Assignment for the 28th of September 2011

Synopsis:
This is the 3rd day of my anal training.

Assignment:
i woke up today still groggy, and still not done my report from last night. My butt was still stretched to the vibrating inflatable butt buster still buzzing inside my stretched hole. i quickly cleared my head before getting up to use the washroom and to remove the plug. i went through my usual routine with the catheter and enema through my full daily cleanup. Once done i went to make a quick breakfast to take with me to the computer where i sat to eat and write the rest of my report. There i sat finishing off my recount of my last 2 days, sitting in nothing butt my catheter bag and my big black butt plug. i did find that the big plug felt not as snug as it has been the last 2 days, which meant to me that my hole was stretching. A Time before i did worry that my butt one day may not close again, especially after that anal gangbang session a while back. This time worried me just as much, as i would not like to know what would happen if it were stretched to the point of no return. My worried were of course secondary as i know my Miss would never make me do anything really bad for me. i do truly want to do everything She wishes, as i thrive for Her approval. It did not take me too long to finish up as i did have most of it finished before i passed out from the exhaustion. i felt bad for taking so long, and i did worry about what my Miss may have thought about its lateness. However as i finished i did notice a message from Her which i will not go into detail.
The rest of the afternoon went according to plan, with getting ready and making my way to work. Arriving at work i dropped my things off and as usual i went right into my "office" the handicap washroom. Stripping off my black skirt and my red and black matching top. Then i proceeded to empty the catheter bag, by standing in front of the bowl and opening the nozzle so it would flow out as if i was peeing standing once again. Then after it was fully emptied i got onto my knees and took my right hand, i began to stick all the fingers in my mouth. Fucking my mouth with my own hand so i would lube it with my own saliva, i literally pumped my hand in and out of my mouth for a minute, trying to not gag too loudly. As i was finished, i leaned forward on my chest so my butt was high in the air. My left hand reached back and pulled the plug from my butt, and before i even had anytime to dilate i shoves my right hand's saliva covered fingers directly in, pressing in deep. Then i pumped a few times before closing my fingers to a ball. Pumping in deep, then i pulled back and felt my hand pull hard and eventually pop out painfully. As i groaned, biting my lip to muffle much of the noise, i pulled my hand closer to my mouth. i began to spit on my own hand to lube it more before reaching back and pressing my hand back into my butt. i kept my whole fist thrusting back and forth in my butt, making the pace increasing steadily. i kept my mind focused on my Miss, knowing each second of this tribute was for Her. Each bit of pain and stretching feel in my butt was all in dedication to Her. i kept this going for 5 minutes, warding off any and all temptations to climax in the process. As the time ended, i slipped the big black butt plug back into my gaping canal, and got up to wash my hands and to redress.
The rest of my day went as routine. i was able to get to each tribute during each 2 hour interval, timing it with my release of the catheter bag contents. i was able to get 5 tributes in, with the last one coming at the end of my shift before my drive home. My butt was very sore by the end of the day with all the fisting i have done to myself. Feels like my butt has not gotten any rest in the last few days, increasing my worries that by the end of this week the gaping hole may never close again. The thought though did seem to excite me. i mean that does mean i could do more, and who knows maybe i can be like those porn actresses who have been through double fisting.
At home i stripped right through my door as i try to be naked at home as much as i can as per my Miss' wishes. As i sat down on my couch to watch some TV, i did get out the box of candles. Remembering i got to 10 candles last night i knew i had to increase it. i began inserting them, starting with the 4. Then i began inserting them one at a time right in the middle of those 4. As i got to 10 i did stop so i could let my canal adjust. i did not want to overdue it, but i did want to push further. i began to slowly press in one more candle until it was fully inserted. i kept my hand on the ends of the bunch of candles so they would not pop out. i knew i could not ad more than the one tonight, but tomorrow i thought i must get to 12. i held them all in for the length of 30 minutes, or as i saw it the entire news broadcast before letting them out and replacing the candles with my vibrating, inflatable butt buster expanded as much as i could withing my anal canal. Then set to vibrate until it either runs out of power or i wake up.

Assignments for the 26th & 27th of September 2011

Synopsis:
Here are the first 2 days of my anal training my Miss set me out on for this week.

Assignment:
My Monday started off like every other day from last week. Waking up, meditating and praying for my Miss, thinking of things to do this week for the anal stretching training for myself. Then it was off to the washroom to empty the catheter, then cleansing of it, my body, then cleansing of my bowels with an enema. i did re-insert the catheter and strap the bag around my leg once  as i have not heard from my Miss to remove it yet. The rest of my preparations of my task came after my meal and before getting dressed. i already had one thing planned for after work  but for work i was not certain what to do. Taking each item from my drawer i could not decide until i cycled to my large black wedge butt plug. Taking it up, and taking up my bottle of KY intrigue i began to add lube to the tip, using a finger to rub it along enough of the tip so it will help its entry, but not make it too slippery from slipping from my butt. Slowly i let it slide it until it parted my butt cheeks and my hole to its full girth. Popping it, it settled into its place, wedged it my canal. With it set i began to dress, choosing my black skirt with my blue sweater on top as it was a cold raining day.
Besides the big butt plug my day was exactly like it was last week, once at work i dropped my things off and made my way to my "office". In my office i slipped my clothes of, then went to the toilet so i could turn the nozzle and empty the contents of my catheter bag. Once emptied, i got onto all fours, before reaching my right hand back to grip the edge of the plug. i began to pull it back and forth, thrusting it to my butt. Gasping, i felt immediate pleasure and pain as it worked my muscles of my butt. i kept visions of my Miss in my head, working the toy with more speed, pressure and strength. Biting my lower lip i kept my eyes on the time, making sure to use every last second of the 5 minutes as i paid my tribute to Her. i felt rather empty though doing this task, missing my Miss. i could feel a wave of sadness but tried to keep it free from me. Wanting more to keep my tasks going, knowing the reports will be red in due time. Seeing the 5 minutes finally come up, i stopped pumping my butt with the plug and settled it back in. Already i was feeling the stretch from it, as my butt was on fire from the hard thrusting of the toy.
i cannot say the rest of my day went very smooth. With a local customer we deal with having a major sale. We had hundreds of new orders that needed to be settled for today leading to a major sale on the weekend. That meant more work on top of an already busy Monday. Feverishly i worked, going from call to call i was unable to do much more than the few tributes when i could. i tried to time the release of my catheter contents with my tributes. My 2nd tribute came at the midpoint of my first half. Taking it 2 hours after the first one. My 3rd tribute came at lunch. For each of those tributes i did do the same as the first. Stripping totally naked, before emptying the contents of my bag, wanting to keep it low and no where near full. Following the release i knelt to the ground, on all fours and pumped the plug viciously, and with no stop for the entire duration of the 5 minute time. i did find the more i did this through the day the more pleasure i was getting from it. i know i am not a major pain slut, but something about the feel of my butt and its muscles stretching, plus the pain of it felt just great in my opinion. The feel of accomplishing each tribute, plus the thoughts of my Miss made me feel a sense of pride and dedication.
By the end of work i had gotten to 5 tributes, and only those as work was swamped. i was asked at the end of work if i wished to have extra hours. i did agree and i was told that i was leaving Thursday so i could be on a training trip. i was informed how i would be training for Thursday and Friday, then be back by Saturday midday. i was going to be given overtime, and felt i could not refuse it. With this knowledge handed to me i did get on my way home so i could get through the 2nd part of my training i assigned myself.
Once home, and through the doors i stripped away my clothes, as its now customary to be at home naked. Its weird how i have been trained now to enjoy my nakedness, and to embrace it when i am at home. i knew this kind of training is what my butt was going to endure for this week. i made my way to my room where i knelt on my bed. Taking out a box from a plastic bag i opened it. Having been assigned the anal stretching this week i had time on the weekend to buy these. Before i got to the contents i took out the plug from my butt. Taking out 4 long candles i would begin to slip all 4 into my butt one at a time. Then with the 5th i slipped it in the middle of the 4, along with a 6th doing the same.i added a 7th slowly and held onto it for a few so they would not just pop out. i was beginning to feel majorly stretched. i held them for 5 minutes before deciding i could add an 8th one, slipping it in between all the other candles. i had all i could fit in for today, as i held them all in place for 30 minutes, At the end of the 30 i let them all come out at the same time, and immediately replaces it with my hand, slipping it right into my gaping hole. i began to fist myself for 10 minutes as hard as i could. Screaming and grunting out now that i was in my home. My butt was on fire, and my mind was wondering why i was doing this to myself. As the 10 minutes expired i screamed out i did this for Miss Lindy. Before collapsing to the bed. i quickly slipped in my inflatable butt plug to keep my gaping hole still gaping while i recuperated. i pumped it up and turned it onto the first setting feeling it stretch me out even more until i passed out.


