Before i start....MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !! !!
It all started as a notion. A few weeks ago my Miss asked me to begin some research into induced lactation. Right away my mind was filled with many nervous thoughts and feelings. i'll lie if i say i never thought of this, nor was aroused by it. Just the notion of it happening so soon shocked me into nervousness. From there this lead into my Miss' getaway to clear Her head. During that time i went online to look through a few websites, and doing my research into what were the best ways to inducing lactation. i eventually pinpointed one webpage that had all the information i was looking for, and that also gave realistic timelines to the whole procedure. i remember the thing that caught my eye the most was the different methods that would work in production of the milk, from taking pills from the pharmacy to taking herbs. The herbs method really caught my eye, so i did decide early on to try out this method. i do think a lot of it was the fact the 3 herbs all had relatively funky names, that being fenugreek, blessed thistle, and marshmallow root. Although i was filled with much speculation, i did more research and found 2 other sites mentioned the same 3 herbs. Through that i went on to reading reviews and many mothers gave good reviews to the herbs, and even stated how each of them effects the production of milk. Each herb helped producing the milk, making the milk thicker, more in quantities, and making it a pleasing taste. Following the research was some waiting until my Miss' return. i did not really think too much more about the lactation as i did not know when my Miss would return.
After Her return, and a little time for Her and i to get back into the swing of things, She did assign me to begin the steps into self induced lactation. The first thing i did was buy the items i required. i did my research looking into where in town i could get the capsules, and where i could buy a breast pump. The capsules were all easy enough from a well reputed vitamins store. But the pump took more research to find one locally for a decent price. i did worry that i would have to spend an arm and a leg for the device, but my research did lead me to one place that was a far drive but had the device for a great price that was not matched by anyone else. While buying each of these items i got a feeling people around me knew why i was buying these things, and to the right people it would be obvious. i also had a thought how people must be looking at me thinking i was pregnant, and because i was there with no one, it was because i was slutting around. My mind kept filling with different thoughts throughout the time in the vitamins store and the pharmacy. Once all the items were purchased, i did have some relief, although i also had some nervousness knowing what was to come.
i waited until the next day so my Miss would give the okay to begin. Once She said to begin i started that day with more nervousness than the day before, yet i did feel much pride to push myself to make my Miss happy. i did take some time to plan out when i would take each capsule, and worked out a schedule as to when i would use the pumps, as the websites said that i required 15-20 minutes of pumping. Also i was to mentally envision my milk production, as psychology was a major part of this procedure from what i read. The part i first worried about the most was my pumping session at work, as i always worry there of being caught in the middle of an act and lose my job. When the first day rolled upon i remember feeling like i should jumps right in so i do not think anymore and right in the morning i took my set amount of pills. Then shortly after going right to a pumping session knowing i would not produce a thing just yet. My first session at work was not actually that bad as i know the handicap washroom is pretty secure. At the end of the day though i did feel exhausted, humiliated, and yet extremely horny. The orgasm to the trigger tone really felt like bliss this night.
As the days went on my tasks were increased and each time generated new feelings. When i had to wear the we-vibe then the vibrating plug after i got the major feel of being owned, as my body was slowly being claimed for use by my Miss. Along with those emotions, the herbs began to change my body, as i felt some mood swings, or extreme moods. Like feeling sluggish, more tired, and even excruciatingly horny. So when my Miss ordered me last week to add in the catheter and my "cock", in my strap on dildo, i felt like i was totally controlled. My butt, my pussy, and my breasts were all being conditioned for Her likings. i had no control, and felt the humiliation of not having any control of my own body parts. My emotional roller coaster was not over there, as i had major anxiety over my milk production. My breasts did not really increase too much, just a little bit. Also the sites said that by 10 days i should have had drops of milk. After 12 days i did not get any, and as each passing day i was expecting but left disappointed, and worried that i was doing something wrong. However by day 15 i got to my desired results, which left me ecstatic. i was extremely happy to get my Miss' task completed. i was also a lot relieved when She said She was surprised that i got milk so soon, after worrying i was not producing fast enough.
Now i am just going through each day going through the set routine. At first the routine felt very foreign and it was a struggle to remember exactly when to do what. However now i have done it each day enough times that its now just a embedded routine that i flow through by instinct. i am still not producing a lot of milk but it is steadily increasing. My breasts and nipples have grown considerably a lot more sensitive as i know even the breeze on them feels different. My physical, mental and sensuality have all been slowly changing as more time has gone by. The longer i have gone through this the more relaxed i have felt of every task. Feeling every part of me owned by my Miss actually leaves me horny each day or every hour, and i love this feel. i hope soon to produce enough to be my Miss' milk cow slut. Right at this moment i am looking at myself in the mirror and i am naked except for the butt plug, my strap on "cock" with the catheter attached, and i am going through a pumping session as i write this. i know i have been masturbating with my sessions for the weeks of trying to induce lactation. However my Miss has granted a relax on the tasks for the holidays (due to family) and i am just winding down now. i am excited for the new year as my tasks will be back into full swing, and also when i produce enough milk, maybe some milk enemas.
Friday, 23 December 2011
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
Assignment for the 16th of December 2011
With my time now being very limited due to work, Christmas, and family i was not able to get up to any date activities this weekend. i do feel very fortunate to have the best Mistress in the world, who showed much understanding. Even with that i have found myself feeling like i have not met Her expectations, as if i am lacking something. i do think my fondness to Her, the tasks, and Her total control of me are strong and evident. Through the week i went through my routines from the week before, but of course my Miss would up the ante more as its Her usual nature.
For the week i started off much like the week before. Waking up i would right away drop to the foot of my bed to prayer and make thoughts of my Miss. From there i would make my first washroom trip to wash myself and get my daily beginning of the day enema. After the enema, i would give myself a second one, that is not as bit, then followed by using my black plug to hold it in. This is what my task was last week, but for this week i had more to do. It had been many weeks, maybe even over a month now, but it has returned. After the plug, i took out my catheter and slipped it to my urethra. i did worry about not being used to it, but it was like riding a bike, once i got into the movements, my body was used to it as its been conditioned to do for months this year. Once it was fully inserted i would get out my harness, with my ejaculating, vibrating dildo to slide in. Once done i began to secure the catheter to the underside of my new cock with elastic bands. If not for the many months of training i would have felt weird, but it did not. i did love the feel of my body feeling more controlled than it has been since Her return. My pussy, my butt, my nipples were all Her's to control. i felt more like Her's than ever. My body was all for Her, i was, and will always be Her's.
After the washroom i went through my usual parts of my routines, getting my things packed, and having my breakfast. During breakfast i kept on taking my timed number of capsules to help induce lactation, to build the quality and enhance the quantity. Then before getting dressed and leaving for work, everyday i would go for my timed pumping session with my electric breast pump. While i did this i had one had on the pump, and my free hand under the harness to masturbate and rub my clit as hard and rough as possible as per my Miss' instructions last week. i would keep this up for 20 minutes, with my mind on producing milk, and doing so in great quantities for my Miss. i had a whole roulette wheel of things i think of during my masturbation sessions that i always cycle through in my mind. All those things of course revolve around the milk production and my Miss, and different aspects of this. i know my mind drifted quite a bit every time but i kept shifting it back to its original train of thought. My breasts have not been noticeably bigger, maybe just a tad, although by the beginning of this week my nipples did feel a lot more tender and sensitive. By Wednesday, December 14th all my hard work finally lead to the desired results. By my morning pumping before work i got a few drops of milk from my nipples. Actually even before the pumping, the feel of my breasts and nipples gave me a strong feel of sensitivity, and i kind of already knew it would be coming. As the few drops came out and to the containers on the pump, i watched myself in the mirror and admired what i called my "Frankenstein" owned slave body. i looked from my cock, to my nipples being pumped at, to my butt being plugged to hold in an enema.
At the end of the session i did not cum, and i decided to taste my few drops of milk to see how i tasted. It tasted pretty good, and i was impressed that all the capsules had helped my milk grow pretty thick, non-bitter, and fairly sweet. Right away i had to get myself dressed and off to work. Once at work, i went to the handicap washroom to slide my we-vibe into myself, having to slide it under my harness and avoid mt catheter to slide it against my clit and g-spot. With the toy set on a low setting i went on to work with it stimulating me. i felt really weird, as if i was made to wear a lot additional accessories. i felt very self-conscious as i worked through this week. Not only was i more aware of my breasts and worried people would notice their increased size (which was actually not noticeable), but i was also worried my cock would be noticed, or people would hear the vibrations from my we-vibe. i don't actually think anyone noticed with the busy work atmosphere, but it still did keep me on edge.
Everyday at the end of the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe, i relocated quickly to the handicap washroom known as my "office" so i could remove the we-vibe, and my butt plug. Also by releasing the butt plug i would let the enema be expelled. As i let the enema expell, i kept my legs parted wide and my hands both to between my thighs. One hand reached under the harness to stroke my clit and pussy as hard and rough as i did with my masturbation/ pumping session. My free hand was over my cock stroking it, so i could watch myself in the mirror. i looked like such a slut, but not just any slut. i was my Miss' lactation, catheter wearing, cock owning slut. As the enema was fully expelled i would stop masturbating and reached back into my bag to get out my vibrating butt plug. Slipping it to my well used and owned butt, i pushed it fully in and put it onto the lowest setting. Once it was going i got re-dressed and back to work.
