussy as hard and rough as i did with my masturbation/ pumping session. My free hand was over my cock stroking it, so i could watch myself in the mirror. i looked like such a slut, but not just any slut. i was my Miss' lactation, catheter wearing, cock owning slut. As the enema was fully expelled i would stop masturbating and reached back into my bag to get out my vibrating butt plug. Slipping it to my well used and owned butt, i pushed it fully in and put it onto the lowest setting. Once it was going i got re-dressed and back to work.
Nothing too much happened besides sitting at my desk to feel the sensation of the vibrating butt plug, or feeling my cock shift in my pants. i admit that there was a constant feel of humiliation everyday or every second that followed me. It was a constant reminder of being Her's. Not too much usually happened from this point to my lunch besides the occasional washroom break, where i would pee standing up. Using my cock like a man i would pee in the bowl. To be exact all week i peed like this, giving my Miss total control of my femininity and body.
At lunch i would use the first 10 minutes to wolf down my small meal, then my capsules before heading back to my "office" so i could perform my mid shift sessions. During this session i did like earlier, i kept pumping and using one hand to reach under my harness to roughly masturbate myself off without cumming. My mind shifted through my set cycle of milk production and thoughts of my Miss. Each passing session from the Wednesday successful one proved to produce slightly more milk, which made me overly excited.This session did not differ at all from my earlier of the day ones, with the only difference being the vibrating butt plug.
For the whole week the last half of my shift dragged. Maybe it was the fact it was the busiest its been all year, or maybe it was the fact that i still had to endure 4 hours of constant vibrations and a feel of humiliation that carried with me. Or maybe it was just the fact after work i would be able to finally get release at some point. At the end of my shift i rushed home everyday, and once home i stripped of all my clothes, leaving on my "cock" and catheter. From there i would charge up my we-vibe and have some dinner and go through one pumping/ masturbation session before dinner. At the finish of the dinner and the we-vibe charge i would slip the we-vibe on and set it on setting 2 then await my trigger tone to be sent by "K" my tranny friend or "C" my new Asian friend. Each day i would message the one i wanted to control my training then sit there stroking my cock, and watching some TV and letting myself get to the edge. For everyday of the last week i would not actually cum at all until i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i loved this tasks and cannot wait until i get to its final form. i did experiment and knew that i still needed more time on the 2nd setting of the we-vibe, but i did expect that in the 2 weeks after this one i would be switching to setting 1, and eventually no stimulation at all. i never knew when i would recieve the text message, but i always did get it within the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe. i found myself feeling a lot of impatience as i wanted to be able to get to cumming on command. i wanted to give this extremely badly to my Miss for Christmas, but my timing is not going to allow it. i find myself looking forward to this orgasm each day, as this was the only orgasm allowed each day. The one thing i have noticed is that although i have not mastered this trigger tone, i did note that i have grown to a point that i require the tone to cum as its something i have grown accustomed to, although not to the desired point yet.
Most my days of the last week were like this, with the training made into a set routine. My lactation seemed to grow more daily, as each day i would get slightly more milk. i think in a week to 10 days i will be making enough milk to feed a baby appropriately. i know this is what my Miss was wishing, and i trust in Her tasks and wishes to the point that i do not question any of Her wishes. i did have some dirty thoughts of breast feeding either "C" or "K", and even using the milk for an enema, which were thoughts i have developed while getting to my daily triggered orgasms.
Through the week i went through many different feelings and emotions. With the strongest of them being nervousness, humiliation, devotion and excitement. i did feel very nervous at the risk of being caught with so much attached to me. The risk also provided me with constant feels of humiliation. Every feel of humiliation and stimulation did reinforce feeling of being owned by the most wonderful Miss ever. That feel on total control to Her has made me happy, and extremely horny. With my progress to my orgasm control training and also my lactation finally successful has left me feeling much pride and happiness that i am able to please my Miss and fulfill Her desired outcomes to Her set tasks.
Now come the weekend i was not able to get out onto my usual type dates, although i still kept my daily pumping/ masturbation sessions going every 3-4 hours through the weekend. That is in between seeing family, and friends for one of my many Christmas dinners, going to a concert with my cousin, and attending a funeral for the mother of my friend. My Miss although initially disappointed, has shown the understanding that makes Her perfect for me. However personally i feel a bit lacking and disappointed in myself. i did promise to my Miss that in the next few weeks i will be doing different set tasks for my Miss that leads all the way to the end of the year and into the New Years'. With Christmas and New Years' on the way i am very thankful to have Her, and i hope that i will please Her more so than ever, especially once all the holiday busyness comes to an end. <3
For the week i started off much like the week before. Waking up i would right away drop to the foot of my bed to prayer and make thoughts of my Miss. From there i would make my first washroom trip to wash myself and get my daily beginning of the day enema. After the enema, i would give myself a second one, that is not as bit, then followed by using my black plug to hold it in. This is what my task was last week, but for this week i had more to do. It had been many weeks, maybe even over a month now, but it has returned. After the plug, i took out my catheter and slipped it to my urethra. i did worry about not being used to it, but it was like riding a bike, once i got into the movements, my body was used to it as its been conditioned to do for months this year. Once it was fully inserted i would get out my harness, with my ejaculating, vibrating dildo to slide in. Once done i began to secure the catheter to the underside of my new cock with elastic bands. If not for the many months of training i would have felt weird, but it did not. i did love the feel of my body feeling more controlled than it has been since Her return. My pussy, my butt, my nipples were all Her's to control. i felt more like Her's than ever. My body was all for Her, i was, and will always be Her's.
After the washroom i went through my usual parts of my routines, getting my things packed, and having my breakfast. During breakfast i kept on taking my timed number of capsules to help induce lactation, to build the quality and enhance the quantity. Then before getting dressed and leaving for work, everyday i would go for my timed pumping session with my electric breast pump. While i did this i had one had on the pump, and my free hand under the harness to masturbate and rub my clit as hard and rough as possible as per my Miss' instructions last week. i would keep this up for 20 minutes, with my mind on producing milk, and doing so in great quantities for my Miss. i had a whole roulette wheel of things i think of during my masturbation sessions that i always cycle through in my mind. All those things of course revolve around the milk production and my Miss, and different aspects of this. i know my mind drifted quite a bit every time but i kept shifting it back to its original train of thought. My breasts have not been noticeably bigger, maybe just a tad, although by the beginning of this week my nipples did feel a lot more tender and sensitive. By Wednesday, December 14th all my hard work finally lead to the desired results. By my morning pumping before work i got a few drops of milk from my nipples. Actually even before the pumping, the feel of my breasts and nipples gave me a strong feel of sensitivity, and i kind of already knew it would be coming. As the few drops came out and to the containers on the pump, i watched myself in the mirror and admired what i called my "Frankenstein" owned slave body. i looked from my cock, to my nipples being pumped at, to my butt being plugged to hold in an enema.
At the end of the session i did not cum, and i decided to taste my few drops of milk to see how i tasted. It tasted pretty good, and i was impressed that all the capsules had helped my milk grow pretty thick, non-bitter, and fairly sweet. Right away i had to get myself dressed and off to work. Once at work, i went to the handicap washroom to slide my we-vibe into myself, having to slide it under my harness and avoid mt catheter to slide it against my clit and g-spot. With the toy set on a low setting i went on to work with it stimulating me. i felt really weird, as if i was made to wear a lot additional accessories. i felt very self-conscious as i worked through this week. Not only was i more aware of my breasts and worried people would notice their increased size (which was actually not noticeable), but i was also worried my cock would be noticed, or people would hear the vibrations from my we-vibe. i don't actually think anyone noticed with the busy work atmosphere, but it still did keep me on edge.
Everyday at the end of the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe, i relocated quickly to the handicap washroom known as my "office" so i could remove the we-vibe, and my butt plug. Also by releasing the butt plug i would let the enema be expelled. As i let the enema expell, i kept my legs parted wide and my hands both to between my thighs. One hand reached under the harness to stroke my clit and pussy as hard and rough as i did with my masturbation/ pumping session. My free hand was over my cock stroking it, so i could watch myself in the mirror. i looked like such a slut, but not just any slut. i was my Miss' lactation, catheter wearing, cock owning slut. As the enema was fully expelled i would stop masturbating and reached back into my bag to get out my vibrating butt plug. Slipping it to my well used and owned butt, i pushed it fully in and put it onto the lowest setting. Once it was going i got re-dressed and back to work.
Nothing too much happened besides sitting at my desk to feel the sensation of the vibrating butt plug, or feeling my cock shift in my pants. i admit that there was a constant feel of humiliation everyday or every second that followed me. It was a constant reminder of being Her's. Not too much usually happened from this point to my lunch besides the occasional washroom break, where i would pee standing up. Using my cock like a man i would pee in the bowl. To be exact all week i peed like this, giving my Miss total control of my femininity and body.
At lunch i would use the first 10 minutes to wolf down my small meal, then my capsules before heading back to my "office" so i could perform my mid shift sessions. During this session i did like earlier, i kept pumping and using one hand to reach under my harness to roughly masturbate myself off without cumming. My mind shifted through my set cycle of milk production and thoughts of my Miss. Each passing session from the Wednesday successful one proved to produce slightly more milk, which made me overly excited.This session did not differ at all from my earlier of the day ones, with the only difference being the vibrating butt plug.
For the whole week the last half of my shift dragged. Maybe it was the fact it was the busiest its been all year, or maybe it was the fact that i still had to endure 4 hours of constant vibrations and a feel of humiliation that carried with me. Or maybe it was just the fact after work i would be able to finally get release at some point. At the end of my shift i rushed home everyday, and once home i stripped of all my clothes, leaving on my "cock" and catheter. From there i would charge up my we-vibe and have some dinner and go through one pumping/ masturbation session before dinner. At the finish of the dinner and the we-vibe charge i would slip the we-vibe on and set it on setting 2 then await my trigger tone to be sent by "K" my tranny friend or "C" my new Asian friend. Each day i would message the one i wanted to control my training then sit there stroking my cock, and watching some TV and letting myself get to the edge. For everyday of the last week i would not actually cum at all until i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i loved this tasks and cannot wait until i get to its final form. i did experiment and knew that i still needed more time on the 2nd setting of the we-vibe, but i did expect that in the 2 weeks after this one i would be switching to setting 1, and eventually no stimulation at all. i never knew when i would recieve the text message, but i always did get it within the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe. i found myself feeling a lot of impatience as i wanted to be able to get to cumming on command. i wanted to give this extremely badly to my Miss for Christmas, but my timing is not going to allow it. i find myself looking forward to this orgasm each day, as this was the only orgasm allowed each day. The one thing i have noticed is that although i have not mastered this trigger tone, i did note that i have grown to a point that i require the tone to cum as its something i have grown accustomed to, although not to the desired point yet.
Most my days of the last week were like this, with the training made into a set routine. My lactation seemed to grow more daily, as each day i would get slightly more milk. i think in a week to 10 days i will be making enough milk to feed a baby appropriately. i know this is what my Miss was wishing, and i trust in Her tasks and wishes to the point that i do not question any of Her wishes. i did have some dirty thoughts of breast feeding either "C" or "K", and even using the milk for an enema, which were thoughts i have developed while getting to my daily triggered orgasms.
Through the week i went through many different feelings and emotions. With the strongest of them being nervousness, humiliation, devotion and excitement. i did feel very nervous at the risk of being caught with so much attached to me. The risk also provided me with constant feels of humiliation. Every feel of humiliation and stimulation did reinforce feeling of being owned by the most wonderful Miss ever. That feel on total control to Her has made me happy, and extremely horny. With my progress to my orgasm control training and also my lactation finally successful has left me feeling much pride and happiness that i am able to please my Miss and fulfill Her desired outcomes to Her set tasks.
Now come the weekend i was not able to get out onto my usual type dates, although i still kept my daily pumping/ masturbation sessions going every 3-4 hours through the weekend. That is in between seeing family, and friends for one of my many Christmas dinners, going to a concert with my cousin, and attending a funeral for the mother of my friend. My Miss although initially disappointed, has shown the understanding that makes Her perfect for me. However personally i feel a bit lacking and disappointed in myself. i did promise to my Miss that in the next few weeks i will be doing different set tasks for my Miss that leads all the way to the end of the year and into the New Years'. With Christmas and New Years' on the way i am very thankful to have Her, and i hope that i will please Her more so than ever, especially once all the holiday busyness comes to an end. <3
Tuesday, 13 December 2011
Assignment for the 10th of December 2011
With the weekend finally hitting after my week of Christmas shopping, work and my lactation tasks. It felt great to finally be at the week's end. i spent the afternoon taking care of some wrapping of presents and to concentrate on my breast pumping/ masturbation sessions that i timed for every 3-4 hours through the day. From what i heard i should be producing milk within the next few days as i have been following a good routine. i did make sure to hold in my enema like i did for the weekdays for the first 2 hours of the day with a butt plug, and when i released it i made sure to masturbate as hard as possible. At the end i did make sure to change the batteries of my vibrating butt plug and slide it into place on low. i do love how my Miss has claimed my butt again, it makes me feel totally owned. Between sessions and between gifts i was wrapping i did fall asleep for a nap showing just how tired the week had made me.
After lounging at my home for the majority i did begin to get myself ready for my date for Saturday at around 6:00. Making sure to get myself as pretty as possible, and making sure i get my capsules and one last session in with the breast pump as i would not be able to for a few hours. i went on to wearing jeans tonight with a red sweater for tonight. Underneath i wore just a red bra with no underwear, since i have not worn any in over half a year now. After my last extra long pumping session i did drive out to go pickup my date "C" the young Asian girl whom i went out with the last weekend.
Right after parking i waited for her to walk up to the car. i could tell that she still lived at home with her parents as i saw them wave to her on her way out. She entered the car and immediately hugged me. As i began driving we both started chatting and did not stop one bit as we drove out to our restaurant, which was Japanese as we both loved sushi. We didn't talk about anything too specific besides talking about how our week went. We kept everything fairly vanilla. That is until she asked if i did anything BDSM'ish. i did hesitate and think to myself if i should tell her about it. At this point we pulled up to the restaurant so i did pause that topic so we could enter and sit down at our table.
Once we put in our order, i did bring up the topic again and i began to fill her into my every tasks. Going from my pills and pumping for the lactation, and going into my double and tripled up tasks, to even how they are turned into masturbation tributes for my Miss. i told her of how i was also working on my orgasm control training that would eventually result in my cumming on command to the trigger tone. She did ask if i had the plug in now which i responded yes, and she then asked if questions about the trigger tone. My tasks and tributes through the week, and even weeks before dominated our conversation through dinner, which did help calm me a lot. i did get a strong feel that she was extremely interested in BDSM although having never had the chance to be involved, or even gaining knowledge. We went right through our meal and even the after sushi jello without the topic really changing. Through this i got some interesting vibes from her, ranging from interested, to extremely interested, to aroused. Either way i did not get any negative feelings from her which made me think of what i should do later. i know i was feeling more adventurous as ideas were flowing to how i could take this up a notch.
After dinner i was taking "C" to go get some gelato when she decided to do something different. My attention was on telling her more about my BDSM ways and on the road when out of the blue i would hear my trigger tone coming from her phone. i stopped on the topic and was shocked. My mind shifted right to my vibrating butt plug, and to my surprise i fell into a small orgasm as i looked over at "C". She asked did it work, and i nodded, which made her laugh and giggle out. i pulled the car right away into an alley, and into a parking spot to a closed pizza place. i growled to her and she thought i was getting mad at her, but it was more a sexually charged aggression. She just made me get aroused beyond belief. i kissed her aggressively and groped her, which i could tell she was not used to, however through her nervousness i could tell she was loving it. My hands groped her through her dark red sweater, with my one hand groping under it eventually and my left hand sneaking to her black tights covered legs. We never moved from the driver and passenger seat as i decided to make this like a quickie for us. My hand reached its hand under her tights and i pressed 2 fingers to her slit. i felt it was completely soaked as i fingered her slow to start. i rubbed my finger and stroked faster as each few strokes went by. Her legs parted more as she squirmed in her seat. Her sounds were adorable and she made tiny high pitched moans that made me want to work harder on her. Eventually she would grip my arm and the door arm rest and squeal, cumming out to my fingering her. i pulled my hand up and began to suck her juices off my fingers, and i found she had some extremely tasty juices. i had to reach down for another finger full. i loved looking into her face as she looked like she was glowing. She was very embarrassed by how she looked although i thought her euphoric look was just plain gorgeous.
From there, once he recovered we did get our gelato and drive over to a beautiful view point to sit and enjoy our dessert. i could tell that she was a lot more open now than ever before. i learned that she had this little trick which i have only heard one other person was able to do. She said she could cum without anyone touching her, or using anything. She said all she needed to do was to cross her legs, have plenty of space so her legs and toes could stretch out and just concentrate hard. his really intrigued me, and gave me much hope that in time i will be able to cum just from hearing Beethoven's 5th Symphony. If She cum without anything, then i think if i conditioned myself fully i would be able to cum on just the trigger. i said to her of how i felt which made her happy as she said she liked the concept of this task. i did say i wanted to see her cum with her legs crossed which prompted me to driving to my place with her.
We made it to my place and walked to my door. We kissed as i pinned her to my door trying to open it without looking since my eyes were on her and my lips were busy kissing her. We made our way in and began to strip each other. Once we were both naked i pushed her to my bed and said i wanted to see her trick right now. As she sat there with her legs crossed i watched and slowly began to prepare myself, slipping on my we-vibe, leaving my butt plug inserted and then pulling on my 6 inch strap on dildo, not wanting it too big on my first time with her. As i did i began to put some lube on it and stroke it to spread my cinnamon scented lube along it. i kept my eyes on her as she crossed her legs and closed her eyes. i watched as her chest rose and dropped, i could see her definite arousal, and i was filled with intrigue to see her cum without her hands. Her hands laid to the side and gripped to the edge of the bed which i could tell was her spasms making her do it. i felt myself getting more aroused by watching her, it was a gorgeous sight. After a while i saw her legs straighten and her toes curl then she exploded into an orgasm, that was very similar to the one i induced in the car earlier.