My Tuesday did not differ very much from my Monday. i was finding that my days were growing more and more similar. i did not know if it was a good thing or a bad thing, but i knew that i loved my Mistress. To me it didn't matter if i was destroyed or broken as long as those highly praising words came from Her. In waking i did as i did yesterday. i kept my tasks in my head, with thoughts of my Miss. i kept saying i had to do this for Her. i was growing more worried though as i have not heard from Her in a while now. Skipping over my washroom tasks as they did not differ at all from Monday. i did slip out the inflatable plug to wash it and to insert the giant not inflatable plug for work. i went in my sweats today, choosing my grey sweat pants, and my black long sleeve feeling very lazy as i have not been sleeping well since Sunday.
At work i started out the very same, with entering the washroom to first empty the catheter. However today i stood in front of the catheter, to open it up. Letting it filter out of me as if i was peeing standing up peeing like a male. My mind was already shifting to thoughts of my Miss, thinking of Her, worrying and wondering if She was well. As i finished peeing, i closed the nozzle and got onto all fours to now perform my first 5 minute tribute today. Slipping the butt plug free from me, i slipped my 5 fingertips from my right hand directly into my my butt, pressing them in and closing the fingers so it formed a fist. i used a toothpaste and water mixture as lubricant as i slipped my hand in deeper until it popped in so my fist was wedged inside of me. Taking note of the time, i bit my lower lip. Then i began to aggressively pump my fist so i began to fist my already gaping butt. i could hardly keep quiet as i thought the 5 minutes felt like forever. i refused to cum, and if i did not i know i would have exploded after only 1 minute. As the 5 minutes ended i gasped in relief to stop fisting and to reinsert my plug.
Work was slightly less busy than Monday, but not by much. Sitting down on my chair was beginning to hurt and after each tribute passed by butt was hurting more and more. i could really feel the stretching as it has been making its mark in making my butt more accommodating. My tributes each were timed the same as yesterday, every 2 hours i would go in to empty my catheter and bag, then pay my 5 minute anal fisting tribute, using toothpaste and water as lubricant. The end of the day could not come quicker, as i was eager to get out of work. To tell the truth i was more wanting to leave work than i was to rid myself of the anal fisting. i did worry on my drive home with all this stretching my butt would never be the same again. i already felt the difference in my butt ever since the day i was tied up and gang banged by an unknown number of people, all anally.
At home i stripped and went to work immediately with all my fingers and lube pressing all 8 fingers, minus the thumbs pulling and trying to stretch my butt further, moving from all angles. i did keep my fingers stretching for 15 minutes, and at the end i pulled out the box of candles for the next step. i started once more slipping candle at a time into me, each candle i pretended my Miss slipped into me. Like yesterday i slipped the 4 inside, then each candle after i would push in between the 4, using them like a border. i got the 8 in surprising enough fairly easy. Taking 2 more i slipped each one of them in slowly, feeling them stretch me even more. In case people did not notice my intentions with the candles are that each day i was going to put an extra one or 2 inside of me, making sure my butt stretched even more. i think by the end of the week i will be able to take a double anal fucking, if not maybe even a triple one. The 10 candles today were held inside me for slightly longer than the half hour, as i lost track of time. i kept my one hand holding them all inside of me, as i watched TV. Once done i let them all pop out of me, which i may note they were easier to get out than in. At the completion i put the inflatable butt plug, which i may note is actually called a butt buster and inflated it as full as i could get before turning on the vibrations to a moderate level. i began to write out my report and actually passed out after i exploded in a huge orgasm which i was too tired to hold back. When i awoke with the toy still going i finished off the report and got ready for work at the same time.

Assignment for the 24th of September 2011

Synopsis:
i was to have a Saturday evening with "K" with 2 different tasks i had through the week from my Miss. With the 2 tasks i joined them for one big task for my weekend events.

