Assignment for the 30th of August 2011

Synopsis:
This is a double entry for Monday and Tuesday. i was assigned to wear diapers, my catheter on open, and a clit clamp all week. i was also to dress all week as a baby girl to match. For Tuesday alone i was to have my vibrating ball inserted inside me the whole day.

Assignment:
Waking up Monday, i would slip to my the foot of my bed to perform my routine. Kneeling on the floor i began thoughts of my Miss and my tasks for today. Wearing my usual mask, collar, and cuffs, today i woke up wearing 2 new items that i just put on Sunday night. i was in my catheter which was switched to open, and covering it an adult diaper, snug to my body, and also wet as this baby girl had an "accident". i did not stay in thought for too long before getting up to go use the washroom. i did not have to pee, however i did remove my diaper to throw out and to remove and clean my catheter. At this time i did shower and perform my almost ritualistic enemas. After releasing the enemas, i would re-insert my opened catheter, and report to my room to be re-diapered. Laying a diaper to my bed i got out my bottle of baby powder to powder up the diaper. i did blush as i could not believe i was preparing this for myself. i always thought the next time i would be preparing one would be for my baby, and the first time wearing a diaper would be many decades from now. Slipping on top of the diaper i would pull it up and seal it snug to my body as the one before it was like.
Once re-diapered i went upon my usual afternoon routines before work. Making food and eating, then dressing for work. i kept in mind that i was to dress like my Miss' baby girl. i put my hair up into 2 bunches, as my Miss requested, and did very light makeup as i wanted to give a more natural look. i kept saying to myself that baby girls did not wear makeup, but i knew i had to have some on. i looked through my wardrobe picking out a pink dress that i have not worn in many years, deciding that it was very "baby girl" looking, and even picked out some frilly socks to make up the look. Before wearing the chosen outfit, i did get back out to the kitchen to get one preparation task underway. With the plastic cling wrap, i began to bind my breasts so i gave the effect that i was flat chested before going back to my room to get dressed in the pink dress.
i did think i was ready before remembering my punishment for my slight extension on my story assignment. i went to my toy drawer and went in to pick out my clit clamp. Slipping my dress up a bit, and the diaper down just enough so i could reach my pussy. i attached the clamp to my clit, letting it snap on and then screwing it tight so that it pinched my clit to a good amount. i did think i was glad my Miss had me trained before now on getting used to the feel of the clamp. Once settled i packed my bag, making sure to take my baby powder, my wet naps and many diapers as i was unsure how many i would go through at work.
Before work i did manage to get to the mall to go look around, and to pick up a few items that i thought might make my Miss happy. The first 3 items i purchased all from the baby section or Walmart. i found a real pacifier, a bottle, and a plastic necklace pacifier. i thought that i would suck on the real pacifier everywhere but work, and at work for this week i would wear the plastic necklace one. i also thought that outside of work that i would drink from the bottle once, then twice on Tuesday, and 3 times Wednesday etc. i did smile at the thought thinking this would impress my Miss. i did find it a bit embarrassing as well, as everyone else in this section was shopping for their babies, and i was the only one there shopping for myself. Working my way through the mall i did find a few shirts that would work for this week, and even a few hair ties. i did have to hurry as i did not have that much time before work was to start.
Back in the car i opened the plastic pacifier necklace and place it around my neck, next i poured my bottle of water into the baby bottle so i could suckle it out while i drove to work. As i got close to work i did notice that my open urinary track was doing exactly what it should. i began to pee my diaper as i blushed during my drive. i knew i could not change it yet as i was still on my way towards work, so i made sure to drive a bit faster. This still did not stop me from drinking from my bottle though as i knew to keep my water intake high still. Once at work, i dropped my things off and made it right to my usual handicap washroom to lock myself in. Removing the diaper i would bunch it up and bury it deep in the garbage so no one would see it. Next i got out some wet naps so i could wipe myself clean before pulling out a new diaper to baby powder up and slip into. i was blushing heavily as i knew that this was going to be a long day, and even worse having to endure the humiliation of being transformed into a baby girl.