As she finished i dove on her right away and pulled her up to the bed and away from the edge at the foot of the bed. My head dove right between her thighs as i licked and lapped at her juice covered pussy. i was in heaven, her scent was intoxicating and her taste was exquisite. i could tell she did not even come down fully from her own induced orgasm and was ready for more. My tongue squirmed all around side of her, then flicked, and even rolled around in small circles. Her orgasms made me want to make her cum even more. i kept wanting to eat her more as her sounds just made my body want to work harder. After a while though i did get a "fuck me, fuck me hard" coming from her lips, which sent me climbing up to kiss her lips and press the dildo into her soaked canal. i began to roll my hips so the strap on slid in and out of her. i kept the rhythm increasing steadily and my lips were permanently stuck to hers. We kept kissing, our lips only parting so we could moan more. With the vibrations of my butt plug and the we-vibe my body was going as crazy as her's, i knew we were both going to cum hard. i heard her saying she was close, and i did get a glimpse of her grabbing her cell phone from the the bed stand. i kept my pace increasing and as she said she was about to cum i see her pull the phone to her view and then i heard it, my trigger tone, and we both kissed hard. i knew it she was cumming and wanted me to cum too. We both came hard, as i collapsed on top of her, our lips connected in a deep kiss.
We spent a long while embraced and regaining ourselves. But our night was coming close to an end. She did stay long enough so i could do one pumping session in front of her before we went to my car so i could drive her home. The night absolutely ended when i was in front of her place. We kissed one last time and parted ways. She did say she really wanted to see me very soon. i watched as she entered her place and drove off happily that this date was a major success.
After lounging at my home for the majority i did begin to get myself ready for my date for Saturday at around 6:00. Making sure to get myself as pretty as possible, and making sure i get my capsules and one last session in with the breast pump as i would not be able to for a few hours. i went on to wearing jeans tonight with a red sweater for tonight. Underneath i wore just a red bra with no underwear, since i have not worn any in over half a year now. After my last extra long pumping session i did drive out to go pickup my date "C" the young Asian girl whom i went out with the last weekend.
Right after parking i waited for her to walk up to the car. i could tell that she still lived at home with her parents as i saw them wave to her on her way out. She entered the car and immediately hugged me. As i began driving we both started chatting and did not stop one bit as we drove out to our restaurant, which was Japanese as we both loved sushi. We didn't talk about anything too specific besides talking about how our week went. We kept everything fairly vanilla. That is until she asked if i did anything BDSM'ish. i did hesitate and think to myself if i should tell her about it. At this point we pulled up to the restaurant so i did pause that topic so we could enter and sit down at our table.
Once we put in our order, i did bring up the topic again and i began to fill her into my every tasks. Going from my pills and pumping for the lactation, and going into my double and tripled up tasks, to even how they are turned into masturbation tributes for my Miss. i told her of how i was also working on my orgasm control training that would eventually result in my cumming on command to the trigger tone. She did ask if i had the plug in now which i responded yes, and she then asked if questions about the trigger tone. My tasks and tributes through the week, and even weeks before dominated our conversation through dinner, which did help calm me a lot. i did get a strong feel that she was extremely interested in BDSM although having never had the chance to be involved, or even gaining knowledge. We went right through our meal and even the after sushi jello without the topic really changing. Through this i got some interesting vibes from her, ranging from interested, to extremely interested, to aroused. Either way i did not get any negative feelings from her which made me think of what i should do later. i know i was feeling more adventurous as ideas were flowing to how i could take this up a notch.
After dinner i was taking "C" to go get some gelato when she decided to do something different. My attention was on telling her more about my BDSM ways and on the road when out of the blue i would hear my trigger tone coming from her phone. i stopped on the topic and was shocked. My mind shifted right to my vibrating butt plug, and to my surprise i fell into a small orgasm as i looked over at "C". She asked did it work, and i nodded, which made her laugh and giggle out. i pulled the car right away into an alley, and into a parking spot to a closed pizza place. i growled to her and she thought i was getting mad at her, but it was more a sexually charged aggression. She just made me get aroused beyond belief. i kissed her aggressively and groped her, which i could tell she was not used to, however through her nervousness i could tell she was loving it. My hands groped her through her dark red sweater, with my one hand groping under it eventually and my left hand sneaking to her black tights covered legs. We never moved from the driver and passenger seat as i decided to make this like a quickie for us. My hand reached its hand under her tights and i pressed 2 fingers to her slit. i felt it was completely soaked as i fingered her slow to start. i rubbed my finger and stroked faster as each few strokes went by. Her legs parted more as she squirmed in her seat. Her sounds were adorable and she made tiny high pitched moans that made me want to work harder on her. Eventually she would grip my arm and the door arm rest and squeal, cumming out to my fingering her. i pulled my hand up and began to suck her juices off my fingers, and i found she had some extremely tasty juices. i had to reach down for another finger full. i loved looking into her face as she looked like she was glowing. She was very embarrassed by how she looked although i thought her euphoric look was just plain gorgeous.
From there, once he recovered we did get our gelato and drive over to a beautiful view point to sit and enjoy our dessert. i could tell that she was a lot more open now than ever before. i learned that she had this little trick which i have only heard one other person was able to do. She said she could cum without anyone touching her, or using anything. She said all she needed to do was to cross her legs, have plenty of space so her legs and toes could stretch out and just concentrate hard. his really intrigued me, and gave me much hope that in time i will be able to cum just from hearing Beethoven's 5th Symphony. If She cum without anything, then i think if i conditioned myself fully i would be able to cum on just the trigger. i said to her of how i felt which made her happy as she said she liked the concept of this task. i did say i wanted to see her cum with her legs crossed which prompted me to driving to my place with her.
We made it to my place and walked to my door. We kissed as i pinned her to my door trying to open it without looking since my eyes were on her and my lips were busy kissing her. We made our way in and began to strip each other. Once we were both naked i pushed her to my bed and said i wanted to see her trick right now. As she sat there with her legs crossed i watched and slowly began to prepare myself, slipping on my we-vibe, leaving my butt plug inserted and then pulling on my 6 inch strap on dildo, not wanting it too big on my first time with her. As i did i began to put some lube on it and stroke it to spread my cinnamon scented lube along it. i kept my eyes on her as she crossed her legs and closed her eyes. i watched as her chest rose and dropped, i could see her definite arousal, and i was filled with intrigue to see her cum without her hands. Her hands laid to the side and gripped to the edge of the bed which i could tell was her spasms making her do it. i felt myself getting more aroused by watching her, it was a gorgeous sight. After a while i saw her legs straighten and her toes curl then she exploded into an orgasm, that was very similar to the one i induced in the car earlier.
As she finished i dove on her right away and pulled her up to the bed and away from the edge at the foot of the bed. My head dove right between her thighs as i licked and lapped at her juice covered pussy. i was in heaven, her scent was intoxicating and her taste was exquisite. i could tell she did not even come down fully from her own induced orgasm and was ready for more. My tongue squirmed all around side of her, then flicked, and even rolled around in small circles. Her orgasms made me want to make her cum even more. i kept wanting to eat her more as her sounds just made my body want to work harder. After a while though i did get a "fuck me, fuck me hard" coming from her lips, which sent me climbing up to kiss her lips and press the dildo into her soaked canal. i began to roll my hips so the strap on slid in and out of her. i kept the rhythm increasing steadily and my lips were permanently stuck to hers. We kept kissing, our lips only parting so we could moan more. With the vibrations of my butt plug and the we-vibe my body was going as crazy as her's, i knew we were both going to cum hard. i heard her saying she was close, and i did get a glimpse of her grabbing her cell phone from the the bed stand. i kept my pace increasing and as she said she was about to cum i see her pull the phone to her view and then i heard it, my trigger tone, and we both kissed hard. i knew it she was cumming and wanted me to cum too. We both came hard, as i collapsed on top of her, our lips connected in a deep kiss.
We spent a long while embraced and regaining ourselves. But our night was coming close to an end. She did stay long enough so i could do one pumping session in front of her before we went to my car so i could drive her home. The night absolutely ended when i was in front of her place. We kissed one last time and parted ways. She did say she really wanted to see me very soon. i watched as she entered her place and drove off happily that this date was a major success.
Sunday, 11 December 2011
Assignment for the 9th of December 2011
With Christmas around the corner and my Miss' tasks this week i have been running around like mad being busy. i'm going to post an update of all the news from this week, followed by my tasks for the week. i will describe my Friday being my culmination of all the new changes added by my Miss through the week.
First bit of news, at the beginning of the week i did ask my Miss if i could offer my collar to my beautiful tranny girl kelly. Miss Lindy kindly agreed, so by mid week, i announced to kelly of her ownership which made her extremely happy. i have given her 2 very playful and slutty tasks for her to accomplish in the next while, and hopefully posted in full on her blog. (http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/)
Secondly my task in trying to induce lactation has not resulted in any milk produced yet. However i have noticed my breasts and nipples getting a lot more sensitive. My breast size also has not changed too noticeably since i have been taking the daily regiment of capsules. On a funny note i have noticed my pee to smell more like maple syrup which is an effect of the fenugreek i am taking 3 times a day with the blessed thistle. Also another side effect i have noticed is that all the capsules i have been taking have left me feeling more tired and drowsy at different times, in case people wondered why it has taken me a while to get some of my blog entries off.
For those of you who were curious what happened to the young Asian girl i went out with named "C". No i did not abandon her, it was just a meeting. My Miss did ask that i try to meet up with her this weekend. i did make some calls Thursday and Friday and i will be seeing her on the weekend. What we will be up to, i do not know. est assured though i will be working hard to fuck her as per my Miss' orders. That also means what happens will be on my weekend "date" blog entry.
With Tuesday of this week i began to perform added "additions" to my Miss' tasks from last week. Describing my Friday, i woke up as usual and immediately going through the set routine i have had built into me. After my customary prayers to my Miss, i went to the washroom to go through my my cleaning regiment. At the end of my shower i went through my normal enema, but to end it off i did give myself a second full bag enema. This time though i went on to add my butt plug to hold it in as per my Miss' new additions to my already busy tasks. i was still very proud to be doing this task for Her. Following my events in the washroom i went to have my breakfast and my first set of pills that induce lactation. i did notice that i was squirming to hold in the enema as i am used to holding it in for longer periods than a few minutes any more. i used to do this a bit more a few months ago but recently i have been a bit more relaxed with my butt training as my Miss wanted me to give it some well deserved rest.
At the end of breakfast i went on to my timed breast pumping session. As i used the pump i reached my hand to my mound and began to finger myself as hard as possible, bringing myself to the edge of my orgasm within minutes, and maintaining that level for the duration of the 20 minutes of the pumping without cumming. My mind was on my body producing milk, and on my Miss. Thinking how i would please my Miss by creating plentiful high quality milk, and also keeping a portion of my mind on not pushing into my orgasm. i have noticed by now that all my orgasm control training has lead me to be a lot stronger on preventing accidental orgasms from passing without permission or from my trigger tune.
Once i was done my pumping session i did prepare to go to work. i continued to hold the enema in still through my entire drive to work as i have been doing everyday this week except for Monday. While i drove i did have slight distractions to start the week however through the earlier part of the week and subsides by Thursday. Once at work i would check my schedule and drop my things at my desk. From there i made my way to the handicap washroom that's been dubbed my "office". The first shift on Tuesday i did not perform this addition, however by Thursday i did begin to add this new task. Once in the washroom i went into my purse to produce my purple we-vibe and slide it into me. The 2 ends of this toy pressed to my g-spot and clitoris. With the remote i would set the toy on its 2nd setting before putting the remote away and making my way to my desk to start work.
i would go on to working for the first quarter of my shift while feeling the toy buzz against my 2 erogenous regions. i was very fortunate that Miss had me set it on the 2nd setting as it was a setting which i normally would not be able to cum on. It did however keep my mind on it, and with that a constant reminder of my Miss' control over me. However at the end of the 2 hour battery life of the toy i would make my way back to my "office" to complete the next step of my Miss' new additional tasks for this week. Removing the we-vibe, i would prepare myself by removing my butt plug and slowly expel the contents of the earlier enema. My right hand would travel between my thighs and i began to finger myself as hard as i could, my left hand would join in and massage my clit with as much strength as my right hand. This was a very odd feeling as i have never masturbated to the expulsion of an enema before Thursday and on this Friday. It was still a very foreign feeling to me that i was working hard to overcome. i knew it would just take a lot more practice to make this feel less foreign and odd. The only good thing of the odd feel was this helped in preventing any orgasms during my releasing of the contents. i was successful for 2 days of hard masturbation during the release of that day's enema. As i tried to catch my breath, before i put my clothes back on i would pull out one of my favorite old toys. Withdrawing from my bag my vibrating butt plug i slowly slipped it into my butt that was not free from the earlier butt plug and enema. Once in i did click the toy onto its lowest setting and leave it imbedded in my canal. As it buzzed away i put my clothes on and returned to work.
Eventually my lunch would come, which seemed like forever since i had the added distraction of my vibrating butt plug. Like i did all of last week i rushed through my lunch, even taking my set of capsules with it. Once my lunch was finished i picked up my bag and made my way back to the handicap washroom which i was feeling very acquainted with the last 2 days of the week. While inside i was going to accomplish the culmination of many tasks my Miss assigned that now all intersected. At lunch i was already doubling up my tasks, but for Thursday and Friday i got to tripling up my tasks for lunch. With the butt plug still buzzing away inside of me, i sat on the toilet and began to pump my breasts for my timed session at the middle point of my work shift. As promised before i would also begin to masturbate as i pumped myself. My mind was all over the place , as the extra arousal from the butt plug kept my mind running wild. i would keep floating from thoughts of my Miss, to thoughts of the weekend, then try to bring my mind back to the milk production. i did find myself saying in my mind i wanted to get some milk soon for my Miss. The extra arousal made me get to the edge of my orgasm extremely quickly so i was forced to hold back hard for most of the 20 minutes of my pumping. It felt torturous, and i wondered if my Miss had this all planned, getting me to wear the vibrating butt plug for the whole day knowing it would run into my doubled up lunch tasks. Actually i know She planned it that way. i had to bite my lower lip hard, i found muffled moans escaping my lips even with all my might to prevent myself from getting way too loud, especially at work. Soon my session came to an end, and i even went over my lunch period as the masturbation, the vibrating plug and my pumping all together distracted me more than enough that i lost track of time. i did get dressed and back to work being only 5 minutes late, which i do not think anyone even noticed.
The rest of my shift went by without much more than some distraction from the plug's vibrations. i left work a fair bit early and made it home in time to perform my end of work timed pumping session. As i did that and while i was making dinner i charged up my we-vibe. After my dinner i did go to work on my orgasm training which i had made some personal changes to so it would accelerate results. For about 10 days i have been working on getting myself to cum to my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony while on the we-vibe's 3rd setting. For today i went and placed it on the 2nd setting and sat there on my couch concentrating on it. My goal was that once i hear the tone i theoretically should be able to cum even though the toy is set on a level which my body would not be able to cum on with that alone. My only way to find out was through how my results would go today. i let my mind concentrate hard of feeling the vibrations, trying to intensify it a bit mentally. Then not even an hour in, maybe 40 minutes i would hear the tone to my surprise. Instantly i would say "yes", as i felt the success of an orgasm achieved through my trigger tone on a lower setting on the we-vibe. With this results i am going to keep going on level 2 for a long while, then move to the 1st level and eventually after that without the we-vibe at all. Thi is the ultimate outcome to help build me to cumming on the sound and without stimulus.
All in and all my week has been filled with tasks like my Friday, with that day having all the tasks and additions fully accomplished. i did feel positive about my orgasm control training which has gone on since October. i also felt very uneasy knowing my Miss will probably up the ante for next week, and with it drawing closer to Christmas i still need to finish shopping and getting my place ready for Christmas dinners. However even with how busy i am getting and my uneasy feel, i know that my heart and determination will keep me going strong for my Miss' love and affections.
First bit of news, at the beginning of the week i did ask my Miss if i could offer my collar to my beautiful tranny girl kelly. Miss Lindy kindly agreed, so by mid week, i announced to kelly of her ownership which made her extremely happy. i have given her 2 very playful and slutty tasks for her to accomplish in the next while, and hopefully posted in full on her blog. (http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/)
Secondly my task in trying to induce lactation has not resulted in any milk produced yet. However i have noticed my breasts and nipples getting a lot more sensitive. My breast size also has not changed too noticeably since i have been taking the daily regiment of capsules. On a funny note i have noticed my pee to smell more like maple syrup which is an effect of the fenugreek i am taking 3 times a day with the blessed thistle. Also another side effect i have noticed is that all the capsules i have been taking have left me feeling more tired and drowsy at different times, in case people wondered why it has taken me a while to get some of my blog entries off.
For those of you who were curious what happened to the young Asian girl i went out with named "C". No i did not abandon her, it was just a meeting. My Miss did ask that i try to meet up with her this weekend. i did make some calls Thursday and Friday and i will be seeing her on the weekend. What we will be up to, i do not know. est assured though i will be working hard to fuck her as per my Miss' orders. That also means what happens will be on my weekend "date" blog entry.
