Synopsis:
i was assigned to wear my strap on dildo again, with much more. i am not saying on here, as it is a surprise. Enjoy the read !! !!
Assignment:
i will start this report at the point after already had my morning washroom routines and my breakfast. i picked my clothing slowly and laid each item to the bed to wear. Before putting on my clothes though i would take out my task items to wear. First item i went with was my catheter. i let my mind slowly fill with thoughts of my Miss as i slipped it into my urethra. The ease and comfort in which i experience now while inserting this item always reminds me of my Miss, and how She makes things for me become routine. How She has changed me and made things that were once awkward for me now something regular. The next item i put on was my 8 inch strap on dildo, and securing that around my waist, then with elastics securing the catheter to the underside of my "cock". i am still not used to this completely, yet having this on has from the first moment until even now makes me wet with arousal. i did admire myself in the mirror before looking through my butt plugs to decide which one to use to please my Miss' wishes. i decided on my tailed plug as it is the one i have probably used this one the most, having it worn this one for close to 2 weeks for my Miss. i also knew that the tail would be well hidden under my jeans for the day. Next was my vibrating ball. With my legs parted i was beginning to feel much like a robot with so many features being attached to me. i did turn the vibrator to medium before sliding it past my pussy lips to let it settle inside of me. i groaned to the sudden feel, but knew i could hold myself from cumming from it. i was more used to the lower setting, knowing i can get through an entire day with ease on that setting. i did think how this activity alone will make my resistance to orgasms higher, and also set my body on edge quicker so i may cum on command for my Miss. i was proud and dedicated to building that up for my Miss.
With each task item set, i was onto my dressing task. i got out my shiny red pushup bra and put it on, making sure my breasts stood pert. i was to choose the most flimsiest top i was allowed for work, so i decided on a light black tank top style top. This one particularly showed my cleavage, and even more so with the pushup bra underneath. i know parts of the red shown through the sides and the top. After my top, i slipped on my jeans, making sure that my "cock" was along my right thigh, so the bulge would be along that side. By this point i felt like i was near completion for this look i was not too sure on. As i got closer to completion i got more aroused. i did check a few times in the mirror, but more for adjustments and not admiring the full look yet. i folded the pant legs up again as i was going to wear my running shoes with ankle socks again. i worked on my hair and makeup next. Placing my hair into a ponytail using a red and black furry elastic so it matched my bra and top. i went heavy on my eye shadow and lipstick. i had an orange, green and blueish tones to my eyeshadow that i called sunset on ocean. My lipstick was an orangey red that went well with the orange tint of the eyeshadow. My makeup was done in a fashion similar to a porn star or even a girl from a Ke$ha video. My makeup was completed, my hair was done, and i was fully dressed. There was only one item left to get. Taking my pink collar from my nightstand, which i was routinely used to removing after my wake up meditation. My head bowed, i took a deep breathe before sliding the collar around my neck to secure. Once i was collared, i looked to my mirror to see the image i was. My Miss wanted me to accentuate my womanhood up top, and make my under half more manly. My Miss wanted me to be "dressed as some kind of wannabe transsexual submissive slut", and in the mirror in front of me was just that. Those exact words rang through my head as i saw myself. i felt very humiliated, and aroused. Unzipping my jeans i did pull my "cock" out so i could see my whole slutty look. i stroked it a few times as i kept looking. i may not have been able to feel the cock but it still made me more lusting. i did not admire for too long as i slipped my "cock" away and zipped up so i could get to work.
Getting to work i reported immediately to my desk after finding out i was taking care of calls all day. i did discover a lot of people around me had called in sick, or taken the sunny Friday off. i was the only one within the section of 4 desks. i was a bit isolated but i did not mind, especially with the way i looked. i did find many people staring at me as i think the top and makeup brought more attention than my bulge that was hidden behind the desk. For the day i did pee standing every chance i needed to go as i have grown accustomed to the last few days. i did not bring a lunch again today as i decided once again at lunch to go out and buy a sub from Subway. i did gain many looks there from both the many patrons in line and the 2 guys working the counter, the same 2 from last day. Actually i am pretty sure i garnered a lot of attention everywhere i went which was very humiliating. Yet the funny thing is i have no regrets as i know the humiliation makes my Miss proud. The rest of my day was very similar to the last day, with the exception being it was a slower day.
