Assignment for the 18th of August 2011

Synopsis:
i was to wear my catheter and strap on dildo today for work. i was to also pee standing up like a man.

Assignment:
Waking up today a few hours earlier than usual, i would go on to my normal routines. First sliding from my bed i would kneel next to it with my sleeping items still on. My mind stayed on my Miss, picturing Her, then envisioning my task for the day. i did not know if i would regret telling this left over self task to my Miss. Yet for some reason i did not worry. i knew that pleasing Her was all i should worry about. i did not spend way too long in my thoughts knowing i had to hurry to get ready as i had a long day ahead of me for work.
My next stop was the washroom, so i could perform my tasks there. i have actually been lucky to have been granted my freedom from my catheter and bag so i did not have to harvest my own water today. i did use the toilet like a normal person, well at least for the morning. i was getting to enjoy my freedom from the catheter. From the toilet i did go through my shower, and enema routines as my usual. i only performed a 2 liter enema, which felt like nothing compared to the many larger enemas i performed onto myself for the last assignment. After my expulsion of the enema contents from my bowels, i would get out my catheter and it alone. Slowly i began to insert it into myself for the first time this week. Even without having it in for the week, it still felt normal for me to insert it, reintegrating to me that i must be conditioned for it by now. With nothing but the catheter on, i did make my way to my room to get the last part of my preparations done for my task today. 
In my room i would get to the next part of my assigned task. Going through my toys i would take out my 6 inch strap on dildo. Stepping into it i would pull it up to my waist, then secure the straps so it was snug to my body. i checked myself in the mirror and smiled. i have always enjoyed wearing and using the strap on, especially in my former Domme years. While looking in the mirror i had an idea for what to wear for the day. i took out a plain pair of CK panties and slipped it on over my strap on. This way it would help hold it tighter to me and reduce the bulge. i did check myself in the mirror again after the panties were  on, even slipping the dildo over the panties to see how it would be like. Next i selected my black sweat suit, with a pink and black tank top as i knew it was going to be hot today. My other reasoning for the selection was that i knew i was going to be doing a lot of work.
After dressing and doing my makeup i did head out to work, making a stop at Tim Horton's to pick up a bagel and a muffin for breakfast. Arriving at work i was nervous of people noticing that i was wearing my strap on. To me it was obvious, to others it may not be so much, but who really knew at that point. Going to my desk i greeted some people i knew as i made my way there. Sitting to my desk i did blush a bit at the thought that i was wearing the strap on, and in public. Even worse is i gave this idea to my Miss. Once my blushing was over, i tried to enjoy my breakfast before making some head way into my inventory. i did make sure to drink water with my meal, as i still intended to keep my water intake high (fresh water !!).
After eating i headed to the storage room to begin the first go at the inventory project that will take me 2 days. i will spare everyone from hearing of the fun of counting items then writing it down to an inventory list. Just over an hour into my inventory i did feel a sudden need to go to the washroom. i did rush over to my usual handicap washroom i locked the door and got ready to do the next part of the task for the day. Sliding my sweat pants down, then pulling my panties down. i raised the toilet seat and stood in front of it, aiming the catheter nozzle to the bowl. i turned it open and let the catheter empty. i was peeing standing up, like men do. i even had a "cock" in my strap on dildo. This made me feel very embarrassed as i continued to pee. As i finished i would close off the catheter end and slid that and the strap on into place with the panties pulled up. Being who i am, the embarrassment actually turned me on, i did slide the dildo back out afterwards, stroking it a few short times in the mirror with much amusement. i did not do much more though as i just tucked the dildo back away and slipped my sweat pants back up.
For the rest of the day, i went from inventory to my regular shift taking calls. Then at the end i did more inventory for the last 2 hours to finish off my day, making up the rest of the 12 hour shift. Within every hour i did have to go the washroom to pee, each time i did pee as the first. i stood and opened the catheter, releasing the catheter contents right into the toilet. Maybe it was because i have never peed standing up, but i did find it really amusing to have done it for a complete day. By the third time i even added the theatrics with the strap on dildo, as i thought if i am going to pee standing up i might as well get the whole experience. More and more i did this the more aroused i got. With wearing the dildo all day i am lucky as i was behind my desk or in the inventory room the entire day. No one could really tell the bulge in my sweat pants.
At the end of the day i did make it home and removed the strap on and the catheter. The embarrassment factor slowly decreased, yet my arousal grew. i did avoid touching myself though all day and night, wanting to wait until my Miss grants me time. i did find this task to be rather fun and interesting. Although i came up with this, i am very glad my Miss assigned me to do it. i am also very glad that my Miss and i share many things from interest, to thoughts. i feel very connected to Her, and i do now fully appreciate everything She is, and what She does for me. i love Her very much <3