With Tuesday of this week i began to perform added "additions" to my Miss' tasks from last week. Describing my Friday, i woke up as usual and immediately going through the set routine i have had built into me. After my customary prayers to my Miss, i went to the washroom to go through my my cleaning regiment. At the end of my shower i went through my normal enema, but to end it off i did give myself a second full bag enema. This time though i went on to add my butt plug to hold it in as per my Miss' new additions to my already busy tasks. i was still very proud to be doing this task for Her. Following my events in the washroom i went to have my breakfast and my first set of pills that induce lactation. i did notice that i was squirming to hold in the enema as i am used to holding it in for longer periods than a few minutes any more. i used to do this a bit more a few months ago but recently i have been a bit more relaxed with my butt training as my Miss wanted me to give it some well deserved rest.
At the end of breakfast i went on to my timed breast pumping session. As i used the pump i reached my hand to my mound and began to finger myself as hard as possible, bringing myself to the edge of my orgasm within minutes, and maintaining that level for the duration of the 20 minutes of the pumping without cumming. My mind was on my body producing milk, and on my Miss. Thinking how i would please my Miss by creating plentiful high quality milk, and also keeping a portion of my mind on not pushing into my orgasm. i have noticed by now that all my orgasm control training has lead me to be a lot stronger on preventing accidental orgasms from passing without permission or from my trigger tune.
Once i was done my pumping session i did prepare to go to work. i continued to hold the enema in still through my entire drive to work as i have been doing everyday this week except for Monday. While i drove i did have slight distractions to start the week however through the earlier part of the week and subsides by Thursday. Once at work i would check my schedule and drop my things at my desk. From there i made my way to the handicap washroom that's been dubbed my "office". The first shift on Tuesday i did not perform this addition, however by Thursday i did begin to add this new task. Once in the washroom i went into my purse to produce my purple we-vibe and slide it into me. The 2 ends of this toy pressed to my g-spot and clitoris. With the remote i would set the toy on its 2nd setting before putting the remote away and making my way to my desk to start work.
i would go on to working for the first quarter of my shift while feeling the toy buzz against my 2 erogenous regions. i was very fortunate that Miss had me set it on the 2nd setting as it was a setting which i normally would not be able to cum on. It did however keep my mind on it, and with that a constant reminder of my Miss' control over me. However at the end of the 2 hour battery life of the toy i would make my way back to my "office" to complete the next step of my Miss' new additional tasks for this week. Removing the we-vibe, i would prepare myself by removing my butt plug and slowly expel the contents of the earlier enema. My right hand would travel between my thighs and i began to finger myself as hard as i could, my left hand would join in and massage my clit with as much strength as my right hand. This was a very odd feeling as i have never masturbated to the expulsion of an enema before Thursday and on this Friday. It was still a very foreign feeling to me that i was working hard to overcome. i knew it would just take a lot more practice to make this feel less foreign and odd. The only good thing of the odd feel was this helped in preventing any orgasms during my releasing of the contents. i was successful for 2 days of hard masturbation during the release of that day's enema. As i tried to catch my breath, before i put my clothes back on i would pull out one of my favorite old toys. Withdrawing from my bag my vibrating butt plug i slowly slipped it into my butt that was not free from the earlier butt plug and enema. Once in i did click the toy onto its lowest setting and leave it imbedded in my canal. As it buzzed away i put my clothes on and returned to work.
Eventually my lunch would come, which seemed like forever since i had the added distraction of my vibrating butt plug. Like i did all of last week i rushed through my lunch, even taking my set of capsules with it. Once my lunch was finished i picked up my bag and made my way back to the handicap washroom which i was feeling very acquainted with the last 2 days of the week. While inside i was going to accomplish the culmination of many tasks my Miss assigned that now all intersected. At lunch i was already doubling up my tasks, but for Thursday and Friday i got to tripling up my tasks for lunch. With the butt plug still buzzing away inside of me, i sat on the toilet and began to pump my breasts for my timed session at the middle point of my work shift. As promised before i would also begin to masturbate as i pumped myself. My mind was all over the place , as the extra arousal from the butt plug kept my mind running wild. i would keep floating from thoughts of my Miss, to thoughts of the weekend, then try to bring my mind back to the milk production. i did find myself saying in my mind i wanted to get some milk soon for my Miss. The extra arousal made me get to the edge of my orgasm extremely quickly so i was forced to hold back hard for most of the 20 minutes of my pumping. It felt torturous, and i wondered if my Miss had this all planned, getting me to wear the vibrating butt plug for the whole day knowing it would run into my doubled up lunch tasks. Actually i know She planned it that way. i had to bite my lower lip hard, i found muffled moans escaping my lips even with all my might to prevent myself from getting way too loud, especially at work. Soon my session came to an end, and i even went over my lunch period as the masturbation, the vibrating plug and my pumping all together distracted me more than enough that i lost track of time. i did get dressed and back to work being only 5 minutes late, which i do not think anyone even noticed.
The rest of my shift went by without much more than some distraction from the plug's vibrations. i left work a fair bit early and made it home in time to perform my end of work timed pumping session. As i did that and while i was making dinner i charged up my we-vibe. After my dinner i did go to work on my orgasm training which i had made some personal changes to so it would accelerate results. For about 10 days i have been working on getting myself to cum to my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony while on the we-vibe's 3rd setting. For today i went and placed it on the 2nd setting and sat there on my couch concentrating on it. My goal was that once i hear the tone i theoretically should be able to cum even though the toy is set on a level which my body would not be able to cum on with that alone. My only way to find out was through how my results would go today. i let my mind concentrate hard of feeling the vibrations, trying to intensify it a bit mentally. Then not even an hour in, maybe 40 minutes i would hear the tone to my surprise. Instantly i would say "yes", as i felt the success of an orgasm achieved through my trigger tone on a lower setting on the we-vibe. With this results i am going to keep going on level 2 for a long while, then move to the 1st level and eventually after that without the we-vibe at all. Thi is the ultimate outcome to help build me to cumming on the sound and without stimulus.
All in and all my week has been filled with tasks like my Friday, with that day having all the tasks and additions fully accomplished. i did feel positive about my orgasm control training which has gone on since October. i also felt very uneasy knowing my Miss will probably up the ante for next week, and with it drawing closer to Christmas i still need to finish shopping and getting my place ready for Christmas dinners. However even with how busy i am getting and my uneasy feel, i know that my heart and determination will keep me going strong for my Miss' love and affections.
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
Assignment for the 3rd of December 2011
After my eventful first week back with my Miss, i was very much looking forward to my first weekend assignment since Her return. i was a little worried and nervous over how much She wanted from me. i actually thought She was going to ease Her way back into being my Domme, but knowing Her well i should have expected Her to give out such busy and event filled tasks. My Saturday started in the afternoon much like it did every other day this week. Waking from my slumber i knelt by my bed to do my prayers and thoughts to my Miss. Following that i did my usual activities in the washroom, which ended with my beginning of the day enema. After finishing with the washroom i made myself a bagel and oatmeal (which i read was good for milk production). Along with my meal came a set of my capsules i take that help produce milk, and better the quality. The rest of my morning was pretty much used to get myself all prepared to go through my busy "date" day. At that time i also went through a breast pumping, and masturbation session.
My Miss' task She gave me at the start of the week to work on was to find potential new female "play" partners so my lesbian side does not go forgotten with my recent hunger for cock. i did have 2 potential suitors that i had met (even documented in my past entries), however one of the suitors seemed to have moved on and found herself someone else. i did wind up meeting the other one as she seemed eager get more acquainted. Around 12:30 i did drive out to a coffee shop to meet my date. Lets call her "C", she was the young Asian girl i met at the mall (during my diaper training week) who gave me a very "interested" vibe. Walking into the coffee shop i saw her instantly at the corner. Walking up i greeted her with a hug and a smile. We ordered coffee and just sat there talking about random things, just using this time to get to know each other. i did find out that she was 20 and going to school to become a nurse, and she was indeed bi. We both made comments about the feeling we both gave off. i found her personality to be very perky, energetic and open. i did find myself enjoying her cute giggles. After a while i suggested we should go out for a walk around so we could talk more. i wanted to get out from the confines of the coffee shop so i could try to see how kinky she could be. i was thinking of the best way to bring it up when i just finally decided to tell her of my interests in BDSM, how i am involved in the lifestyle and my collar to my Miss. She was not as shocked as i thought, although a bit surprised. She did appreciate the openness. i even told her how the first time i met her i was actually performing a task for my Miss. We did have some moments of awkwardness where i could not judge her reactions, but after a while she started asking me about different aspects. She did not have a great understanding of what BDSM was and how it was different from bondage in general. This actually turned into quite a long topic, where we went over different aspects, i told her more of the things i liked and the things i had done. She did comment on how normal i looked, and my response was that everyone in the lifestyle is normal in a sense. Anyone could be interested in the lifestyle. Also she could have known people within the lifestyle without even knowing it as they may have hidden it extremely well.
We did finish up our walk and make it back to the coffee shop where my car was. i did offer to drive her home as i found out that she took the bus there. On our drive to her place we didn't really converse much about BDSM but more on each others' personal interests. Once at her place i did ask her if i had shocked her too badly, which she assured me not and that she would love to see me again. i know my Miss wanted me to try to fuck her, however i did not think i should have scared her too much but instead gauge her as a potential play partner. i do think she seemed open enough for it, but lacked experience or knowledge which i know i could provide. We did hug, kiss each other on the cheek and part ways until next weekend, that is if we are free.
i made my way home to get re-changed and go through my timed pumping session, which of course is now added with a masturbation session. i did try to keep my mind on the milk production but i did find that it wandered a bit to my task later in the evening. However this task did go through as usual as they have grown the past week, even with the masturbation. i had not cum all day, and even during this session i was able to resist for me Miss' wishes. i spent the next few hours preparing myself for the evening, making sure "K" was still on and deciding what to wear. With the nights being rather cold, i decided on my heels and jeans with a black revealing top. On top of that i went with a black jacket.
i drove out to meet with my tranny friend "K" and to leave my car at her place. We shared a cab to the club by around 10:30 and made our way in. i did have to say i thought "K" looked great tonight in her red dress. We wasted little time after making it in, and after checking in out coats. We went to the bar and bought 2 drinks each, finding a table to sit at and sip our drinks. We talked, and i took the time to survey out potential suitors that would fulfill my Miss' task requirements. It wasn't until after an hour of being there until i saw the perfect suitor. My Miss wished for me to find a fat girl and show her the time of her life. There she was wearing a red top, fishnets and a black skirt. i found her to be rather pretty, considering. She was there with a skinnier blonde girl who was in all black. i did hear "K" comment about her friend, so "K" and i made plans to go out to meet them on the dance floor when we saw them go out there.
It wasn't long until i saw them make their way to a corner of the dance floor, so we gave a minute before "K" and i made our way to them and began to dance with them. We were greeted warmly with a smile and a "hi". We spent some time dancing with each other and chit chatting. After a while we made our way to the bar for more drinks and floated from the bar to a table to the dance floor then repeated that a few times throughout the evening. The girl i was working on to fulfill my task with i shall call "T", and we were fairly flirty with each other, and even more so with the more alcohol consumed. What i loved most about this was that "K" was really getting flirty with "T's friend too, which i found adorable. We kept dancing and drinking the night away, until near about a half an hour from closing time.
We all left the club at the same time and was hailing cabs. "K" and i arranged that we were actually going to leave separately as i was going to leave with my new BBW friend "T". i did wish "K" the best night and wished her a wild fuck. My cab wild i did not remember too much from besides a lot of talking. i remeber finding out that she was 26, and was mostly Latina.
The ride only took about 15 minutes, but at her place we kept on drinking and talking more, and even got really close so i could sit on her lap so we could kiss a bit. After some kissing she said to level with her and with much confidence she said she found it hard to believe i would leave the club with a girl who looked like her. Especially since i look like this, which i tried to brush off. She kept saying there must have been a motive, and i eventually had to spill the beans about my Miss and the task to be with a fat girl. She did seem slightly annoyed with the task, but she responded with what i thought was an odd question. She asked if i used to have any heavier friends in high school which i responded no. Then she asked if i used to make fun of them, which i blushed and did nod. i received a "thought so", as she got up. i really thought she was going to kick me out of her place, and i grew nervous. However instead she grabbed by hair and began to pull me to her room.
She tossed me on her bed and began to pull my clothes off of me, with of course me not even resisting. Once i was naked she went to her drawer and pulled out lengths of rope to my surprise. She began to tie my arms and legs to each according bed post until i was fully immobilized. She said that i was not going to give her the time of her life, but instead she was going to take it. She stripped off her clothes and went over to straddle my face and demanded i begin to eat her out. i did not waste a second as i felt her wright press to my face and upper torso. i was actually feeling rather smothered but i kept using my mouth and tongue to perform on her. All the while i kept thinking of her questioning and how now i am eating her out. Through this time she kept talking to me, telling me i'm a slut and how the tables have turned. From being the one to torment the fat girls to now being the one who is being humiliated by one. i was blushing heavy yet i did not dare stop tongue fucking her. i did feel as if it was revenge for every more obese girl i made fun of when i was younger, which wasn't a lot, but i do remember one poor girl who i am sorry for now. i did kind of use this for reparations. After a while i did get her to orgasm, but this was just the first one. i was not allowed to stop, just to slow down. She now started a new action of slapping my pussy, over and over again, using it like a remote control. She told me to use my mouth and tongue to match her speed and strength of the slaps. As they increased in speed and strength i kept squealing and fucking her more, unable to do much more. She kept on verbally degrading me saying how i am now not even fit to tongue a fat girl like her. Its weird, most girls that are heavier like her are low on confidence, yet she was one who was very confident about herself. Did give me a feeling maybe this was not her first time, or maybe she was already in the lifestyle, or even more a Mistress already. i did not know and right now i was in no position to ask. Whenever i did begin to waver on my eating her out, she began to slap me more, and even clenching her body and legs against my head more so i had a way harder time breathing. Using that to motivate me to work harder. i think an hour to an hour and a half passed and i brought her to orgasm 4 times, with myself going through 0 orgasms. My whole body was soaked in sweat, with my face and upper torso being drenched in sweat and a mix if her juices. i swear i must have glistened in the light.
i was not done yet though, she reached back into her drawer and pulled out a giant dildo and a vibrator saying that it was about time i earned an orgasm. She took her place again at straddling my face facing my body. This time though she reached across and shoved the dildo hard into me, causing me to groan to her roughness. She began to give me hard full thrusts that hit the back of my pussy and against my cervix in every thrust. i kept groaning as she literally fucked me with this plastic toy. i tried to keep mouthing her pussy, but her fucking me with the dildo did distract me at times. When i stopped for too long i would feel her hand slap at my skin until i began again. After a while i found the feel of the vibrator against my clit which made my body go insane, yet i could not cum. i brought her to another orgasm well before i even got to the edge of my orgasm, yet it felt almost foreign for me to cum. She fucked me for i think an hour with me bringing her to 3 total orgasms until i heard my phone go off on the counter of her desk. i knew it must have been "K" checking up on me as i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th and i exploded into a huge orgasm. i shuddered and screamed as i came hard. i came so hard it actually wiped me out and knocked me out for the night as i don't remember anything after this until morning when i woke up to being tied still and being cuddled with by "T".
In the morning i was untied and we chatted slightly. i didn't even shower as i wanted to go home smelling the funk of being a slut. We traded phone numbers as i awaited "K" to come get me and take me home. During the ride i did still feel the humiliation of being with "T". i admit i was not really physically attracted to her, although i found her to be pretty. i think the most attraction i got the whole night was feeling the humiliation. However i know this was all for the love of my Miss.
My Miss' task She gave me at the start of the week to work on was to find potential new female "play" partners so my lesbian side does not go forgotten with my recent hunger for cock. i did have 2 potential suitors that i had met (even documented in my past entries), however one of the suitors seemed to have moved on and found herself someone else. i did wind up meeting the other one as she seemed eager get more acquainted. Around 12:30 i did drive out to a coffee shop to meet my date. Lets call her "C", she was the young Asian girl i met at the mall (during my diaper training week) who gave me a very "interested" vibe. Walking into the coffee shop i saw her instantly at the corner. Walking up i greeted her with a hug and a smile. We ordered coffee and just sat there talking about random things, just using this time to get to know each other. i did find out that she was 20 and going to school to become a nurse, and she was indeed bi. We both made comments about the feeling we both gave off. i found her personality to be very perky, energetic and open. i did find myself enjoying her cute giggles. After a while i suggested we should go out for a walk around so we could talk more. i wanted to get out from the confines of the coffee shop so i could try to see how kinky she could be. i was thinking of the best way to bring it up when i just finally decided to tell her of my interests in BDSM, how i am involved in the lifestyle and my collar to my Miss. She was not as shocked as i thought, although a bit surprised. She did appreciate the openness. i even told her how the first time i met her i was actually performing a task for my Miss. We did have some moments of awkwardness where i could not judge her reactions, but after a while she started asking me about different aspects. She did not have a great understanding of what BDSM was and how it was different from bondage in general. This actually turned into quite a long topic, where we went over different aspects, i told her more of the things i liked and the things i had done. She did comment on how normal i looked, and my response was that everyone in the lifestyle is normal in a sense. Anyone could be interested in the lifestyle. Also she could have known people within the lifestyle without even knowing it as they may have hidden it extremely well.
