Synopsis:
Today was day 2 of my self assigned tasks. i did have a specific line i kept saying today, and used it as fuel for everything i did today.
Assignment:
My day today started much like yesterday. i awoke from my bed and slid to the ground to immediately give a prayer to my Miss, while still wearing my sleeping attire. My mind filled with thoughts of my Miss, using those thoughts to fuel my devotion. In Miss' response to my report, She said that She was depressed but my report brought a smile to Her face. My goals today were to once again bring a smile to Her face. i do think i was in thought for 10 minutes, and at the end i did remove my sleep attire and make my way to the washroom.
In the washroom i would perform my regular routine with emptying my catheter bag to a bottle, then cleaning the catheter. Customary to follow was my shower with the enema at the end. Like yesterday i knelt on the shower floor to take in the 2 full bags of the enema before going upon my day.
The rest of the morning went by without any interruptions. Deciding on wearing my white sleeveless top, with my brown skirt. i would have a mirror breakfast to yesterday with cereal, fruit and yogurt. Although i started to drink my own harvested "water" today making sure to drink one whole liter bottle before work. i did pack up my things following getting dressed. Making sure to bring 4 of the harvested water bottles to drink through my shift. Packing the last few items so i may continue my tributes at work for my Miss. As i placed each item to my bag i thought once more of placing that smile to my Miss' face more.
As time drew near for me to leave for work i smiled knowing it was time for me to get to my first assigned task today. Stripping nude in the washroom, i would begin to fill myself with warm water through the enema. For today i made sure to add an extra half liter, making it two and a half liters. As the last half bag finished filtering into me, i would plug it up with my giant plug instead of my tailed plug for today. Taking this time i began my first tribute to my Miss. Inserting my vibrating ball inside of myself set at medium for 2 minutes, white i knelt there thinking of Miss, and fingering my clit with my right index finger. To the end of the 2 minutes, i adjusted the vibrating ball speed to its highest setting, with my hands to my thigh tops. i closed my eyes and for 2 minutes i stayed in deep thought of my Miss. Afterwards i took the toothpaste from my bag and applied a fair amount to my mound, mixed with water. i rubbed the toothpaste and water mixture all over my pussy, and clit. Taking fine detail to push it right into my canal and all over. i had chosen this particular task in remembrance of my Miss' task for my during my weekend in Kelowna. i did hope that this tribute would make my Miss even more happy.
i get dressed once again and run out the door to drive to work. i did find that my stomach growled a few times during my ride to work, the 2 and a half liters of enema was pushing my stomach, and really shifted a lot during my drive. Making it to work could not have gotten there fast enough. Upon my arrival i zoomed through the door and made my way to the handicap washroom.The expulsion could not come fast enough as my stomach was really rumbling and cramping by this time. i felt the major relief and as it exited me. At the end of the exit, i knelt naked to the floor and performed my tribute to my Miss at work. Taking the 2 minutes of fingering my clit, with the vibrating ball on medium. Following with 2 minutes of deep thought with the toy on high. As the time ended i would turn the vibrating ball to low and leaving it inserted. Taking the toothpaste and making more of the toothpaste mixture to rub all into my pussy and clit like i did at home.
Work was not too busy for today as we had enough staff and a good pacing for the day. i sat at my desk for the day working with customers on the phone, making sure to drink from my harvested water bottled as i did. It took me a while but i did realize that working with the catheter attached to me had grown less embarrassing. Midday i did think how i was talking on the phone, with no control of my bladder as it leaked into the catheter bag. i found this weird, as i guessed i had grown majorly accustomed to it. i also thought how my devotion to make my Miss happy may have also aided turning the humiliation of this task away today. i did quickly dismiss it as more i have gotten used to it.
My shift went to the end without any problems. i drank all 4 liters of my own recycled water by the end of the shift. Funny thing though, i may be feeling a lot more accustomed to wearing and using the catheter. However drinking my own harvested water has yet to develop less embarrassing feelings. i would feel the same humiliations drinking it, and even more as i drank it between calls with customers. The shear humiliation of drinking it was far worse than me peeing without control into the bag while on the phone dealing with a customer. i found this to be weird, but attributed it to my dislike to drinking of my own urine. No matter how watered down it was, i could tell i would never find this task to be a liked one. i did at times have to take a deep breathe and think "its for Her happiness", which reinforced my dedication for each task today.
Using an opportunity at the first half, and another at the second half of my shift to empty my full catheter bag into an emptied bottle. Also using my lunch break to empty what i had in the bag, taking advantage of my free time. i found myself more than happy to contribute my tributes to my Miss during each of my trips to the washroom. Using the 2 minutes of pleasuring, then 2 more minutes of deep thought. As before i did my work with the toothpaste, noting i was beginning to smell very minty. i found minor annoyance at my own task towards the last time in the washroom, feeling the minor frustrations of not being able to cum.
The end of my shift came quickly, and my exit from work just as quick. i darted out of work, and drove right home eager to get on with my evening. i stopped off at home so i could empty my catheter bag and empty it one last time before its removal. At the end of the removal i would perform another tribute to my Miss, this time in the comforts of my own washroom. At the end of the tribute i would remove my vibrating ball, then get dressed for running the track with a friend. Yesterday i did drive to the gym filled with an enema, however for the run i did not have the option to. i did have a surprise task i assigned myself in replacement for it set for after my run.
i would walk from my place to the track, meeting my friend there. We ran around the track a dozen times, talking to each other and enjoying the evening. It was rather cloudy, and a bit cold, which was a good contrast to afternoon. i considered this a perfect weather for a run as it kept me cool while i ran. We took close to an hour, and at the end we did say our good byes. i slowly made my way home, walking slowly. om my trek home, i did cut through my old elementary school. Finding a good spot at the back near the back main entrance, i would strip and kneel there naked. i was unable to perform an enema for my way to my run, but decided this was my supplement. i was glad it was summer, and late as i knelt there in the nude. Feeling he cool breeze as it made me shiver. i had my phone set with a 5 minute timer, which seemed to tick by oh so slowly. i found my breathes to grow sharp, and i felt my body red with embarrassment. i wondered why i would assign this to myself. Cursing myself out, until i sent the line through my head that "it was for Her happiness". Thoughts of my Miss fueled my stay in my kneel. Motivating me to keep going, through the humiliation. As my timer went off, i was happy that no one had seem me (i hope). i dressed quickly and even more quickly darted from the location to go home, my face feeling red regardless, lingering effects from my humiliation. i did not know if this added task today was to my Miss' likings, but the feeling i got was that the humiliation would be up Her alley. i did feel proud though, as my theme was set in motion for the entire day...it was all for Her happiness...
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