It seemed that today was going to be bad, but not because of being a baby girl, or even because i was in diapers. We were already down people, and also it seemed our systems went down for a short while causing a backup and also a lot of calls/ callbacks. As everyone could guess i was on the phones today. The washroom breaks to change my diaper turned out to be a surprising pleasant break from the constant calls, and numerous angry customers. i did not get to really think too much of being a baby girl let alone feeling any humiliation from it. My mind was pretty busy, and i did not even think otherwise when i wet the diaper without any control of my own. i think a part of it, is because of the past use of the catheter and bag. By break i still did not have time to think too much of the situation i was in, as i was already feeling exhausted from the amount of work.
By days end, after an extra hour and a half on overtime i had gone through 3 diapers at work, not including the one i changed at the beginning of the day, and the one i removed after the drive home. i did not have too much to report for my first day with the diaper. i did manage to go for a jog with a friend wearing a diaper, the catheter and my clit clamp without her noticing any difference. i was nervous at first but after we got started and she did not say anything i grew more and more confident in wearing it.

 i was surprised how much i appreciated wearing diapers the first day. It helped distract me from work, and it did feel somewhat sexy once the awkwardness faded. i did not know how tomorrow was going to be like or if it would be anything like today at all. But i was feeling very up for the challenge, and even more confident after the first day.




After waking Tuesday morning and following through with the same routines as Monday i went to work preparing for today. Being a little more prepared, and a little more confident in wearing the diaper, with the catheter and the clit clamp. For today i also had the vibrating ball which i slid into myself set on low before getting dressed. Being sunny i decided on wearing my white skirt to cover my diaper, and frilly socks to really accentuate my baby girl image. For my top, with my breasts once more bound up with plastic wrap, and i had a pink Tinkerbell t-shirt which i bought the day before at the mall. The last touch was the plastic pacifier necklace.Before work i did make sure to drink one full bottle of milk, suckling it from the nipple. Enjoying it with my breakfast. Right after breakfast i went to pack my things, making sure to have my baby powder and enough diapers for the entire day. Popping the pacifier to my mouth i was ready to leave.
Much like yesterday i did make a stop before work at the mall to just have a look around, and to even flaunt myself around as this was my chosen tribute for my Miss, since baby girls were not allowed to cum. i walked around, looking for different clothes both for now and for later. i picked out some shoes, and even some giant lollipops. i garnered a LOT of attention, as i could imagine i looked like a baby slut, more than a baby girl. i did have a few conversations with both other shoppers and some store employees. No one was really that shocked, besides one grandmother, more amused or aroused at my image. i did feel some embarrassment. But that just aroused me as i have now grown to love it. That combined with the vibrating ball. My trip was successful as i had picked up three different numbers of possible people for my Miss to choose from for "events" later. One being a white man between 30-40, who i think may have just talked to me because i looked like such a baby girl. The second was a Hispanic man who i think may be a few years younger or close to my age, and the third was an Asian girl that was working at La Senza, who i was positive was about 20-23.
Finishing up at the mall, went back to my car, popping the pacifier back to my mouth i went to work. At work i did leave the pacifier in the car and went to my "office" to change my diaper. Not long after i left the mall my diaper did get wet, and i had to wait until i was at work to change it. Removing it and shoving the diaper to the bottom of the trash, i baby powdered myself and the diaper before slipping the fresh one on. Even at work i got a lot of stares, and i am sure people speculated on my look. i didn't really think of it at the time, but i did guess that i looked rather different than usual. With all the attention all day, i was feeling more embarrassment than i did yesterday. i was in a constant state of arousal all day while i worked away on the phones. There was no distraction from that, or even relief as i kept saying to myself that baby girls did not cum, and baby girls were not allowed to cum. This was agony, and i was wishing Miss assigned me to tribute her by cumming, as i still don't like orgasm control/ denials.