We did finish up our walk and make it back to the coffee shop where my car was. i did offer to drive her home as i found out that she took the bus there. On our drive to her place we didn't really converse much about BDSM but more on each others' personal interests. Once at her place i did ask her if i had shocked her too badly, which she assured me not and that she would love to see me again. i know my Miss wanted me to try to fuck her, however i did not think i should have scared her too much but instead gauge her as a potential play partner. i do think she seemed open enough for it, but lacked experience or knowledge which i know i could provide. We did hug, kiss each other on the cheek and part ways until next weekend, that is if we are free.
i made my way home to get re-changed and go through my timed pumping session, which of course is now added with a masturbation session. i did try to keep my mind on the milk production but i did find that it wandered a bit to my task later in the evening. However this task did go through as usual as they have grown the past week, even with the masturbation. i had not cum all day, and even during this session i was able to resist for me Miss' wishes. i spent the next few hours preparing myself for the evening, making sure "K" was still on and deciding what to wear. With the nights being rather cold, i decided on my heels and jeans with a black revealing top. On top of that i went with a black jacket.
i drove out to meet with my tranny friend "K" and to leave my car at her place. We shared a cab to the club by around 10:30 and made our way in. i did have to say i thought "K" looked great tonight in her red dress. We wasted little time after making it in, and after checking in out coats. We went to the bar and bought 2 drinks each, finding a table to sit at and sip our drinks. We talked, and i took the time to survey out potential suitors that would fulfill my Miss' task requirements. It wasn't until after an hour of being there until i saw the perfect suitor. My Miss wished for me to find a fat girl and show her the time of her life. There she was wearing a red top, fishnets and a black skirt. i found her to be rather pretty, considering. She was there with a skinnier blonde girl who was in all black. i did hear "K" comment about her friend, so "K" and i made plans to go out to meet them on the dance floor when we saw them go out there.
It wasn't long until i saw them make their way to a corner of the dance floor, so we gave a minute before "K" and i made our way to them and began to dance with them. We were greeted warmly with a smile and a "hi". We spent some time dancing with each other and chit chatting. After a while we made our way to the bar for more drinks and floated from the bar to a table to the dance floor then repeated that a few times throughout the evening. The girl i was working on to fulfill my task with i shall call "T", and we were fairly flirty with each other, and even more so with the more alcohol consumed. What i loved most about this was that "K" was really getting flirty with "T's friend too, which i found adorable. We kept dancing and drinking the night away, until near about a half an hour from closing time.
We all left the club at the same time and was hailing cabs. "K" and i arranged that we were actually going to leave separately as i was going to leave with my new BBW friend "T". i did wish "K" the best night and wished her a wild fuck. My cab wild i did not remember too much from besides a lot of talking. i remeber finding out that she was 26, and was mostly Latina.
She tossed me on her bed and began to pull my clothes off of me, with of course me not even resisting. Once i was naked she went to her drawer and pulled out lengths of rope to my surprise. She began to tie my arms and legs to each according bed post until i was fully immobilized. She said that i was not going to give her the time of her life, but instead she was going to take it. She stripped off her clothes and went over to straddle my face and demanded i begin to eat her out. i did not waste a second as i felt her wright press to my face and upper torso. i was actually feeling rather smothered but i kept using my mouth and tongue to perform on her. All the while i kept thinking of her questioning and how now i am eating her out. Through this time she kept talking to me, telling me i'm a slut and how the tables have turned. From being the one to torment the fat girls to now being the one who is being humiliated by one. i was blushing heavy yet i did not dare stop tongue fucking her. i did feel as if it was revenge for every more obese girl i made fun of when i was younger, which wasn't a lot, but i do remember one poor girl who i am sorry for now. i did kind of use this for reparations. After a while i did get her to orgasm, but this was just the first one. i was not allowed to stop, just to slow down. She now started a new action of slapping my pussy, over and over again, using it like a remote control. She told me to use my mouth and tongue to match her speed and strength of the slaps. As they increased in speed and strength i kept squealing and fucking her more, unable to do much more. She kept on verbally degrading me saying how i am now not even fit to tongue a fat girl like her. Its weird, most girls that are heavier like her are low on confidence, yet she was one who was very confident about herself. Did give me a feeling maybe this was not her first time, or maybe she was already in the lifestyle, or even more a Mistress already. i did not know and right now i was in no position to ask. Whenever i did begin to waver on my eating her out, she began to slap me more, and even clenching her body and legs against my head more so i had a way harder time breathing. Using that to motivate me to work harder. i think an hour to an hour and a half passed and i brought her to orgasm 4 times, with myself going through 0 orgasms. My whole body was soaked in sweat, with my face and upper torso being drenched in sweat and a mix if her juices. i swear i must have glistened in the light.
i was not done yet though, she reached back into her drawer and pulled out a giant dildo and a vibrator saying that it was about time i earned an orgasm. She took her place again at straddling my face facing my body. This time though she reached across and shoved the dildo hard into me, causing me to groan to her roughness. She began to give me hard full thrusts that hit the back of my pussy and against my cervix in every thrust. i kept groaning as she literally fucked me with this plastic toy. i tried to keep mouthing her pussy, but her fucking me with the dildo did distract me at times. When i stopped for too long i would feel her hand slap at my skin until i began again. After a while i found the feel of the vibrator against my clit which made my body go insane, yet i could not cum. i brought her to another orgasm well before i even got to the edge of my orgasm, yet it felt almost foreign for me to cum. She fucked me for i think an hour with me bringing her to 3 total orgasms until i heard my phone go off on the counter of her desk. i knew it must have been "K" checking up on me as i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th and i exploded into a huge orgasm. i shuddered and screamed as i came hard. i came so hard it actually wiped me out and knocked me out for the night as i don't remember anything after this until morning when i woke up to being tied still and being cuddled with by "T".
In the morning i was untied and we chatted slightly. i didn't even shower as i wanted to go home smelling the funk of being a slut. We traded phone numbers as i awaited "K" to come get me and take me home. During the ride i did still feel the humiliation of being with "T". i admit i was not really physically attracted to her, although i found her to be pretty. i think the most attraction i got the whole night was feeling the humiliation. However i know this was all for the love of my Miss.
Sunday, 4 December 2011
Assignment for the 2nd of December 2011
From my start of the week until now i have gone through a routine i have been trying to set all through this week. Some changes were made, and some additions were added. My Friday began as i have been all week, waking up and praying by the foot of my bed. Thinking of Her, the tasks i had ahead then of my outlook with the results of all the training. After that i did make my way to the washroom so i could go through getting ready, washing and going through my first enema of the day. At the end of the week i was still very happy to be doing the enemas again, not even missing using the toilet for my #2's. Once completed all my tasks in the washroom i went on to making a breakfast of bacon and eggs, and had my pills for the day. Taking the blessed thistle, fenugreek and the marshmallow root capsules then making sure i packed the pills so i could take at work. My morning routine has not really differed much than usual besides the addition of the capsules and the re-addition of my enemas. The last thing i did before leaving for work, and putting on my clothes happen to be the biggest change to my whole morning routine. Needing to devote at least 20 minutes, preferably 30 i got out my breast pump. With the pump turned on and against my breasts, i let them work their magic before i began my other half of the task. My Miss loved my Monday report so much She decided to make my tasks doubled up. With the breast pump activated, being held with one arm, my free right hand reached down and pressed my fingers to my mound. My fingers massaging and stroking my clit and pussy. Now every time i use the breast pumps i must masturbate as per Her orders. i kept my mind on my milk production, and how it was for my Miss. Envisioning the milk production and the outcome. Hearing from some websites that my mind should be focused on the milk production mentally helps to produce better milk i did keep my mind on that, with the masturbation serving as a distraction. i felt this was a good way to keep my mind strong and what is important during this task, my Miss and the milk production. i was able to get to that edge of my orgasm within a few minutes, but i did resist the orgasm through the duration of the 20 minute pumping session. i know my Miss preferred me to only cum when i hear the tone of Beethoven's 5th. The time eventually came and i stopped without cumming. After a short rest i did pack up, get dressed and head on out to work.
At work it was all pretty smooth sailing, working my normal routine. i have gotten into a groove of being more professional at work so i could conceal my more kinky nature behind closed doors, not wanting anyone to even suspect me. Just the thought of being discovered makes me blush of embarrassment. i kind of want to be caught yet i know it would be bad and know i cannot be for my own safety. i worked like i do normally until my lunch period. Through the week i was able to work out that at lunch i am to rush through my meal so i can perform my mid shift breast pump. For Friday i munched down a quick salad with my cranberry juice then rushed to my "office" at the handicap washroom. While there i repeated my actions from before work with stripping and taking out my breast pump. However unlike the morning, i began a routine from Thursday of using my purple we-vibe while i was using the pump. With it inserted i started it and let it buzz me towards the edge of my orgasm while i had the pump sucking against my nipples. As i bit my lower lip i kept going over thoughts of producing milk for my Miss and on the production of the great quality milk to impress my Miss. Last week i was not doing any tasks and now this week i was already being overwhelmed by tasks. i found myself eager to please. i resisted cumming once more even though i reached the edge of my orgasm within 2 minutes of my pumping/ masturbation session. i did have to concentrate hard on my thoughts of lactation and holding off the orgasm. Not to mention keeping track of time so i was not late returning from my break. i did finish up at the 15 minute mark so i had time to pack up get dressed and compose myself. i had not cum, nor had i produced any milk yet.
i did make it back to my desk on time and finished up my shift without any problems. However once my shift finished i did get into my car and start driving. i did decide for Friday to make a minor stop at a secluded parking spot to a closed store. i slipped my we vibe under my sweat pants and into me, pressing the ends against my g-spot and my clit. i turned on the we-vibe and then pulled up my shirt so i could use my pump for my after shift pumping session. i did blush a bit, knowing this was the most public i have been with my pumping, and there was minor risks of being caught. i did try to keep it out of my mind as i knew my thoughts shouldbe on the milk, and my body's production of it. This session was very much like my earlier one, with my body going to the edge of the orgasm and myself forcing it from going over. i kept there for the duration of 20 minutes, although it felt like an hour.
i did make it home intact and went through my night not doing much besides watching TV and making myself a soup and sandwich to have. As i ate i did charge up the we-vibe and text "K" with an instruction to message me within the next 2 hours (the life span of the vibe's charge), i was trying an experiment with the vibe. With it set on the 3rd setting which was the lowest setting in which the toy could get my body to orgasm. My goal was by next week i wanted to get it so i was cumming by the trigger tone on level 2, then the week after on level 1 and then after that lets hope i can cum on just the tone alone. i must have been a site sitting on my couch, legs spread with both my hands massaging my breasts. i did get the trigger tone about an hour and 40 minutes into my masturbation session and i came hard and immediately at hearing the tone showing me that at level 3 i was able to cum right on command. It did feel great to finally cum for the first and only time this day. Knowing my experiment was a success. i did hope my Miss would be proud of the results.
i was pretty exhausted and did not manage much more for the night besides one more pump/ masturbation session. At the end of it i began writing the entry for my Miss and fell asleep in the process. This post does show how my week ended, and how my routine is shaping up to be.
At work it was all pretty smooth sailing, working my normal routine. i have gotten into a groove of being more professional at work so i could conceal my more kinky nature behind closed doors, not wanting anyone to even suspect me. Just the thought of being discovered makes me blush of embarrassment. i kind of want to be caught yet i know it would be bad and know i cannot be for my own safety. i worked like i do normally until my lunch period. Through the week i was able to work out that at lunch i am to rush through my meal so i can perform my mid shift breast pump. For Friday i munched down a quick salad with my cranberry juice then rushed to my "office" at the handicap washroom. While there i repeated my actions from before work with stripping and taking out my breast pump. However unlike the morning, i began a routine from Thursday of using my purple we-vibe while i was using the pump. With it inserted i started it and let it buzz me towards the edge of my orgasm while i had the pump sucking against my nipples. As i bit my lower lip i kept going over thoughts of producing milk for my Miss and on the production of the great quality milk to impress my Miss. Last week i was not doing any tasks and now this week i was already being overwhelmed by tasks. i found myself eager to please. i resisted cumming once more even though i reached the edge of my orgasm within 2 minutes of my pumping/ masturbation session. i did have to concentrate hard on my thoughts of lactation and holding off the orgasm. Not to mention keeping track of time so i was not late returning from my break. i did finish up at the 15 minute mark so i had time to pack up get dressed and compose myself. i had not cum, nor had i produced any milk yet.
i did make it back to my desk on time and finished up my shift without any problems. However once my shift finished i did get into my car and start driving. i did decide for Friday to make a minor stop at a secluded parking spot to a closed store. i slipped my we vibe under my sweat pants and into me, pressing the ends against my g-spot and my clit. i turned on the we-vibe and then pulled up my shirt so i could use my pump for my after shift pumping session. i did blush a bit, knowing this was the most public i have been with my pumping, and there was minor risks of being caught. i did try to keep it out of my mind as i knew my thoughts shouldbe on the milk, and my body's production of it. This session was very much like my earlier one, with my body going to the edge of the orgasm and myself forcing it from going over. i kept there for the duration of 20 minutes, although it felt like an hour.
i did make it home intact and went through my night not doing much besides watching TV and making myself a soup and sandwich to have. As i ate i did charge up the we-vibe and text "K" with an instruction to message me within the next 2 hours (the life span of the vibe's charge), i was trying an experiment with the vibe. With it set on the 3rd setting which was the lowest setting in which the toy could get my body to orgasm. My goal was by next week i wanted to get it so i was cumming by the trigger tone on level 2, then the week after on level 1 and then after that lets hope i can cum on just the tone alone. i must have been a site sitting on my couch, legs spread with both my hands massaging my breasts. i did get the trigger tone about an hour and 40 minutes into my masturbation session and i came hard and immediately at hearing the tone showing me that at level 3 i was able to cum right on command. It did feel great to finally cum for the first and only time this day. Knowing my experiment was a success. i did hope my Miss would be proud of the results.
i was pretty exhausted and did not manage much more for the night besides one more pump/ masturbation session. At the end of it i began writing the entry for my Miss and fell asleep in the process. This post does show how my week ended, and how my routine is shaping up to be.
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
Assignment for the 28th of November 2011
Synopsis:
i will no longer be using this "synopsis" and "assignment" format as i feel most people prefer to just read and be surprised. If you prefer this format do send me a message stating your preference and i may revert back to this method.
Assignment:
It was nice to get a message Saturday night/ Sunday morning from my Miss. She would detail out some tasks that i was to start Sunday then leading right into my Monday. Right when i awoke Sunday i went right away to my tasks. That is after kneeling by the foot of my bed and giving minutes to think of my Miss and to contemplate about the tasks. From there i did go to the washroom for my customary toilet use, and for my last "#2". As i sat on the toilet to defecate, i kept my mind working. My Miss wanted me to think about hos this was my last time being like a normal girl defecating. How it was being taken away. Thinking of how this was the last time, and that i was losing that ability. i should have missed it, but i did not. i was very glad to be rid of it, and that it is now my Miss' to own and choose what to do with. i knew i was going back to 2 enemas a day and that my butt was never going to defecate again naturally again. Yet i want this, and i felt i needed it. My mind had no notion against the enemas, or even not being able to defecate naturally.
The rest of my Sunday i didn't do anything much besides this and preparations for my big task for Monday. i stopped by the pharmacy and an herbal store to purchase a few items. At the herbal store i picked an Indian spice called fenugreek, in pill form, marshmallow root capsules blessed thistle capsules. i did my research and i found this one to be one method that got good reviews. From there i went to a pharmacy that was fairly far from where i lived to buy a breast pump i found to be comparatively cheaper than every other place i had looked through during my research of breast pumps. Having never actually been pregnant, i have never actually realized the prices until now, which really i think will prepare me for when i do have children. Also at least i spent the fairly pricy amount now on a machine i will use again then.
i really used Sunday as my preparations day before beginning my week with tasks. Getting all the things i needed, then making my schedule of when i would be doing everything for Monday so i could fulfill all my Miss' tasks. i even got to cum once more during my training for orgasm control, only at the sound of my trigger tone Beethoven's 5th Symphony. At the very end of Sunday i did end off with my first enema in a long time. All the while i kept thinking how this day i began with using the toilet like a normal person, then ending with my butt being controlled by my Miss again. i did feel happy as i went to bed.
Monday rolled around and i awoke to performing some prayers to my Miss, then to the washroom to washup. After my shower i got to my 2nd enema since the last time i was free to use the toilet. i did enjoy it, having a smile across my face. It was more the feeling of being controlled again b y my Miss. Also i did slightly miss the routine of doing this twice a day. From there i went upon to my room to insert my tailed plug thus my butt was fully claimed by my Miss. i found this to make me really excited. i loved being fully Her's. For the rest of my morning before work i went upon my normal routine, with the only added difference is i had 3 of the fenugreek pills with my breakfast. From this day on besides my butt being claimed, i am to take 2-4 fenugreek pills, 3 times a day as they help increase/ induce lactation. i am also to accompany the fenugreek with the blessed thistle capsules. Also i had to take the marshmallow root capsule once a day. Before leaving for work i did figure i had to begin my other new routine. i sat there and used the pump on my breasts for 20 minutes, as i was to do this every 3-4 hours from now on until i begin to lactate. i read a lot on mental thinking during the span of the pumping, keeping my mind on the task of producing milk. How this was for my Miss and pleasing Her. Thinking how with my breasts going through this, and my butt plugged, my body was piece by piece controlled by my Miss. i did feel much arousal at this point, with my mind stimulated and my nipples being stimulated by the double pumps on them. i was envisioning the 2 bottles being filled by the pumps one day very soon.
Once i was done pumping i had to pack up everything, get dressed and hurry off to work. My new routine had not fully been worked out yet as i still needed to make minor tweaks to the timing. i still needed to get used to it. At work i went to check my schedule immediately, after dropping off my things. Seeing i was set at my desk for the day i went to on to performing my work. he month of inactivity, and the long rest my Miss gave my butt did make the plug feel a bit foreign, especially while i sat on my chair. However slowly through the day that feel disappeared and my body was re-introduced to the feel of it.
