Synopsis:
My Miss assigned me to wear my we-vibe at work. After every removal to charge, i was to re-insert it when charged one level higher. i was not allowed to cum, and when i got home i was assigned a specific way to masturbate for a specific time. i was not allowed to cum then until allowed to by a chosen person of my Miss' likings.
Assignment:
Waking up today i felt much serenity and happiness. i had set tasks assigned to me, and i have grown to love each and every one of them, and lately i have even grown to cherish them as they have come a little less than when my Miss was more free. i had much need to complete these tasks today, as my devotion has made me feel it was absolutely necessary. My afternoon went upon like usual. After my meditation at the foot of my be, i reported to the washroom to empty my catheter bag, then to slide the catheter from me so i could wash it clean. With it off, i went into the shower to cleanse myself externally, following with my internal cleanse with the enema. After i dried and expelled the enema, i went onto re-attaching the catheter bag to my right thigh, and slipping the catheter right back into my urethra. i have figured that by now my afternoons/ mornings are very similar with my Miss having instilled the routine. My Miss always wanted to turn my life into one huge controlled state, which i think by now it has become that. At least that is how i felt. From the washroom i went to have a quiet healthy breakfast in the kitchen while naked. Making myself a bowl of Special-K cereal, with some fruit and one cup of yogurt. i made sure to drink an entire liter of water with my meal so i could keep my water intake particularly high, with my intention of making it even higher today with my day filled with assignments. Through my meal, i did keep thinking of my Miss and wishing Her well. Through Her hard time i wished i could do more, even being there by Her side so i could help Her with matters. i did think that the assignments i did get, and the ones i self assigned i would make sure to work hard on, and to write up as best as i can.These assignments and reports may be the only thing my Miss has as any recreation, and joy. My intentions are to make my Miss happy when i can
i went and dressed in my black skirt with my white and black top, using my skirt as camouflage to conceal my catheter bag. i checked the mirror to make sure that there were no visible signs of it or i would immediately change and choose a new outfit. After all these assignments and months i was not intending to be caught now. From there i went on to packing my lunch and even packing my newer toy the we-vibe and the charger, making sure to keep them in my bag. i knew that my toy had a full charge on it, as i wanted to keep it on standby for when my Miss did ask me to use it. i could tell my Miss liked this toy a lot as She had shown interests in it, assigning it to me when She could the past week and a half. With all my things checked i did make haste, leaving for work.
My ride was long and quiet, giving me lots of time to think of my task. i was not too worried as my toy is relatively quiet and discreet. i actually was driving on auto-pilot. The lights were on, but my mind was no where near, being all the way with my Miss. i actually didn't really have my mind at all on the road until i pulled into a parking space outside of my work. Walking in, i did my usual. Dropping my things at my desk, except for my bag i went to my "office" the handicap washroom, and locking myself inside. i took this time to strip, then aim the nozzle end of the catheter bag to the toilet. Opening it i let it drain from me, as my water intake from the morning and through the time of my drive it had time to collect in the bag. After its completion in emptying, i went to the next phase of my tasks. Taking my purple we-vibe out i slipped it into my pussy, pressing the one end to my g-spot and the other to my clit. Nesting it i would straighten out and then get back into my clothes. Once i was all dressed i took up the remote and turned it onto the 2nd setting out of 9 so it would began to buzz inside of me. Feeling it working its sensual magic i proceeded to exit the washroom so i could go on with the rest of my day.
i was at my desk the whole day as we have had some recent on-goings that have left us short there. i did anticipate to be on the phones for the next 2 weeks straight until we have hire more people and properly train them. My mind kept shifting from work to my bladder training to even my orgasm control training. i do not know why but i found my training to be very arousing. The tasks themselves did not really arouse me, as i figured it was more that it was from my Miss. Anything assigned from Her i knew is filled with much thought and love. Time ticked by very quickly as the first 2 hours of work were fairly busy, trying to catch up for an early server downtime of our computer systems from before our shift. i was glad the starting level of the toy was assigned at the 2nd setting as this made my 2 hours very pleasant but not to the point that it was unbearable to resist the orgasm. This actually felt like i was constantly being massaged sexually. i found that by now, my humiliation factor was growing less for each task as i was growing into a humiliation slut, and adapted to each of the feels.