Assignment:
After my intense orgasm from Friday night, i was surprised to actually be up withing the morning at 10 AM. i felt well rested meaning i must have passed out into deep sleep very quickly. i slipped from the bed to my proper kneel at the foot of my bed. Thinking and praying for my Miss. Thoughts of my Miss ran through my head, as i went over Her image in my mind, then over the tasks She set me out with for the Saturday. i know She had 2 things set for me through the week, which i have joined into one task. Upon finishing my meditation, i got up to go through my usual routine in the washroom. The first item of business was to open the nozzle to my catheter bag to expel the contents. Once that was completed i did slip it from my body to clean it in the sink. i did leave it on my sink for tomorrow to re-insert as i wanted to be free for my events tonight. Next i went to do my shower, following with my beginning of the day enema.
The rest of my morning did not differ at all from my usual morning, in that after i finished up in the washroom i went to the kitchen to make myself a breakfast and then sit down and enjoy it. i did take my time though as i had nothing planned for my day until a bit later. i did make calls to confirm with my tranny friend "K" of what time we were meeting and it wasn't until around 6:00 or 7:00. i spent the rest of my morning and afternoon doing various things. i got dressed in my sweats and took a run around the track close to my place , in which i lucked out as the rain had not began until after i had finished. Later in the afternoon i stopped by at my parent's place for a small visit and to have some coffee with them. Following the visit i went home and passed out for a small midday nap.
Once i was awake i did think it was time i should start packing my things to head out to "K"'s place. i made sure to have the right clothes packed, as with the proper items. i was getting more excited as the time grew closer to our meeting. My Miss' tasks on the weekends have really made me look forward to weekends. i think a lot of this is that my Miss wished to make me serve Her at all times, and even more so on my days off. i have now grown very fond of performing these tasks no matter how demeaning or strenuous. My thoughts as i packed my things so i could prepare myself at "K"'s place were of my Miss. As they always should.
i arrived at "K"'s place around 6:45 PM, making it up so i could put my bag in her room. She was just as i was at this point, both in our sweats, and not dressed up yet. We took our time having some pizza together before we started to get dressed. We both slipped on jeans for the night as it was going to be a lot colder. i went with a black dressy top that had some shear parts, and "K" choose a white top that showed a lot of cleavage. We both followed with helping each other with our hair and makeup, taking a lot of time as we both wanted to look good. During the time i did go over what my Miss had tasked me with doing. "K" did seem to very much enjoy what she hear. i did think how nice it was that we shared a lot in common, and thought very much the same. i do love the fact not only is she accepting of my Miss, but also been very willing to do anything my Miss has wanted. i don't know what her reasoning is, but i did appreciate the running mate.
We made our way from the apartment to catch a cab to the club we planned on for tonight. We didn't have to wait too long to get in, as we were let in fairly quickly. A lot having to be with the fact that we were not with men, and this being a straight club women make it in a lot easier. It didn't take us long after coat checks to hit up the bar. "K" ordered us the first round, getting us a shot of tequila, a shot of vodka, and a gin and tonic each. i knew she meant business tonight by the amount she wanted to start with. This prompted me to repeat that for the next round of shots with the only difference being i ordered rum and cokes for us both instead of gin and tonic. After these 2 rounds we did stick to ordering single drink rounds. The club was pretty full, and i was a bit nervous on trying to get my task done. But i had faith in myself and "K" that we would. Between rounds of drinks we kept finding ourselves floating to the dance floor where we attracted a lot of attention. Many times we had males coming up to try to dance with us. However for some reason the ones coming up just did not seem very good. They did not present the appropriate feel. We did let 2 different men buy us drinks, not at the same time. Both males did the same as the other without knowing. They both bought us drinks and at that time went to talk to us. But when that happened they both eventually struck themselves out. The first one was just being too cocky while the other one we could tell was just looking to impress his friends who we could tell were all watching. "K" and i were still having lots of fun, and i did keep myself faithful that i would find someone appropriate.
i don't know about when in the evening as i was not paying attention, but i did have to go to the washroom for the third time after having all those drinks. Also with all the catheter and water intake training i have done my bladder has become a lot different, so when i have not been wearing it, i have found myself having to use the washroom a fair amount more. This was the first time i went that "K" did not go with me, saying she would be at the bar getting us drinks. i went to the stall and peed normally for the first time all week, then followed with washing my hands clean. i did straighten up and touched up my makeup, making sure i looked as good as possible still. When i exited the washroom i did not know which of the 2 bars "K" was at and i could not see her. As i made my way from the washroom to the nearest bar, i did have a Persian man proposition me to dance with him and his group of 6 Persian friends, but it did not interest me very much. He just seemed very rude and i did not like the fact there were 6 of them, all dressed up in those MMA fighter shirts or those gaudy Ed Hardy shirts. i did kindly decline, not once but 3 times before just saying screw being nice and just walked past them ignoring them completely. i eventually did find "K" at the other bar, standing at the side talking to one younger looking guy and his group of friends. Stepping in "K" introduced me to the group of them and handed me my double rum and coke. "K" told me that the guy next to her was in the club for the first time and that it was his 19th birthday. i looked at the guy who i will call "S" who was fairly tall and was pretty handsome, although he did look very much like a 19 year old. He did seem a bit shy, which i did not blame him, as i did remember when i turned 19 and was in the club for the first time. His group of friends were 3 other guys and 2 girls and they seemed really nice. The guys kept "promoting" the birthday boy and seemed like they have been going to the clubs a bit more than "S". They did tell us that he was the baby of the group which made me go "awww". "K" and i both did give him a bit hug and we both kissed him on both cheeks. "K" and i both agreed that he was adorable, and in our more intoxicated state we wanted to have fun and make sure "S" enjoyed his birthday.
After talking for a bit "K" and i joined "S" and his friends on the floor for some dancing. Well this was after some birthday shots. We found that after a while we did pull "S" a bit away from his friends. Not too far away but just enough so it seemed like we were 2 different groups dancing, just within proximity of each other. "S" did seem very cute, as he did have good rhythm but i could tell he was a bit nervous and shy in the way he danced or even talked with us. i could tell "K" was very interested in him as she danced very close to him, even making sure she was grinding with him. After a long while "K" and i did leave "S" for a short bit with his friends. Asking him to wait for us by the bar we went to the washroom so "K" and i could pee and talk. "K" said that she thought he would be perfect. i did not disagree although i did question why someone that young. i had not been with any male that young since i was that age. She said she got a feeling about him being more bi than straight. i did not say otherwise and trusted her. We both agreed that we would stay with that group for a bit then try to get the birthday boy away from them.
We did follow through meeting up with "S" and his friends at the bar where we all had a few drinks and mingled. They all did seem very nice, and i found that the group was more talkative than "S". But he did keep smiling and trying very hard to fit in at the club. Between drinks at the bar we found our time on the dance floor, dancing and grinding away. Both "K" and i even kissed "S" on separate occasions which i do attribute to the vast amount of alcohol we already consumed. Nearing the end of the night, "S"'s friends were leaving and "K" and i left with them. As they all were going to their vehicles, "K" and i pulled "S" aside whispering for him to come with us for more to celebrate for his birthday. Promising his friends we would take good care of him we hailed a cab to take the 3 of us to "K"'s place. Through the ride i did find "K" and "S" kissing the entire time, with me guiding his hands all my legs and her's. i was actually surprised he had not noticed "K"'s member at all, or maybe he had but was too drunk to process it.
As we got to the apartment and made out way in, "K" really was getting around pulling and pushing "S" about the place until he landed on her bed in her room. i am sure he was just happy for the ride and did not question it. i was not sure if he had been with many females, but i am positive we were the oldest ones he has been with to this point. i also know his friends must be happy for him and think he was in for the best time of his life. As "K" begin to strip herself to her bra and strip "S" off to his green and black boxer shorts. i stood in both of their views performing a sexy strip tease until my jeans and top were off. Leaving me in nothing at all. As i kept dancing, i saw his boxers tugged off as he kept on his back watching. "K" while still in her underwear got on her knees and began to suck him off, using her mouth and tongue to get his cock hard. i was surprised to see his cock was a decent size. i danced my way from in front of the bed to crawling onto the bed on the other side of "S" opposite of "K". As her mouth pulled from his not erect and we cock, i replaced it by straddling him and letting his young hard cock slip into my pussy. i began slowly pulling myself up and down, moaning with him as he groaned. i was feeling good, and i knew he was too. i kept increasing as i rode him a bit faster, rolling my hips so i rocked up and down. We eventually spun around so i was underneath him with my legs wrapped around him. "K" the whole time was either guiding my body or his to keep fucking the other ones'. We didn't go that long before he quickened his pace until he exploded into me.
As he pulled out and laid next to me, he would immediately freak out and jump from the bed to a stand. As i turned to see what it was i could see "K" naked with her hard cock in her hand stroking it.i pulled him to the bed to sit and told him to relax. i told pulled him close to hold him from going as i told him how i wanted hm to fuck my ass, but only after "K" fucked his ass. He did not like the idea and kept being shocked every time he turned and saw her cock. i kept resting him assured that no one was going to know but use in the room. i do think he was more assured by the words, and i think the thought of fucking my butt made him stay. Laying him back to the bed, i began to suck him off like "K" did before. However after a few minutes "K" moved close so i could alternate between sucking his then her cock. i could tell the pleasure was really helping hm grow more comfortable with being around a transsexual, but i could tell this was his first bi experience. We eventually found ourselves with him on all fours, myself underneath him still sucking and stroking his cock. "K" was behind him slowly licking at his butt, lubricating it. i was hoping that "K" would be fucking his butt first so i could watch but from the way it progressed i thought it would be better to give him what he wished for first.
When we all separated from our sucking and licking i made a bold move. Sliding onto the bed with my chest and chin to the bed surface. i pressed my knees to it and raised my butt high in the air. My hands both traveled back to my butt, each planting to a butt cheek and pulling apart so my hole was open to him a bit invitingly. i moaned and very much like a porn star i said please fuck my ass "S". He wasted little time in getting behind me, with his hands on my hips. He pressed his cock right into my butt and slowly began to fuck my butt. i groaned and smiled feeling his once again hard cock inside of me. i knew "K" could not wait, and being made to do so made her just want it more. After a few minutes she got involved, slipping on a condom, not wanting "S" to be too scared off. She got behind him and with her hands helped slow him down to a stop so he was fully filling me then began to insert herself into him as he squealed a bit. i could tell he was not prepared for it nor used to it, but was trying to be a trooper. To ease him a bit, i moaned out to please keep fucking my ass. i have to admit he must have a strong will as he began to fuck me again, which prompted "K" to fuck him, extremely slowly. After a while our rhythms joined into one as she fucked him in unison with fucking me. i could tell he was beginning to enjoy being taken in the ass for the first time, as his thrusts really showed his confidence growing. His load would blast into me filling up my butt like my pussy right before. i slipped free from him and got to see what i wished to. i watched "K" fuck him as she took control and he just stayed there grunting. i think it was only for a couple short minutes until she exploded into him.
We all laid there for a few minutes, and i think the realization hit him of what happened. He seemed to have went back to being nervous and shy, and he only waited a few minutes before he got up and began to dress. We did say it was late and that he should stay, which he quietly disagreed saying he had to be somewhere early. i could tell he was making excuses but i did not wish to stop him. He did thank us, although i could tell it was just words. His shock and i think a bit of shame was making him want to leave and i did not wish to stop him. i just wished him one last happy birthday before he walked out quickly.
"K" and i didn't even get out of bed as he excused himself. We both laughed a bit saying how we both think we scared the young "kid" off. i said i was going to lock the door, taking this time to get myself ready. i had my mind set on the second part of my task now. While "K" laid in the bed i went to lock the door then get out something special. With my new dildo harness on, i put my new 8.5 inch Peter North ejaculating dildo into it, and making sure it was on tight. i put my heels back on that were by the door before walking back into the room, strutting. i kept my hand stroking the cock and looking at "K". i told her how my butt had been fucked, and so had "S"'s. Now it was her turn. She did not know i brought the toy, let alone put it on. i do think she suspected it as i took a while to lock a door. i took the bottle of lube she kept in the drawer of her night stand out, and she gave me an evil smirk and got into the position i was in. To be precise she got in the exact position with her butt high in the air and even said to please fuck her ass in a very porn star way like i did earlier. With my jaw dropped in amusement i began to rub the lube into her butt and onto my cock. Once the lube was in i slid the cock tip to her butt and pressed in slowly. Pulling back and forth a few times i made sure to press it in more with each inward thrust. Once inserted fully, i worked it back and forth slowly fucking her. She moaned and rocked herself back to my cock, showing her lust and excitement at being fucked. i worked my pace up slowly. After i got to a high speed, i gripped the remote that i had held by the harness around my waist, turning it on so the tip of the dildo began to vibrate through my increased thrust speed. i could tell she was even more aroused by the fucking and the vibrations. Mi could see her stroking her cock furiously now as i fucked her at my top speed. We  did not need a lot of time, as our lust and the fucking earlier kept our drives high. As she screamed and came all over her bed, i reached one hand off of her waist and squeezed the balls of the dildo and letting the cum i made from water and yogurt earlier into her butt and bowels.
As we both finished off, i licked her cum up and removed my harness. We both held each other and fell asleep with our messy bodies close. i did get both tasks my Miss wanted done for the night although i did not expect the way it all unfolded. It was pleasant, but i found that the pleasure was secondary to completing the tasks for my Miss. i do hope She approves of the choices i made, and the way the evening unfolded. To hearing Her say She is proud of me will make the evening pleasure seem like nothing at all.

Assignment for the 23rd of September 2011

Synopsis:
My Friday was filled with similar tasks from my last one, but in my Miss' usual fashion, slight changes were made to keep things evolving.

