Thursday, 11 August 2011

Assignment for the 10th of August 2011

Synopsis:
Day 3 of my self tasking. My Miss has been busy with Her family emergency, and i have taken each task as a way to show my devotion to my Miss and a way to help Miss through Her times.

Assignment:
Waking up at my usual time, i slid from my bed to a kneel next to my bed. i did remove my sleep attire as i knelt before i began my deep thoughts. i thought long and hard of Miss, missing Her greatly. i took this time to come up with my tasks for the day, and of course set a prayer for my Miss' well being. i kept my devotion, and dedication high, knowing that Miss has very much appreciated the hard work. As i figured myself out, i got up and proceeded to the washroom naked. i won't go into details for those who have followed my blog all week. i did my usual routines with the catheter and the enema. i did take care to fill my water bottle with my catheter contents today, as did i make sure to fill myself with another 2 liter enema like the past few days. While i was in my kneel thinking of my Miss, i did go over details of  day and the tasks i was going to do. During this time i did come up with a task i intend to do once my Miss allows me to remove my catheter bag.
Taking the bottle that i had just filled in the washroom with my own recycled "water", i placed it to the fridge, switching it for a cold one so i could drink as i got ready. i would then make my way back to my room so i could prepare myself for the day. First i decided on what to wear. Outside did not look too great, but not too bad either as it seemed cloudy, yet there was sun breaking through at times. i picked out my pink and black sweat suit and white t shirt, as i was not sure if i had to work the front retail desk today.
After getting my things packed for the day, my lunch, my task items, and my bottles of harvested water. i would go straight to the washroom to begin my first task, skipping my breakfast as i decided to go to the Tim Horton's before work instead. Filling myself with 2 and half liters of water through my enema, i would follow with plugging myself up with my large butt plug instead of my tailed one, thinking my Miss would like the change for  the day. Once i was plugged up and re-dressed i would leave my house and begin my drive to work. i did make sure to empty the entire bottle that i was working on, making sure  not to waste any of the "water".
Stopping at the Tim Horton's i walked in and stood in line. i was well aware that my stomach was a bit distended. i am sure if someone i knew was there they would think i was either pregnant or at least gaining weight. i waited in line for about 5 minutes until i reached the front of the line. i made my order of a bagel with cream cheese, and a chocolate chip muffin. As they prepared my things, i did ask them to hold it for me so i could use their washroom. Making my way into washroom i would pick the far stall lock myself in it. i was feeling a bit uneasy with this task which i found weird as i assigned it. i stripped my sweat suit and shirt off and hung them at the hook on the stall door. My bag placed to the back of the toilet, before i slowly worked the giant plug from my butt so i could expel the enema. i was blushing heavily as this was the first time i had done this in a public washroom. It was different at work when i had a washroom and door where no one could hear or see me. i was lucky as my expulsion was just of water and the plug did not need to be cleaned, just wiped off. Finishing up in the washroom i made my exit, noting there was one person in the washroom stall that i was not sure if she knew anything. As i made my way out of the washroom i was nervous at what people would think, especially the person at the counter. Even if they would notice my now more deflated stomach or not, i knew of it. i did feel a bit embarrassed even at the uncertainty. i made my way up to get my things and said "thank you" before leaving. i didn't notice any reaction or notice as my luck continues. Or maybe i just never see the reactions.
Driving to work, i would make it in with plenty of time before the start. i sat at my desk to enjoy my meal taking my time. Downing it with a bottle of my "water". At the end of my breakfast i went into the handicap washroom so i could perform my first tribute to my Miss before the start of my shift. Stripping, i would kneel on the floor. Taking out my vibrating butt plug i would insert it to my butt and set it on medium. Then i followed with taking out my vibrator from my bag and worked it in and out of my pussy. For 2 minutes i pleasured myself, working at a good speed. biting my lower lip i would hold back, resisting the temptation of even getting close to the orgasm. At the end of the 2 minutes, i removed the vibrator and turned it off. Turning the butt plug to high i would stay kneeling and in deep thoughts of my Miss. Thinking of Her, using her happiness as fuel to keep my dedication. As the 2 minutes of meditation was over, i turned the butt plug speed to low and got out the toothpaste to make the mixture with water, and apply it to my clit and all over my pussy. i would redress and make my way to my desk after to start my shift.
For my shift not much happened besides performing work and my tasks. i made my way to the washroom after the first hour of my shift, then at lunch, and close to an hour before the end of my shift. Each time to empty the catheter into empty bottles, then perform more tributes to my Miss the same as the first one. By the third time i found that i had to hold back my orgasm harder, withing the first 30 seconds of pleasuring i would be close to orgasm already making my last minute agony. i had not cum in several days and it was apparent to me now my body wanted it. i was lucky that i had only one more tribute after that time, although it was even more agonizing. The only thing that kept me from cumming was my thoughts of my Miss, and how proud i know She would be if i was good and do not cum without permission. i remember speaking to subs who had orgasm bans and how horny they got from it. i did not know how it felt back when i was Domme, but now i not only know but really empathize with them.
At the end of my shift, i would make my exit and to my car. Driving home i went on to eating my dinner quickly and even emptying my catheter again to another empty bottle. i did try to make haste as i wanted to time it proper. Right at 12:00 am i went to perform my last tribute task for my Miss. Getting changed to just a pair of thin shorts and a t-shirt, with no underwear to speak of. i went to my car and started it, driving a block away i would pull the car over, making sure no one was looking.  i stripped off my shorts and my shirt quickly, then put the seat belt back on and started driving. i blushed heavily as i began to drive around some more residential areas. i did not know why i dd this, or even chose it. i was feeling very humiliated, and i was doing it to myself. i did have to keep reminding myself that it was for Miss. i did not look around too much, trying to keep my eyes straight ahead and not wanting to even know if people were to the side of me and able to see. i drove for what felt like hours, even though it was only 20 minutes. Driving around only light residential areas, and at midnight even. i made it home at the end of the 20 minutes and would park my car. i did slip on my shorts and shirt again before entering my house. This task felt the most humiliating task i had done since i had been with Master, and this one even felt more awkward as i self tasked it. At the end of it i did think that this was for my Miss, and i know She will love my surprise task of the day. Lets hope this puts a giant smile to Her gorgeous face <3

2 comments:

  1. Your Miss is such a fortunate one to have such a dedicated sub such as yourself. I hope your tasks pleased her. Being in the medical field, I must tell you to be certain you get enough normal hydration and you must be very clean to prevent urinary tract infections.

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  2. I like very much your task of self imposed public nudity, and i hope your miss would improve them when she'll be' back to take care of you. Imho u should work on them adding variations on the theme..

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