Nothing too much happened besides sitting at my desk to feel the sensation of the vibrating butt plug, or feeling my cock shift in my pants. i admit that there was a constant feel of humiliation everyday or every second that followed me. It was a constant reminder of being Her's. Not too much usually happened from this point to my lunch besides the occasional washroom break, where i would pee standing up. Using my cock like a man i would pee in the bowl. To be exact all week i peed like this, giving my Miss total control of my femininity and body.
At lunch i would use the first 10 minutes to wolf down my small meal, then my capsules before heading back to my "office" so i could perform my mid shift sessions. During this session i did like earlier, i kept pumping and using one hand to reach under my harness to roughly masturbate myself off without cumming. My mind shifted through my set cycle of milk production and thoughts of my Miss. Each passing session from the Wednesday successful one proved to produce slightly more milk, which made me overly excited.This session did not differ at all from my earlier of the day ones, with the only difference being the vibrating butt plug.
For the whole week the last half of my shift dragged. Maybe it was the fact it was the busiest its been all year, or maybe it was the fact that i still had to endure 4 hours of constant vibrations and a feel of humiliation that carried with me. Or maybe it was just the fact after work i would be able to finally get release at some point. At the end of my shift i rushed home everyday, and once home i stripped of all my clothes, leaving on my "cock" and catheter. From there i would charge up my we-vibe and have some dinner and go through one pumping/ masturbation session before dinner. At the finish of the dinner and the we-vibe charge i would slip the we-vibe on and set it on setting 2 then await my trigger tone to be sent by "K" my tranny friend or "C" my new Asian friend. Each day i would message the one i wanted to control my training then sit there stroking my cock, and watching some TV and letting myself get to the edge. For everyday of the last week i would not actually cum at all until i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i loved this tasks and cannot wait until i get to its final form. i did experiment and knew that i still needed more time on the 2nd setting of the we-vibe, but i did expect that in the 2 weeks after this one i would be switching to setting 1, and eventually no stimulation at all. i never knew when i would recieve the text message, but i always did get it within the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe. i found myself feeling a lot of impatience as i wanted to be able to get to cumming on command. i wanted to give this extremely badly to my Miss for Christmas, but my timing is not going to allow it. i find myself looking forward to this orgasm each day, as this was the only orgasm allowed each day. The one thing i have noticed is that although i have not mastered this trigger tone, i did note that i have grown to a point that i require the tone to cum as its something i have grown accustomed to, although not to the desired point yet.
Most my days of the last week were like this, with the training made into a set routine. My lactation seemed to grow more daily, as each day i would get slightly more milk. i think in a week to 10 days i will be making enough milk to feed a baby appropriately. i know this is what my Miss was wishing, and i trust in Her tasks and wishes to the point that i do not question any of Her wishes. i did have some dirty thoughts of breast feeding either "C" or "K", and even using the milk for an enema, which were thoughts i have developed while getting to my daily triggered orgasms.
Through the week i went through many different feelings and emotions. With the strongest of them being nervousness, humiliation, devotion and excitement. i did feel very nervous at the risk of being caught with so much attached to me. The risk also provided me with constant feels of humiliation. Every feel of humiliation and stimulation did reinforce feeling of being owned by the most wonderful Miss ever. That feel on total control to Her has made me happy, and extremely horny. With my progress to my orgasm control training and also my lactation finally successful has left me feeling much pride and happiness that i am able to please my Miss and fulfill Her desired outcomes to Her set tasks.
Now come the weekend i was not able to get out onto my usual type dates, although i still kept my daily pumping/ masturbation sessions going every 3-4 hours through the weekend. That is in between seeing family, and friends for one of my many Christmas dinners, going to a concert with my cousin, and attending a funeral for the mother of my friend. My Miss although initially disappointed, has shown the understanding that makes Her perfect for me. However personally i feel a bit lacking and disappointed in myself. i did promise to my Miss that in the next few weeks i will be doing different set tasks for my Miss that leads all the way to the end of the year and into the New Years'. With Christmas and New Years' on the way i am very thankful to have Her, and i hope that i will please Her more so than ever, especially once all the holiday busyness comes to an end. <3
For the week i started off much like the week before. Waking up i would right away drop to the foot of my bed to prayer and make thoughts of my Miss. From there i would make my first washroom trip to wash myself and get my daily beginning of the day enema. After the enema, i would give myself a second one, that is not as bit, then followed by using my black plug to hold it in. This is what my task was last week, but for this week i had more to do. It had been many weeks, maybe even over a month now, but it has returned. After the plug, i took out my catheter and slipped it to my urethra. i did worry about not being used to it, but it was like riding a bike, once i got into the movements, my body was used to it as its been conditioned to do for months this year. Once it was fully inserted i would get out my harness, with my ejaculating, vibrating dildo to slide in. Once done i began to secure the catheter to the underside of my new cock with elastic bands. If not for the many months of training i would have felt weird, but it did not. i did love the feel of my body feeling more controlled than it has been since Her return. My pussy, my butt, my nipples were all Her's to control. i felt more like Her's than ever. My body was all for Her, i was, and will always be Her's.
After the washroom i went through my usual parts of my routines, getting my things packed, and having my breakfast. During breakfast i kept on taking my timed number of capsules to help induce lactation, to build the quality and enhance the quantity. Then before getting dressed and leaving for work, everyday i would go for my timed pumping session with my electric breast pump. While i did this i had one had on the pump, and my free hand under the harness to masturbate and rub my clit as hard and rough as possible as per my Miss' instructions last week. i would keep this up for 20 minutes, with my mind on producing milk, and doing so in great quantities for my Miss. i had a whole roulette wheel of things i think of during my masturbation sessions that i always cycle through in my mind. All those things of course revolve around the milk production and my Miss, and different aspects of this. i know my mind drifted quite a bit every time but i kept shifting it back to its original train of thought. My breasts have not been noticeably bigger, maybe just a tad, although by the beginning of this week my nipples did feel a lot more tender and sensitive. By Wednesday, December 14th all my hard work finally lead to the desired results. By my morning pumping before work i got a few drops of milk from my nipples. Actually even before the pumping, the feel of my breasts and nipples gave me a strong feel of sensitivity, and i kind of already knew it would be coming. As the few drops came out and to the containers on the pump, i watched myself in the mirror and admired what i called my "Frankenstein" owned slave body. i looked from my cock, to my nipples being pumped at, to my butt being plugged to hold in an enema.
At the end of the session i did not cum, and i decided to taste my few drops of milk to see how i tasted. It tasted pretty good, and i was impressed that all the capsules had helped my milk grow pretty thick, non-bitter, and fairly sweet. Right away i had to get myself dressed and off to work. Once at work, i went to the handicap washroom to slide my we-vibe into myself, having to slide it under my harness and avoid mt catheter to slide it against my clit and g-spot. With the toy set on a low setting i went on to work with it stimulating me. i felt really weird, as if i was made to wear a lot additional accessories. i felt very self-conscious as i worked through this week. Not only was i more aware of my breasts and worried people would notice their increased size (which was actually not noticeable), but i was also worried my cock would be noticed, or people would hear the vibrations from my we-vibe. i don't actually think anyone noticed with the busy work atmosphere, but it still did keep me on edge.
Everyday at the end of the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe, i relocated quickly to the handicap washroom known as my "office" so i could remove the we-vibe, and my butt plug. Also by releasing the butt plug i would let the enema be expelled. As i let the enema expell, i kept my legs parted wide and my hands both to between my thighs. One hand reached under the harness to stroke my clit and pussy as hard and rough as i did with my masturbation/ pumping session. My free hand was over my cock stroking it, so i could watch myself in the mirror. i looked like such a slut, but not just any slut. i was my Miss' lactation, catheter wearing, cock owning slut. As the enema was fully expelled i would stop masturbating and reached back into my bag to get out my vibrating butt plug. Slipping it to my well used and owned butt, i pushed it fully in and put it onto the lowest setting. Once it was going i got re-dressed and back to work.
Nothing too much happened besides sitting at my desk to feel the sensation of the vibrating butt plug, or feeling my cock shift in my pants. i admit that there was a constant feel of humiliation everyday or every second that followed me. It was a constant reminder of being Her's. Not too much usually happened from this point to my lunch besides the occasional washroom break, where i would pee standing up. Using my cock like a man i would pee in the bowl. To be exact all week i peed like this, giving my Miss total control of my femininity and body.
At lunch i would use the first 10 minutes to wolf down my small meal, then my capsules before heading back to my "office" so i could perform my mid shift sessions. During this session i did like earlier, i kept pumping and using one hand to reach under my harness to roughly masturbate myself off without cumming. My mind shifted through my set cycle of milk production and thoughts of my Miss. Each passing session from the Wednesday successful one proved to produce slightly more milk, which made me overly excited.This session did not differ at all from my earlier of the day ones, with the only difference being the vibrating butt plug.
For the whole week the last half of my shift dragged. Maybe it was the fact it was the busiest its been all year, or maybe it was the fact that i still had to endure 4 hours of constant vibrations and a feel of humiliation that carried with me. Or maybe it was just the fact after work i would be able to finally get release at some point. At the end of my shift i rushed home everyday, and once home i stripped of all my clothes, leaving on my "cock" and catheter. From there i would charge up my we-vibe and have some dinner and go through one pumping/ masturbation session before dinner. At the finish of the dinner and the we-vibe charge i would slip the we-vibe on and set it on setting 2 then await my trigger tone to be sent by "K" my tranny friend or "C" my new Asian friend. Each day i would message the one i wanted to control my training then sit there stroking my cock, and watching some TV and letting myself get to the edge. For everyday of the last week i would not actually cum at all until i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i loved this tasks and cannot wait until i get to its final form. i did experiment and knew that i still needed more time on the 2nd setting of the we-vibe, but i did expect that in the 2 weeks after this one i would be switching to setting 1, and eventually no stimulation at all. i never knew when i would recieve the text message, but i always did get it within the 2 hour lifespan of the we-vibe. i found myself feeling a lot of impatience as i wanted to be able to get to cumming on command. i wanted to give this extremely badly to my Miss for Christmas, but my timing is not going to allow it. i find myself looking forward to this orgasm each day, as this was the only orgasm allowed each day. The one thing i have noticed is that although i have not mastered this trigger tone, i did note that i have grown to a point that i require the tone to cum as its something i have grown accustomed to, although not to the desired point yet.
