Thoughts for the 5th of September 2011

For the last few weeks i have been in contact with a transsexual girl from Germany whom i have taken into considerations. i do call her a "she" as i find her a gorgeous, sweet cute little thing. The first thing that drew me to her was that she looked 100% female, with a good sense of what looks good and sexy on her. We first met on fetlife, and began chatting back and forth with small talk. Her want to serve was very evident, and it reminded me of my want to serve my Miss. From there i did add her to my messenger and we began to get to know each other better, and eventually i brought out the idea of possibly taking her under my collar, which my Miss has entertained the notion. For a submissive to have another submissive under her. So far i have brought this up to two people and both have found it to be very arousing, to feel like an even lower submissive. Much like i had to do for my Miss, i tasked this girl to give me a detailed message all about herself, her history, her sexual history and her fantasies. i do admit i was a bit disappointed at the details of it, but i did think that it was a first try and that i felt she had potential. When i spoke to her next i did ask a few more things from her, and also asking her to write with more detail. She did respond with the part 2 which she took a lot more time with and did show with a lot more effort. The effort alone showed me how much she was willing to improve herself, which is a major plus for her. She gave me more than enough information about her past, including many of her darker aspects, which i know pained her. Her second e-mail with details of her impressed me enough that i have began giving her small tasks to ease herself into being under my reign. The first real task i have given her to perform was to use a vibrator in her butt and to masturbate while doing so. She was also to do this at work in the washroom before she was allowed to go home, which she accomplished with much enthusiasm. i was impressed with the task that i assigned it to her for an entire week with the goal of her improving her time before ejaculation. i do understand for a transsexual who used hormones that it is hard, but i did feel that with enough practice at least the time could improve. She informed me in a message that she has successfully improved her time to 10 minutes before ejaculating which really made me happy, as it had gone drastically down from 30 minutes. This really made me proud of her, and shows me her want to constantly make me happy, and to improve herself for me. Even before this good news i allowed her to message my Miss in an attempt to impress Her. In response my Miss was pleased with her manners, and kindness. This little transsexual slut has now a lot going in her favor, now only time will tell if she can up her game enough to earn her full collar. Who knows maybe in time she will have her own blog up and detail the things i assign to her. The only unfortunate part, besides the distance is that she has been very busy with lots of work lately which has slowed her development, which i really hope to improve upon when her work slows down and she has more time. i am looking forward to working with her more, and slowly building her up. As my Miss said to her, she better be a good sub to me, or my Miss will be angry with her (which made me near cry from how sweet my Miss is). i don't think my Miss will have to worry, as all i have seen so far is a sweet one who is more than willing to better herself and serve in many means. i know i do have a few things in stock for her, and maybe shortly i will have to chronicle a few of those things for m,y blog followers. Until we progress further please do wish this little slut and i well and much luck as we see if we have a future together.