Assignment for the 23rd of August 2011

Synopsis:
i was to once again wear my 8 inch strap on dildo, with the catheter attached today. Also if anyone noticed i was to give them a smile.

Assignment:
Waking up for today, i immediately went to my kneel next to my bed. i did have a feel of happiness, i was glad i did not have to come up with tasks for myself. i was happy that Miss had given me a task, and i felt prideful and devoted. As i "meditated" i let thoughts of my Miss flow to my mind, then i thought of the task i had and what complications may come up. i was not worried, as i have grown less worried or nervous of performing tasks. i did give much thought to the words my Miss said. How now i am a gang bang slut who seems to be getting much cock every few days. How not too long ago it was years since i have even had one. i did feel some shame, yet now that shame just created more arousal. i feel as if i am broken in, and yet it makes me feel complete.
After my thoughts i did take off my sleeping items and make my way for my routine activities in the washroom. However unlike my usual routine i did begin with my shower, following with taking in my usual after shower/ beginning of the day enema. Like usual i did kneel down on the shower floor and keep my mind of my Miss as the water flowed into my body. After its completion, i did exit the shower and dry immediately with a towel. Right after that i would proceed with my expulsion of the enemas contents. After that i did my first deviation to my routine in a fair while.  Since it was a part of my task i thought i would get started right away with it. Like i did last day i once again got my large 8 inch strap on dildo and put it on. After it was secured tightly to my body, i would get my catheter and slide it into my urethra with ease as i have done it enough times now. With elastics i attached the catheter underneath the dildo as my Miss wished it. Now that i was prepared i was now able to pee. Opening up the nozzle, with one hand to the nozzle end and the other to the dildo shaft i aimed the catheter and let my bladder's contents exit me and to the toilet. i was still not use to peeing like a man, and i felt this to be awkward, and even embarrassing. Yes that did mean that i felt very aroused by it as well.
Once i finished up in the washroom i actually went to breakfast naked, except for my strap on "cock". i made myself some toast and had a banana with my bottle of fresh water Following breakfast i did find my way to my room to get dressed for work. First thing i decided on was my white bra, and no panties as i know Miss only wants me to be non-panties. Next i choose my purple sleeveless top. i did not know what to choose for my bottom as i stood there bare from my waist down except for my "cock". i held my cock for a bit and even gave it a few strokes. i really felt wet at this time and my day had not even begun yet. In the end i choose my black skirt that went below my knees, thinking i will save the jeans for tomorrow if my Miss wanted me to continue this task tomorrow as i suspect She will. After dressing, i did my makeup before leaving for work.
At work i got in and dropped my things to my desk before checking where i was scheduled today. i was assigned to my desk taking calls all day, i did think how this was going to disappoint my Miss as i know She assigned this task hoping people would see me. i decided that i would go out for my break today to get food so it would make up for my lack of visibility from others. My part of the shift before my break actually went by pretty quickly. i went from call to call, not being rushed, yet not too slow. The perfect pace as i called it. i did have to go to the washroom once before my break about midway between my shift and my break. i used the handicap washroom which i have now dubbed my "office", and with the toilet seat up. i did pee through the catheter standing like i did to start my day. This did not get any easier as i kept getting the feel of embarrassment. i think a lot has to be because of the fact my Miss owns all of me. She said She wants me to be more like a man, and here i am. She could even take my womanhood. The power She has over me makes me wet from lust, yet shiver from fear of what She may do with/ to me.
By my break i did have a drive out to the McDonald's not even 5 minutes away. Instead of taking the drive thru i did park and walk in, wanting to stand in line. As i stood in line i did catch a middle aged man glace, as i thought he may have noticed. As instructed, i looked to him and as i caught his eyes meeting mine i just smiled to him before turning back to the line. At the front of the line, an Asian girl who looked 15 or 16 did give me a glance, as i guessed she saw my bulge, or at least it swaying as i walked up. As i caught her eyes shift up i smiled to her with acknowledgement. i was really feeling humiliation, and it felt very good. i blushed a bit as i made my order, wondering what these people thought of me, and who else noticed without me seeing.  i did not have long to think as my order was made quickly.
After leaving McDonald's i did drive back to work to eat at my desk. The rest of work went through without any problems, or even people noticing as i mostly was hidden behind a desk. i did have to go to the washroom once more before the end of work taking that time to stand and pee as well. i got off work an hour early which i did not even hesitate before leaving for home. i did hope my task was enough to please my Miss. Enough so that She may order me to masturbate, while even stroking my "cock". Who knows maybe She will get me to be with my shemale friend. i do not know, but all i know is i love my Miss and i will continue to do all i can to please Her.