Most my days of the last week were like this, with the training made into a set routine. My lactation seemed to grow more daily, as each day i would get slightly more milk. i think in a week to 10 days i will be making enough milk to feed a baby appropriately. i know this is what my Miss was wishing, and i trust in Her tasks and wishes to the point that i do not question any of Her wishes. i did have some dirty thoughts of breast feeding either "C" or "K", and even using the milk for an enema, which were thoughts i have developed while getting to my daily triggered orgasms.
Through the week i went through many different feelings and emotions. With the strongest of them being nervousness, humiliation, devotion and excitement. i did feel very nervous at the risk of being caught with so much attached to me. The risk also provided me with constant feels of humiliation. Every feel of humiliation and stimulation did reinforce feeling of being owned by the most wonderful Miss ever. That feel on total control to Her has made me happy, and extremely horny. With my progress to my orgasm control training and also my lactation finally successful has left me feeling much pride and happiness that i am able to please my Miss and fulfill Her desired outcomes to Her set tasks.
Now come the weekend i was not able to get out onto my usual type dates, although i still kept my daily pumping/ masturbation sessions going every 3-4 hours through the weekend. That is in between seeing family, and friends for one of my many Christmas dinners, going to a concert with my cousin, and attending a funeral for the mother of my friend. My Miss although initially disappointed, has shown the understanding that makes Her perfect for me. However personally i feel a bit lacking and disappointed in myself. i did promise to my Miss that in the next few weeks i will be doing different set tasks for my Miss that leads all the way to the end of the year and into the New Years'. With Christmas and New Years' on the way i am very thankful to have Her, and i hope that i will please Her more so than ever, especially once all the holiday busyness comes to an end. <3
Tuesday, 13 December 2011
Assignment for the 10th of December 2011
With the weekend finally hitting after my week of Christmas shopping, work and my lactation tasks. It felt great to finally be at the week's end. i spent the afternoon taking care of some wrapping of presents and to concentrate on my breast pumping/ masturbation sessions that i timed for every 3-4 hours through the day. From what i heard i should be producing milk within the next few days as i have been following a good routine. i did make sure to hold in my enema like i did for the weekdays for the first 2 hours of the day with a butt plug, and when i released it i made sure to masturbate as hard as possible. At the end i did make sure to change the batteries of my vibrating butt plug and slide it into place on low. i do love how my Miss has claimed my butt again, it makes me feel totally owned. Between sessions and between gifts i was wrapping i did fall asleep for a nap showing just how tired the week had made me.
After lounging at my home for the majority i did begin to get myself ready for my date for Saturday at around 6:00. Making sure to get myself as pretty as possible, and making sure i get my capsules and one last session in with the breast pump as i would not be able to for a few hours. i went on to wearing jeans tonight with a red sweater for tonight. Underneath i wore just a red bra with no underwear, since i have not worn any in over half a year now. After my last extra long pumping session i did drive out to go pickup my date "C" the young Asian girl whom i went out with the last weekend.
Right after parking i waited for her to walk up to the car. i could tell that she still lived at home with her parents as i saw them wave to her on her way out. She entered the car and immediately hugged me. As i began driving we both started chatting and did not stop one bit as we drove out to our restaurant, which was Japanese as we both loved sushi. We didn't talk about anything too specific besides talking about how our week went. We kept everything fairly vanilla. That is until she asked if i did anything BDSM'ish. i did hesitate and think to myself if i should tell her about it. At this point we pulled up to the restaurant so i did pause that topic so we could enter and sit down at our table.
Once we put in our order, i did bring up the topic again and i began to fill her into my every tasks. Going from my pills and pumping for the lactation, and going into my double and tripled up tasks, to even how they are turned into masturbation tributes for my Miss. i told her of how i was also working on my orgasm control training that would eventually result in my cumming on command to the trigger tone. She did ask if i had the plug in now which i responded yes, and she then asked if questions about the trigger tone. My tasks and tributes through the week, and even weeks before dominated our conversation through dinner, which did help calm me a lot. i did get a strong feel that she was extremely interested in BDSM although having never had the chance to be involved, or even gaining knowledge. We went right through our meal and even the after sushi jello without the topic really changing. Through this i got some interesting vibes from her, ranging from interested, to extremely interested, to aroused. Either way i did not get any negative feelings from her which made me think of what i should do later. i know i was feeling more adventurous as ideas were flowing to how i could take this up a notch.
After dinner i was taking "C" to go get some gelato when she decided to do something different. My attention was on telling her more about my BDSM ways and on the road when out of the blue i would hear my trigger tone coming from her phone. i stopped on the topic and was shocked. My mind shifted right to my vibrating butt plug, and to my surprise i fell into a small orgasm as i looked over at "C". She asked did it work, and i nodded, which made her laugh and giggle out. i pulled the car right away into an alley, and into a parking spot to a closed pizza place. i growled to her and she thought i was getting mad at her, but it was more a sexually charged aggression. She just made me get aroused beyond belief. i kissed her aggressively and groped her, which i could tell she was not used to, however through her nervousness i could tell she was loving it. My hands groped her through her dark red sweater, with my one hand groping under it eventually and my left hand sneaking to her black tights covered legs. We never moved from the driver and passenger seat as i decided to make this like a quickie for us. My hand reached its hand under her tights and i pressed 2 fingers to her slit. i felt it was completely soaked as i fingered her slow to start. i rubbed my finger and stroked faster as each few strokes went by. Her legs parted more as she squirmed in her seat. Her sounds were adorable and she made tiny high pitched moans that made me want to work harder on her. Eventually she would grip my arm and the door arm rest and squeal, cumming out to my fingering her. i pulled my hand up and began to suck her juices off my fingers, and i found she had some extremely tasty juices. i had to reach down for another finger full. i loved looking into her face as she looked like she was glowing. She was very embarrassed by how she looked although i thought her euphoric look was just plain gorgeous.
From there, once he recovered we did get our gelato and drive over to a beautiful view point to sit and enjoy our dessert. i could tell that she was a lot more open now than ever before. i learned that she had this little trick which i have only heard one other person was able to do. She said she could cum without anyone touching her, or using anything. She said all she needed to do was to cross her legs, have plenty of space so her legs and toes could stretch out and just concentrate hard. his really intrigued me, and gave me much hope that in time i will be able to cum just from hearing Beethoven's 5th Symphony. If She cum without anything, then i think if i conditioned myself fully i would be able to cum on just the trigger. i said to her of how i felt which made her happy as she said she liked the concept of this task. i did say i wanted to see her cum with her legs crossed which prompted me to driving to my place with her.
We made it to my place and walked to my door. We kissed as i pinned her to my door trying to open it without looking since my eyes were on her and my lips were busy kissing her. We made our way in and began to strip each other. Once we were both naked i pushed her to my bed and said i wanted to see her trick right now. As she sat there with her legs crossed i watched and slowly began to prepare myself, slipping on my we-vibe, leaving my butt plug inserted and then pulling on my 6 inch strap on dildo, not wanting it too big on my first time with her. As i did i began to put some lube on it and stroke it to spread my cinnamon scented lube along it. i kept my eyes on her as she crossed her legs and closed her eyes. i watched as her chest rose and dropped, i could see her definite arousal, and i was filled with intrigue to see her cum without her hands. Her hands laid to the side and gripped to the edge of the bed which i could tell was her spasms making her do it. i felt myself getting more aroused by watching her, it was a gorgeous sight. After a while i saw her legs straighten and her toes curl then she exploded into an orgasm, that was very similar to the one i induced in the car earlier.
As she finished i dove on her right away and pulled her up to the bed and away from the edge at the foot of the bed. My head dove right between her thighs as i licked and lapped at her juice covered pussy. i was in heaven, her scent was intoxicating and her taste was exquisite. i could tell she did not even come down fully from her own induced orgasm and was ready for more. My tongue squirmed all around side of her, then flicked, and even rolled around in small circles. Her orgasms made me want to make her cum even more. i kept wanting to eat her more as her sounds just made my body want to work harder. After a while though i did get a "fuck me, fuck me hard" coming from her lips, which sent me climbing up to kiss her lips and press the dildo into her soaked canal. i began to roll my hips so the strap on slid in and out of her. i kept the rhythm increasing steadily and my lips were permanently stuck to hers. We kept kissing, our lips only parting so we could moan more. With the vibrations of my butt plug and the we-vibe my body was going as crazy as her's, i knew we were both going to cum hard. i heard her saying she was close, and i did get a glimpse of her grabbing her cell phone from the the bed stand. i kept my pace increasing and as she said she was about to cum i see her pull the phone to her view and then i heard it, my trigger tone, and we both kissed hard. i knew it she was cumming and wanted me to cum too. We both came hard, as i collapsed on top of her, our lips connected in a deep kiss.
We spent a long while embraced and regaining ourselves. But our night was coming close to an end. She did stay long enough so i could do one pumping session in front of her before we went to my car so i could drive her home. The night absolutely ended when i was in front of her place. We kissed one last time and parted ways. She did say she really wanted to see me very soon. i watched as she entered her place and drove off happily that this date was a major success.