Many thought went through my mind today. i did think of how my journey has gone as my Miss and i approach our 2nd month's anniversary. i am still in utter shock of how much i have changed in such a short time. Before summer hit, i was a Domme who was just flirting with being a switch, or as i thought on my short termed sub phase. Now i am a collared sub to a wonderful Mistress. i cannot believe how Her words of approval, or even Her saying She is proud of me makes me work so hard. The things my journey has brought me through, from being given away, to being tasked to meet people. Before i was with my Miss i had not been with a man in 5 plus years. Now i have been getting cock near every weekend. i have even gotten it an unknown multiple times only anally. As a Domme i had always loved humiliating subs, and i never thought of it for myself. Yet my Miss had turned that for me, making me the one who craves it. Not only has She made me crave humiliation, but she has set me up on many trainings i did not even realize i was being made to do. i have now been through orgasm control and denial, to catheter training, enema training, and even stretching for my holes. i have been made to dress like a tranny, and even act like a tramp. Never in a million years did i expect this. However now i do not think i can live without it. She had broken me, making me break down and cry many times. i actually feel consumed by sadness when She gave me away. i feel a need for Her, and a want to please Her. She broke the Domme, and now rebuilt me as Her gang bang loving cock craving little submissive slut. Even that description makes me feel aroused. The changes i have been through the last while i never wanted, nor expected, but now that i am here with them i am glad. She made me happy with who i am, and made my loves from being a Domme into my loves of being a submissive. She even made me find my love of cock again, and more so made me crave it. My biggest disbelief though is that how connected i feel to Her. i find that we both keep finding similar thoughts, or we would be on the same wave length on tasks. i have never had such a connection with a sub let alone a Mistress. With this connection i feel that i was meant to be this submissive slut, and i was meant to be with Her.
As work ended i left work and made my way out to my car where i found a surprise guest leaning on my car. My female friend whom i have had relations with a few times was there to surprise me for the evening. Right as she saw me she made comments and even kissed me. i could tell my look really turned her on. We wasted no time getting into the car and racing to my place. Turns out she and her 2 boyfriends were going to go out camping this weekend but were not leaving until Saturday. This is why she had to cancel out on my scheduled "event" for my Miss. my friend did show up though to spend the Friday evening with me before she left tomorrow mid afternoon. During the drive she did happen to reach over and stroke my "cock" through my jeans a few times before unzipping it and stroking it in the open. At a stop light she even leaned over to suck on the end of it with a giggle. i do think she was getting a major thrill from the fact i was somewhat like a transsexual. Once at my place i did right away e-mail my Miss asking permission to cum, but i did not get an answer before my friend and i tore into each other on my bed. She was like an animal as barely much was needed to be said. She got naked quick from her pink Juicy sweat suit, and i stripped off my top and jeans only, as she wanted me to keep the collar and bra on. i did pull out the catheter and put it in the washroom as i did not want it to get in the way, or get dirty. i did leave the butt plug and sibrating ball inside of me. With no permission to cum, i told her i was going to fuck her all night. We went right to work, as she sucked off the cock for only a few minutes before her impatience got to her. She pushed me to my back and rode my cock for a while as i groaned and watched. We went around through many positions, from doggy, to missionary. We just let the lust carry us from position to position. i lost track of how many orgasms she had, as i went into a trance of pure fucking her. She did have to stop me as after 2 hours or so she was tired and curled up in my bed to sleep. i did take this time to go and type up this report for my Miss, only being interrupted twice to go and snuggle my friend for a bit. Right now i am no longer wearing the vibrating ball or the butt plug, but i have my "cock" and collar still on. In the morning i will be once again dressing like this, and in whatever else my Miss wishes. My exhausted friend even offered to give me a pair of boxer shorts for me to wear for tomorrow to complete the look. So until i wake up, i am going to bed to snuggle my friend in hopoes this report will find a smile on my Miss' gorgeous face.
You're like some clay by the hands of your mistress, ready to take the shape whe wants, and this is lovely, as the dedication you constantly show her. Do u like the whole idea of passing as a tranny? I just find it lovely.. xoxo Serena
ReplyDeletei loved the feel of it, as it was different. i do love my Miss' creativity.
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