Synopsis:
This is a 2 parted one that is joined into one entry. The first bit outlined what i did to cum when my Miss granted. The 2nd part is what i did for my 4th day of self tasking for my Miss.
Assignment:
Before i went to bed last night i did get to pleasuring myself and cumming for my Miss since She did allow it. i also wished to keep Her happy. After finishing my report, and speaking to my new friend i met off of fetlife, Before i made my preparations for bed i would get my vanilla scented lube and rub it right into my butt, pushing it deep. After finishing with the lube i would move onto putting on my mask, collar and cuffs, leaving the eye covers off of my mask for now. Next i dug through my vibrating toys, deciding on the vibrating ball and the vibrator. Covering my eyes with the eye covers, i would get into position on my bed, in a kneel, with my chest and face laying to the bed surface, my butt high in the air. i slipped my vibrating ball into my pussy slowly, turning it onto medium before pressing it to nest inside of my canal. Letting it settle, i breathed deeply a few times, then reached to take my vibrator. Reaching my arm back i would press the tip to my well lubed butt and slide it in. i moaned into the mask's gag bit, and began to thrust it slowly, in an increasing pace. i kept my mind on my Miss, and making Her happy. i pictured Her there watching me and instructing me to keep going. My first orgasm came really quickly. The weeks worth of tasks without cumming had caught up with me and i exploded into my first orgasm all week withing a few minutes of starting. i did not stop, as i kept pumping the vibrating to my butt, thrusting it in and out constantly without stopping. When Miss told me i could cum as much as i could before this, it actually reminded me of a task Miss had me do. This was the reason i had chosen this exact positioning. i kept the vibrator pumping and it took over 10 minutes before my second orgasm hit. i did not stop at the second, although i felt major pains from the spasms. i felt like i was in a haze, yet through the mist i did see images of my Miss. The third orgasm took the longest, nearing i think 15-20 minutes before it hit. It rocked me as i did thank the gag or i would have been screaming so loudly i think my neighbors would have heard. i collapsed after the third, slipping both vibrating toys from me. i laid there on my bed shivering and spasming. The orgasms drained me of energy, as i collapsed to sleep.
Waking up in the afternoon at my usual time, i slipped from my bed to a kneel by my bed to once again give deep thoughts and prayers for my Miss. Taking this opportunity i thought of my tasks for today and decided on which i would do. Giving myself 5-10 minutes with my thoughts, i would then remove my sleep attire and make my way to the washroom. In the washroom i performed my usual routines, which mirrored what the last few days. Following the washroom i would get dressed in my grey skirt, with my red sleeveless top. Underneath i wore just my black lacy bra. Of course this outfit was chosen to conceal my catheter bag. Following getting dressed i would have a light breakfast of cereal, fruit and yogurt. Drinking one bottle of my own "water" to go with it. My afternoon before work actually gave me deja vu, as now it has pretty much became an entire routine, that my Miss setup. Before leaving for work, i did head to the washroom to fill myself with water through my enema. Successfully filling 2 and a half liters into me. Using my big plug, i did wedge it to my butt, holding the water in with that. Unlike the last few days, this time i did slide the vibrating ball into myself and turned it to low. i did this on purpose so i would alternate between my plug and ball for these 4 days.
Once all ready i would sit to my car, and pull my skirt way up so that my mound and my catheter could be seen. i decided to drive to work like this today as a task for my Miss. i did find this to be rather humiliating. During my drive i did wonder how i got to this point. How i went from being the one in control to now being trained, and input a set routine and tasks everyday. Yet i knew that now i was here, i craved it. i craved my Miss' approval and Her happiness. i do not think anyone had noticed me from my waist down during my drive, but i am not too certain. i do think only people who would be able to see would be higher vehicles, and i do not remember driving next to many.
Arriving at work i would put my things at my desk and make my way to the handicap washroom to begin this day's variation of my tribute to my Miss. Locking the door i would strip kneeling there naked. For 2 minutes i had the vibrating ball to its medium setting, and for the last 2 minutes i would up it to the highest setting. The whole time i would stay in my kneel, breathing slowly, resisting any orgasms and keeping my Miss in my Mind. At the end of the time i would slip the ball out from me to lower the speed to its lowest before re-inserting back to my pussy. Next i Cleaned up and dressed, before making my way to my desk. Starting work now.
The first half of work i trained two new employees, which made it easy for me as i would show them how to do their jobs, then let them go to work. Watching them and not having to do much, besides drink my "water". i kept watch and made sure they did their jobs effectively for an hour and and 45 minutes before i had to make an exit to the washroom to empty my catheter bag to a bottle, and also perform my second tribute to my Miss for my day. My third tribute came during my break, as i used the washroom since i had an opportunity. The second half of the day i worked the phones, and kept monitoring the new employees. Making sure they did not come across any problems. During the second half i did empty the catheter bag and perform my last tribute to Her, about an hour before the end of my shift. Like the other times i did strip and kneel. However this time i pulled out my vibrator from last night. With my vibrating ball on medium, i would work the vibrator in and out of my butt slowly during my first 2 minutes. At the end of the first 2 minutes i stopped with the vibrator and slid it out of my butt, also changing the ball speed to high. i bit my lip, knelt in prayer and thought for the last 2 minutes of my final tribute today.
My shift ended quickly after my last tribute, rushing my way out and to my car. At my car i took my seat at the driver seat. i decided right then that my skirt had to go. Unlike when i drove to work, this time i stripped my skirt right off. My final task i was going to do as i determined was to drive home naked from the waist down. At the time i get off work there are usually less cars so i had less to worry about than in the afternoon. However still i did feel just as much embarrassment. i was again in disbelief how i was doing this to myself and i asked myself why. Following that i would answer myself that it was for my Miss' happiness. i made it withing 3 blocks of my home when i was at a stop sign. i don't know why, but i decided to pull my red top off now too, thinking this was definitely the last task. Although the distance was not great, i know without my shirt on, anyone walking or driving by would be able to see me in my bra. i made it to my home without any notice. i didn't even bother to put my clothes back on, but i did pack them all to my bag before i literally darted out of my car in a quick run to get into my home. i did that all just to make my Miss laugh and smile, knowing She will when She reads this. i did not get to do much more this evening, but i do think i did enough tasks and tributes. Here's hoping this all will make my Miss feel a lot better <3
Your tributes to your Miss, were wonderful and show your dedication to the One that controls your life. I like that you shared with.us your questions as to how things got the way they did. In the end realizing that things are as they should be, you serving, loving, your Miss.
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i will continue to share more of my life with you, as it pleases my Miss to hear people commenting. Thank you once again shamrock !! !!
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