After lounging at my home for the majority i did begin to get myself ready for my date for Saturday at around 6:00. Making sure to get myself as pretty as possible, and making sure i get my capsules and one last session in with the breast pump as i would not be able to for a few hours. i went on to wearing jeans tonight with a red sweater for tonight. Underneath i wore just a red bra with no underwear, since i have not worn any in over half a year now. After my last extra long pumping session i did drive out to go pickup my date "C" the young Asian girl whom i went out with the last weekend.
Right after parking i waited for her to walk up to the car. i could tell that she still lived at home with her parents as i saw them wave to her on her way out. She entered the car and immediately hugged me. As i began driving we both started chatting and did not stop one bit as we drove out to our restaurant, which was Japanese as we both loved sushi. We didn't talk about anything too specific besides talking about how our week went. We kept everything fairly vanilla. That is until she asked if i did anything BDSM'ish. i did hesitate and think to myself if i should tell her about it. At this point we pulled up to the restaurant so i did pause that topic so we could enter and sit down at our table.
Once we put in our order, i did bring up the topic again and i began to fill her into my every tasks. Going from my pills and pumping for the lactation, and going into my double and tripled up tasks, to even how they are turned into masturbation tributes for my Miss. i told her of how i was also working on my orgasm control training that would eventually result in my cumming on command to the trigger tone. She did ask if i had the plug in now which i responded yes, and she then asked if questions about the trigger tone. My tasks and tributes through the week, and even weeks before dominated our conversation through dinner, which did help calm me a lot. i did get a strong feel that she was extremely interested in BDSM although having never had the chance to be involved, or even gaining knowledge. We went right through our meal and even the after sushi jello without the topic really changing. Through this i got some interesting vibes from her, ranging from interested, to extremely interested, to aroused. Either way i did not get any negative feelings from her which made me think of what i should do later. i know i was feeling more adventurous as ideas were flowing to how i could take this up a notch.
After dinner i was taking "C" to go get some gelato when she decided to do something different. My attention was on telling her more about my BDSM ways and on the road when out of the blue i would hear my trigger tone coming from her phone. i stopped on the topic and was shocked. My mind shifted right to my vibrating butt plug, and to my surprise i fell into a small orgasm as i looked over at "C". She asked did it work, and i nodded, which made her laugh and giggle out. i pulled the car right away into an alley, and into a parking spot to a closed pizza place. i growled to her and she thought i was getting mad at her, but it was more a sexually charged aggression. She just made me get aroused beyond belief. i kissed her aggressively and groped her, which i could tell she was not used to, however through her nervousness i could tell she was loving it. My hands groped her through her dark red sweater, with my one hand groping under it eventually and my left hand sneaking to her black tights covered legs. We never moved from the driver and passenger seat as i decided to make this like a quickie for us. My hand reached its hand under her tights and i pressed 2 fingers to her slit. i felt it was completely soaked as i fingered her slow to start. i rubbed my finger and stroked faster as each few strokes went by. Her legs parted more as she squirmed in her seat. Her sounds were adorable and she made tiny high pitched moans that made me want to work harder on her. Eventually she would grip my arm and the door arm rest and squeal, cumming out to my fingering her. i pulled my hand up and began to suck her juices off my fingers, and i found she had some extremely tasty juices. i had to reach down for another finger full. i loved looking into her face as she looked like she was glowing. She was very embarrassed by how she looked although i thought her euphoric look was just plain gorgeous.
From there, once he recovered we did get our gelato and drive over to a beautiful view point to sit and enjoy our dessert. i could tell that she was a lot more open now than ever before. i learned that she had this little trick which i have only heard one other person was able to do. She said she could cum without anyone touching her, or using anything. She said all she needed to do was to cross her legs, have plenty of space so her legs and toes could stretch out and just concentrate hard. his really intrigued me, and gave me much hope that in time i will be able to cum just from hearing Beethoven's 5th Symphony. If She cum without anything, then i think if i conditioned myself fully i would be able to cum on just the trigger. i said to her of how i felt which made her happy as she said she liked the concept of this task. i did say i wanted to see her cum with her legs crossed which prompted me to driving to my place with her.
We made it to my place and walked to my door. We kissed as i pinned her to my door trying to open it without looking since my eyes were on her and my lips were busy kissing her. We made our way in and began to strip each other. Once we were both naked i pushed her to my bed and said i wanted to see her trick right now. As she sat there with her legs crossed i watched and slowly began to prepare myself, slipping on my we-vibe, leaving my butt plug inserted and then pulling on my 6 inch strap on dildo, not wanting it too big on my first time with her. As i did i began to put some lube on it and stroke it to spread my cinnamon scented lube along it. i kept my eyes on her as she crossed her legs and closed her eyes. i watched as her chest rose and dropped, i could see her definite arousal, and i was filled with intrigue to see her cum without her hands. Her hands laid to the side and gripped to the edge of the bed which i could tell was her spasms making her do it. i felt myself getting more aroused by watching her, it was a gorgeous sight. After a while i saw her legs straighten and her toes curl then she exploded into an orgasm, that was very similar to the one i induced in the car earlier.
As she finished i dove on her right away and pulled her up to the bed and away from the edge at the foot of the bed. My head dove right between her thighs as i licked and lapped at her juice covered pussy. i was in heaven, her scent was intoxicating and her taste was exquisite. i could tell she did not even come down fully from her own induced orgasm and was ready for more. My tongue squirmed all around side of her, then flicked, and even rolled around in small circles. Her orgasms made me want to make her cum even more. i kept wanting to eat her more as her sounds just made my body want to work harder. After a while though i did get a "fuck me, fuck me hard" coming from her lips, which sent me climbing up to kiss her lips and press the dildo into her soaked canal. i began to roll my hips so the strap on slid in and out of her. i kept the rhythm increasing steadily and my lips were permanently stuck to hers. We kept kissing, our lips only parting so we could moan more. With the vibrations of my butt plug and the we-vibe my body was going as crazy as her's, i knew we were both going to cum hard. i heard her saying she was close, and i did get a glimpse of her grabbing her cell phone from the the bed stand. i kept my pace increasing and as she said she was about to cum i see her pull the phone to her view and then i heard it, my trigger tone, and we both kissed hard. i knew it she was cumming and wanted me to cum too. We both came hard, as i collapsed on top of her, our lips connected in a deep kiss.
We spent a long while embraced and regaining ourselves. But our night was coming close to an end. She did stay long enough so i could do one pumping session in front of her before we went to my car so i could drive her home. The night absolutely ended when i was in front of her place. We kissed one last time and parted ways. She did say she really wanted to see me very soon. i watched as she entered her place and drove off happily that this date was a major success.
Sunday, 11 December 2011
Assignment for the 9th of December 2011
With Christmas around the corner and my Miss' tasks this week i have been running around like mad being busy. i'm going to post an update of all the news from this week, followed by my tasks for the week. i will describe my Friday being my culmination of all the new changes added by my Miss through the week.
First bit of news, at the beginning of the week i did ask my Miss if i could offer my collar to my beautiful tranny girl kelly. Miss Lindy kindly agreed, so by mid week, i announced to kelly of her ownership which made her extremely happy. i have given her 2 very playful and slutty tasks for her to accomplish in the next while, and hopefully posted in full on her blog. (http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/)
Secondly my task in trying to induce lactation has not resulted in any milk produced yet. However i have noticed my breasts and nipples getting a lot more sensitive. My breast size also has not changed too noticeably since i have been taking the daily regiment of capsules. On a funny note i have noticed my pee to smell more like maple syrup which is an effect of the fenugreek i am taking 3 times a day with the blessed thistle. Also another side effect i have noticed is that all the capsules i have been taking have left me feeling more tired and drowsy at different times, in case people wondered why it has taken me a while to get some of my blog entries off.
For those of you who were curious what happened to the young Asian girl i went out with named "C". No i did not abandon her, it was just a meeting. My Miss did ask that i try to meet up with her this weekend. i did make some calls Thursday and Friday and i will be seeing her on the weekend. What we will be up to, i do not know. est assured though i will be working hard to fuck her as per my Miss' orders. That also means what happens will be on my weekend "date" blog entry.
With Tuesday of this week i began to perform added "additions" to my Miss' tasks from last week. Describing my Friday, i woke up as usual and immediately going through the set routine i have had built into me. After my customary prayers to my Miss, i went to the washroom to go through my my cleaning regiment. At the end of my shower i went through my normal enema, but to end it off i did give myself a second full bag enema. This time though i went on to add my butt plug to hold it in as per my Miss' new additions to my already busy tasks. i was still very proud to be doing this task for Her. Following my events in the washroom i went to have my breakfast and my first set of pills that induce lactation. i did notice that i was squirming to hold in the enema as i am used to holding it in for longer periods than a few minutes any more. i used to do this a bit more a few months ago but recently i have been a bit more relaxed with my butt training as my Miss wanted me to give it some well deserved rest.
At the end of breakfast i went on to my timed breast pumping session. As i used the pump i reached my hand to my mound and began to finger myself as hard as possible, bringing myself to the edge of my orgasm within minutes, and maintaining that level for the duration of the 20 minutes of the pumping without cumming. My mind was on my body producing milk, and on my Miss. Thinking how i would please my Miss by creating plentiful high quality milk, and also keeping a portion of my mind on not pushing into my orgasm. i have noticed by now that all my orgasm control training has lead me to be a lot stronger on preventing accidental orgasms from passing without permission or from my trigger tune.
