Synopsis:
i was to repeat my task from yesterday with the 8 inch strap on dildo and catheter. However i was granted a new task to orgasm at work 3 times while standing, stroking my clit and my "cock" at the same time. Also i was to wear my vibrating ball for today as i went around with my "cock"
Assignment:
Waking up today, i did as i customarily do when i wake. i slid to the foot of the bed and knelt there, filling my mind with thoughts of my task today, then thoughts of my Miss as i always do. Following that i proceeded to my routinely washroom activities. Before work now seems like a whole set routine from waking up to getting breakfast. After eating breakfast i did get online to check my e-mails before preparing for work. To my surprise i did receive a message from my Miss which made me ultra happy. Seemed that She loved my assignment from yesterday, and the things i wrote in the report She truly agreed with. She loved how i went out for lunch to get more visible exposure, and even suggesting the jeans for today. i always tell Her that i feel connected to Her, and i did feel in this message She felt very much the same way. Even better my Miss rewarded me for my thoughtfulness and my adjusting of my task to please Her.
However the message did say as soon as i read this message i was to climax in the most efficient way possible. Only way i could think of was to begin my task right away by retrieving my 8 inch strap on dildo and immediately secure it to my body. i did hold off on the catheter until after this. i took this privilege as a tribute to/ for my Miss. Now with the strap on secured to me, i stood in front of my bedroom mirror, my left hand around the shaft of my "cock", and my right hand between my thighs, fingers pressed to my clit. Kneading my clit through my fingertips, i closed my eyes and let my mind fill with images and thoughts of my Miss. Both my hands began to quicken as i stroked my "cock" and rubbed my clit faster and faster. i don't think it took longer than 5 minutes as i was extremely horny as is. i exploded, into my orgasm i would sink from my standing to a kneel on the ground. My body was wracked with spasms causing pleasure and pain. i did moan out like my Miss' little submissive slut as She has been calling me.
As i finished with my orgasm, i did get back to preparing for work. First thing i did was slip my vibrating ball into my canal, turning it onto low. After i once more slipped the catheter to my urethra, and then secure the catheter to the underside of the dildo.i did promise jeans today for my Miss, slipping those on with no panties, knowing the bulge will be even more evident today. i folded each of my jeans legs up just once each as it was a hot day. i went with a sports bra today and on top i wore a white and blue t-shirt. i choose the sports bra intentionally as it would bind my breasts down more. On my feet i wore ankle socks and Nike Cross trainers. i did finish off my look by pinning my hair up and under a Nike baseball cap. i thought that this way i could at least hide my long hair a bit to complete my more male look. Finishing up i went light on my makeup, then made some calls arrange a meeting with 2 different friends for a weekend "outing". The prospects so far seemed promising although the next 2 days i will be hammering out the final details of it.
i did eventually leave for work with my tasks in my mind through my drive. i did find my hand stroking my "cock" through my jeans during a couple red lights. i was feeling very horny today, my Miss' approving messages plus not having cum since Saturday contributing to that. i was stuck in a bit of traffic during my drive to work, but it did not take away too much of my time. Like during the few red lights, when i was stuck in traffic for a long period i found myself stroking my dildo more. i was still in awe that Mistress has virtually made me go to work as a cross dresser. A cross dresser with an 8 inch fake cock that shows through her jeans. i felt the embarrassment factor yet it made me more horny.
i arrived at work with some time to spare, more than enough for my first "tribute" to my Miss. After checking the schedule and seeing i was doing another full day of being behind my desk on the phone, i dropped my things at my desk and proceeded to the handicap washroom, or my "office". Locking the door behind me, i looked in the mirror Unlike my other tasks i decided not to remove my clothes, but rather i unzipped my jeans and slid them down part way. Slipping my dildo out i gripped it with one hand, my other hand reaching between my thighs. Standing tall with my hands in place, i let my mind fill with thoughts of my Miss and the task at hand. i let the message She sent to me earlier fuel me. With the vibrations, the image, thoughts and action of me stroking my own "cock" and working my clit, my body built up fast. i think i only needed 2 minutes as i got right to the edge of my orgasm. The last thought i had was the last like my Miss wrote to me, saying She was proud of me. Using that line as it pushed me right into a blissful and amazing orgasm. i had to bite my lower lip as i felt like i was going to moan out to my climax.
Following that i went back to my desk to work. Work was long boring and non-eventful. However i was able to get my second tribute/ masturbation session in my "office" about 45 minutes before the beginning of my break. i did take that opportunity to pee, standing to do that as well. One i was all cleaned i proceeded my stroking my cock at the same time as rubbing my clit. With the added fuel of having just peed like a man, i did not need more than 2 minutes to cum once more. i could feel my arousal now grown fully into lust. My orgasm was just as huge as my last, a it seems i have grown more and more turned on by my transformation. i did not know if it was the actually transformation itself, the humiliation factor, or just that its another creative task from my Miss.
Not too much happened before my break came and i hopped to my car to drive out from work for lunch. i went to the Subway which was very close to my work. My luck there was no one in line, but i could tell right from my entrance the 2 brown males working the counter were checking me out. i also noticed that when i got closer, but not at the front yet they both did scan to see my bulge. As i made it to the front of the desk, and their eyes shifted to me, i smiled and gave a tiny nod before placing my order. i noted the one person making my sandwich did sneak glances at my "cock" which i just smiled and said nothing. They were relatively quick as there was no one else there. With my sandwich made and in hand i would leave, walking past a couple as they entered. i did not know if they noticed my bulge, but the risk itself still made me blush.
After getting back to work and eating my sandwich at my desk i continued work as usual. i did make another pit stop to the washroom midway from my break and the end of my shift, having to pee, and only pee. i did so standing as i have been doing so for the last 2 days. About an hour and a half after that break, i had to go again as the water i have consumed had caught up with me. For this time though i also followed my pee with my third tasked masturbation session. Standing tall i looked at myself as i stroked my cock and my clit in front of the mirror. i cycled through images of my Miss, the things i have done the last 2 days and the embarrassment. i was just lust filled slut, i didn't need more than a minute and a half as i climaxed for the 4th time today. As i pushed over the edge, i would slow both my hands down, and collapse to sitting on the toilet. i felt drained as this orgasm had wiped me out. My knees were weak and it did take me some time to recover. i felt flushed, yet i felt good.
My day would come and go, at the end of the day i did hop into my car and drive home with my cock hanging out of my jeans that i unzipped. i did not know why, but i had a feeling to do this. As i have learned if i ever get a feeling i should go with it as when i do my Miss approves. What made today's task odd was that the embarrassment level was high, yet it felt low. i do think my body is now conditioned to endure such humiliation. My mind has been conditioned so it matches my Miss train of thought, or maybe we are just meant for each other. i know She has trained my orgasms, as the orgasm denial has made a control over them that She owns. Now being 5 days away from our 2nd month anniversary, i feel connected to Her more than ever. i do hope to get Her approval forever, to always make Her proud, and to try to gain new ways to make Her more proud of me. <3
Every day goes better! Love u Mel! xoxo Serena
ReplyDeleteWearing a cap and dressing more male like is getting closer to the barber idea. I like it. Nice touch to have your manhood in the open on the way home. Your Miss is lucky
ReplyDeletethank you shamrock, you always speak such kind words. However i am the lucky one to have such a wonderful Miss. Thank you though for the support.
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