During my lunch break i did have to time it very well, rushing through my sandwich and drink in 10 minutes, and taking 3 more of the fenugreek pills and 3 more of the blessed thistle caps. After finishing i grabbed my bag and went to the handicapped washroom, which i had dubbed my "office" to my Miss since i have used it so much. i always loved how this name amuses my Miss. In the washroom i had to perform 2 tasks at once, knowing i could do thisand feeling motivated to please my Miss. Taking the breast pump out i began my second session of pumping as it was just slightly over 4 hours and this was my first chance to get in some time pumping without drawing too much suspicion. Stripping naked i let the pump work its magic, as i began to work my second task assigned during this time. Reaching my hand between my legs i began to stroke my pussy and clit. As i promised Miss i would masturbate during my break at lunch, but this was before my strategic planning on Sunday. i decided on doing the double duty, using the breast pump and masturbating. i tried to keep my mind on the production of milk and how it was for my Miss. Using this as fuel for my masturbation. i still had to keep my mind on the time, not able to waste a single minute. i was really going wild, as my arousal soared high. i had to bite my lower lip to prevent myself from moaning out. The stimulation to my nipples and from my fingering my pussy were immense. It felt great, my breasts were being controlled, as were my butt and my pussy. i was at that moment 100% Her's. It did not take long for me to reach the edge of my orgasm, as i held there not letting myself pass there without the sound of Beethoven's 5th. i was almost pleading in my head that "K" would message, but knew i would not. i held out for the duration of 7-10 minutes before stopping and using 5 minutes to regain myself and finishing off my pumping session. Once i was packed up and redressed i went out and back to work.
Work could not end faster, as the last half of work was busy and felt like a dog race. i did race on home after work so i could go on with more of my routine. i know with work i am not able to work my routine to its most effective timing but i felt it gets close enough with proper timing. Right after work i went for another session with the breast pump, taking my time with that before getting my dinner ready and taking my number of pills with that meal. At the end of dinner i did go onto my orgasm control training, timing it so midway i had to get the breast pump going. i was using the Hitachi want to stroke my mound for near an hour before getting the pumping session to accompany my orgasm control training. Again my tasks were running into each other forcing me into more double duty. By the time i got my breasts pumping, i also began to fuck myself with the wand. Using a new method i got from of all things some pornography. i had a condom wrapped around the top of it so it would save from cleanup. i even lubed it up so it would be extra slick. i found that being fucked with the Hitachi wand usually makes my orgasm huge. i have also found that the wand tends to make me squirt a bit if i fuck myself hard enough. My mind was in a haze, filled with thoughts of my breasts filling with milk, which did lead me to a kinky fantasy of being shaved bald, pregnant and being milked like a cow by my Mistress all the while being fucked by a male of Her choice. It did not take long before i got to the end of my orgasm. But now all i could do was wait. i waited right through my session supposed end time, which i just left it going, loving the multiple stimuli. i think i had the pump on and fucked myself with the wand for a full hour and a half in unison before i got the trigger tone and exploded at the first few seconds of the tone. i did pass in and out of consciousness after this, not even able to finish my blog entry until the next day, wanting it to be perfect. Reflecting my Miss, Her tasks and my training as appropriately as possible.
i will no longer be using this "synopsis" and "assignment" format as i feel most people prefer to just read and be surprised. If you prefer this format do send me a message stating your preference and i may revert back to this method.
Assignment:
It was nice to get a message Saturday night/ Sunday morning from my Miss. She would detail out some tasks that i was to start Sunday then leading right into my Monday. Right when i awoke Sunday i went right away to my tasks. That is after kneeling by the foot of my bed and giving minutes to think of my Miss and to contemplate about the tasks. From there i did go to the washroom for my customary toilet use, and for my last "#2". As i sat on the toilet to defecate, i kept my mind working. My Miss wanted me to think about hos this was my last time being like a normal girl defecating. How it was being taken away. Thinking of how this was the last time, and that i was losing that ability. i should have missed it, but i did not. i was very glad to be rid of it, and that it is now my Miss' to own and choose what to do with. i knew i was going back to 2 enemas a day and that my butt was never going to defecate again naturally again. Yet i want this, and i felt i needed it. My mind had no notion against the enemas, or even not being able to defecate naturally.
The rest of my Sunday i didn't do anything much besides this and preparations for my big task for Monday. i stopped by the pharmacy and an herbal store to purchase a few items. At the herbal store i picked an Indian spice called fenugreek, in pill form, marshmallow root capsules blessed thistle capsules. i did my research and i found this one to be one method that got good reviews. From there i went to a pharmacy that was fairly far from where i lived to buy a breast pump i found to be comparatively cheaper than every other place i had looked through during my research of breast pumps. Having never actually been pregnant, i have never actually realized the prices until now, which really i think will prepare me for when i do have children. Also at least i spent the fairly pricy amount now on a machine i will use again then.
i really used Sunday as my preparations day before beginning my week with tasks. Getting all the things i needed, then making my schedule of when i would be doing everything for Monday so i could fulfill all my Miss' tasks. i even got to cum once more during my training for orgasm control, only at the sound of my trigger tone Beethoven's 5th Symphony. At the very end of Sunday i did end off with my first enema in a long time. All the while i kept thinking how this day i began with using the toilet like a normal person, then ending with my butt being controlled by my Miss again. i did feel happy as i went to bed.
Monday rolled around and i awoke to performing some prayers to my Miss, then to the washroom to washup. After my shower i got to my 2nd enema since the last time i was free to use the toilet. i did enjoy it, having a smile across my face. It was more the feeling of being controlled again b y my Miss. Also i did slightly miss the routine of doing this twice a day. From there i went upon to my room to insert my tailed plug thus my butt was fully claimed by my Miss. i found this to make me really excited. i loved being fully Her's. For the rest of my morning before work i went upon my normal routine, with the only added difference is i had 3 of the fenugreek pills with my breakfast. From this day on besides my butt being claimed, i am to take 2-4 fenugreek pills, 3 times a day as they help increase/ induce lactation. i am also to accompany the fenugreek with the blessed thistle capsules. Also i had to take the marshmallow root capsule once a day. Before leaving for work i did figure i had to begin my other new routine. i sat there and used the pump on my breasts for 20 minutes, as i was to do this every 3-4 hours from now on until i begin to lactate. i read a lot on mental thinking during the span of the pumping, keeping my mind on the task of producing milk. How this was for my Miss and pleasing Her. Thinking how with my breasts going through this, and my butt plugged, my body was piece by piece controlled by my Miss. i did feel much arousal at this point, with my mind stimulated and my nipples being stimulated by the double pumps on them. i was envisioning the 2 bottles being filled by the pumps one day very soon.
Once i was done pumping i had to pack up everything, get dressed and hurry off to work. My new routine had not fully been worked out yet as i still needed to make minor tweaks to the timing. i still needed to get used to it. At work i went to check my schedule immediately, after dropping off my things. Seeing i was set at my desk for the day i went to on to performing my work. he month of inactivity, and the long rest my Miss gave my butt did make the plug feel a bit foreign, especially while i sat on my chair. However slowly through the day that feel disappeared and my body was re-introduced to the feel of it.
During my lunch break i did have to time it very well, rushing through my sandwich and drink in 10 minutes, and taking 3 more of the fenugreek pills and 3 more of the blessed thistle caps. After finishing i grabbed my bag and went to the handicapped washroom, which i had dubbed my "office" to my Miss since i have used it so much. i always loved how this name amuses my Miss. In the washroom i had to perform 2 tasks at once, knowing i could do thisand feeling motivated to please my Miss. Taking the breast pump out i began my second session of pumping as it was just slightly over 4 hours and this was my first chance to get in some time pumping without drawing too much suspicion. Stripping naked i let the pump work its magic, as i began to work my second task assigned during this time. Reaching my hand between my legs i began to stroke my pussy and clit. As i promised Miss i would masturbate during my break at lunch, but this was before my strategic planning on Sunday. i decided on doing the double duty, using the breast pump and masturbating. i tried to keep my mind on the production of milk and how it was for my Miss. Using this as fuel for my masturbation. i still had to keep my mind on the time, not able to waste a single minute. i was really going wild, as my arousal soared high. i had to bite my lower lip to prevent myself from moaning out. The stimulation to my nipples and from my fingering my pussy were immense. It felt great, my breasts were being controlled, as were my butt and my pussy. i was at that moment 100% Her's. It did not take long for me to reach the edge of my orgasm, as i held there not letting myself pass there without the sound of Beethoven's 5th. i was almost pleading in my head that "K" would message, but knew i would not. i held out for the duration of 7-10 minutes before stopping and using 5 minutes to regain myself and finishing off my pumping session. Once i was packed up and redressed i went out and back to work.
Work could not end faster, as the last half of work was busy and felt like a dog race. i did race on home after work so i could go on with more of my routine. i know with work i am not able to work my routine to its most effective timing but i felt it gets close enough with proper timing. Right after work i went for another session with the breast pump, taking my time with that before getting my dinner ready and taking my number of pills with that meal. At the end of dinner i did go onto my orgasm control training, timing it so midway i had to get the breast pump going. i was using the Hitachi want to stroke my mound for near an hour before getting the pumping session to accompany my orgasm control training. Again my tasks were running into each other forcing me into more double duty. By the time i got my breasts pumping, i also began to fuck myself with the wand. Using a new method i got from of all things some pornography. i had a condom wrapped around the top of it so it would save from cleanup. i even lubed it up so it would be extra slick. i found that being fucked with the Hitachi wand usually makes my orgasm huge. i have also found that the wand tends to make me squirt a bit if i fuck myself hard enough. My mind was in a haze, filled with thoughts of my breasts filling with milk, which did lead me to a kinky fantasy of being shaved bald, pregnant and being milked like a cow by my Mistress all the while being fucked by a male of Her choice. It did not take long before i got to the end of my orgasm. But now all i could do was wait. i waited right through my session supposed end time, which i just left it going, loving the multiple stimuli. i think i had the pump on and fucked myself with the wand for a full hour and a half in unison before i got the trigger tone and exploded at the first few seconds of the tone. i did pass in and out of consciousness after this, not even able to finish my blog entry until the next day, wanting it to be perfect. Reflecting my Miss, Her tasks and my training as appropriately as possible.
Sunday, 27 November 2011
Update & Assignment for the 26th of November 2011
Synopsis:
i have been away for a while and i am sorry, this is an update on where i have been and why i have been away. Also this is also the first entry of my return back, thank you everyone for your patience.
Assignment:
After a long while my Miss did come back to claim me, and with that my assignments also returning. i was worried and contemplating moving on, but my patience was rewarded with Her return. My Miss has been through a huge rough time, and needed some time to travel and clear Her mind. i found myself a bit lost without Her, and i know many have found my blog and my company to be lacking. However with Her back i have found myself with some renewed devotion. In the time away i have done a few small tasks , and kept with one bit of training going. After work everyday i did keep going on with my orgasm training. i would strip naked and use my Hitachi wand on my pussy until i received the message from my transsexual friend "K". The message of course was not the trigger but the ring tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony.
i actually had began this prior to my Miss' "getaway". i could not bring myself to ending this training as i had not gotten to the desired outcome. With each day not knowing when the message would come, this pushed me to try to keep myself at a point before my orgasm that would allow me to quickly release when the tone comes. i have been working on this one for about 2 months now with the result now being that as soon as the tone hits i immediately go into my orgasm. i did think this is what my Miss had in mind with this task, although with a lot more of this i am guessing that even without the play the sound of the trigger tone would make my body fall right into an orgasm. This does excite me, as i have always wished to be planted with a orgasm trigger through hypnosis, with only my Miss knowing the trigger. This is very similar to it, although without the hypnosis, and instead using immense training. i do hope in time that i will be able to fulfill this task to its fullest potential.
The rest of my training was not as successful as my orgasm control training went. i had not gotten back to any of my enema training as my Miss was away. After a few months of not being able to use the toilet to go "#2" it was rather different. i actually had not missed it too much, and nearing the end i preferred the enemas more than using the toilet. before my Miss went away i was actually in much anticipation to restarting it again. i do not know if it was because it made me feel as if every aspect of my life was being controlled, or maybe it was that it didn't feel as nasty as defecating naturally. Now though i do anticipate returning to this task, and am glad to do so when i get the chance. For the first long while after i stopped i did feel incomplete without it, although through time that feeling faded. Now with much thought since my Miss did ask how i feel about this i would happily do the enemas to start and end my day for the rest of my life.
The last task my Miss had me do before Her "leave" was to look in on breast pumps and on information on making myself lactate. i looked up a lot of different information online and found several good sites and articles about adoptive breastfeeding. i had not chosen a breast pump yet as their prices range drastically from $60-near $450, and i was in waiting for my Miss choice on that. i have also not began the self lactation but i have been informed that i would probably be beginning this as soon as the beginning of the coming week. i do feel a bit nervous, yet excited as i have actually thought of this before my Miss brought it up. i am uncertain about how this task will go, but like all my Miss' tasks i will always give my 100% and my strongest effort. i will detail what comes of this as i feel positive about it. My Miss also said that we maybe selling some of what i produce which i am unsure if that was a joke or if She was serious about it. For some reason i do think i will be using that milk in some of my other training, it is just a feeling.
As for my relationships wise i have continued to see both my tranny friend "K" and my black friend "J" through the last few weeks while my Miss has been away. With "K" we've pretty much been like a couple, having dates like others. Like going to a movie, or sitting in and watching some TV. Although we have had quite a lot of sex, pretty much after, during and even before some dates. i have kept the orgasm training going on right through anytime we've been having sex, refusing to cum until i have heard the trigger tone, and not a moment before. For the first while i did keep thinking it was for my Miss, although as the weeks went by i kept just doing so more out of habit, and for the sense of seeing my task through. A usual night for us would be like when i get off work, she would stop by so we could share a quick bite, then watch some television before we went to my bedroom to fuck. We would then fuck until she was close to cumming. At that point she would use my phone to play Beethoven's 5th Symphony so i would cum instantly, which was accompanied by her cumming inside of me, on top of me, or with me swallowing her cum. We have progressed in our relationship slightly in the sense now we do stay more at each others' places after fucking for a great portion of the night. It only made sense, as our comfort levels have grown, and with as much time as we've spent together. We've even left some clothes at each others' places in case we've needed it, and for the convenience. i have seen "K" a little bit more than "J", as i think its that we get along like girlfriends, and we do have a lot in common.
With "J" our relationship is purely sexual, as we really only see to have sex. We do things together outside of sex, but more times or not we do just meet to fuck. We even had a game we've been doing which was trying to fuck in every room in my place, and every inch of my place, from the hallway, to the washroom and even against my front door (inside). Besides trying to fuck everywhere, he's also trying to fuck all 3 of my holes in each of these locations. During the one light snow fall this year we even fucked outside in the back alley while i was bent over a snow covered trashcan. It was very late, and we both went outside, with me in just an oversized t-shirt. Once back there he unzipped his pants and took my shirt off. i was freezing, but he assured me he would fuck me warm as he bent me over the trashcan and fucked me right away. We didn't take very long, maybe 10 minutes, and it was very intense concentrated fucking. He had to shove my own shirt in my mouth as a gag, being careful not to wake up my neighbors. We have discussed what we would do once we fucked in every place in my home, that we would move on to fucking in every inch of his place, and seeing what else we could do after we accomplished that.
i do think i know "J" less than i know "K" as "J" is less open about things. i just found out recently that he was married before and even has a son. This would explain why i have felt more close to "K", however i do feel i am hugely sexually attracted to being fucked by "J", and even the things he has done to me. Some being very kinky, like fucking his brother and girlfriend, or even being bound and fucked by a number of unknown people in the past. i have compared the 2 of them, and at times i have even tried to pick which one of them i would choose ahead of the other with very mixed results. i would sway one way then the other, only to ultimately stay in the middle.
i have felt as if i had been having a lot of sex recently with the 2 of them as a form of escape from missing my Miss. i found it funny how before my Miss i had not been with a male in many years, and was virtually a lesbian. Now i cannot go a few days without being fucked by a cock. i have thought about having a relationship like my friend "A" and her 2 boyfriends, but with "K" and "J". However i have felt that both of them have it quite set in having a more sexual relationship with me. With "K" possibly being the more likely of the 2 of them that would be in a relationship. i am in no real rush, and am content with a slow "see where it goes" pace we all are at. i do not really want either of them to stop fucking me, as i love their contrasting styles. "K" is gentle, but can get going very well. Her endurance is amazing, and she seems to be extremely caring. "J" on the other hand is a lot more rough and tends to toss me around quite a bit. i do think that comes with the territory of being that much bigger than me, i mean he is about 6'2" or 3 which makes him a foot or so taller than me. i have dreamed of being with them both everyday, but i do think i should keep them separate so i could enjoy their different feels. i have made sure they each know that we are not exclusive, and that my loyalties and love are only for my Miss.
With my Miss back i do guarantee that i will be making more posts on my blog, as i will online more now that i am out of my depressive "funk". i do apologize to everyone who cares for me, and who follow my blog. i will make sure my posts have plenty of details of each task my Miss makes me perform, and try to accomplish each task to the fullest of my abilities. Also to those i hurt in my absence i am deeply sorry. To my Miss i am sorry i doubted Her return, and even thought hard of moving on and finding a new Mistress. i do love Her greatly, and hope to never lose Her again <3
i have been away for a while and i am sorry, this is an update on where i have been and why i have been away. Also this is also the first entry of my return back, thank you everyone for your patience.