Once i was done my pumping session i did prepare to go to work. i continued to hold the enema in still through my entire drive to work as i have been doing everyday this week except for Monday. While i drove i did have slight distractions to start the week however through the earlier part of the week and subsides by Thursday. Once at work i would check my schedule and drop my things at my desk. From there i made my way to the handicap washroom that's been dubbed my "office". The first shift on Tuesday i did not perform this addition, however by Thursday i did begin to add this new task. Once in the washroom i went into my purse to produce my purple we-vibe and slide it into me. The 2 ends of this toy pressed to my g-spot and clitoris. With the remote i would set the toy on its 2nd setting before putting the remote away and making my way to my desk to start work.
i would go on to working for the first quarter of my shift while feeling the toy buzz against my 2 erogenous regions. i was very fortunate that Miss had me set it on the 2nd setting as it was a setting which i normally would not be able to cum on. It did however keep my mind on it, and with that a constant reminder of my Miss' control over me. However at the end of the 2 hour battery life of the toy i would make my way back to my "office" to complete the next step of my Miss' new additional tasks for this week. Removing the we-vibe, i would prepare myself by removing my butt plug and slowly expel the contents of the earlier enema. My right hand would travel between my thighs and i began to finger myself as hard as i could, my left hand would join in and massage my clit with as much strength as my right hand. This was a very odd feeling as i have never masturbated to the expulsion of an enema before Thursday and on this Friday. It was still a very foreign feeling to me that i was working hard to overcome. i knew it would just take a lot more practice to make this feel less foreign and odd. The only good thing of the odd feel was this helped in preventing any orgasms during my releasing of the contents. i was successful for 2 days of hard masturbation during the release of that day's enema. As i tried to catch my breath, before i put my clothes back on i would pull out one of my favorite old toys. Withdrawing from my bag my vibrating butt plug i slowly slipped it into my butt that was not free from the earlier butt plug and enema. Once in i did click the toy onto its lowest setting and leave it imbedded in my canal. As it buzzed away i put my clothes on and returned to work.
Eventually my lunch would come, which seemed like forever since i had the added distraction of my vibrating butt plug. Like i did all of last week i rushed through my lunch, even taking my set of capsules with it. Once my lunch was finished i picked up my bag and made my way back to the handicap washroom which i was feeling very acquainted with the last 2 days of the week. While inside i was going to accomplish the culmination of many tasks my Miss assigned that now all intersected. At lunch i was already doubling up my tasks, but for Thursday and Friday i got to tripling up my tasks for lunch. With the butt plug still buzzing away inside of me, i sat on the toilet and began to pump my breasts for my timed session at the middle point of my work shift. As promised before i would also begin to masturbate as i pumped myself. My mind was all over the place , as the extra arousal from the butt plug kept my mind running wild. i would keep floating from thoughts of my Miss, to thoughts of the weekend, then try to bring my mind back to the milk production. i did find myself saying in my mind i wanted to get some milk soon for my Miss. The extra arousal made me get to the edge of my orgasm extremely quickly so i was forced to hold back hard for most of the 20 minutes of my pumping. It felt torturous, and i wondered if my Miss had this all planned, getting me to wear the vibrating butt plug for the whole day knowing it would run into my doubled up lunch tasks. Actually i know She planned it that way. i had to bite my lower lip hard, i found muffled moans escaping my lips even with all my might to prevent myself from getting way too loud, especially at work. Soon my session came to an end, and i even went over my lunch period as the masturbation, the vibrating plug and my pumping all together distracted me more than enough that i lost track of time. i did get dressed and back to work being only 5 minutes late, which i do not think anyone even noticed.
The rest of my shift went by without much more than some distraction from the plug's vibrations. i left work a fair bit early and made it home in time to perform my end of work timed pumping session. As i did that and while i was making dinner i charged up my we-vibe. After my dinner i did go to work on my orgasm training which i had made some personal changes to so it would accelerate results. For about 10 days i have been working on getting myself to cum to my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony while on the we-vibe's 3rd setting. For today i went and placed it on the 2nd setting and sat there on my couch concentrating on it. My goal was that once i hear the tone i theoretically should be able to cum even though the toy is set on a level which my body would not be able to cum on with that alone. My only way to find out was through how my results would go today. i let my mind concentrate hard of feeling the vibrations, trying to intensify it a bit mentally. Then not even an hour in, maybe 40 minutes i would hear the tone to my surprise. Instantly i would say "yes", as i felt the success of an orgasm achieved through my trigger tone on a lower setting on the we-vibe. With this results i am going to keep going on level 2 for a long while, then move to the 1st level and eventually after that without the we-vibe at all. Thi is the ultimate outcome to help build me to cumming on the sound and without stimulus.
All in and all my week has been filled with tasks like my Friday, with that day having all the tasks and additions fully accomplished. i did feel positive about my orgasm control training which has gone on since October. i also felt very uneasy knowing my Miss will probably up the ante for next week, and with it drawing closer to Christmas i still need to finish shopping and getting my place ready for Christmas dinners. However even with how busy i am getting and my uneasy feel, i know that my heart and determination will keep me going strong for my Miss' love and affections.
First bit of news, at the beginning of the week i did ask my Miss if i could offer my collar to my beautiful tranny girl kelly. Miss Lindy kindly agreed, so by mid week, i announced to kelly of her ownership which made her extremely happy. i have given her 2 very playful and slutty tasks for her to accomplish in the next while, and hopefully posted in full on her blog. (http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/)
Secondly my task in trying to induce lactation has not resulted in any milk produced yet. However i have noticed my breasts and nipples getting a lot more sensitive. My breast size also has not changed too noticeably since i have been taking the daily regiment of capsules. On a funny note i have noticed my pee to smell more like maple syrup which is an effect of the fenugreek i am taking 3 times a day with the blessed thistle. Also another side effect i have noticed is that all the capsules i have been taking have left me feeling more tired and drowsy at different times, in case people wondered why it has taken me a while to get some of my blog entries off.
For those of you who were curious what happened to the young Asian girl i went out with named "C". No i did not abandon her, it was just a meeting. My Miss did ask that i try to meet up with her this weekend. i did make some calls Thursday and Friday and i will be seeing her on the weekend. What we will be up to, i do not know. est assured though i will be working hard to fuck her as per my Miss' orders. That also means what happens will be on my weekend "date" blog entry.
With Tuesday of this week i began to perform added "additions" to my Miss' tasks from last week. Describing my Friday, i woke up as usual and immediately going through the set routine i have had built into me. After my customary prayers to my Miss, i went to the washroom to go through my my cleaning regiment. At the end of my shower i went through my normal enema, but to end it off i did give myself a second full bag enema. This time though i went on to add my butt plug to hold it in as per my Miss' new additions to my already busy tasks. i was still very proud to be doing this task for Her. Following my events in the washroom i went to have my breakfast and my first set of pills that induce lactation. i did notice that i was squirming to hold in the enema as i am used to holding it in for longer periods than a few minutes any more. i used to do this a bit more a few months ago but recently i have been a bit more relaxed with my butt training as my Miss wanted me to give it some well deserved rest.
At the end of breakfast i went on to my timed breast pumping session. As i used the pump i reached my hand to my mound and began to finger myself as hard as possible, bringing myself to the edge of my orgasm within minutes, and maintaining that level for the duration of the 20 minutes of the pumping without cumming. My mind was on my body producing milk, and on my Miss. Thinking how i would please my Miss by creating plentiful high quality milk, and also keeping a portion of my mind on not pushing into my orgasm. i have noticed by now that all my orgasm control training has lead me to be a lot stronger on preventing accidental orgasms from passing without permission or from my trigger tune.
Once i was done my pumping session i did prepare to go to work. i continued to hold the enema in still through my entire drive to work as i have been doing everyday this week except for Monday. While i drove i did have slight distractions to start the week however through the earlier part of the week and subsides by Thursday. Once at work i would check my schedule and drop my things at my desk. From there i made my way to the handicap washroom that's been dubbed my "office". The first shift on Tuesday i did not perform this addition, however by Thursday i did begin to add this new task. Once in the washroom i went into my purse to produce my purple we-vibe and slide it into me. The 2 ends of this toy pressed to my g-spot and clitoris. With the remote i would set the toy on its 2nd setting before putting the remote away and making my way to my desk to start work.
i would go on to working for the first quarter of my shift while feeling the toy buzz against my 2 erogenous regions. i was very fortunate that Miss had me set it on the 2nd setting as it was a setting which i normally would not be able to cum on. It did however keep my mind on it, and with that a constant reminder of my Miss' control over me. However at the end of the 2 hour battery life of the toy i would make my way back to my "office" to complete the next step of my Miss' new additional tasks for this week. Removing the we-vibe, i would prepare myself by removing my butt plug and slowly expel the contents of the earlier enema. My right hand would travel between my thighs and i began to finger myself as hard as i could, my left hand would join in and massage my clit with as much strength as my right hand. This was a very odd feeling as i have never masturbated to the expulsion of an enema before Thursday and on this Friday. It was still a very foreign feeling to me that i was working hard to overcome. i knew it would just take a lot more practice to make this feel less foreign and odd. The only good thing of the odd feel was this helped in preventing any orgasms during my releasing of the contents. i was successful for 2 days of hard masturbation during the release of that day's enema. As i tried to catch my breath, before i put my clothes back on i would pull out one of my favorite old toys. Withdrawing from my bag my vibrating butt plug i slowly slipped it into my butt that was not free from the earlier butt plug and enema. Once in i did click the toy onto its lowest setting and leave it imbedded in my canal. As it buzzed away i put my clothes on and returned to work.