Assignment:
Getting up for Friday was not too hard. i was excited as the weekend was just around the corner. As usual i started my day thinking and praying for my Miss. i ran through thoughts of my assignment for last day and the tasks i am going to to do for today. One thought did pop into my head. With all this orgasm control, it reminded me of a comment posted by one of my top blog followers Serena on my last assignment. It was all to transform me into more of a slut for my Miss. How i am now all about giving pleasure instead of craving it. i know this is what my Miss intended, and with that it brought me much motivation to perform for my Friday. From there my morning progressed on schedule. My mind was between my tasks and thoughts of my Miss. i went through my routines of cleaning my catheter, and emptying it, then showering and performing my first enema for the day. With the cleaning done, i went to eat my breakfast which was accompanied by a liter of water. Through my meal i did make arrangements and confirmations with "K" for our weekend plans. i did go over with her some of the expectations my Miss had in mind, which "K" seemed happy about. Giving me more reason to want to get through the day and onto the weekend.
After eating, i went to my room not knowing what to wear for today. As it was the end of the week i did decide to be lazy, choosing my grey sweats with my green long sleeve shirt. Underneath i just had my black bra, and once again no underwear. Of course i had my catheter back strapped to my thigh, making the sweats good coverage to hide it. The other reason was that it was fairly muggy outside, and it looked like it could rain at anytime. Even with being lazy, i did make sure to do my make up. i would feel naked without it, and i would never go to work without doing it. i did take my time, making sure my eye shadow had a green tint so it matched my top. Following my makeup i packed my bag, making sure to place in my toy and the charger. Packing my bag, my lunch and my liter bottle of water into my car, i wasted little time before leaving for work.
Arriving to work, i immediately went to check my schedule on my way to my desk to drop off my things. i did decide to make a trip to the washroom to empty what i had in the catheter bag just so i could start work with an entirely empty bag. As i locked myself into my usual handicap washroom i call my "office". i immediately stripped off everything until i was naked. i did realize i did not need to do this at all as i did not have any tributes to do, which did make me feel a bit absent minded. While still naked, i stood in front of the toilet bowl and aimed the nozzle end of the catheter bag to the opening. Turning the nozzle i let the contents of the bag empty. i know the bag was not anywhere near full but i felt happy to have it empty. After its complete draining i closed off the nozzle. Before dressing i thought while i was naked i should get my day task going as well. As i did last day, i got out mu we vibe. Parting my legs, while still standing i slipped it on. The 2 ends of the toy pressing against my g-spot and my clit the way it was designed. With my toy now on my body i grabbed my clothes and re-dressed, knowing how i just wasted time in stripping.
Waiting at my desk until just before the start of my shift, i picked up my remote to my we-vibe and turned it on. Unlike last day this day i started at level 3 instead of 2.  i took a deep breathe, trying to get used to the setting as much as i could before my start of work. As i went through my usual work i did shift my mind away from the pleasure and more to my work. i did drift a few times, but my devotion to my Miss kept me going strong. i worked right through the battery life of 2 hours. As the toy faded and eventually stopped. Pulling in closer to my desk, i did reach my one hand in past my waist band of my sweat pants. Slipping the we-vibe out as discreetly as possible i plugged it into the charger under my desk letting it charge to full. Much like last day i waited the hour so it was fully charged then slipped it back on. Timing the full charge with my washroom break, i used that time to release now a full catheter bag and to re-insert my we-vibe. This round was set at setting 4 and this went right through my lunch break. Ending at an hour after my lunch. My discipline was a major contributor to why i did not cum. My want to please Her, and make Her proud of me helped drive me further.
The day really was not too busy, which was good as the toy's distraction would not effect my work too badly. i did get to re-inserting my we-vibe again after its charge.Having it on the 5th setting, this would be my last round at work. An hour into its 2 hour battery life, work ended early as the slow Friday allowed us all to start our weekend early. With still an hour left on this round i did not extract the toy, but rather left it on the setting for my drive home. i found myself driving very slowly as the vibrations did make me shudder, and my mind was shifted at times to the pleasure. i kept repeating in my mind that i refuse to cum. Especially while i was behind the wheel of my car. With hoe strong my climax was last day i know if i had a repeat of that i would have found myself swerving. Or worse maybe in a serious car accident. i had to concentrate heavy on my own breathing, making sure it did not pick up, as i also concentrated on keeping my climax from getting near the edge. i did manage to drive safely, and without incident.
At home i immediately made the call to "K" informing her of how my Miss asked her to repeat like the last assignment. Asking her to phone or text me just to say "cum". However the change now being is that she got to control when it was instead of within the 90 minute gap. After her agreement, i put my phone close and stripped off my clothes. Taking out my 10 inch dildo, and my hitachi wand i began to work away. With the wand plugged in, i pressed the tip to my clit. My other hand on the end of the dildo, i pumped it in and out of myself. My thighs parted, i sat on a chair in my living room fucking myself wildly with no other plans but to await that text or call. The though of how i was becoming a better slut kept popping up between visions of my Mistress. i kept my task in my mind and just let time shift away. i didn't even try to keep track of time, knowing if i did it would tick slower. i felt like i was floating on a river, along for the ride. My only job was to enjoy each little sensation. Panting and moaning away without any resistance. i felt my mind turn to mush, letting my actions go on auto-pilot. i was not even sure if only 30 minutes passed or it was now 2 to 3 hours. i did eventually get a text message from "K" but one as a joke saying "BUM", then a "LOL". i did not fall for the little gag, but it did make me groan in agony, wanting to cum so desperately now. After that i know she deliberately waited a few extra minutes before sending the "CUM" text. i exploded immediately, not needing any more than a minute after the allowance. i shuddered and squealed as the spasms swept through me, pushing me through a huge orgasm. i was seeing stars all the way until i saw dark and i passed out from the exertion.
When i awoke i checked the times on the texts and the clock, realizing that i was masturbating for 2 hours and 20 minutes before i finally came, and that afterwards i passed out for 2 hours. i did stay up from there just to write this report for my Miss and my readers. i do hope that this report was as pleasing as my last one, and that this is a good push into my weekend. Lets hope my weekend is as fun as the tasks have been for my loving and gorgeous Miss.

Assignment for the 21st of September 2011

Synopsis:
My Miss assigned me to wear my we-vibe at work. After every removal to charge, i was to re-insert it when charged one level higher. i was not allowed to cum, and when i got home i was assigned a specific way to masturbate for a specific time. i was not allowed to cum then until allowed to by a chosen person of my Miss' likings.