Assignment:
After a long while my Miss did come back to claim me, and with that my assignments also returning. i was worried and contemplating moving on, but my patience was rewarded with Her return. My Miss has been through a huge rough time, and needed some time to travel and clear Her mind. i found myself a bit lost without Her, and i know many have found my blog and my company to be lacking. However with Her back i have found myself with some renewed devotion. In the time away i have done a few small tasks , and kept with one bit of training going. After work everyday i did keep going on with my orgasm training. i would strip naked and use my Hitachi wand on my pussy until i received the message from my transsexual friend "K". The message of course was not the trigger but the ring tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony.
i actually had began this prior to my Miss' "getaway". i could not bring myself to ending this training as i had not gotten to the desired outcome. With each day not knowing when the message would come, this pushed me to try to keep myself at a point before my orgasm that would allow me to quickly release when the tone comes. i have been working on this one for about 2 months now with the result now being that as soon as the tone hits i immediately go into my orgasm. i did think this is what my Miss had in mind with this task, although with a lot more of this i am guessing that even without the play the sound of the trigger tone would make my body fall right into an orgasm. This does excite me, as i have always wished to be planted with a orgasm trigger through hypnosis, with only my Miss knowing the trigger. This is very similar to it, although without the hypnosis, and instead using immense training. i do hope in time that i will be able to fulfill this task to its fullest potential.
The rest of my training was not as successful as my orgasm control training went. i had not gotten back to any of my enema training as my Miss was away. After a few months of not being able to use the toilet to go "#2" it was rather different. i actually had not missed it too much, and nearing the end i preferred the enemas more than using the toilet. before my Miss went away i was actually in much anticipation to restarting it again. i do not know if it was because it made me feel as if every aspect of my life was being controlled, or maybe it was that it didn't feel as nasty as defecating naturally. Now though i do anticipate returning to this task, and am glad to do so when i get the chance. For the first long while after i stopped i did feel incomplete without it, although through time that feeling faded. Now with much thought since my Miss did ask how i feel about this i would happily do the enemas to start and end my day for the rest of my life.
The last task my Miss had me do before Her "leave" was to look in on breast pumps and on information on making myself lactate. i looked up a lot of different information online and found several good sites and articles about adoptive breastfeeding. i had not chosen a breast pump yet as their prices range drastically from $60-near $450, and i was in waiting for my Miss choice on that. i have also not began the self lactation but i have been informed that i would probably be beginning this as soon as the beginning of the coming week. i do feel a bit nervous, yet excited as i have actually thought of this before my Miss brought it up. i am uncertain about how this task will go, but like all my Miss' tasks i will always give my 100% and my strongest effort. i will detail what comes of this as i feel positive about it. My Miss also said that we maybe selling some of what i produce which i am unsure if that was a joke or if She was serious about it. For some reason i do think i will be using that milk in some of my other training, it is just a feeling.
As for my relationships wise i have continued to see both my tranny friend "K" and my black friend "J" through the last few weeks while my Miss has been away. With "K" we've pretty much been like a couple, having dates like others. Like going to a movie, or sitting in and watching some TV. Although we have had quite a lot of sex, pretty much after, during and even before some dates. i have kept the orgasm training going on right through anytime we've been having sex, refusing to cum until i have heard the trigger tone, and not a moment before. For the first while i did keep thinking it was for my Miss, although as the weeks went by i kept just doing so more out of habit, and for the sense of seeing my task through. A usual night for us would be like when i get off work, she would stop by so we could share a quick bite, then watch some television before we went to my bedroom to fuck. We would then fuck until she was close to cumming. At that point she would use my phone to play Beethoven's 5th Symphony so i would cum instantly, which was accompanied by her cumming inside of me, on top of me, or with me swallowing her cum. We have progressed in our relationship slightly in the sense now we do stay more at each others' places after fucking for a great portion of the night. It only made sense, as our comfort levels have grown, and with as much time as we've spent together. We've even left some clothes at each others' places in case we've needed it, and for the convenience. i have seen "K" a little bit more than "J", as i think its that we get along like girlfriends, and we do have a lot in common.
With "J" our relationship is purely sexual, as we really only see to have sex. We do things together outside of sex, but more times or not we do just meet to fuck. We even had a game we've been doing which was trying to fuck in every room in my place, and every inch of my place, from the hallway, to the washroom and even against my front door (inside). Besides trying to fuck everywhere, he's also trying to fuck all 3 of my holes in each of these locations. During the one light snow fall this year we even fucked outside in the back alley while i was bent over a snow covered trashcan. It was very late, and we both went outside, with me in just an oversized t-shirt. Once back there he unzipped his pants and took my shirt off. i was freezing, but he assured me he would fuck me warm as he bent me over the trashcan and fucked me right away. We didn't take very long, maybe 10 minutes, and it was very intense concentrated fucking. He had to shove my own shirt in my mouth as a gag, being careful not to wake up my neighbors. We have discussed what we would do once we fucked in every place in my home, that we would move on to fucking in every inch of his place, and seeing what else we could do after we accomplished that.
i do think i know "J" less than i know "K" as "J" is less open about things. i just found out recently that he was married before and even has a son. This would explain why i have felt more close to "K", however i do feel i am hugely sexually attracted to being fucked by "J", and even the things he has done to me. Some being very kinky, like fucking his brother and girlfriend, or even being bound and fucked by a number of unknown people in the past. i have compared the 2 of them, and at times i have even tried to pick which one of them i would choose ahead of the other with very mixed results. i would sway one way then the other, only to ultimately stay in the middle.
i have felt as if i had been having a lot of sex recently with the 2 of them as a form of escape from missing my Miss. i found it funny how before my Miss i had not been with a male in many years, and was virtually a lesbian. Now i cannot go a few days without being fucked by a cock. i have thought about having a relationship like my friend "A" and her 2 boyfriends, but with "K" and "J". However i have felt that both of them have it quite set in having a more sexual relationship with me. With "K" possibly being the more likely of the 2 of them that would be in a relationship. i am in no real rush, and am content with a slow "see where it goes" pace we all are at. i do not really want either of them to stop fucking me, as i love their contrasting styles. "K" is gentle, but can get going very well. Her endurance is amazing, and she seems to be extremely caring. "J" on the other hand is a lot more rough and tends to toss me around quite a bit. i do think that comes with the territory of being that much bigger than me, i mean he is about 6'2" or 3 which makes him a foot or so taller than me. i have dreamed of being with them both everyday, but i do think i should keep them separate so i could enjoy their different feels. i have made sure they each know that we are not exclusive, and that my loyalties and love are only for my Miss.
With my Miss back i do guarantee that i will be making more posts on my blog, as i will online more now that i am out of my depressive "funk". i do apologize to everyone who cares for me, and who follow my blog. i will make sure my posts have plenty of details of each task my Miss makes me perform, and try to accomplish each task to the fullest of my abilities. Also to those i hurt in my absence i am deeply sorry. To my Miss i am sorry i doubted Her return, and even thought hard of moving on and finding a new Mistress. i do love Her greatly, and hope to never lose Her again <3
Thursday, 3 November 2011
Assignment for the 30th of October 2011
Synopsis:
This is just a report of my events from the 30th.
Assignment:
Through last week i did not really get much done. With my Miss resting and relaxing, i spent the week just working further on my orgasm control, and some slight research for my Miss. My orgasm control went as it did the past 2 weeks. At home, once i was off work, i masturbated with my Hitachi wand and my we-vibe until i received the trigger from "K". Each day was a different time. Each time i was unsuspecting of when the call would be made. By now i don't think i can even cum without hearing the trigger. When i hear the song i get shivers, knowing this is the kind of results my Miss wished for. As for the research, i looked into breast pumps, trying to find good prices for them. i also looked into ways i could make myself lactate without being pregnant and while on the pill. i did succeed in finding the information in which i sent to my Miss for Her to decide out my course of action.
With my week being rather non-eventful, i was planning to do a small date for Saturday so i would have something nice to write about. However my plans did go out the window and i wound up at home doing my laundry on a Saturday night. i did manage to see a friend and go for a short drive. Although nothing too sexy or wild. Also yes i know it was just the Halloween weekend but i did not really wish to do much as i have been rather exhausted, and mentally drained without my Miss' guidance. Also i did not have enough creative juices to make a costume for this year.
With Sunday i knew i could not stay in for another night. i decided to do something for the night, even though it may have been small. i worked from the afternoon making calls to see who was free and who had plans. It wasn't until i called "E" my female friend with short blonde hair said if i was bored i should go over to have dinner with her. She was very insistent and did not accept my answer until she received a "yes".
With my company now set i choose my outfit for the night, going with blue jeans, boots, a black sleeveless top with a black jacket since it is cold now at nights. One i was dressed and my makeup was done, i made my way to her place. She greeted me at the door wearing this beautiful red dress. She greeted me with a hug then led me into her place to show me around. After that we talked, and watched some TV before having dinner. She made us some delicious creamy chicken alfredo, with some prawns and salad. i really thought she outdid herself. i felt full, and yet she still had some dessert. She brought out one giant chocolate brownie, with whipping cream and a scoop of vanilla ice cream. It was heavenly, and she definitely remembered me saying i had a huge weakness to chocolate on our first (and only date so far). We shared one giant warm brownie between us, eating slowly with our eyes looking into each others'. i noted looking into her eyes, admiring their gorgeous blue color.
At the end of dessert, we spent some time relaxing on the couch. Even some time snuggled together on her balcony sharing a joint between us. It was funny as i never planned for this, but she thought it would be a great idea. She said she liked to smoke every once in a while, and with us both living in BC, it is more than acceptable. We smoked, and stayed close, with a pink blanket around us. We sat on her big women balcony chair, which was more than big enough for us to spoon on. We held, and i know i looked back to see her eyes squint more as we smoked more. We both got more giggly by the end of this joint. We did make our way back inside to go and watch some more TV, finding it a lot more amusing now.
We paid less and less attention to the television and more to each other, as our hands started to roam. i found my hands stroking her sides along to her tummy, while her hands made their way under my top, stroking my bare flesh. After a while our attention was not even on the television but instead on each other, kissing and removing articles of clothes off each other. i was pretty much nude except for my stockings, and "E" was definitely nude. i did love to look at her long naked legs. They just seemed to go for miles. Slowly we made our way to her bed where there was more room for us to operate. She had me pinned underneath her as she kissed me aggressively. i could tell without a single word spoken that she was wanting to be in control tonight, which did not bother me. Even though she needed to say nothing, she did whisper to me how she was going to carry this, which i attributed also to her being silly from the marijuana.
We made our into the desired position she wanted us in. i was sitting in a scissor type of position with her. She had my foot and was kissing and suckling on each of my toes. She kept urging me to do the same to her foot until i caved in and decided to do so. i have never really had a thing for feet, but i was in the moment and decided to go with it. It felt very foreign to me, yet i did not want to disappoint. Very much this is what i would do for my Miss, in bucking up and still doing the task no matter how much i don't like it. i could tell from her body's reactions and her constant moans that this was really getting her hot. For myself i was getting hot off of the way her body felt to mine, being entwined in this scissor position. Our bodies slowly slid back from each other a bit, with myself still following her lead. Her foot found its way to resting on top of my mound, with my foot on hers'. Both our feet moist from each other suckling on it. We worked each others' feet into the others' mound. Rubbing in circles, slowly to start. The pressure and speed picked up gradually. i felt myself getting extremely wet as i groaned out wildly like her. after a while i felt her cum, and not long after i felt an orgasm. The first orgasm i had all week without being set off by my trigger song.
Even after the orgasm we were not finished yet. her hands found their way around my ankle, guiding my food to her mound. Her foot was aiming itself to my mound as well as i was guessing what was going to happen. My guess was right as i felt her foot pressing into my pussy, with her toes aimed in first. i felt my foot doing the exact same to her pussy ay the same time. i did get the slight feeling that i was being forced into this, yet it was more careful guiding. i felt our feet sliding into each other, using the juices from the last orgasm as lube. This felt odd to me as i have never had a foot in me before. i have done hands, toys, penises of all shapes and sizes, yet a foot was new to me. We were both extremely horny, and wet, wasting little time. Unlike before we did not start slow, but instead at a moderate pace, building up a lot more. Both of us looking very lustful. i panted like an animal, wanting more, feeling my body shake and shudder to being fucked by a foot. Orgasm after orgasm hit until we both laid there in a soaked mess. i laid there in a heap, forgetting when it ended or started. i was a bit lost with my brain feeling like mush. The last thing i remembered was laying there, and "E" coming up with a double sided dildo, working both of us over until i believe i climaxed so much i passed out. i woke up in the morning both of us under the blankets, sticky and a mess. We smelled like stagnant sex, yet it was all worth it.
This is just a report of my events from the 30th.
Assignment:
Through last week i did not really get much done. With my Miss resting and relaxing, i spent the week just working further on my orgasm control, and some slight research for my Miss. My orgasm control went as it did the past 2 weeks. At home, once i was off work, i masturbated with my Hitachi wand and my we-vibe until i received the trigger from "K". Each day was a different time. Each time i was unsuspecting of when the call would be made. By now i don't think i can even cum without hearing the trigger. When i hear the song i get shivers, knowing this is the kind of results my Miss wished for. As for the research, i looked into breast pumps, trying to find good prices for them. i also looked into ways i could make myself lactate without being pregnant and while on the pill. i did succeed in finding the information in which i sent to my Miss for Her to decide out my course of action.
With my week being rather non-eventful, i was planning to do a small date for Saturday so i would have something nice to write about. However my plans did go out the window and i wound up at home doing my laundry on a Saturday night. i did manage to see a friend and go for a short drive. Although nothing too sexy or wild. Also yes i know it was just the Halloween weekend but i did not really wish to do much as i have been rather exhausted, and mentally drained without my Miss' guidance. Also i did not have enough creative juices to make a costume for this year.
With Sunday i knew i could not stay in for another night. i decided to do something for the night, even though it may have been small. i worked from the afternoon making calls to see who was free and who had plans. It wasn't until i called "E" my female friend with short blonde hair said if i was bored i should go over to have dinner with her. She was very insistent and did not accept my answer until she received a "yes".
With my company now set i choose my outfit for the night, going with blue jeans, boots, a black sleeveless top with a black jacket since it is cold now at nights. One i was dressed and my makeup was done, i made my way to her place. She greeted me at the door wearing this beautiful red dress. She greeted me with a hug then led me into her place to show me around. After that we talked, and watched some TV before having dinner. She made us some delicious creamy chicken alfredo, with some prawns and salad. i really thought she outdid herself. i felt full, and yet she still had some dessert. She brought out one giant chocolate brownie, with whipping cream and a scoop of vanilla ice cream. It was heavenly, and she definitely remembered me saying i had a huge weakness to chocolate on our first (and only date so far). We shared one giant warm brownie between us, eating slowly with our eyes looking into each others'. i noted looking into her eyes, admiring their gorgeous blue color.
At the end of dessert, we spent some time relaxing on the couch. Even some time snuggled together on her balcony sharing a joint between us. It was funny as i never planned for this, but she thought it would be a great idea. She said she liked to smoke every once in a while, and with us both living in BC, it is more than acceptable. We smoked, and stayed close, with a pink blanket around us. We sat on her big women balcony chair, which was more than big enough for us to spoon on. We held, and i know i looked back to see her eyes squint more as we smoked more. We both got more giggly by the end of this joint. We did make our way back inside to go and watch some more TV, finding it a lot more amusing now.
We paid less and less attention to the television and more to each other, as our hands started to roam. i found my hands stroking her sides along to her tummy, while her hands made their way under my top, stroking my bare flesh. After a while our attention was not even on the television but instead on each other, kissing and removing articles of clothes off each other. i was pretty much nude except for my stockings, and "E" was definitely nude. i did love to look at her long naked legs. They just seemed to go for miles. Slowly we made our way to her bed where there was more room for us to operate. She had me pinned underneath her as she kissed me aggressively. i could tell without a single word spoken that she was wanting to be in control tonight, which did not bother me. Even though she needed to say nothing, she did whisper to me how she was going to carry this, which i attributed also to her being silly from the marijuana.
We made our into the desired position she wanted us in. i was sitting in a scissor type of position with her. She had my foot and was kissing and suckling on each of my toes. She kept urging me to do the same to her foot until i caved in and decided to do so. i have never really had a thing for feet, but i was in the moment and decided to go with it. It felt very foreign to me, yet i did not want to disappoint. Very much this is what i would do for my Miss, in bucking up and still doing the task no matter how much i don't like it. i could tell from her body's reactions and her constant moans that this was really getting her hot. For myself i was getting hot off of the way her body felt to mine, being entwined in this scissor position. Our bodies slowly slid back from each other a bit, with myself still following her lead. Her foot found its way to resting on top of my mound, with my foot on hers'. Both our feet moist from each other suckling on it. We worked each others' feet into the others' mound. Rubbing in circles, slowly to start. The pressure and speed picked up gradually. i felt myself getting extremely wet as i groaned out wildly like her. after a while i felt her cum, and not long after i felt an orgasm. The first orgasm i had all week without being set off by my trigger song.
Even after the orgasm we were not finished yet. her hands found their way around my ankle, guiding my food to her mound. Her foot was aiming itself to my mound as well as i was guessing what was going to happen. My guess was right as i felt her foot pressing into my pussy, with her toes aimed in first. i felt my foot doing the exact same to her pussy ay the same time. i did get the slight feeling that i was being forced into this, yet it was more careful guiding. i felt our feet sliding into each other, using the juices from the last orgasm as lube. This felt odd to me as i have never had a foot in me before. i have done hands, toys, penises of all shapes and sizes, yet a foot was new to me. We were both extremely horny, and wet, wasting little time. Unlike before we did not start slow, but instead at a moderate pace, building up a lot more. Both of us looking very lustful. i panted like an animal, wanting more, feeling my body shake and shudder to being fucked by a foot. Orgasm after orgasm hit until we both laid there in a soaked mess. i laid there in a heap, forgetting when it ended or started. i was a bit lost with my brain feeling like mush. The last thing i remembered was laying there, and "E" coming up with a double sided dildo, working both of us over until i believe i climaxed so much i passed out. i woke up in the morning both of us under the blankets, sticky and a mess. We smelled like stagnant sex, yet it was all worth it.