Eventually my lunch would come, which seemed like forever since i had the added distraction of my vibrating butt plug. Like i did all of last week i rushed through my lunch, even taking my set of capsules with it. Once my lunch was finished i picked up my bag and made my way back to the handicap washroom which i was feeling very acquainted with the last 2 days of the week. While inside i was going to accomplish the culmination of many tasks my Miss assigned that now all intersected. At lunch i was already doubling up my tasks, but for Thursday and Friday i got to tripling up my tasks for lunch. With the butt plug still buzzing away inside of me, i sat on the toilet and began to pump my breasts for my timed session at the middle point of my work shift. As promised before i would also begin to masturbate as i pumped myself. My mind was all over the place , as the extra arousal from the butt plug kept my mind running wild. i would keep floating from thoughts of my Miss, to thoughts of the weekend, then try to bring my mind back to the milk production. i did find myself saying in my mind i wanted to get some milk soon for my Miss. The extra arousal made me get to the edge of my orgasm extremely quickly so i was forced to hold back hard for most of the 20 minutes of my pumping. It felt torturous, and i wondered if my Miss had this all planned, getting me to wear the vibrating butt plug for the whole day knowing it would run into my doubled up lunch tasks. Actually i know She planned it that way. i had to bite my lower lip hard, i found muffled moans escaping my lips even with all my might to prevent myself from getting way too loud, especially at work. Soon my session came to an end, and i even went over my lunch period as the masturbation, the vibrating plug and my pumping all together distracted me more than enough that i lost track of time. i did get dressed and back to work being only 5 minutes late, which i do not think anyone even noticed.
The rest of my shift went by without much more than some distraction from the plug's vibrations. i left work a fair bit early and made it home in time to perform my end of work timed pumping session. As i did that and while i was making dinner i charged up my we-vibe. After my dinner i did go to work on my orgasm training which i had made some personal changes to so it would accelerate results. For about 10 days i have been working on getting myself to cum to my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony while on the we-vibe's 3rd setting. For today i went and placed it on the 2nd setting and sat there on my couch concentrating on it. My goal was that once i hear the tone i theoretically should be able to cum even though the toy is set on a level which my body would not be able to cum on with that alone. My only way to find out was through how my results would go today. i let my mind concentrate hard of feeling the vibrations, trying to intensify it a bit mentally. Then not even an hour in, maybe 40 minutes i would hear the tone to my surprise. Instantly i would say "yes", as i felt the success of an orgasm achieved through my trigger tone on a lower setting on the we-vibe. With this results i am going to keep going on level 2 for a long while, then move to the 1st level and eventually after that without the we-vibe at all. Thi is the ultimate outcome to help build me to cumming on the sound and without stimulus.
All in and all my week has been filled with tasks like my Friday, with that day having all the tasks and additions fully accomplished. i did feel positive about my orgasm control training which has gone on since October. i also felt very uneasy knowing my Miss will probably up the ante for next week, and with it drawing closer to Christmas i still need to finish shopping and getting my place ready for Christmas dinners. However even with how busy i am getting and my uneasy feel, i know that my heart and determination will keep me going strong for my Miss' love and affections.
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
Assignment for the 3rd of December 2011
After my eventful first week back with my Miss, i was very much looking forward to my first weekend assignment since Her return. i was a little worried and nervous over how much She wanted from me. i actually thought She was going to ease Her way back into being my Domme, but knowing Her well i should have expected Her to give out such busy and event filled tasks. My Saturday started in the afternoon much like it did every other day this week. Waking from my slumber i knelt by my bed to do my prayers and thoughts to my Miss. Following that i did my usual activities in the washroom, which ended with my beginning of the day enema. After finishing with the washroom i made myself a bagel and oatmeal (which i read was good for milk production). Along with my meal came a set of my capsules i take that help produce milk, and better the quality. The rest of my morning was pretty much used to get myself all prepared to go through my busy "date" day. At that time i also went through a breast pumping, and masturbation session.
My Miss' task She gave me at the start of the week to work on was to find potential new female "play" partners so my lesbian side does not go forgotten with my recent hunger for cock. i did have 2 potential suitors that i had met (even documented in my past entries), however one of the suitors seemed to have moved on and found herself someone else. i did wind up meeting the other one as she seemed eager get more acquainted. Around 12:30 i did drive out to a coffee shop to meet my date. Lets call her "C", she was the young Asian girl i met at the mall (during my diaper training week) who gave me a very "interested" vibe. Walking into the coffee shop i saw her instantly at the corner. Walking up i greeted her with a hug and a smile. We ordered coffee and just sat there talking about random things, just using this time to get to know each other. i did find out that she was 20 and going to school to become a nurse, and she was indeed bi. We both made comments about the feeling we both gave off. i found her personality to be very perky, energetic and open. i did find myself enjoying her cute giggles. After a while i suggested we should go out for a walk around so we could talk more. i wanted to get out from the confines of the coffee shop so i could try to see how kinky she could be. i was thinking of the best way to bring it up when i just finally decided to tell her of my interests in BDSM, how i am involved in the lifestyle and my collar to my Miss. She was not as shocked as i thought, although a bit surprised. She did appreciate the openness. i even told her how the first time i met her i was actually performing a task for my Miss. We did have some moments of awkwardness where i could not judge her reactions, but after a while she started asking me about different aspects. She did not have a great understanding of what BDSM was and how it was different from bondage in general. This actually turned into quite a long topic, where we went over different aspects, i told her more of the things i liked and the things i had done. She did comment on how normal i looked, and my response was that everyone in the lifestyle is normal in a sense. Anyone could be interested in the lifestyle. Also she could have known people within the lifestyle without even knowing it as they may have hidden it extremely well.
We did finish up our walk and make it back to the coffee shop where my car was. i did offer to drive her home as i found out that she took the bus there. On our drive to her place we didn't really converse much about BDSM but more on each others' personal interests. Once at her place i did ask her if i had shocked her too badly, which she assured me not and that she would love to see me again. i know my Miss wanted me to try to fuck her, however i did not think i should have scared her too much but instead gauge her as a potential play partner. i do think she seemed open enough for it, but lacked experience or knowledge which i know i could provide. We did hug, kiss each other on the cheek and part ways until next weekend, that is if we are free.
i made my way home to get re-changed and go through my timed pumping session, which of course is now added with a masturbation session. i did try to keep my mind on the milk production but i did find that it wandered a bit to my task later in the evening. However this task did go through as usual as they have grown the past week, even with the masturbation. i had not cum all day, and even during this session i was able to resist for me Miss' wishes. i spent the next few hours preparing myself for the evening, making sure "K" was still on and deciding what to wear. With the nights being rather cold, i decided on my heels and jeans with a black revealing top. On top of that i went with a black jacket.
i drove out to meet with my tranny friend "K" and to leave my car at her place. We shared a cab to the club by around 10:30 and made our way in. i did have to say i thought "K" looked great tonight in her red dress. We wasted little time after making it in, and after checking in out coats. We went to the bar and bought 2 drinks each, finding a table to sit at and sip our drinks. We talked, and i took the time to survey out potential suitors that would fulfill my Miss' task requirements. It wasn't until after an hour of being there until i saw the perfect suitor. My Miss wished for me to find a fat girl and show her the time of her life. There she was wearing a red top, fishnets and a black skirt. i found her to be rather pretty, considering. She was there with a skinnier blonde girl who was in all black. i did hear "K" comment about her friend, so "K" and i made plans to go out to meet them on the dance floor when we saw them go out there.
It wasn't long until i saw them make their way to a corner of the dance floor, so we gave a minute before "K" and i made our way to them and began to dance with them. We were greeted warmly with a smile and a "hi". We spent some time dancing with each other and chit chatting. After a while we made our way to the bar for more drinks and floated from the bar to a table to the dance floor then repeated that a few times throughout the evening. The girl i was working on to fulfill my task with i shall call "T", and we were fairly flirty with each other, and even more so with the more alcohol consumed. What i loved most about this was that "K" was really getting flirty with "T's friend too, which i found adorable. We kept dancing and drinking the night away, until near about a half an hour from closing time.
We all left the club at the same time and was hailing cabs. "K" and i arranged that we were actually going to leave separately as i was going to leave with my new BBW friend "T". i did wish "K" the best night and wished her a wild fuck. My cab wild i did not remember too much from besides a lot of talking. i remeber finding out that she was 26, and was mostly Latina.
The ride only took about 15 minutes, but at her place we kept on drinking and talking more, and even got really close so i could sit on her lap so we could kiss a bit. After some kissing she said to level with her and with much confidence she said she found it hard to believe i would leave the club with a girl who looked like her. Especially since i look like this, which i tried to brush off. She kept saying there must have been a motive, and i eventually had to spill the beans about my Miss and the task to be with a fat girl. She did seem slightly annoyed with the task, but she responded with what i thought was an odd question. She asked if i used to have any heavier friends in high school which i responded no. Then she asked if i used to make fun of them, which i blushed and did nod. i received a "thought so", as she got up. i really thought she was going to kick me out of her place, and i grew nervous. However instead she grabbed by hair and began to pull me to her room.
