Friday, 16 September 2011

Assignment for the 15th of September 2011

Synopsis:
i self tasked myself to perform the tasks from yesterday with some slight variations. My theme for the variations was "to up the ante".

Assignment:
To start today i was a little lost. i did not know really what my day was going to be like. i was hoping for my Miss to leave me instructions for what to do, but was a bit disappointed to not see any. i did take some time thinking of what i should do for the day. i did feel that if i did do nothing then i might have disappointed Her, so i did know i had to do something. Like before, i thought of doing the same task again from yesterday, but with some minor variations. With this set i went on to the washroom to prepare myself. i decided that i would slide the catheter back into myself after a while now without it. My Miss was saying She thought it should be back on soon, so i thought i would jump the gun. My Miss was discussing the bag attachment as well, but for now i decided to wait for Her to instruct it, and just go with the catheter. Once it was inserted i went on to shower, and following that i went with an extra big enema today. Usually i would do one full liter, but today i added an extra liter as to push myself more.
Finishing up, i packed my bag with the appropriate items for my day, then slipped into a pair of jeans and a black sleeveless top. Grabbing my lunch, and making sure to grab my 1 liter bottle of water i left for work. My drive left me some time to think about my task, which i was unable to do too much of when i woke. i wanted my Miss proud of me, and i know if i go on with my tasks like yesterday then She will be. She had said before She was proud of the way i could manage myself. i do attribute a lot of it to my experiences as a Domme before, and a lot to my Miss' molding of me.
Making it to work with plenty of time to spare, i dropped my things off at my desk and made my way to my "office". Slipping into the handicap washroom i locked myself in. Stripping my clothes off i would fold them neatly and leave them aside. i sat to the toilet and opened the catheter end so i could release what i had built up so far. After i slipped to a kneel on the ground with my back straight. i parted my thighs, taking out my vibrating butt plug from my bag, i turned in onto its lowest setting and slipped it into my butt slowly, using only my own saliva as lubricant. With it vibrating away i took note of the time and used my 2 hands to my mound. With my right hand thrusting my index and middle fingers in and out of my pussy, and my left hand's thumb, index and middle fingers kneading my clit through the tips. With my eyes closed i kept my mind focused on thoughts of my Miss. i daydreamed of Her standing there watching me intently, walking circles around me, judging my every little action. i went to the edge of my orgasm right as the 5 minute mark hit and i stopped masturbating. Straightening up, i regained my composure, washed up then got dressed.
My whole shift was luckily behind my desk working the phones. Through the day i did feel the vibrations from my plug. Using them as gentle reminders of my devotion to my Miss. i did time my next time i had to empty my catheter with my 2nd tribute of the day for my Miss. As i timed my 3rd tribute, and catheter release for my lunch break. Each tribute i felt myself getting to the edge of my climax faster. It was weird i did have feeling of being like a robot. With my Miss setting me with specific times for everything.
After my third tribute during my lunch break i did turn the vibrating butt plug up to the medium setting, so i could up my own humiliation, and raise my stakes. i felt my goals were to "up the ante" sort of speak throughout the day. i stayed with my own masturbation sessions for 5 minutes every 2 hours as i did yesterday. By my 4th tribute i was going crazy, i was able to get to the edge of my orgasm within the first minute. This put me on edge for 4 minutes, using everything i had to prevent my orgasm. My 5th and final tribute was pretty much the same as my 4th, and just as excruciating. The only difference being at the end of this one, i turned the vibrating butt plug up to the highest setting for my drive home.
This was a scary drive for me. My mind kept wandering, and i did second guess my choice of self imposed tasks for my Miss. Although the thoughts of turning the vibrating plug down never even crossed my mind. i found i had to focus hard on the road, and driving at the speed limit as if i tried to rush to get home faster i might have gotten into an accident. i also had to focus on my breathing as i tried to not breathe too quickly. i used this as a way to keep my mind off the fact i was feeling so much pleasure from the high speed of this toy. Once home i did get into my home then strip before pulling the plug out. i did have to rest a bit before i was able to write even this small report as the plug really took a lot out of me. i never did cum today, and i won't until tomorrow night which i hope my Miss will allow me to.

1 comment:

  1. Im liking the butt plug in throughout most of the day, with the image of you squirming all over the place :D


    Jawok.

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