Assignment for the 1st of September 2011

Synopsis:
This entry shows my Wednesday and Thursday events during my week in diapers as my Miss' baby girl.

Assignment:
My Wednesday started much like my Tuesday. Waking, and performing my ritualistic prayer and thoughts of my Miss while kneeling next to my bed, i made way to the washroom to go through my weekly routines there. First item of business was to remove my soiled diaper and throw it out. Then i went on to remove and wash the catheter. Next was to wash the rest of me, following my washroom routine as usual, with my shower then enema at the end of it. Once i was dried, and free from holding in my enema i slipped my catheter back into my urethra and went back to my room. There i laid a fresh diaper to my bed, and got out my bottle of baby powder to powder the diaper and my butt. Sitting in the diaper i would lay back and pull it on tight, making sure it laid flat. i found that by this point in the week i was getting quick at putting one on. i also feel as though the humiliation has faded as the week has progressed, leaving me more free to show my devotion to my Miss.
The rest of my time before i left for work was very straight forward. i went on to having my meal with a bottle of milk, suckling it from the rubber nipple. i could imagine how i must have looked sitting at my kitchen table, wearing nothing but a diaper, eating my eggs, bacon and toast, then sipping milk from the bottle. i did not know why, but i did not feel embarrassed at all, more proud that i could be my Miss' baby girl. Once i was done eating i cleaned up the dishes i went to my room to pick out my clothes. Initially i forgot to bind my breasts, having put my top on before remembering. Removing my top i ran back up to the kitchen to get the plastic cling wrap. With it i wrapped my chest tight so my breasts were bound again today. i still found this weird, as it de-womanized me, yet in a strange way made me very much aroused by it. Once done, i reported back to my room to get dressed. Slipping back on my white long sleeve shirt, light blue denim shorts, white frilly socks, and some black strapped shoes. i did my makeup again lightly as i kept thinking how i was to be a baby girl. My hair was pulled back into the 2 bunches as Miss wanted. Lastly i popped my pacifier into my mouth to finish my look. Packing a few diapers, my vibrating ball, wetnaps and the baby powder to my bag i was ready to head off to work.
Before i made it to work i did stop off for one errand. Making my way to the adult superstore i did think i should purchase a few toys for my Miss. Walking in i know all the people driving by must have stared. In the store i noted only 2 people inside, both males, one who was working at the counter, and another who seemed to be looking for a lot of pornography. i do think the customer must have been more embarrassed to see me than i was to see him. He did not stay too long after my arrival, and he would not look towards me at all. i did giggle a bit as i walked around looking at the different items there. The clerk did quickly ask me if i needed help, which i replied that i was just looking around. i do think he enjoyed what he saw, as i did have a feeling he was watching me a lot. i did blush a bit, but kept on looking around with my Miss in my thoughts. i did find one item i remembered my Miss wanting me to get. i found the vibrating, expandable butt plug, and picked it up to hold in my arms. i kept walking through the aisles, finding more things interesting and even a few more items i thought i should pickup. i had to go back to the counter to get a basket as i picked out a pair of dildos, 9 and 10 inches long each, and i even found a hitachi wand my Miss pointed out for me. i think i would have found even more but i was running out of time, and maybe it was a good thing. My bill came just over$150. i know the clerk smirked at me, as he must have thought i was a major slut. Which i am for my Miss. i did feel some humiliation going into the store, as i was dressed like a slutty baby girl, which i find funny because my Miss wanted me to be innocent this week.
Leaving the store i made haste to get to work. Arriving at work, i soiled my diaper by now. As the last 2 days, i dropped my things at my desk and went to the handicap washroom so i could get myself freshened up. With the door locked, i removed my jean shorts and then the diaper so i could toss to the bottom of the garbage can. Wiping myself with some wetnaps so i was all clean, i placed out a fresh diaper, powdered that and myself. Slipped the vibrating ball into my canal on low, then slipped my diaper on. With a fresh diaper on i went upon my work day. Changing my diaper when needed, i tended the phones as i have all week. This day was just as busy as it has been all week. My mind was constantly kept occupied by work, or at least i kept it on there. i did not wish to think what others thought of me, nor did i care. The only person i cared for, and what they thought of me was, and is my Miss. i kept working proudly, knowing She appreciates all i do, and has been proud of me a lot lately. i felt confident, and worked as such. Even after lunch when i turned the vibrating ball to medium, i was able to keep my mind on my work, and my Miss. Keeping my mind distant away from any orgasms, i did repeat once or twice that baby girls did not cum, and that i want my Miss to be proud of me even more.
By the end of work, i still felt good. i did not cum, and i only worked an extra 30 minutes today. Before leaving work i did change my diaper one last time, as the extra water i was drinking made me have an "accident". Once done i quickly went to my car, slipped my pacifier to my mouth and drove home. At home i slipped all my clothes off and went to grab my bottle so i could have a suckle milk from it. Once more the image of me with only a diaper on and drinking from a rubber nipple. i did take that time to write to my Miss, before using the washroom and passing out from exhaustion.