Assignment:
Waking up today i felt much serenity and happiness. i had set tasks assigned to me, and i have grown to love each and every one of them, and lately i have even grown to cherish them as they have come a little less than when my Miss was more free. i had much need to complete these tasks today, as my devotion has made me feel it was absolutely necessary. My afternoon went upon like usual. After my meditation at the foot of my be, i reported to the washroom to empty my catheter bag, then to slide the catheter from me so i could wash it clean. With it off, i went into the shower to cleanse myself externally, following with my internal cleanse with the enema. After i dried and expelled the enema, i went onto re-attaching the catheter bag to my right thigh, and slipping the catheter right back into my urethra. i have figured that by now my afternoons/ mornings are very similar with my Miss having instilled the routine. My Miss always wanted to turn my life into one huge controlled state, which i think by now it has become that. At least that is how i felt. From the washroom i went to have a quiet healthy breakfast in the kitchen while naked. Making myself a bowl of Special-K cereal, with some fruit and one cup of yogurt. i made sure to drink an entire liter of water with my meal so i could keep my water intake particularly high, with my intention of making it even higher today with my day filled with assignments. Through my meal, i did keep thinking of my Miss and wishing Her well. Through Her hard time i wished i could do more, even being there by Her side so i could help Her with matters. i did think that the assignments i did get, and the ones i self assigned i would make sure to work hard on, and to write up as best as i can.These assignments and reports may be the only thing my Miss has as any recreation, and joy. My intentions are to make my Miss happy when i can
i went and dressed in my black skirt with my white and black top, using my skirt as camouflage to conceal my catheter bag. i checked the mirror to make sure that there were no visible signs of it or i would immediately change and choose a new outfit. After all these assignments and months i was not intending to be caught now. From there i went on to packing my lunch and even packing my newer toy the we-vibe and the charger, making sure to keep them in my bag. i knew that my toy had a full charge on it, as  i wanted to keep it on standby for when my Miss did ask me to use it. i could tell my Miss liked this toy a lot as She had shown interests in it, assigning it to me when She could the past week and a half. With all my things checked i did make haste, leaving for work.
My ride was long and quiet, giving me lots of time to think of my task. i was not too worried as my toy is relatively quiet and discreet. i actually was driving on auto-pilot. The lights were on, but my mind was no where near, being all the way with my Miss. i actually didn't really have my mind at all on the road until i pulled into a parking space outside of my work. Walking in, i did my usual. Dropping my things at my desk, except for my bag i went to my "office" the handicap washroom, and locking myself inside. i took this time to strip, then aim the nozzle end of the catheter bag to the toilet. Opening it i let it drain from me, as my water intake from the morning and through the time of my drive it had time to collect in the bag. After its completion in emptying, i went to the next phase of my tasks. Taking my purple we-vibe out i slipped it into my pussy, pressing the one end to my g-spot and the other to my clit. Nesting it i would straighten out and then get back into my clothes. Once i was all dressed i took up the remote and turned it onto the 2nd setting out of 9 so it would began to buzz inside of me. Feeling it working its sensual magic i proceeded to exit the washroom so i could go on with the rest of my day.
i was at my desk the whole day as we have had some recent on-goings that have left us short there. i did anticipate to be on the phones for the next 2 weeks straight until we have hire more people and properly train them. My mind kept shifting from work to my bladder training to even my orgasm control training. i do not know why but i found my training to be very arousing. The tasks themselves did not really arouse me, as i figured it was more that it was from my Miss. Anything assigned from Her i knew is filled with much thought and love. Time ticked by very quickly as the first 2 hours of work were fairly busy, trying to catch up for an early server downtime of our computer systems from before our shift. i was glad the starting level of the toy was assigned at the 2nd setting as this made my 2 hours very pleasant but not to the point that it was unbearable to resist the orgasm. This actually felt like i was constantly being massaged sexually. i found that by now, my humiliation factor was growing less for each task as i was growing into a humiliation slut, and adapted to each of the feels.
With the shift moving towards the 2 hour mark i would eventually feel the toy begin to fade until it was entirely off. i knew that meant the toy was completely drained of its juice. i took this time to go from my desk to the washroom. While there i took that moment to empty the catheter, and to slide the we-vibe from my body. Before going back to my desk i did make a detour stop at the water cooler to refill my bottle with water so i did not have to waste more time. Once filled i did make my way back to my desk. My hands underneath i plugged my charger in and even attached the toy to it so it would charge. i waited about an hour so my toy completely charged. Now that it was one more full in battery life, i unplugged it from its charger. i was feeling very brave, and i also knew i did not need to empty the catheter bag so i did not leave my desk. Instead, i hiked my skirt up under my desk and slid the toy into me discreetly and quietly with one hand, while my other hand was still working away. Once the toy was in, i slid my skirt back down, knowing no one saw that. With the remote i turned the we-vibe on and now set it to the 3rd setting. i gasped very lightly and prepared myself as i held back slightly, enjoying the feel and the slight embarrassment of having it inserted at my desk, and the pleasurable feel of it while at my profession.
This round of the 3rd setting of the toy lasted past my break. i used the break time as my time to empty the catheter with not much to report. The longer i went on the 3rd setting actually helped acclimatize my g-spot and clit to the feel of the 3rd setting, and the toy in general. i was growing much love for the toy. By an hour after my break the toy fizzled out again and i once more had to charge it. Like before i re-inserted the toy once it was fully charged an hour later at my desk. The only difference being that this time i had moved it to the 4th setting. This round i actually stopped early with the toy, sliding it out only after an hour an a half. i did my math and the toy would run out before my ride home, and i was to drive home with it on. With this extra 30 minutes i did charge it, hoping that was enough juice to last my ride home. The last 30 minutes of my shift i let it charge, and before i left work, i did take the vibe with me to the washroom to re-insert into me on the 5th setting after i released the contents of my catheter bag for the last time at work.
My ride home was very difficult as i was driving the entire time highly aroused, and at times i had to hold back from preventing my orgasm. My mind was also on my at home task, with myself trying hard not to think of it. i could not help it though as my mind kept shifting back to it non-stop. That is until i made it home and rushed into the door stripping my clothes off not long after i made it through my door. i slipped my toy from me and left it charging next to my bed, then got out the items needed for my next task. Before getting to my task i did text message my transsexual friend "K" telling her my entire task, and asking if she could help me. i did ask that she call me in the next 90 minutes shouting just one word to me, that being "CUM". She did reply promptly with a yes. i could imagine not much surprising her, as she had grown very accustomed with me the last little while.
With that set i knew it was time. i got out my brand new dildo, the Peter North ejaculating one, and my hitachi wand. i did not fill up my dildo yet, so it would not be ejaculating, but i did wish to christen it in style. Plugging the wand in, i held it with my right hand and with my left i held the dildo. Laying in bed, i began to use the dildo, thrusting its 8.5 inch length in and out before placing the wand at a decent level and pressing its head to my clit. i immediately moaned out, then kept groaning. i even moaned out my "Miss Lindy" feeling it necessary as i love to say Her name. i knew this was going to be bad, it did not take me long before i got to the edge of my orgasm and had to hold back. i had to immediately turn down the wand setting, not wanting it to push me over the edge. i was not enjoying this orgasm control, i never have. i think the only reason i tolerate it is that, my Miss loves it. With my love for Her, i just wish to please Her and i will do things i do not like just so i could impress Her. Actually i think the biggest reason i don't like it is that i love to cum, and a lot. My arousal and lust, mixed with the strain and high concentration in not pushing into my orgasm occupied my mind. i did not even know what time it was, or how much time had passed. The wand is such a powerful tool that it blurred my sense of time. i know i was already panting out of control, and when i got the call i was in much shock as i did not realize it was already close to 2 hours. "K" did call, 30 minutes late of course as she had the power to let me cum. When she did say "CUM" over the phone, i did not even hang up, i just dropped the phone and exploded. i literally screamed out as my body shook out of control into my huge day long pent up orgasm. It was so powerful it actually put me out and i passed out for 4 hours. When i came through i was very disorientated, but i did get up to write out my report. With it now out of the way i am going back to bed now.

Assignment for the 20th of September 2011

Synopsis:
No real tasks, just a small post about the things i did today for my Miss, on my own accords.

Assignment:
After my events from Saturday i needed Sunday and Monday to recuperate. Today i woke up with no defined tasks from my Miss. i knew though with being already 2 days with rest that i should go with tasks today and used my tine kneeling at the foot of my bed thinking those up. i did not think of too much but i did come up with something for today. From there i went upon my usual routine in the washroom. The only difference being i did slip my catheter into myself, attach the bag and strap it to my thigh. Last week i did do one day but i did have a few e-mail chats with my Miss discussing more catheter training. i thought now was as good as time as any to start. i know my Miss wished more of the catheter with the bag, and who am i to say no to my Miss. Besides this my morning went on as usual, following my ritualistic routine. The last thing i did before leaving for work was packing my bag, my lunch then putting on my clothes and makeup. Having the bag on i went and choose wear my grey sweat suit with my black tank top as it would conceal my catheter and bag.
Before work i did have to make a stop at the adult superstore again. The last time i was in i made an order for an item to be sent in and Monday i received a call that it had arrived. Walking into the store i noticed the clerk was the punkish girl with the dyed red hair. She was in here the last time i had entered the store, and she was the one who aided me in ordering my item. Greeting her i was saying how i made and order, but she knew me right away. Seems not many people make special orders, especially on what i was about to purchase. As she went to the back to get my item, i looked around the store, seeing no one at this hour in the store. i did giggle knowing i would get the best service being the only one in there. She was rather quick, coming back and presenting me with my Peter North ejaculating dildo that i placed an order for. i was excited, as this was a toy my Miss and i both agreed i should have. Having it next to the register she asked if there was anything else i was going to purchase. To which i did ask her advice on a good harness that would be perfect for my new 8 and a half inch ejaculating cock. i am pretty sure she knew what i was getting both of these for, and i am pretty sure this clerk had already made a full profile of who i was. i am sure the word "slut" was in there. The smile she flashed me before guiding me with her, signaled to me that she was amused by this. She did walk me through the store to the harness section where she introduced me to a whole bunch of them. She eventually picked out one which was pretty popular and was a good fit for the average dildo. She did show me by stepping into it and securing to her waist over her jeans just how it looked like. It was actually the first time i got to check out this clerk out from behind the counter. i o have to admit that she had a pretty nice body, that went well with her face. i could just tell that this clerk was a few years younger than me, maybe still in college. Agreeing with her suggestion i would take the harness, when she took it off of herself and took it to the front with me. The clerk confirmed the sizes on the box of the dildo and on the harness saying that it should be a good fit. i thanked her for her expertise before asking for her name and introducing myself. i did think i at least do this as it seems i will be making more trips here for things for my Miss. Placing both items to a black bag, i made my purchase and thanked the girl before leaving and heading to work.
At work i did not get to too much. i did keep up my water intake through the day, making sure to refill my liter bottle many times at the water cooler. i also found that i had to empty the catheter bag once more than i had to from the results of my last long stretch with the catheter on. i attribute this to having started my day earlier with going to the adult toy store. i did have in my mind that because i was not performing any tasks at work i would have to do something after work. The idea for what i was going to do came quickly during my lunch break and i could not wait to see if my Miss appreciated this task. Once work was done i made my way home where i would strip off my clothes and empty the catheter of the remaining contents inside. After i slid off my catheter only for the duration of this task, then after i would put it back on and keep it on for the most part of this whole week. Once done i went on to getting dressed for the task. Choosing a purple t-shirt, with a sports bra underneath, for my bottoms, i actually wore a white thong and a pair of very shear tights. i went with the thong only so it would stick out, and i thought it was my trade off with the catheter. One goes off while the other goes on.