Lunch came around with perfect timing, as i had to change my diaper at that time. Also at that time, i adjusted my vibrating ball up to the medium setting which only intensified my agonizing need and want to cum. The first half of work leading to my break was fairly decent, and steady, but my second half picked up quite a great deal. It was not as bad as Monday, but it was pretty bad. Monday i was able to keep my mind off the diaper and on my work. While today had less work, my mind was very preoccupied with the constant vibrations from my vibrating ball. Not to mention the non-stop telling myself that baby girls did not cum and that this baby girl was not allowed to cum. (i also failed to remember about my jokers with my mind so busy thinking i was not allowed to cum). My want and denial kept me in a state of humiliation, which lead to arousal. i did find myself stumbling words with some customers as my distraction was very evident. When i went to change my diaper during the second half of my shift it came to major relief. Like yesterday i did use this opportunity to escape from my busy work. i also took a chance here to take some deep breathes and regain myself. This was a major help as it helped me regain my composure enough to go back and finish my shift strong.
The end of the day came to great relief. i punched out quickly and raced to my car. i was mentally exhausted from both the work and the strain to keep myself from cumming, and my mind on the task. Once home i did strip off all my clothes and spent the rest of the night in just my diapers and sucking on my pacifier. i did make plans for the next day for what i would pickup in terms of toys, and where. Planning out enough time before work so i could go there then to work. i did fall asleep while planning, only for about an hour or 2 before waking up and spending my time writing up this double report for my Miss. i know yesterday She seemed quiet, i hoped that this report will at least make today a bit better for my loving and gorgeous Miss. Also with it being our 2 month anniversary, HAPPPPPY ANNIVERSARY MISS !! !! !! !!

Assignment for the 29th of August 2011

Lesson Well Learned Part 2
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    The door closed and my Miss was gone, I was locked in this office with this behemoth black male, who is this principal that I have never met before.I attempted to straighten up, and sit up on the desk. As I did the principal came over with his red and navy blue tie in his hands. He would grip both my wrists in one of his giant hands, his other hand wrapping the tie around them. He would finish by pulling the tie tight then tying it off, successfully binding my wrists. Once done, he put his hands around my body, yanking be half way off his desk, then spinning me onto my stomach, with my feet straight and planted to the ground. I was more bent over the desk now. He move behind me, with his feet kicking the inside of my feet so they would part more, until he was satisfied. My legs were parted like an upside down "V", my feet wide apart, and my body was bent over, laid flat against the huge desk, with my bound wrists aimed directed ahead of me across the surface of the desk. He smoothed his hands over my body, I could feel the roughness as they travelled. My body was still slick with sweat, and even in some parts my Miss' juices from spraying all over me. The principal's cum was even still dribbling out from my pussy.His hands kept moving around until they reached the flesh off my butt cheeks. With each hand to a cheek, he began to grope and squeeze. I tried to turn back a bit, only to hear a loud authoritative "eyes forward!" come from the principal. I winced and groaned, my eyes kept forward, looking to the room door. His one hand would then lift, and replant to the cheek with a slap to my flesh. The other hand then raised and did the same. He kept alternating his hands, letting them each come down across my butt cheeks as he began to spank my butt with his hands. Each time he progressed further his hands would each come down harder. I kept on yelping and groaning through the reactions to the pain. He was soon to also include letting his hand slap between my thighs so it planted on my mound. With just his right hand, it was now a guessing game. His hand came down randomly, quickly and hard to either my right butt cheek, left butt cheek, or directly against my mound. Each time, my body tensed as I received more punishment.
    After what seemed like ages he would stop, leaving my body to stay in its form against his desk. I did not look back, however I did listen intently. Hearing shifting, and even the opening and closing of a closet door. I was clueless what was next. I shivered with some fear and uncertainty. Then "THACKKK", my eyes widen fully as I scream at the top of my lungs. I felt the surface of a wooden paddle come across my already sore butt. "THACKKKK" once more, another swat with the paddle, this time directed just over my right cheek. "THACKKKK" another one following it now against my left cheek. I kept screaming, and my back kept arching, pain was surging through my body from each swat. "THACKKKK" a fourth swat, this time aiming upwards between my thighs, swatting directly to my pussy as my legs quiver and my body laid in the pain. I breathes quickly, groaning and squealing. He kept on laying down more swats, in the order of first in the middle of my butt, then the right cheek, followed by the left, then lastly against my mound. Each series of paddle blows increasing more strength to my swollen and already reddened body parts. I found my screams got louder, as I began to squirm and wiggle to the onslaught of blows. "THACKKK THACKKK THACKKK..." i kept on screaming for what seemed like ages before they stopped suddenly. I stayed still breathing heavily, trying to recover.