Thursday started out pretty much exactly the same as Wednesday. With the only real major difference being that i choose to wear a beige, white and red flowery dress. i think with this dress and my chest bound again that i looked more like a tween today. i did happen to get online before i went out for work seeing Miss' message for me to have the vibrating ball inserted inside of me for 24/7. i nodded and went to dig my vibrating ball from my bag. Sliding my diaper down, i turned the ball on low and slid it into my pussy with a slight moan. i was very glad that at least the ball was assigned to low as any higher setting would drive me crazy if it were in all the time. Slipping my diaper up, i got my bag packed with the essential items i needed for my day.
Before going to work i did make a trip through the mall so i could walk around, look for a few things, and maybe buy somethings. i also did this to flaunt myself around knowing this would be something that my Miss will enjoy me doing. i did get a few looks, but not too much major notice. i did stop by La Senza to see if my new friend i met was there, which she was not. i did not really see too much, but did buy some soaps, and some lotions. i did also take the time to buy a turkey sandwich to have at work later for lunch and a muffin to have before work. Picking a table in the middle of the food court i did sit and place my things to another chair. i laid the muffin in front of me, and took out my bottle filled with milk. This was going to be my second bottle today, next to the one i had with my light breakfast. i sat there enjoying my muffin, and suckling from my bottle in the open for the first time all week. i also made sure that my knees never touched or crossed so that there were more chances of people seeing my diaper. i blushed and kept munching away my muffin slowly, occasionally suckling more milk to go with it. i did not really look around too much to see if people were staring, but i could feel the embarrassment anyways. It felt very arousing, especially with the added sensations from the vibrating ball. i did not know 100%, yet i had a feeling my Miss was going to enjoy this added task i made in honor of Her. i did take 20 minutes, to slowly finish my muffin and milk before packing up and going to my car to get to work.
Not long after leaving the mall, my diaper was wet. i did note i had a lot of time and thought i would try something else different for today as i was feeling confident and brave. i pulled the car over to a parking lot for a library. i did step out and walk in, going to the women's washroom there. There was no private washroom here as i walked in and used the diaper change station there in the open. Folding down the table i pulled out a diaper and laid it on there. i pulled off my diaper and tossed it into the garbage at the table. Following that i used a few wetnaps too wipe myself clean. As i was powdering myself and the diaper a lady in her mid forties came in and was in utter shock. She kept looking at me as she went to a stall. i took this as a cue to hurry up, slipping my diaper on and securing it before darting out of the washroom and the library, and back to my car. During my ride i did think, that lady will probably tell this to someone, maybe her husband, of some perverted girl wearing diapers. i blushed at the thought but kept driving to work.
At work, i for once did not have to report to the washroom, but instead went right to my desk and got myself ready for work. Even before work i could not wait, as it was a day closer to the weekend, and this being a long weekend, making me that much more excited. It was a much needed 3 day weekend, especially with how extra busy, and a bit low on employees this week. There was not too much to report for work Thursday, as it came and went, staying consistently busy as it had been going this week. i did realize one thing that by this point in the week, changing my diaper became less of a chore and more of an escape. With how hard i been working this week, plus with myself growing more used to the diapers. i was beginning to find them pleasant. i was no longer embarrassed with wearing them, and now accepting of having them. i did have a feeling that this is what my Miss wanted me to feel with this week long task, as She wanted me to feel last week with being more like a man with a "cock".
Work did end on time for me for the first time all week to my joy. i rushed out and made my way home to strip, change my diaper and enjoy my third bottle of milk. Which i had to fill since i had the bottle with me all day. After my bottle i did pass out for a nap like a baby girl does tend to do. i am blushing at saying that. i still have the vibrator buzzing inside of me, awaiting the time Miss permits its exit. i am looking forward to tomorrow as its the end of the week. i am not sure how i will top today, but i hope my Miss contributes Her 2 cents, as they are always the highlight of my day. No matter the task, or what i do, Her words of approval seem to mean the most to me.