Driving out to my gym, i went in to only see 3 others there. Sorry to my blog readers, this is not a coed gym, but only for ladies. i went in and began my workouts, concentrating on cardio, using the stairmaster, bike and treadmill the most. It felt weird for me as i have not truly worn underwear in a while now, it almost felt like a sin to have them on. As i worked out i did feel the eyes of the others' in the gym looking to me at times. i could feel them thinking of me as a slut. My workout was filled with the feel of being watched, as with much embarrassment . The 3 girls there, one seemed like she was there like me, after work, and the other 2 looked like they were in college and there together after late classes. i just kept thinking of what they all must have thought of me. i was on edge the entire time i was in the gym. One other girl eventually came in, and the other 3 in there would eventually go before i left.
Once my workout was completed i did get on my way home so i could strip naked and slip my catheter back on. i know this report seems a bit small, but before writing this my Miss did send a message with a full day's worth of tasks for me. My lacking day will serve as a prelude to a full day of fresh innovative tasks from my gorgeous Miss. With that in mind, i will be extra focused on my tasks tomorrow, with more motivation and dedication. My Miss took time out of Her extremely busy time to come up with things for me. She even mentioned many words of comfort for me. Every bit of these things keeps reminding me why my Miss is perfect and how She may be the 100% compatible Mistress for me.

Assignments for the 16th & 17th of September 2011

Synopsis:
For Friday night i was to go out with "K" and network for some new "connections". On Saturday night i was to have a special night out with people my Miss choose out of my usual "hookups".

Assignment:
i will start my report Friday, from the point after i got off work. Being a slow Friday, we all got let off early. i went through Friday without doing many tasks as i had one planned with my Miss. Once i made it home i went underway to eat quickly and prepare myself for the evening. Putting on my black dress with black heels, i went with no bra or panties underneath. i did up my makeup with a whole "porn star" type of look to it. The last thing i did before leaving was packing a small bag with some clothes as i did not expect to be back home again until tomorrow.
Hopping to my car, i made my way to my friend's place. Arriving i parked and went directly up to her apartment. She opened the door wearing a gorgeous sparkly purple number, with silver heels. Slipping close i kissed her lips and snuggled close for a few moments before she reminded me that we should hurry. Kissing her once more, i snuck a grope at her cock before going to her room to drop my bag off. In case my readers had not figured i was with my transsexual friend "K". We both didn't stay long as we knew we must pick up the pace a bit. We went in her car, as she choose to drive for this night.
We arrived at a lounge/ bar which i was not to familiar with. "K" insisted it was nice here. We ordered a pair of drinks and sat at a table together to enjoy them and take in the environment. We chit chatted and discussed our relationship. i did say to her how my Miss thought that we should pursue a relationship, and that even i was feeling this way. She told me how she really likes me, but that she was not intending to be in a relationship right away. We both agreed to take it slow and that we can become a couple later, if we both still want it. The way she said it didn't make me feel as if she was brushing me off. The way i felt is that she enjoyed being single right now, and that i should enjoy being that way as well.
After talking for an hour while enjoying more beverages i would actually see someone i recognized. Amongst a group of 5 Asian girls, i recognized one of them. Excusing myself from "K" i did walk over to say hello to her. "C" was a girl i met at the mall during my week of being a baby girl. She was one of the ones i spoke to at La Senza. i greeted her, and we spoke before she left her friends to join me at my table so we could all have a drink and talk for a bit. We could not really talk much more as she had to get back with her friends, but we did exchange phone numbers. i did get a feeling from her that she was very interested in me. When we first met she did see me dressed as a slutty baby girl, and she still maintained her interests. i do not know what her interests were in "K", but they both seemed to get along and were nice to each other. Though the night before "C" and her friends had to leave we did sneak a few peeks to each other whenever we were both visible to each other.
"K" and i kept on with our evening. After a while i did notice my new friend, and her friends all had left. i was not sure when for sure. "K" and i did manage to meet a pair of new friends mid-way through the evening while standing at the bar. They were standing behind us at the line for the bar. When we got our round of drinks i turned and noticed this really tall couple. They were both well above 6 foot and were both blonde haired. i made a comment to them which made them both laugh. From there we did did keep talking, and we all even sat at a table so we could continue conversing. i did find out the male was 6'6" and female was 6'4", which made them both over a foot taller than me. i could also tell from there names and accents that they were European, and they confirmed their Swedish heritage. i did find them to be very attractive. i was not sure what my Miss was hoping for when She asked me to network for Friday evening. But all my own senses said that these two were the perfect ones to meet. They did keep saying how they found both "K" and i to be attractive. As we both felt they were. We did exchange a few flirty moments, and suggestive comments. But it was nothing but comments as we both never got to much more. We exchanged numbers and agreed to meet next weekend for a somewhat double date and wished each other well with hugs.
i did get the feeling with them that they may have been teasing us a bit, but in a way to hype up wanting to do more with them. i will see through the week when i contact them to see if they wish to continue further, or if it was a one night tease-fest. "K" and i left the same time as the couple as we all made our way from the lounge/ bar to go home. In my case i went to "K"'s home where we went to bed together. Naked, next to each other, stroking each other off until we both came and fell asleep in each others' arms.