Wednesday, 26 October 2011
Assignment for the 22nd of October 2011
Synopsis:
This is another Saturday date night, with double the amount of pleasure for both me, and reading pleasure for all i hope.
Assignment:
The rest of last week was pretty much standard. i didn't get up to very much besides the orgasm training which i did everyday after work. i did manage to get to the adult toy store on Wednesday to look at a few nipple clamps, and even some vibrating ones, but besides that my week was pretty much a bore. i did manage to cum every night thought directly after the triggering sound. Each day was a different time in which i was allowed, ranging from 30 minutes to up to 2 hours. i did not manage to get any more runs in for the rest of the week as it had been too wet or i was just too busy to get out for it. Work was very busy through the tailing half of the week, on top of the fact my orgasm training had been leaving me very drained more often or not. i was in need of some time to relax, and my luck it reached the weekend. However i knew relaxing was not on my agenda. i did give my Miss 2 different options to choose from as She wanted options. Neither options had my transsexual friend "K" as she had 2 different birthdays to attend to. My Miss did like both options and i was to work as hard as i could to make sure both were accomplished, in which i agreed to try.
i woke up late Saturday afternoon, needing that extra time to rest up. i did not get up to very much throughout the day other than make myself some food and slowly work my way through my laundry. i was very appreciative still that this was not the weekday and i could enjoy some time to myself, at least for now. i kept working on my laundry and eventually even passed out for a mid-afternoon nap before getting up to get ready for my evening "FUN".
My night would start around 7 pm when my ride would come get me. My black friend "J" came to get me and drove me over to where his brother lived so we could celebrate his 21st birthday. We got there in time to have some pizza, some cake and a few drinks. Then as we got closer to 9:00 i got to see "J" whisper to his brother about what his present was. To show him precisely "J" told him to get his girlfriend and to go to his bedroom. "J"'s brother happen to be about the same height as "J", but seemed to be not as thick or muscular as him. i did attribute that to him being a few years younger than "J". He did have a very cute smile. His girlfriend was very tiny, about 5'0", making her 2 inches shorter than me. She i learned was Japanese Canadian, and in possession of some very gorgeous eyes. i would find out much later that she was 17 years old.
We all entered the room together, leaving the rest of the party goers to enjoy their booze and music as we went to go enjoy something else. With the door closed and locked, i immediately walked over to the Japanese girl with my hips swaying and wrapped my arms around her kissing her and guiding her to the bed. Right from kissing her i could tell she had never kissed a girl before let along doing anything else like what we were going to do. i could see both men were sitting and watching with "J"'s brother now topless and stroking his cock watching. As us girls kept kissing, my hands found their way to slowly removing her clothes and aiming her to lay on the bed, with my body following her's. My hands kept roaming over her body, massaging over every inch of her skin once all 4 of us were naked. i could tell the boys just wanted us to start,so they could have a show to watch. My hands and lips kept moving along "JN" (the Japanese girlfriend) trying to soothe her nervousness over. Slowly i pressed her to the bed and whispered for her to just lay back. My kisses trailed from her lips down the middle of her torso. i could feel her shiver, and i could sense her still being nervous. i knew i was going to be her first lesbian encounter. Eventually my lips found their way to kissing her clit, and following with my lips wrapping around her clit for a few suckles. My tongue would slide along her clit following the suckles, trailing down along her labia. Following that my lips pressed to her lower lips, sucking in tighter and using my tongue i began to work along her inner walls. i felt her body reacting, as she was caving into her body's arousal. This may have been her first time with a girl, but i could tell her body was enjoying it through her obvious confusion. My mouth and tongue continued on, working slowly, and increasing very gradually. My fingers pressed up and replaced my lips as i began working her clit with suckles again. My fingers worked to her canal, using my index and middle to thrust in and out slowly in a set pace. i could feel her breathes increase, so i let my pace increase slightly ahead of it until she exploded for her first lesbian encounter orgasm. As she came, i pulled myself up on top of her to kiss her and hold her to me.
It did not take too long before i felt hands on my back. My head turned so i could see who it was either "J" or his brother. It was "M" ("J"'s brother). i slipped around and got onto my knees, as he got onto his feet on the bed. With his young girlfriend behind me i wrapped my hand around his hard cock and began to suck on it. Suckling and bobbing my head, i would soon be joined by "JN" as she got up to kneel with me as we both took turns suckling on his cock, giving him a nice birthday double sucking. From there we went into "M" taking me from behind in my pussy while my mouth was busy working on his GF once more. Right now i was more of a couples toy, being used by the 2 of them for some quality fuck time. "M"'s cock felt just as nice as "J"'s usually does, and he kept it in a good rhythm. i let myself get entranced by his cock, with my arousal and pleasure carrying me into my lustful state. He didn't last way too long before i felt his load explode into my pussy as we all collapsed onto the bed for a brief while. This is where i lost track of time.
Next thing i was aware of "JN" was actually licking out the cum from her BF, out of my pussy. This didn't last too long, as i think "M" was hard again and so was "J". Us 2 girls wound up on all fours with the 2 men behind us. "J" with me and "M" with "JN". Both of us were being taken from behind, with us being VERY noisy, moaning and groaning a lot. i know all the other party goers knew what we were going to do even before we got in here but if they didn't i know they knew after we started making this much loud noise. i remember looking over beside me and seeing "JN" being taken just like me, with both these 2 BBC males pounding at us. i could feel "J" unleashing what seemed like weeks of not fucking me all now. i could imagine just watching me being fucked by his younger brother and even his GF really made him as horny, if not more so than me. i actually never noticed that "M" and his GF had finished and were actually sitting there watching as i was being pounded. "J" kept on going though, as each thrust gained more momentum and speed. i was pushed into 2 orgasms well before he made his last few thrusts and explode into me with his hot cum.
We took some time to rest up, about maybe 10 minutes before i pulled "JN" to me and we both pulled into a sideways 69 so i could lick out the cum from her pussy, and with "M" pushing her head, she was licking "J"'s cum out of mine. The next position we all found ourselves into left a lasting memory on me as i remembered this more than clearly. Once "JN" and i were clean of all cum, we repositioned. i was on all fours with "J" behind me pressing his cock into me. "JN" was also on all fours in front of me, with my mouth pressed between her butt cheeks, so i could use my tongue to pleasure her 2 orifices, and in front of her was "M" with his cock being sucked. i kept thinking how this was like a sexy (and not disturbing) human centipede, or like a fuck train. i let my mind focus, yet devoid of any thoughts other than pure blissful pleasure. i do think that "J" and "M" switched places a few times, but i cannot really tell how many times as things started to get into a blur here. i did note that one by one people kept dropping out with first being "JN". i do think my mouth had tongue fucked her out, as she eventually bowed out and laid on the bed watching with half closed eyes. the next one to bow out was "M" as he exploded his load into my pussy. With him finished "J" took his place and once more fucked my brains out, slamming his cock hard and fast in my pussy. i was screaming like a wanton slut, letting my body cum at will until he exploded his last load into me for the evening.
We both laid there for a while before i told "J" that i should get going. i got as cleaned up as possible, then redressed as i got ready for the rest of my evening. i checked the time as was shocked it was already near 2 am, and did not know if my secondary plans were still going to go through. After making some calls i was glad that my other party for the secondary plans were still down. "J" was the only one still awake to which he was to drive me to my friend's place. On my way out i did find it cute that the birthday boy and his girlfriend were fast asleep. i found that "J" has amazing stamina, and with him still being awake after all that fucking, it really reintegrated that fact.
i said my goodbye to "J" as i arrived at the door of my friend's place. Entering the place i would see "A" my female friend with 2 boyfriends. Of course those 2 boyfriends were there as well as they all greeted me. They made some comments saying they didn't think i was coming, and they could not believe i was there. i did fill them in on my night and how i lost track of time, but i did intend on fulfilling my promise to be there. They did say they thought it too late to have a games night now, but it was not too late to have some serious fucking. Or at least "A" said so, which did not surprise me. She has always been very open to sex, and did not tend to hide it often. We wasted little time since we had lots of privacy. We all stripped naked and went to the bedroom.
While in the bedroom, i swear my lust never came down. "A" and i paired off each with one of her BF's each. First we both went along with giving the men some suckling so we could bring them to their hardest. Once they were at their fullest they both went to work, with the 4 of us all paired off. We wound up fucking until the sun came up, with "A" and i laid on our backs the whole time. The 2 men kept switching between us making it now that i have been with 4 men this whole evening. Here is where i lost a lot of details as i faded out, using the last reserves of my energy.
By morning i woke in a messy head with dried cum between my thighs. i was still devoid of energy yet i was happy i got to complete 2 tasks for my Miss. <3
This is another Saturday date night, with double the amount of pleasure for both me, and reading pleasure for all i hope.
Assignment:
The rest of last week was pretty much standard. i didn't get up to very much besides the orgasm training which i did everyday after work. i did manage to get to the adult toy store on Wednesday to look at a few nipple clamps, and even some vibrating ones, but besides that my week was pretty much a bore. i did manage to cum every night thought directly after the triggering sound. Each day was a different time in which i was allowed, ranging from 30 minutes to up to 2 hours. i did not manage to get any more runs in for the rest of the week as it had been too wet or i was just too busy to get out for it. Work was very busy through the tailing half of the week, on top of the fact my orgasm training had been leaving me very drained more often or not. i was in need of some time to relax, and my luck it reached the weekend. However i knew relaxing was not on my agenda. i did give my Miss 2 different options to choose from as She wanted options. Neither options had my transsexual friend "K" as she had 2 different birthdays to attend to. My Miss did like both options and i was to work as hard as i could to make sure both were accomplished, in which i agreed to try.
i woke up late Saturday afternoon, needing that extra time to rest up. i did not get up to very much throughout the day other than make myself some food and slowly work my way through my laundry. i was very appreciative still that this was not the weekday and i could enjoy some time to myself, at least for now. i kept working on my laundry and eventually even passed out for a mid-afternoon nap before getting up to get ready for my evening "FUN".
My night would start around 7 pm when my ride would come get me. My black friend "J" came to get me and drove me over to where his brother lived so we could celebrate his 21st birthday. We got there in time to have some pizza, some cake and a few drinks. Then as we got closer to 9:00 i got to see "J" whisper to his brother about what his present was. To show him precisely "J" told him to get his girlfriend and to go to his bedroom. "J"'s brother happen to be about the same height as "J", but seemed to be not as thick or muscular as him. i did attribute that to him being a few years younger than "J". He did have a very cute smile. His girlfriend was very tiny, about 5'0", making her 2 inches shorter than me. She i learned was Japanese Canadian, and in possession of some very gorgeous eyes. i would find out much later that she was 17 years old.
We all entered the room together, leaving the rest of the party goers to enjoy their booze and music as we went to go enjoy something else. With the door closed and locked, i immediately walked over to the Japanese girl with my hips swaying and wrapped my arms around her kissing her and guiding her to the bed. Right from kissing her i could tell she had never kissed a girl before let along doing anything else like what we were going to do. i could see both men were sitting and watching with "J"'s brother now topless and stroking his cock watching. As us girls kept kissing, my hands found their way to slowly removing her clothes and aiming her to lay on the bed, with my body following her's. My hands kept roaming over her body, massaging over every inch of her skin once all 4 of us were naked. i could tell the boys just wanted us to start,so they could have a show to watch. My hands and lips kept moving along "JN" (the Japanese girlfriend) trying to soothe her nervousness over. Slowly i pressed her to the bed and whispered for her to just lay back. My kisses trailed from her lips down the middle of her torso. i could feel her shiver, and i could sense her still being nervous. i knew i was going to be her first lesbian encounter. Eventually my lips found their way to kissing her clit, and following with my lips wrapping around her clit for a few suckles. My tongue would slide along her clit following the suckles, trailing down along her labia. Following that my lips pressed to her lower lips, sucking in tighter and using my tongue i began to work along her inner walls. i felt her body reacting, as she was caving into her body's arousal. This may have been her first time with a girl, but i could tell her body was enjoying it through her obvious confusion. My mouth and tongue continued on, working slowly, and increasing very gradually. My fingers pressed up and replaced my lips as i began working her clit with suckles again. My fingers worked to her canal, using my index and middle to thrust in and out slowly in a set pace. i could feel her breathes increase, so i let my pace increase slightly ahead of it until she exploded for her first lesbian encounter orgasm. As she came, i pulled myself up on top of her to kiss her and hold her to me.
It did not take too long before i felt hands on my back. My head turned so i could see who it was either "J" or his brother. It was "M" ("J"'s brother). i slipped around and got onto my knees, as he got onto his feet on the bed. With his young girlfriend behind me i wrapped my hand around his hard cock and began to suck on it. Suckling and bobbing my head, i would soon be joined by "JN" as she got up to kneel with me as we both took turns suckling on his cock, giving him a nice birthday double sucking. From there we went into "M" taking me from behind in my pussy while my mouth was busy working on his GF once more. Right now i was more of a couples toy, being used by the 2 of them for some quality fuck time. "M"'s cock felt just as nice as "J"'s usually does, and he kept it in a good rhythm. i let myself get entranced by his cock, with my arousal and pleasure carrying me into my lustful state. He didn't last way too long before i felt his load explode into my pussy as we all collapsed onto the bed for a brief while. This is where i lost track of time.
Next thing i was aware of "JN" was actually licking out the cum from her BF, out of my pussy. This didn't last too long, as i think "M" was hard again and so was "J". Us 2 girls wound up on all fours with the 2 men behind us. "J" with me and "M" with "JN". Both of us were being taken from behind, with us being VERY noisy, moaning and groaning a lot. i know all the other party goers knew what we were going to do even before we got in here but if they didn't i know they knew after we started making this much loud noise. i remember looking over beside me and seeing "JN" being taken just like me, with both these 2 BBC males pounding at us. i could feel "J" unleashing what seemed like weeks of not fucking me all now. i could imagine just watching me being fucked by his younger brother and even his GF really made him as horny, if not more so than me. i actually never noticed that "M" and his GF had finished and were actually sitting there watching as i was being pounded. "J" kept on going though, as each thrust gained more momentum and speed. i was pushed into 2 orgasms well before he made his last few thrusts and explode into me with his hot cum.
We took some time to rest up, about maybe 10 minutes before i pulled "JN" to me and we both pulled into a sideways 69 so i could lick out the cum from her pussy, and with "M" pushing her head, she was licking "J"'s cum out of mine. The next position we all found ourselves into left a lasting memory on me as i remembered this more than clearly. Once "JN" and i were clean of all cum, we repositioned. i was on all fours with "J" behind me pressing his cock into me. "JN" was also on all fours in front of me, with my mouth pressed between her butt cheeks, so i could use my tongue to pleasure her 2 orifices, and in front of her was "M" with his cock being sucked. i kept thinking how this was like a sexy (and not disturbing) human centipede, or like a fuck train. i let my mind focus, yet devoid of any thoughts other than pure blissful pleasure. i do think that "J" and "M" switched places a few times, but i cannot really tell how many times as things started to get into a blur here. i did note that one by one people kept dropping out with first being "JN". i do think my mouth had tongue fucked her out, as she eventually bowed out and laid on the bed watching with half closed eyes. the next one to bow out was "M" as he exploded his load into my pussy. With him finished "J" took his place and once more fucked my brains out, slamming his cock hard and fast in my pussy. i was screaming like a wanton slut, letting my body cum at will until he exploded his last load into me for the evening.
We both laid there for a while before i told "J" that i should get going. i got as cleaned up as possible, then redressed as i got ready for the rest of my evening. i checked the time as was shocked it was already near 2 am, and did not know if my secondary plans were still going to go through. After making some calls i was glad that my other party for the secondary plans were still down. "J" was the only one still awake to which he was to drive me to my friend's place. On my way out i did find it cute that the birthday boy and his girlfriend were fast asleep. i found that "J" has amazing stamina, and with him still being awake after all that fucking, it really reintegrated that fact.
i said my goodbye to "J" as i arrived at the door of my friend's place. Entering the place i would see "A" my female friend with 2 boyfriends. Of course those 2 boyfriends were there as well as they all greeted me. They made some comments saying they didn't think i was coming, and they could not believe i was there. i did fill them in on my night and how i lost track of time, but i did intend on fulfilling my promise to be there. They did say they thought it too late to have a games night now, but it was not too late to have some serious fucking. Or at least "A" said so, which did not surprise me. She has always been very open to sex, and did not tend to hide it often. We wasted little time since we had lots of privacy. We all stripped naked and went to the bedroom.
While in the bedroom, i swear my lust never came down. "A" and i paired off each with one of her BF's each. First we both went along with giving the men some suckling so we could bring them to their hardest. Once they were at their fullest they both went to work, with the 4 of us all paired off. We wound up fucking until the sun came up, with "A" and i laid on our backs the whole time. The 2 men kept switching between us making it now that i have been with 4 men this whole evening. Here is where i lost a lot of details as i faded out, using the last reserves of my energy.