With the shift moving towards the 2 hour mark i would eventually feel the toy begin to fade until it was entirely off. i knew that meant the toy was completely drained of its juice. i took this time to go from my desk to the washroom. While there i took that moment to empty the catheter, and to slide the we-vibe from my body. Before going back to my desk i did make a detour stop at the water cooler to refill my bottle with water so i did not have to waste more time. Once filled i did make my way back to my desk. My hands underneath i plugged my charger in and even attached the toy to it so it would charge. i waited about an hour so my toy completely charged. Now that it was one more full in battery life, i unplugged it from its charger. i was feeling very brave, and i also knew i did not need to empty the catheter bag so i did not leave my desk. Instead, i hiked my skirt up under my desk and slid the toy into me discreetly and quietly with one hand, while my other hand was still working away. Once the toy was in, i slid my skirt back down, knowing no one saw that. With the remote i turned the we-vibe on and now set it to the 3rd setting. i gasped very lightly and prepared myself as i held back slightly, enjoying the feel and the slight embarrassment of having it inserted at my desk, and the pleasurable feel of it while at my profession.
This round of the 3rd setting of the toy lasted past my break. i used the break time as my time to empty the catheter with not much to report. The longer i went on the 3rd setting actually helped acclimatize my g-spot and clit to the feel of the 3rd setting, and the toy in general. i was growing much love for the toy. By an hour after my break the toy fizzled out again and i once more had to charge it. Like before i re-inserted the toy once it was fully charged an hour later at my desk. The only difference being that this time i had moved it to the 4th setting. This round i actually stopped early with the toy, sliding it out only after an hour an a half. i did my math and the toy would run out before my ride home, and i was to drive home with it on. With this extra 30 minutes i did charge it, hoping that was enough juice to last my ride home. The last 30 minutes of my shift i let it charge, and before i left work, i did take the vibe with me to the washroom to re-insert into me on the 5th setting after i released the contents of my catheter bag for the last time at work.
My ride home was very difficult as i was driving the entire time highly aroused, and at times i had to hold back from preventing my orgasm. My mind was also on my at home task, with myself trying hard not to think of it. i could not help it though as my mind kept shifting back to it non-stop. That is until i made it home and rushed into the door stripping my clothes off not long after i made it through my door. i slipped my toy from me and left it charging next to my bed, then got out the items needed for my next task. Before getting to my task i did text message my transsexual friend "K" telling her my entire task, and asking if she could help me. i did ask that she call me in the next 90 minutes shouting just one word to me, that being "CUM". She did reply promptly with a yes. i could imagine not much surprising her, as she had grown very accustomed with me the last little while.
With that set i knew it was time. i got out my brand new dildo, the Peter North ejaculating one, and my hitachi wand. i did not fill up my dildo yet, so it would not be ejaculating, but i did wish to christen it in style. Plugging the wand in, i held it with my right hand and with my left i held the dildo. Laying in bed, i began to use the dildo, thrusting its 8.5 inch length in and out before placing the wand at a decent level and pressing its head to my clit. i immediately moaned out, then kept groaning. i even moaned out my "Miss Lindy" feeling it necessary as i love to say Her name. i knew this was going to be bad, it did not take me long before i got to the edge of my orgasm and had to hold back. i had to immediately turn down the wand setting, not wanting it to push me over the edge. i was not enjoying this orgasm control, i never have. i think the only reason i tolerate it is that, my Miss loves it. With my love for Her, i just wish to please Her and i will do things i do not like just so i could impress Her. Actually i think the biggest reason i don't like it is that i love to cum, and a lot. My arousal and lust, mixed with the strain and high concentration in not pushing into my orgasm occupied my mind. i did not even know what time it was, or how much time had passed. The wand is such a powerful tool that it blurred my sense of time. i know i was already panting out of control, and when i got the call i was in much shock as i did not realize it was already close to 2 hours. "K" did call, 30 minutes late of course as she had the power to let me cum. When she did say "CUM" over the phone, i did not even hang up, i just dropped the phone and exploded. i literally screamed out as my body shook out of control into my huge day long pent up orgasm. It was so powerful it actually put me out and i passed out for 4 hours. When i came through i was very disorientated, but i did get up to write out my report. With it now out of the way i am going back to bed now.
Just read up on that dildo you recently bought, always wondered how they made the fake cum. Thought it was like a refill type thing where you had to buy the liquid. That would be some really sweet tasting cum :P
ReplyDeleteDid you manage to get the entire dildo inside you?
Jawok.
Nope the cum you can make yourself lol. i did manage to get it all inside myself lol :-P
ReplyDeleteI think the purpose of orgasm control training is to transform u into a slut more accustomed in giving pleasure instead of craving it for herself..your mistress is, again, doing a great work on you, and i'm happy to read of your constant improvement. Lotta kisses slut Mel! ;)
ReplyDeletexoxo Serena
P.S. do u liked the thrill of inserting the we-vibe in public, with nothing to hide you?