My Saturday started very much like every afternoon, except that this was in "K"'s room. i did manage to kneel next to the bed to think of my Miss and my tasks for the day. i don't even think "K" noticed as she always tends to be sleeping well after i wake up. To my surprise as i got up from my kneel to the bed, "K" was awake and watching me. "Good morning sunshine" she said to me, which made me giggle. She thought my kneel by the bed was very adorable. i told her all about my afternoon waking up process that i have been doing for the last few months like a ritual, which she found intriguing. She even offered to help me with them this morning, namely the enema, which i kindly accepted. We showered together after we got up from bed, the time i kept reminding her to hold it for later. We deliberately made sure to save ourselves and let it all go for my evening plans. Hence no major sex from Friday night. During our shower "K" did manage to get my enema and help me fill it, and administer it to myself, as per my morning enema. Once we finished the shower, "K" watched me expel the contents of the enema while she dried herself off.
We  were pretty relaxed the rest of the afternoon, making a decent lunch, then packing up my things and a bag for "K" who was now going to spend the night at my place after i just spent one at her's. We were actually not going to go to my place until the evening but with nothing to do we decided to leave early. It was only about 3:00 and we already left for my place to hang there. Dressed in our sweats we took both my car and her car as she was going to leave in the morning, and this way i did not have to drive her home Sunday. At my place we didn't do much more than what we did at "K"'s place but at least now we didn't have to go anywhere, and we began having a few hard shots and mixed drinks. During this time i did call to confirm with our other party for the evening saying that we were at my place and ready for them whenever. As it seemed they were pretty bored too as it was grey out and they would conform to be at my place a lot earlier than expected.
With that knowledge i rushed to mu room to decide what to wear. "K" laughed at me as she said why am i even going to wear anything. Which to me was actually a good question. i have gotten used to being naked while at home, and "K" sees me naked more times than enough. Also my other party has seen me naked enough. i thought naked it is, with a pair of white and pink frilly socks. i did not have to rush as i took my time to do my hair and makeup. i did decide to put my pink collar on as it matched my socks, and it was a good sign of my owned sluttiness. i knew my place was clean as i had cleaned it after last weeks "girl's night". "K" was pretty much going to be in nothing, except she was going to start with a black thong on to help cover her cock for the first while to prevent it from being a major distraction to the other party. Well more a shock than surprise.
My door bell would ring around 5:30, which meant the other party was here 3-4 hours earlier than i had even planned. You have to love grey, cold possibly rainy nights. Opening the door, there stood my gorgeous friend "A" along with her 2 boyfriends "E" and "B". "A" was at my girl's night from the weekend before, and i have been with her on a few dates. She happens to also be my best friend's roommate, who does not know we all hookup. "A"'s 2 boyfriends i have been with once before, but we have all met long before that time. They all have not really met my transsexual friend "K". i think "A" did speak to her last weekend for the first time. i was glad to know she warned her BFs about her, and they were very accepting as long as they were there. And here it was about to get under way. i know they enjoyed seeing me greet them wearing just a collar and socks. "A" pushed me inward while groping me, as the 2 men followed. i introduced them all to "K", and the2 men went to grope and introduce themselves to her. It seems they were very open to her which made me very happy.
i did suggest to the three lovers that they should all get naked as the rule of the night was no clothes allowed. They all agreed, as we were all very playful and full of giggles. "A" even suggested at this time that the mouth of the only one in a collar was her's tonight and that my other 2 holes were open season to all but my mouth was her's. Anyone wanting to use it had to ask permission. i did laugh finding it funny, although i was not sure if she was serious or not. "K" also decided since everyone knew and was accepting to remove her thong.
i loved what i saw in my living room, with the curtains closed. One very gorgeous woman, one sexy transsexual, and 2 well toned males who were fairly well hung, all naked. i was lost where to start besides being naked all together. It would seem "A" and her Bfs all came in with a strategy already. As soon as they were naked they wasted little time as i did not take the lead. "A" went right to "K" and was all over her kissing and grabbing at her cock. "B" and "E" both went to me and were groping and feeling me up from both sides as i watched my transsexual and female friends being acquainted sort to speak.  It did not take long before i found myself on my knees with a cock in each hand, my head shifting back and forth as i sucked on each cock bringing them both as hard as possible. i did glance over to see that "A" was doing the same with "K", and that "K" was really enjoying "A"'s extremely talented slutty mouth.
After a few minutes i felt a mouth to my butt, , so i stopped for a second from sucking to turn back. i could see "K" behind me with her mouth eating my butt, "A" underneath her still suckling on her cock. i went back to work now on the 2 men, knowing i was being well lubed from "K"'s mouth. My pussy needed no lubrication as i could imagine it was so drenched from my lusting arousal that it was going to be easy to slide into. i was already feeling like such a slut. To be precise i felt like my Miss' little cock craving submissive slut. Maybe it was the collar, to the fact all i was in the middle of a group fuckathon. It did not take long before we all grouped off. With "A" and "K" beginning with each other, the 2 men both were with me as i was pulled into a sandwich. Being on all fours with one male under me filling my pussy with his thick cock, and with the other on top of me fucking my ass. Right in front of me i saw "A" bouncing up and down on "K"'s cock while she was laying on her back. The image in front of me was just ultra sexy and just drove me crazy. This made me rock my body back and forth to the  well timed thrusts of the men. i could tell that the years of being together with "A" had really left them well in synch with each others' rhythm. i was growling like an animal that was in heat. i did not make any words just many noises of lust. i groaned, moaned, grunted and made other random noises. i just loved this, being fucked by 2 cocks while seeing others' getting fucked. i do not know who or when did each person cum, but i do remember feeling cum being shot in both my canals. i do not know if "K" had cum, but i do believe off the start was the only time "K" and "A" were together during our entire session. i do think the men were not comfortable being with "K" just amongst them without one of us girls in between. i know i did not go the rest of the evening without a cock inside of at least one of my holes. i do have to admit i always confused "A"'s 2 boyfriends and through this evening i don't remember which of them took me at what time or which of them took "A". i did see one of them taking "K", while "K" was taking me. The other male was with "A" at that point.
i was with 2 cocks at a time for what i think was a pair of hours, between "K" and the 2 men. One would switch with another and the 2 would keep going at me with the other with "A". i was lost in my lustful bliss. i lost track of my orgasms, floating from one to the other. i could not even tell who was fucking who. i just knew i was a sweaty soaked mess, as was everyone else. We even eventually made it from the living room to my bedroom as our debauchery continued.
i was aware at one point that i had all three cocks using me at the same time. i was stuck between 2 cocks with one in my mouth. i did not know where "A" was but i knew she was not in this mix. i was unable to see her as when i looked all i could see was the torso of the one that was deeply fucking my face and mouth. After a while they all came, but not before i got to explode with a few more orgasms myself. i do not know who came first, second or third but i do remember when they all did i was not being used for the first time all night. i laid there on the couch and looked over to see that the two guys and "K" were sitting around with "A" working them all back to being hard. From watching her sucking and stroking them all, i began playing with myself. Scooping cum from my butt and pussy so i could suckle up. i took this time to regain myself as i had been used for what seemed like hours. i had lost track of time long before this point. i watched as the scene i just went through was playing out in front of me. Now it was "A"'s turn to have all 3 cocks using her, in the exact same way i was before her. i was able to think again, or at least as much as i could after they fucked my brain into mush. Watching the 4 of them just made me very horny for more. i felt like such a slut, yet i loved it. Once they all exploded their cum into "A", her 2 boyfriends and "K" all got their small breaks as i just had. "A" would come over and pull me into position so she could straddle my face. She said she did claim my mouth and she intended to use it now. Sitting with her legs straddling my head i began to suck and lick into her pussy, working the canal walls and suckling in every dribbling bit of cum that was shot into her. i kept eating her more, building her up to another orgasm, and right into it. Feeling her thighs clench around me as she came, she still refused to release me, wanting me to keep going more. Eventually i take it the 3 were rested enough. They all took turns coming up to me and fucking me in my butt or pussy. i was not sure who did what, but they all got turns as my face was being used my "A" further. The cycling of people fucking me kept going, fueling me to use my mouth and tongue more on "A". i remember at one point i was being fucked by someone, my mouth was still in use by "A", and i had my hands being used to masturbate 2 cocks. i had them both holding my wrists and even guiding my hands to stroke them.
This did lead to our final position. We stopped from the cycle to all get into this one position. With one of the boys behind me with his cock shoved deep in my anal canal, which i think was "B". i had the other one with my legs on his shoulders as he took my pussy. That left "A" still straddling my face. Which left me to elude that "K" was the one who was using my chest. All i could do was to roll my hips, to shift my body into the thrusts, and keep my hands holding my chest together so "K" could keep fucking there. All i had to concentrate on was pleasuring "A" even further, with my mouth and tongue already feeling the strain of such long use.
By the end i each of them had their final orgasms as i felt cum in and on me. My face was drenched in "A"'s juices and i know my body was aching from that much use, and that many orgasms. i lost track of how long it was but i think it was close to 8 hours. i maybe totally off. All i remember i just documented as i don't even remember falling asleep or what happened after all 5 of us finished in that final position. i was just lost in a slutty haze with all the intentions of fulfilling this creative assignment for my Miss.

Assignment for the 15th of September 2011

Synopsis:
i self tasked myself to perform the tasks from yesterday with some slight variations. My theme for the variations was "to up the ante".

Assignment:
To start today i was a little lost. i did not know really what my day was going to be like. i was hoping for my Miss to leave me instructions for what to do, but was a bit disappointed to not see any. i did take some time thinking of what i should do for the day. i did feel that if i did do nothing then i might have disappointed Her, so i did know i had to do something. Like before, i thought of doing the same task again from yesterday, but with some minor variations. With this set i went on to the washroom to prepare myself. i decided that i would slide the catheter back into myself after a while now without it. My Miss was saying She thought it should be back on soon, so i thought i would jump the gun. My Miss was discussing the bag attachment as well, but for now i decided to wait for Her to instruct it, and just go with the catheter. Once it was inserted i went on to shower, and following that i went with an extra big enema today. Usually i would do one full liter, but today i added an extra liter as to push myself more.
Finishing up, i packed my bag with the appropriate items for my day, then slipped into a pair of jeans and a black sleeveless top. Grabbing my lunch, and making sure to grab my 1 liter bottle of water i left for work. My drive left me some time to think about my task, which i was unable to do too much of when i woke. i wanted my Miss proud of me, and i know if i go on with my tasks like yesterday then She will be. She had said before She was proud of the way i could manage myself. i do attribute a lot of it to my experiences as a Domme before, and a lot to my Miss' molding of me.
Making it to work with plenty of time to spare, i dropped my things off at my desk and made my way to my "office". Slipping into the handicap washroom i locked myself in. Stripping my clothes off i would fold them neatly and leave them aside. i sat to the toilet and opened the catheter end so i could release what i had built up so far. After i slipped to a kneel on the ground with my back straight. i parted my thighs, taking out my vibrating butt plug from my bag, i turned in onto its lowest setting and slipped it into my butt slowly, using only my own saliva as lubricant. With it vibrating away i took note of the time and used my 2 hands to my mound. With my right hand thrusting my index and middle fingers in and out of my pussy, and my left hand's thumb, index and middle fingers kneading my clit through the tips. With my eyes closed i kept my mind focused on thoughts of my Miss. i daydreamed of Her standing there watching me intently, walking circles around me, judging my every little action. i went to the edge of my orgasm right as the 5 minute mark hit and i stopped masturbating. Straightening up, i regained my composure, washed up then got dressed.
My whole shift was luckily behind my desk working the phones. Through the day i did feel the vibrations from my plug. Using them as gentle reminders of my devotion to my Miss. i did time my next time i had to empty my catheter with my 2nd tribute of the day for my Miss. As i timed my 3rd tribute, and catheter release for my lunch break. Each tribute i felt myself getting to the edge of my climax faster. It was weird i did have feeling of being like a robot. With my Miss setting me with specific times for everything.
After my third tribute during my lunch break i did turn the vibrating butt plug up to the medium setting, so i could up my own humiliation, and raise my stakes. i felt my goals were to "up the ante" sort of speak throughout the day. i stayed with my own masturbation sessions for 5 minutes every 2 hours as i did yesterday. By my 4th tribute i was going crazy, i was able to get to the edge of my orgasm within the first minute. This put me on edge for 4 minutes, using everything i had to prevent my orgasm. My 5th and final tribute was pretty much the same as my 4th, and just as excruciating. The only difference being at the end of this one, i turned the vibrating butt plug up to the highest setting for my drive home.
This was a scary drive for me. My mind kept wandering, and i did second guess my choice of self imposed tasks for my Miss. Although the thoughts of turning the vibrating plug down never even crossed my mind. i found i had to focus hard on the road, and driving at the speed limit as if i tried to rush to get home faster i might have gotten into an accident. i also had to focus on my breathing as i tried to not breathe too quickly. i used this as a way to keep my mind off the fact i was feeling so much pleasure from the high speed of this toy. Once home i did get into my home then strip before pulling the plug out. i did have to rest a bit before i was able to write even this small report as the plug really took a lot out of me. i never did cum today, and i won't until tomorrow night which i hope my Miss will allow me to.