By morning i woke in a messy head with dried cum between my thighs. i was still devoid of energy yet i was happy i got to complete 2 tasks for my Miss. <3
Wednesday, 19 October 2011
Announcement & Assignments for the 17th & 18th of October 2011
Announcement:
My beautiful transsexual girl kelly (who is under my consideration) has began a blog, and here i am promoting it. She has worked very hard, and promised to keep working hard on it to please me, and ultimately my Miss. i do encourage everyone to read it and i hope also give her encouraging words and advice as you all have helped me along the way too.
http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/
Synopsis:
i have began my week with continuing with my orgasm control training, getting used to cumming to Beethoven's 5th Symphony as a trigger. Also i have had a few assignments that i have spread through out the week.
Assignment:
My week already started a lot better. i did hear from my Miss which did settle a lot of my worries. i am still very concerned for Her but that is all due to my love for Her. My Monday started as most weekdays usually do. i awoke to kneel by my bed and to pray and think of my Miss. i thought of everything my Miss said in Her message to me. Plotting the few tasks through the week so it was spread out. From there i got up and made my way to the washroom. i removed my "cock" i had for all of last week, but for today i still had the catheter on. i did not hear from my Miss if i should have it off so i decided to be safe and just leave it on. Although i did get to open it and empty myself. After emptying my catheter i removed it to wash before hopping into the shower to wash the rest of me. At the end of my shower, i went through and performed my customary after shower enema before exiting to release it and to dry off.
It was actually nice yet a cool breeze today, so i decided on wearing my black tights and boots to work with a white blouse. i wore a white bra, and no underwear underneath. i did carry a medium tan coat as it would get colder into the evening. i arrived at work and went through my usual routine of checking my schedule then heading to the washroom to empty my catheter. Work was very standard and boring. i kept my water intake high through the day as i know my Miss wanted me to do this always. Really besides going to the washroom to empty my catheter my day was quiet dull. Through the day i just wished it was over so i could make it home to write my reports and to perform for my Miss. Time ticked by very slowly for me. i did manage to get some time at lunch to message "K" and tell her about the changes to the tasks for this week. i did try to make some arrangements for the weekend but work was too busy and steady for me to do much more than that.
Work could not end fast enough, and when the time came i darted home immediately. Once home i stripped off my clothes and went right to texting "K". As i finished up i went to relax at my couch with a few items in hand. i began to put the items in place, slipping my vibrating ball set on the lowest setting into me. Following that with the we-vibe slipped on so it was touching my clit and g-spot. With the remote in hand i started it on the 2nd setting. Finally With my Hitachi wand plugged in, i turned it on and pressed it to along my whole mound. i closed my eyes and began to enjoy all the vibrations. It felt amazing, and this was all assigned by my Miss. i have missed being told what to do, and i was not going to waste time in doing this. Slowly i began to increase the speed of the we-vibe and the Hitachi wand. i swear i could have exploded in orgasm at any time. My devotion did keep holding on, not wanting to cum at all until i heard my signal. Wanting my mind and body to get used to holding back until that mark. i wanted it so it would catch my attention right away and make an automatic response. i truly want to cum at the drop of a hat when i hear Beethoven's 5th Symphony. As time kept passing, i kept the toys slowly increasing in speed, my body floating around the peak of the orgasm but never into it. i felt my whole body going near numb waiting for the song from the message, yet i would have to keep waiting. i found myself having to bite down on one of the couch pillows as the spasms were really draining me and forcing me to groan out more.
Without warning the call was made which led to my orgasm withing only seconds after it started going off. My body was already holding around the edge of my orgasm what it felt like an hour. Right as i came, every muscle seized up and i shuddered extremely hard. My body felt like it was paralyzed with bliss. i saw nothing but stars as my mind was melted to mush. i don't know how long i laid there to recover, but i do think i passed out for a few minutes. i know when i finally got to checking the clock i would discover "K" made me wait for about 2 and a half to 3 hours. i felt exhausted, and even tried to stay up to message my Miss. i was lucky enough to have some messages from my Miss. i felt very fortunate to have sent some messages back and forth with Her while i wrote my blog entry. However midway through this entry i did start to feel dizzy and hit by a major wave of exhaustion. i could not finish and just crawled into bed to pass out in seconds.
Waking up on Tuesday in the early afternoon, i did wake with a smile. i prayed and thought of my Miss at the foot of my bed as i do everyday as soon as i wake. Thinking over each little detail of the messages from last night. Deciding on my course of action for my day. One all that was done i got up to go to the washroom to experience my new minor freedoms. Going into the washroom i would immediately sit on the toilet to relieve myself fully. i was told by my Miss that i was to cease my enemas and catheter training until further notice. This was so i would gain more of an appreciation of how little control i have had over my body. i have been performing the daily two enemas now for a few months, and as for the catheter training i have been doing this on and off for weeks. i cannot remember when the last time i did not have one or the other. It did feel different. i was very pleased being able to sit and pee like a girl once again, but as for my "number 2" it had some varied feels. First it almost seemed foreign to be doing this without the enema before. i did note my butt seems to be healing nicely as i am able to use my muscles in my butt without any fear of my canal not closing. There was really no problems in my defecation, although i did feel somewhat naked by not doing the enema. The months of this enema training has made it seem like second nature. i did think how this was very much like the orgasm training i have been going through the last while. This did give me a lot of faith that in time i will be able to cum on command at hearing the trigger. i find it funny how with the given freedoms of no catheter or enema training, one would think i would be completely happy, yet i felt a bit sad. i found myself missing how the enemas and catheter felt like they helped make my body more controllable for my Miss. i think i have the enemas and catheter very much associated with Her control to the point that now without it, my body feels lost. i did feel what my Miss intended, feeling much more appreciation for these control trainings. By appreciating them, i felt even more appreciation for my Miss.
The rest of my day was very routine, very much like most days but this one minus any tasks at work. Although i did receive a surprise at work. Right before in the middle of eating my salad my phone would go off to the tune of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. My Miss did ask me to try this test with "K" messaging me once randomly and test for my reaction to it. My Miss did say She did not expect an explosive reaction, and i think this was more to gauge where i am with the "project". At hearing the tone, with my phone on my desk top, my immediate reaction was surprise. My attention was drawn to it immediately and no i did not cum right at hearing the tone. However my mind and body are recognizing the song and is drawn to it right away. Actually afterwards i found myself more horny through the rest of the day which i think could be another result from the training, but i guess only time will reveal more results.
After work i did head home briefly to get changed into my tights a sports bra, t-shirt and a light hoody so i could go for a run. Driving to the track, i would park and right away walk to the bleachers to place my things down, my water bottle, towel and hoody. My run began like my usual ones, starting with a light first lap around the track, then progressively building up my pace as i went lap after lap. Towards the the last few laps where i am at my highest pace i did stop quickly at the bleachers. Looking around i did not see anyone, nor had i seen anyone besides a pair of cars zoom by the track entrance. Seeing the coast was clear, i decided to perform one of the tasks my Miss had given for to me earlier this week. Taking a deep breathe, i mustered up all my inner strength, i kept saying this is for my Miss. Filled with devotion i began to strip off my shirt, my sports bra then my tights. Wasting little time i folded the clothes and left them on the bench then went right into my last 2 laps naked. With the incentive that its cold, and i'm naked i ran quickly as i could. Even with it being the coldest its been all week, and it being 1 am, my face felt very warm from the humiliation. i was so embarrassed, yet i felt very aroused and loving it. Nearing the last half of my 2nd lap, i began to hear sirens. Fearing that it maybe police or someone called them i ran as fast as possible, sprinting to the bench so i could get dressed. i was lucky and unlucky in a sense. i was lucky that it was not police but fire trucks. i was unlucky that they were going to the rec center directly next to the track. The last quarter of the track i just concentrated on making it to the bleachers which did happen in record time. As i began to dress more fire trucks appeared, with what it sounded like 3-4. i dressed with much speed, and luckily with no one seeing me, that i know of. While walking to the car i did confirm there were 4 fire trucks all blocking the road next to the track, and were all in the rec center. They seemed to be more than preoccupied which did leave me relieved.
Once home i was extremely horny. i been waiting for this all day. Like yesterday i stripped and made my messages to "K". From there i slipped the vibrating ball and we-vibe in place and going off. With my Hitachi in hand i began to rub it up and down along my slit and mound, letting my other 2 toys work my canal, clit and g-spot. Within 5 minutes i was already knocking on the door to my orgasm, but with all my will i kept resisting. i wanted to hear the trigger, knowing it will be my salvation. After the earlier trigger test, then the humiliating nude run, my body was on fire with lust. My increase in pace of the we-vibe and Hitachi wand were both a lot quicker than yesterday, knowing this was from my lustful want. The call actually came in just under an hour and a half, but even by then i had been floating along the entrance for most of that time. i exploded quickly into my orgasm, with my spasms being huge and painful. By now i have learned that using all 3 of these toys at the same time brings painful spasms and explosive results. Much like pinching a hose before letting it release to a huge spurt, my orgasm after being held back for most of this time left me into an explosive orgasm. As it subsided i did pass out into a short slumber, feeling a lot of love for my Miss.
My beautiful transsexual girl kelly (who is under my consideration) has began a blog, and here i am promoting it. She has worked very hard, and promised to keep working hard on it to please me, and ultimately my Miss. i do encourage everyone to read it and i hope also give her encouraging words and advice as you all have helped me along the way too.
http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/
Synopsis:
i have began my week with continuing with my orgasm control training, getting used to cumming to Beethoven's 5th Symphony as a trigger. Also i have had a few assignments that i have spread through out the week.
Assignment:
My week already started a lot better. i did hear from my Miss which did settle a lot of my worries. i am still very concerned for Her but that is all due to my love for Her. My Monday started as most weekdays usually do. i awoke to kneel by my bed and to pray and think of my Miss. i thought of everything my Miss said in Her message to me. Plotting the few tasks through the week so it was spread out. From there i got up and made my way to the washroom. i removed my "cock" i had for all of last week, but for today i still had the catheter on. i did not hear from my Miss if i should have it off so i decided to be safe and just leave it on. Although i did get to open it and empty myself. After emptying my catheter i removed it to wash before hopping into the shower to wash the rest of me. At the end of my shower, i went through and performed my customary after shower enema before exiting to release it and to dry off.
It was actually nice yet a cool breeze today, so i decided on wearing my black tights and boots to work with a white blouse. i wore a white bra, and no underwear underneath. i did carry a medium tan coat as it would get colder into the evening. i arrived at work and went through my usual routine of checking my schedule then heading to the washroom to empty my catheter. Work was very standard and boring. i kept my water intake high through the day as i know my Miss wanted me to do this always. Really besides going to the washroom to empty my catheter my day was quiet dull. Through the day i just wished it was over so i could make it home to write my reports and to perform for my Miss. Time ticked by very slowly for me. i did manage to get some time at lunch to message "K" and tell her about the changes to the tasks for this week. i did try to make some arrangements for the weekend but work was too busy and steady for me to do much more than that.
Work could not end fast enough, and when the time came i darted home immediately. Once home i stripped off my clothes and went right to texting "K". As i finished up i went to relax at my couch with a few items in hand. i began to put the items in place, slipping my vibrating ball set on the lowest setting into me. Following that with the we-vibe slipped on so it was touching my clit and g-spot. With the remote in hand i started it on the 2nd setting. Finally With my Hitachi wand plugged in, i turned it on and pressed it to along my whole mound. i closed my eyes and began to enjoy all the vibrations. It felt amazing, and this was all assigned by my Miss. i have missed being told what to do, and i was not going to waste time in doing this. Slowly i began to increase the speed of the we-vibe and the Hitachi wand. i swear i could have exploded in orgasm at any time. My devotion did keep holding on, not wanting to cum at all until i heard my signal. Wanting my mind and body to get used to holding back until that mark. i wanted it so it would catch my attention right away and make an automatic response. i truly want to cum at the drop of a hat when i hear Beethoven's 5th Symphony. As time kept passing, i kept the toys slowly increasing in speed, my body floating around the peak of the orgasm but never into it. i felt my whole body going near numb waiting for the song from the message, yet i would have to keep waiting. i found myself having to bite down on one of the couch pillows as the spasms were really draining me and forcing me to groan out more.
Without warning the call was made which led to my orgasm withing only seconds after it started going off. My body was already holding around the edge of my orgasm what it felt like an hour. Right as i came, every muscle seized up and i shuddered extremely hard. My body felt like it was paralyzed with bliss. i saw nothing but stars as my mind was melted to mush. i don't know how long i laid there to recover, but i do think i passed out for a few minutes. i know when i finally got to checking the clock i would discover "K" made me wait for about 2 and a half to 3 hours. i felt exhausted, and even tried to stay up to message my Miss. i was lucky enough to have some messages from my Miss. i felt very fortunate to have sent some messages back and forth with Her while i wrote my blog entry. However midway through this entry i did start to feel dizzy and hit by a major wave of exhaustion. i could not finish and just crawled into bed to pass out in seconds.
Waking up on Tuesday in the early afternoon, i did wake with a smile. i prayed and thought of my Miss at the foot of my bed as i do everyday as soon as i wake. Thinking over each little detail of the messages from last night. Deciding on my course of action for my day. One all that was done i got up to go to the washroom to experience my new minor freedoms. Going into the washroom i would immediately sit on the toilet to relieve myself fully. i was told by my Miss that i was to cease my enemas and catheter training until further notice. This was so i would gain more of an appreciation of how little control i have had over my body. i have been performing the daily two enemas now for a few months, and as for the catheter training i have been doing this on and off for weeks. i cannot remember when the last time i did not have one or the other. It did feel different. i was very pleased being able to sit and pee like a girl once again, but as for my "number 2" it had some varied feels. First it almost seemed foreign to be doing this without the enema before. i did note my butt seems to be healing nicely as i am able to use my muscles in my butt without any fear of my canal not closing. There was really no problems in my defecation, although i did feel somewhat naked by not doing the enema. The months of this enema training has made it seem like second nature. i did think how this was very much like the orgasm training i have been going through the last while. This did give me a lot of faith that in time i will be able to cum on command at hearing the trigger. i find it funny how with the given freedoms of no catheter or enema training, one would think i would be completely happy, yet i felt a bit sad. i found myself missing how the enemas and catheter felt like they helped make my body more controllable for my Miss. i think i have the enemas and catheter very much associated with Her control to the point that now without it, my body feels lost. i did feel what my Miss intended, feeling much more appreciation for these control trainings. By appreciating them, i felt even more appreciation for my Miss.
The rest of my day was very routine, very much like most days but this one minus any tasks at work. Although i did receive a surprise at work. Right before in the middle of eating my salad my phone would go off to the tune of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. My Miss did ask me to try this test with "K" messaging me once randomly and test for my reaction to it. My Miss did say She did not expect an explosive reaction, and i think this was more to gauge where i am with the "project". At hearing the tone, with my phone on my desk top, my immediate reaction was surprise. My attention was drawn to it immediately and no i did not cum right at hearing the tone. However my mind and body are recognizing the song and is drawn to it right away. Actually afterwards i found myself more horny through the rest of the day which i think could be another result from the training, but i guess only time will reveal more results.
After work i did head home briefly to get changed into my tights a sports bra, t-shirt and a light hoody so i could go for a run. Driving to the track, i would park and right away walk to the bleachers to place my things down, my water bottle, towel and hoody. My run began like my usual ones, starting with a light first lap around the track, then progressively building up my pace as i went lap after lap. Towards the the last few laps where i am at my highest pace i did stop quickly at the bleachers. Looking around i did not see anyone, nor had i seen anyone besides a pair of cars zoom by the track entrance. Seeing the coast was clear, i decided to perform one of the tasks my Miss had given for to me earlier this week. Taking a deep breathe, i mustered up all my inner strength, i kept saying this is for my Miss. Filled with devotion i began to strip off my shirt, my sports bra then my tights. Wasting little time i folded the clothes and left them on the bench then went right into my last 2 laps naked. With the incentive that its cold, and i'm naked i ran quickly as i could. Even with it being the coldest its been all week, and it being 1 am, my face felt very warm from the humiliation. i was so embarrassed, yet i felt very aroused and loving it. Nearing the last half of my 2nd lap, i began to hear sirens. Fearing that it maybe police or someone called them i ran as fast as possible, sprinting to the bench so i could get dressed. i was lucky and unlucky in a sense. i was lucky that it was not police but fire trucks. i was unlucky that they were going to the rec center directly next to the track. The last quarter of the track i just concentrated on making it to the bleachers which did happen in record time. As i began to dress more fire trucks appeared, with what it sounded like 3-4. i dressed with much speed, and luckily with no one seeing me, that i know of. While walking to the car i did confirm there were 4 fire trucks all blocking the road next to the track, and were all in the rec center. They seemed to be more than preoccupied which did leave me relieved.
Once home i was extremely horny. i been waiting for this all day. Like yesterday i stripped and made my messages to "K". From there i slipped the vibrating ball and we-vibe in place and going off. With my Hitachi in hand i began to rub it up and down along my slit and mound, letting my other 2 toys work my canal, clit and g-spot. Within 5 minutes i was already knocking on the door to my orgasm, but with all my will i kept resisting. i wanted to hear the trigger, knowing it will be my salvation. After the earlier trigger test, then the humiliating nude run, my body was on fire with lust. My increase in pace of the we-vibe and Hitachi wand were both a lot quicker than yesterday, knowing this was from my lustful want. The call actually came in just under an hour and a half, but even by then i had been floating along the entrance for most of that time. i exploded quickly into my orgasm, with my spasms being huge and painful. By now i have learned that using all 3 of these toys at the same time brings painful spasms and explosive results. Much like pinching a hose before letting it release to a huge spurt, my orgasm after being held back for most of this time left me into an explosive orgasm. As it subsided i did pass out into a short slumber, feeling a lot of love for my Miss.
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