She tossed me on her bed and began to pull my clothes off of me, with of course me not even resisting. Once i was naked she went to her drawer and pulled out lengths of rope to my surprise. She began to tie my arms and legs to each according bed post until i was fully immobilized. She said that i was not going to give her the time of her life, but instead she was going to take it. She stripped off her clothes and went over to straddle my face and demanded i begin to eat her out. i did not waste a second as i felt her wright press to my face and upper torso. i was actually feeling rather smothered but i kept using my mouth and tongue to perform on her. All the while i kept thinking of her questioning and how now i am eating her out. Through this time she kept talking to me, telling me i'm a slut and how the tables have turned. From being the one to torment the fat girls to now being the one who is being humiliated by one. i was blushing heavy yet i did not dare stop tongue fucking her. i did feel as if it was revenge for every more obese girl i made fun of when i was younger, which wasn't a lot, but i do remember one poor girl who i am sorry for now. i did kind of use this for reparations. After a while i did get her to orgasm, but this was just the first one. i was not allowed to stop, just to slow down. She now started a new action of slapping my pussy, over and over again, using it like a remote control. She told me to use my mouth and tongue to match her speed and strength of the slaps. As they increased in speed and strength i kept squealing and fucking her more, unable to do much more. She kept on verbally degrading me saying how i am now not even fit to tongue a fat girl like her. Its weird, most girls that are heavier like her are low on confidence, yet she was one who was very confident about herself. Did give me a feeling maybe this was not her first time, or maybe she was already in the lifestyle, or even more a Mistress already. i did not know and right now i was in no position to ask. Whenever i did begin to waver on my eating her out, she began to slap me more, and even clenching her body and legs against my head more so i had a way harder time breathing. Using that to motivate me to work harder. i think an hour to an hour and a half passed and i brought her to orgasm 4 times, with myself going through 0 orgasms. My whole body was soaked in sweat, with my face and upper torso being drenched in sweat and a mix if her juices. i swear i must have glistened in the light.
i was not done yet though, she reached back into her drawer and pulled out a giant dildo and a vibrator saying that it was about time i earned an orgasm. She took her place again at straddling my face facing my body. This time though she reached across and shoved the dildo hard into me, causing me to groan to her roughness. She began to give me hard full thrusts that hit the back of my pussy and against my cervix in every thrust. i kept groaning as she literally fucked me with this plastic toy. i tried to keep mouthing her pussy, but her fucking me with the dildo did distract me at times. When i stopped for too long i would feel her hand slap at my skin until i began again. After a while i found the feel of the vibrator against my clit which made my body go insane, yet i could not cum. i brought her to another orgasm well before i even got to the edge of my orgasm, yet it felt almost foreign for me to cum. She fucked me for i think an hour with me bringing her to 3 total orgasms until i heard my phone go off on the counter of her desk. i knew it must have been "K" checking up on me as i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th and i exploded into a huge orgasm. i shuddered and screamed as i came hard. i came so hard it actually wiped me out and knocked me out for the night as i don't remember anything after this until morning when i woke up to being tied still and being cuddled with by "T".
In the morning i was untied and we chatted slightly. i didn't even shower as i wanted to go home smelling the funk of being a slut. We traded phone numbers as i awaited "K" to come get me and take me home. During the ride i did still feel the humiliation of being with "T". i admit i was not really physically attracted to her, although i found her to be pretty. i think the most attraction i got the whole night was feeling the humiliation. However i know this was all for the love of my Miss.
My Miss' task She gave me at the start of the week to work on was to find potential new female "play" partners so my lesbian side does not go forgotten with my recent hunger for cock. i did have 2 potential suitors that i had met (even documented in my past entries), however one of the suitors seemed to have moved on and found herself someone else. i did wind up meeting the other one as she seemed eager get more acquainted. Around 12:30 i did drive out to a coffee shop to meet my date. Lets call her "C", she was the young Asian girl i met at the mall (during my diaper training week) who gave me a very "interested" vibe. Walking into the coffee shop i saw her instantly at the corner. Walking up i greeted her with a hug and a smile. We ordered coffee and just sat there talking about random things, just using this time to get to know each other. i did find out that she was 20 and going to school to become a nurse, and she was indeed bi. We both made comments about the feeling we both gave off. i found her personality to be very perky, energetic and open. i did find myself enjoying her cute giggles. After a while i suggested we should go out for a walk around so we could talk more. i wanted to get out from the confines of the coffee shop so i could try to see how kinky she could be. i was thinking of the best way to bring it up when i just finally decided to tell her of my interests in BDSM, how i am involved in the lifestyle and my collar to my Miss. She was not as shocked as i thought, although a bit surprised. She did appreciate the openness. i even told her how the first time i met her i was actually performing a task for my Miss. We did have some moments of awkwardness where i could not judge her reactions, but after a while she started asking me about different aspects. She did not have a great understanding of what BDSM was and how it was different from bondage in general. This actually turned into quite a long topic, where we went over different aspects, i told her more of the things i liked and the things i had done. She did comment on how normal i looked, and my response was that everyone in the lifestyle is normal in a sense. Anyone could be interested in the lifestyle. Also she could have known people within the lifestyle without even knowing it as they may have hidden it extremely well.
We did finish up our walk and make it back to the coffee shop where my car was. i did offer to drive her home as i found out that she took the bus there. On our drive to her place we didn't really converse much about BDSM but more on each others' personal interests. Once at her place i did ask her if i had shocked her too badly, which she assured me not and that she would love to see me again. i know my Miss wanted me to try to fuck her, however i did not think i should have scared her too much but instead gauge her as a potential play partner. i do think she seemed open enough for it, but lacked experience or knowledge which i know i could provide. We did hug, kiss each other on the cheek and part ways until next weekend, that is if we are free.
i made my way home to get re-changed and go through my timed pumping session, which of course is now added with a masturbation session. i did try to keep my mind on the milk production but i did find that it wandered a bit to my task later in the evening. However this task did go through as usual as they have grown the past week, even with the masturbation. i had not cum all day, and even during this session i was able to resist for me Miss' wishes. i spent the next few hours preparing myself for the evening, making sure "K" was still on and deciding what to wear. With the nights being rather cold, i decided on my heels and jeans with a black revealing top. On top of that i went with a black jacket.
i drove out to meet with my tranny friend "K" and to leave my car at her place. We shared a cab to the club by around 10:30 and made our way in. i did have to say i thought "K" looked great tonight in her red dress. We wasted little time after making it in, and after checking in out coats. We went to the bar and bought 2 drinks each, finding a table to sit at and sip our drinks. We talked, and i took the time to survey out potential suitors that would fulfill my Miss' task requirements. It wasn't until after an hour of being there until i saw the perfect suitor. My Miss wished for me to find a fat girl and show her the time of her life. There she was wearing a red top, fishnets and a black skirt. i found her to be rather pretty, considering. She was there with a skinnier blonde girl who was in all black. i did hear "K" comment about her friend, so "K" and i made plans to go out to meet them on the dance floor when we saw them go out there.
It wasn't long until i saw them make their way to a corner of the dance floor, so we gave a minute before "K" and i made our way to them and began to dance with them. We were greeted warmly with a smile and a "hi". We spent some time dancing with each other and chit chatting. After a while we made our way to the bar for more drinks and floated from the bar to a table to the dance floor then repeated that a few times throughout the evening. The girl i was working on to fulfill my task with i shall call "T", and we were fairly flirty with each other, and even more so with the more alcohol consumed. What i loved most about this was that "K" was really getting flirty with "T's friend too, which i found adorable. We kept dancing and drinking the night away, until near about a half an hour from closing time.
We all left the club at the same time and was hailing cabs. "K" and i arranged that we were actually going to leave separately as i was going to leave with my new BBW friend "T". i did wish "K" the best night and wished her a wild fuck. My cab wild i did not remember too much from besides a lot of talking. i remeber finding out that she was 26, and was mostly Latina.
She tossed me on her bed and began to pull my clothes off of me, with of course me not even resisting. Once i was naked she went to her drawer and pulled out lengths of rope to my surprise. She began to tie my arms and legs to each according bed post until i was fully immobilized. She said that i was not going to give her the time of her life, but instead she was going to take it. She stripped off her clothes and went over to straddle my face and demanded i begin to eat her out. i did not waste a second as i felt her wright press to my face and upper torso. i was actually feeling rather smothered but i kept using my mouth and tongue to perform on her. All the while i kept thinking of her questioning and how now i am eating her out. Through this time she kept talking to me, telling me i'm a slut and how the tables have turned. From being the one to torment the fat girls to now being the one who is being humiliated by one. i was blushing heavy yet i did not dare stop tongue fucking her. i did feel as if it was revenge for every more obese girl i made fun of when i was younger, which wasn't a lot, but i do remember one poor girl who i am sorry for now. i did kind of use this for reparations. After a while i did get her to orgasm, but this was just the first one. i was not allowed to stop, just to slow down. She now started a new action of slapping my pussy, over and over again, using it like a remote control. She told me to use my mouth and tongue to match her speed and strength of the slaps. As they increased in speed and strength i kept squealing and fucking her more, unable to do much more. She kept on verbally degrading me saying how i am now not even fit to tongue a fat girl like her. Its weird, most girls that are heavier like her are low on confidence, yet she was one who was very confident about herself. Did give me a feeling maybe this was not her first time, or maybe she was already in the lifestyle, or even more a Mistress already. i did not know and right now i was in no position to ask. Whenever i did begin to waver on my eating her out, she began to slap me more, and even clenching her body and legs against my head more so i had a way harder time breathing. Using that to motivate me to work harder. i think an hour to an hour and a half passed and i brought her to orgasm 4 times, with myself going through 0 orgasms. My whole body was soaked in sweat, with my face and upper torso being drenched in sweat and a mix if her juices. i swear i must have glistened in the light.
i was not done yet though, she reached back into her drawer and pulled out a giant dildo and a vibrator saying that it was about time i earned an orgasm. She took her place again at straddling my face facing my body. This time though she reached across and shoved the dildo hard into me, causing me to groan to her roughness. She began to give me hard full thrusts that hit the back of my pussy and against my cervix in every thrust. i kept groaning as she literally fucked me with this plastic toy. i tried to keep mouthing her pussy, but her fucking me with the dildo did distract me at times. When i stopped for too long i would feel her hand slap at my skin until i began again. After a while i found the feel of the vibrator against my clit which made my body go insane, yet i could not cum. i brought her to another orgasm well before i even got to the edge of my orgasm, yet it felt almost foreign for me to cum. She fucked me for i think an hour with me bringing her to 3 total orgasms until i heard my phone go off on the counter of her desk. i knew it must have been "K" checking up on me as i heard my trigger tone of Beethoven's 5th and i exploded into a huge orgasm. i shuddered and screamed as i came hard. i came so hard it actually wiped me out and knocked me out for the night as i don't remember anything after this until morning when i woke up to being tied still and being cuddled with by "T".