Assignment for the 14th of September 2011

Synopsis:
i was assigned to masturbate every 2 hours at work without cumming. The last 2 hours of work i was to wear my we-vibe, placed on the 3rd setting also without cumming. When i got home from work i was allotted 1 hour to cum 4 times while using my hitachi wand and one of my new dildos.

Assignment:
After spending an entire day in bed sleeping of some bad headaches, i woke up well refreshed and headache free today. While i knelt by my bed, i felt a sense of joy while thinking of my Miss. i do think it was because i received an entire day's worth of tasks. My devotion and want to serve Her has missed Her greatly. The task today was as good as done today, as i was determined to make all parts of the task completed at all costs. Or at least that is how i felt. Its funny i felt much aroused at the mere thought of the tasks.
From here i went upon my usual routine through the washroom, to making myself food while still naked. i went to making myself a bowl of tomato soup, and a grilled cheese sandwich. While enjoying my meal with a giant glass of water, i did make a pair of calls to arrange my weekend activities with a pair of friends. Confirming with both parties i was very excited, as this was also my Miss wishes. i would be lying if i had not envisioned this scenario before. i know my blog readers are going to enjoy it, as i know i can't wait for it. So far my afternoon before work has seemed very positive. i did hope this was a good indicator for the rest of the day.
Finishing my sandwich and soup, i washed the dished before making way to my room. Scanning through my clothes, i felt a bit lazy and went with my yoga pants and red v-neck t-shirt. Underneath i wore a black bra, with no panties. i can't even remember when i last wore panties now, as its been a while. Last thing i did before leaving was to pack my bags, making sure i pulled my purple we-vibe from its charger to put in my bag for that portion of my tasks. Checking to make sure i had everything, i ran out the door and went on my way to work.
Arriving at work, i dropped my things at my desk then checked the schedule. i was to start in the front retail for the first half of work before  my break, then on the phones for the last half of work. Taking note, i grabbed my bag from my desk and went to my "office" the handicap washroom and locked myself inside. While inside i stripped slowly, taking in each second of my task. Kneeling on the ground naked, i parted my thighs and reached my hands down to my mound. With my right hand thrusting my index and middle fingers in and out of my pussy. i used my Left hand to pinch my clit with the fingertips so i could roll it in between them. With my eyes closed i did what i always do in tasks like this. i considered this a "tribute" and thought of my Miss. Of Her there with me, watching me and judging me. i pretended i was in the open with many people around, and my Miss walking around making sure people were watching. Seeing Her smile, knowing that was from Her proud of me. At this point i actually had to slow my fingers slightly and hold back, tensing my muscles a bit. i kept this tribute going for the duration of the 5 minutes i was tasked with. As the 5 minutes ended i would immediately stop masturbating without cumming and proceed to get dressed again. With the exception being i changed my top to my work top.
Work was rather mediocre. It was not too eventful, and pretty much an average day for both work and for pacing. i found myself more often or not looking to the clock, counting the minutes as they ticked down. i could not wait for the 2 hours to pass before heading off to my new tribute for my Miss. i did not know if this was because of my arousal, but i suspect a lot of it was this instilled want for my Miss to be proud. i know that i have looked forward to seeing Her responses to every report i have submitted. My mind kept wandering during slow periods at the retail desk. From thoughts of my Miss,  to thoughts of my weekend activities. To even my tranny friend "K". i can't actually believe it but i do think i am addicted to her cock. From my daydreaming i did see that it was 2 hours into my shift, and i asked my partner to cover for a few minutes so i could use the washroom.
Walking quickly i slipped to my "office" and like before i stripped naked and knelt down on the ground. My eyes closed and my hands between my lets, pumping my pussy and kneading my clit through my fingers. For the second tribute i did think of my Miss again, as i intended to for every tribute. i thought of Her, and how i have been transforming and being molded. i thought of how Before the summer i was virtually a lesbian, and now i have been made to crave cock. Before my Miss, i was on a submissive phase. She broke me, made me into a permanent submissive. As She said it, i have been molded into a little cock craving submissive slut. i say this to myself all the time, and each time i say it, it makes me feel humiliated, yet very aroused. i think around the 3 or 4 minute mark i did reach the edge of my orgasm, which forced me to hold back hard, and even slow my fingers down so i could hold out to the end of the tribute without cumming.
The rest of my day moved by sluggishly. Seemed to drag on. i got to perform my next tribute at the beginning of my lunch period. i usually preferred to perform my tribute at the 2nd half of my break, but since it was tasked at the top of every 2 hours, i did go to the washroom to tribute during the first half of my break before eating my lunch. After lunch i was working at my desk on the phones until 2 hours after my lunch break. 
At this point i went to the washroom and performed my last tribute for the day. Making sure it was the same as the tributes before. By now i was getting to the edge of my orgasm within a minute and a half, being aroused all day by thinking of my Miss and the constant tributes without orgasms. i did manage to hold off my orgasm as i have grown a lot of control in holding back and getting to the edge quicker since being with my Miss and enduring the training. After giving myself some time to recuperate, i did get myself ready for the last task i was to do at work. Taking my purple we-vibe from my bag, i would slip it into my pussy, positioning it into place on my g-spot and clit. Then with the remote i turned it up to the 3rd setting before putting the remote to my bag and pulling my pants up. Taking a few deep breathes i went back to work at my desk.
Work seemed to go even slower for me now as i was constantly in a state of arousal and having to shift my focus from my work to my own body. Making sure to keep my mind on my own orgasm, and trying to prevent it. i knew that i just had to hold out for the last 2 hours of my shift. Which was also the life span of this toy in one straight sitting. i did curse it for being on the 3rd setting. After testing the we-vibe on Sunday i found the first 2 setting arousing, which are levels i would use when using the toy while being fucked by a cock or dildo. The 3rd setting was the lowest level i would be able to orgasm from. My Miss knew this as i had told Her, which is why i do think She assigned the toy to be on at that level. She is evil and creative, and yes i love it about Her. The feel of this toy i was not too used to as it really drew my attention at times, and even made me stumble my words on the phone. Unlike my vibrating ball, this one was just concentrated on different areas. Instead of the entire canal and my inner walls, this one just vibrated my clit and g-spot. i was just not used to it, and it was a bit of a chore to keep back the orgasms because of it. At least it was at the 3rd setting. i do think if my Miss made me go from setting 6-9 on this day i would have came without any way of stopping.
Work could not have ended fast enough. My Shift felt like it went for 18 hours. As it was time to go i quickly made my way to the washroom one last time to quickly remove my vibe from my pussy. It was feeling weaker from when it first started, as its battery life must have been dwindling. It never did stop though before i removed it and turned it off. i did have to clean it off, and myself before i left the washroom. i am glad i choose the yoga pants, as i found the spot between my legs to be drenched. i must have admitted such a scent of sex, which did not worry me as from here i was going home next.
At home i had time to relax and time to eat. My body still was in a state of arousal. My day had gone by without any climactic satisfaction. i performed each tribute and even my 2 hour task with the we-vibe and was successful in not climaxing. Now was my reward. i knew why my Miss had this whole day planned the way it was. Naked and in my living room with all the curtains closed. i had my new hitachi wand and my new 9 inch flesh colored dildo out. i plugged the wand in and sat down with my legs parted. i looked up to the clock and took note of the time. i had an hour which i felt was plenty of time with the mood i was in, plus the extreme high level of arousal i had. Pressing the tip of the dildo to my pussy entrance, i turned on hitachi wand. i pressed the top of the wand to my clit as i moaned right away. Turning up the speed, i began giving the dildo full thrusts in and out of my pussy, never letting it come out of me. i right away moaned and groaned. i made to attempts to hide them as i was alone in my place. i kept fucking myself, and even turned the wand up a bit more. i was in bliss. i knew i must have been really worked up as my first orgasm came within 5 minutes, i exploded out and even groaned that "i am my Miss' little cock craving submissive slut". i never slowed down, keeping the dildo thrusting back and forth. When the orgasm subsided i even turned the wand up another notch. i kept it up and it did not take me long for my second orgasm either. i was lusting out and i knew it. i felt so very slutty, yet i loved it. After each orgasm i turned the wand up more. After my 3rd orgasm i turned the wand up to full and i exploded out my 4th orgasm, feeling the world spin around me, as i panted with my eyes full of stars. When i was finally able to check the time i only used 40 minutes for the 4 orgasms i was assigned. i didn't even use the full hour as i am growing into such a slut. i did pass out right after this for a short while. It seems the hitachi wand is such a power toy it just blows me away. i do hope this report makes my Miss proud as tha'ts all i could think of the whole day. Her being proud of, smiling and saying "that's My little cock craving submissive slut".

Assignment for the 11th of September 2011

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