In the morning i was untied and we chatted slightly. i didn't even shower as i wanted to go home smelling the funk of being a slut. We traded phone numbers as i awaited "K" to come get me and take me home. During the ride i did still feel the humiliation of being with "T". i admit i was not really physically attracted to her, although i found her to be pretty. i think the most attraction i got the whole night was feeling the humiliation. However i know this was all for the love of my Miss.
Sunday, 4 December 2011
Assignment for the 2nd of December 2011
From my start of the week until now i have gone through a routine i have been trying to set all through this week. Some changes were made, and some additions were added. My Friday began as i have been all week, waking up and praying by the foot of my bed. Thinking of Her, the tasks i had ahead then of my outlook with the results of all the training. After that i did make my way to the washroom so i could go through getting ready, washing and going through my first enema of the day. At the end of the week i was still very happy to be doing the enemas again, not even missing using the toilet for my #2's. Once completed all my tasks in the washroom i went on to making a breakfast of bacon and eggs, and had my pills for the day. Taking the blessed thistle, fenugreek and the marshmallow root capsules then making sure i packed the pills so i could take at work. My morning routine has not really differed much than usual besides the addition of the capsules and the re-addition of my enemas. The last thing i did before leaving for work, and putting on my clothes happen to be the biggest change to my whole morning routine. Needing to devote at least 20 minutes, preferably 30 i got out my breast pump. With the pump turned on and against my breasts, i let them work their magic before i began my other half of the task. My Miss loved my Monday report so much She decided to make my tasks doubled up. With the breast pump activated, being held with one arm, my free right hand reached down and pressed my fingers to my mound. My fingers massaging and stroking my clit and pussy. Now every time i use the breast pumps i must masturbate as per Her orders. i kept my mind on my milk production, and how it was for my Miss. Envisioning the milk production and the outcome. Hearing from some websites that my mind should be focused on the milk production mentally helps to produce better milk i did keep my mind on that, with the masturbation serving as a distraction. i felt this was a good way to keep my mind strong and what is important during this task, my Miss and the milk production. i was able to get to that edge of my orgasm within a few minutes, but i did resist the orgasm through the duration of the 20 minute pumping session. i know my Miss preferred me to only cum when i hear the tone of Beethoven's 5th. The time eventually came and i stopped without cumming. After a short rest i did pack up, get dressed and head on out to work.
At work it was all pretty smooth sailing, working my normal routine. i have gotten into a groove of being more professional at work so i could conceal my more kinky nature behind closed doors, not wanting anyone to even suspect me. Just the thought of being discovered makes me blush of embarrassment. i kind of want to be caught yet i know it would be bad and know i cannot be for my own safety. i worked like i do normally until my lunch period. Through the week i was able to work out that at lunch i am to rush through my meal so i can perform my mid shift breast pump. For Friday i munched down a quick salad with my cranberry juice then rushed to my "office" at the handicap washroom. While there i repeated my actions from before work with stripping and taking out my breast pump. However unlike the morning, i began a routine from Thursday of using my purple we-vibe while i was using the pump. With it inserted i started it and let it buzz me towards the edge of my orgasm while i had the pump sucking against my nipples. As i bit my lower lip i kept going over thoughts of producing milk for my Miss and on the production of the great quality milk to impress my Miss. Last week i was not doing any tasks and now this week i was already being overwhelmed by tasks. i found myself eager to please. i resisted cumming once more even though i reached the edge of my orgasm within 2 minutes of my pumping/ masturbation session. i did have to concentrate hard on my thoughts of lactation and holding off the orgasm. Not to mention keeping track of time so i was not late returning from my break. i did finish up at the 15 minute mark so i had time to pack up get dressed and compose myself. i had not cum, nor had i produced any milk yet.
i did make it back to my desk on time and finished up my shift without any problems. However once my shift finished i did get into my car and start driving. i did decide for Friday to make a minor stop at a secluded parking spot to a closed store. i slipped my we vibe under my sweat pants and into me, pressing the ends against my g-spot and my clit. i turned on the we-vibe and then pulled up my shirt so i could use my pump for my after shift pumping session. i did blush a bit, knowing this was the most public i have been with my pumping, and there was minor risks of being caught. i did try to keep it out of my mind as i knew my thoughts shouldbe on the milk, and my body's production of it. This session was very much like my earlier one, with my body going to the edge of the orgasm and myself forcing it from going over. i kept there for the duration of 20 minutes, although it felt like an hour.
i did make it home intact and went through my night not doing much besides watching TV and making myself a soup and sandwich to have. As i ate i did charge up the we-vibe and text "K" with an instruction to message me within the next 2 hours (the life span of the vibe's charge), i was trying an experiment with the vibe. With it set on the 3rd setting which was the lowest setting in which the toy could get my body to orgasm. My goal was by next week i wanted to get it so i was cumming by the trigger tone on level 2, then the week after on level 1 and then after that lets hope i can cum on just the tone alone. i must have been a site sitting on my couch, legs spread with both my hands massaging my breasts. i did get the trigger tone about an hour and 40 minutes into my masturbation session and i came hard and immediately at hearing the tone showing me that at level 3 i was able to cum right on command. It did feel great to finally cum for the first and only time this day. Knowing my experiment was a success. i did hope my Miss would be proud of the results.
i was pretty exhausted and did not manage much more for the night besides one more pump/ masturbation session. At the end of it i began writing the entry for my Miss and fell asleep in the process. This post does show how my week ended, and how my routine is shaping up to be.
At work it was all pretty smooth sailing, working my normal routine. i have gotten into a groove of being more professional at work so i could conceal my more kinky nature behind closed doors, not wanting anyone to even suspect me. Just the thought of being discovered makes me blush of embarrassment. i kind of want to be caught yet i know it would be bad and know i cannot be for my own safety. i worked like i do normally until my lunch period. Through the week i was able to work out that at lunch i am to rush through my meal so i can perform my mid shift breast pump. For Friday i munched down a quick salad with my cranberry juice then rushed to my "office" at the handicap washroom. While there i repeated my actions from before work with stripping and taking out my breast pump. However unlike the morning, i began a routine from Thursday of using my purple we-vibe while i was using the pump. With it inserted i started it and let it buzz me towards the edge of my orgasm while i had the pump sucking against my nipples. As i bit my lower lip i kept going over thoughts of producing milk for my Miss and on the production of the great quality milk to impress my Miss. Last week i was not doing any tasks and now this week i was already being overwhelmed by tasks. i found myself eager to please. i resisted cumming once more even though i reached the edge of my orgasm within 2 minutes of my pumping/ masturbation session. i did have to concentrate hard on my thoughts of lactation and holding off the orgasm. Not to mention keeping track of time so i was not late returning from my break. i did finish up at the 15 minute mark so i had time to pack up get dressed and compose myself. i had not cum, nor had i produced any milk yet.
i did make it back to my desk on time and finished up my shift without any problems. However once my shift finished i did get into my car and start driving. i did decide for Friday to make a minor stop at a secluded parking spot to a closed store. i slipped my we vibe under my sweat pants and into me, pressing the ends against my g-spot and my clit. i turned on the we-vibe and then pulled up my shirt so i could use my pump for my after shift pumping session. i did blush a bit, knowing this was the most public i have been with my pumping, and there was minor risks of being caught. i did try to keep it out of my mind as i knew my thoughts shouldbe on the milk, and my body's production of it. This session was very much like my earlier one, with my body going to the edge of the orgasm and myself forcing it from going over. i kept there for the duration of 20 minutes, although it felt like an hour.
i did make it home intact and went through my night not doing much besides watching TV and making myself a soup and sandwich to have. As i ate i did charge up the we-vibe and text "K" with an instruction to message me within the next 2 hours (the life span of the vibe's charge), i was trying an experiment with the vibe. With it set on the 3rd setting which was the lowest setting in which the toy could get my body to orgasm. My goal was by next week i wanted to get it so i was cumming by the trigger tone on level 2, then the week after on level 1 and then after that lets hope i can cum on just the tone alone. i must have been a site sitting on my couch, legs spread with both my hands massaging my breasts. i did get the trigger tone about an hour and 40 minutes into my masturbation session and i came hard and immediately at hearing the tone showing me that at level 3 i was able to cum right on command. It did feel great to finally cum for the first and only time this day. Knowing my experiment was a success. i did hope my Miss would be proud of the results.
i was pretty exhausted and did not manage much more for the night besides one more pump/ masturbation session. At the end of it i began writing the entry for my Miss and fell asleep in the process. This post does show how my week ended, and how my routine is shaping up to be.
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