    Feeling his hands now to my hips, he would thrust his hard thick cock directly into my pussy with a powerful lunge. His hands pulling my body into the thrust, making me scream out to the sudden painful impalement. He gave a few hard deep thrusts into my body, each time making me scream and shudder to his strength. Eventually his hands would make their way up my back to entwine in my hair. Yanking back hard, my neck arched as he began to thrust into a rhythm. Slamming in and out of my soaked pussy. Making wet squishing noises, and even hard slapping sounds against my deep red and swollen butt. Each thrust seemed to gain in speed and strength as they relentlessly came upon me. Grunting and groaning, my body kept rocking to the steady pace of the earth shattering thrusts.  When I thought he was at his top speed, he wrapped his hands tighter with my hair, pulling my hair more so I arched back more. He added a bit more to the speed and strength of the pistoning thrusts until he exploded another load into my pussy. Tensing, I felt his jets of cum fill me. When the last drop entered me, he slammed my face to the desk surface and left me alone there.
    I laid there recovering, thinking it was all over. However the principal was only recovering himself for a brief few minutes. He came back to my drained body, his hands to my shoulders. Pressing down, he pinned me to the desk as his once again hard cock thrusted into my butt. I screamed, feeling it pry me open with no remorse. I swore he ripped me in half from my butt with that thrust. His hands shifted from pinning my shoulders to gripping them, using them as handles. He pulled my body into each timed hard thrust, forcing me to grunt from the deep pain. He was fucking my ass as if it were his own personal masturbation toy, thrusting and pulling me into it. Much like before he started slow, building into a rhythm. Increasing strength and speed with each passing thrust. I never really recovered from him fucking my pussy, so now being taken again, I was just lost in a haze. He only lasted a few minutes, as is increasing thrusts got to their hardest, and he exploded his lightest orgasm all day. Unleashing a small load right into my bowels, he would stay inserted for a few moments before slipping free and falling back to his chair.
    The principal started to talk to me for the first time since Miss had left me in this office. He began to tell me, because I have behaved, and accepted my punishment that he would let me attend my last class before I go to detention. I was still gasping to regain my breath, but I did manage to ask what class it was, as he got up from the chair, he began to attach a leash and collar around my neck. Once done he began to re-dress to his principal suit and tell me that I had gym class next. As he finished getting dressed, he took the leash in his hand and tugged on it so I would get up on my feet. He began to walk with me in tow, right out of the office. We kept walking, right through the halls and through the cafeteria. Students and teachers all stared at me, laughing, snickering and pointing. I could hear them all talking and making lewd comments. I blushed and kept my head low, knowing My embarrassment maybe high, but it was nowhere near over yet for today. We walked right out of the back of the school and along the field, where we were met by a man in a school track suit, baseball cap, sunglasses, and wearing a whistle. The leash would be passed to him before the principal turned to walk away.
    The gym teacher told me that today we would be learning football, and that I would be playing with the entire football team. I gulped at the thought before looking around, noticing the players all coming up from the school towards us. The players were all not wearing pads, or even uniforms. All they had on were their shoes, and their hard-ons.  i gasped and gulped more, wondering how I got myself into this, and if this day at school would ever end. I actually wished it was already detention, and wondered if this was really a reward for being good, or if it was a cruel joke and I was being punished. The plays all got behind me, as the gym teacher blew the whistle. They all grabbed me and carried me above their heads all the way to the middle of the field where the whistle was blown again. They stopped and held me above their head, as I just laid in their arms nervously. The gym teacher would shout of "let the games begin" before whistling again.
    The players all shouted and tossed me on my back to the ground. Immediately a giant man laid on top of me. He was extremely fat and huge, and as he laid on my body, I would become pinned. He would slip into me and begin to fuck wildly. Another man came up and straddled my head, forcing his cock right into my face. As the heavy man fucked my pussy, this more well toned male fucked my face. I tried to push the man away, as I groaned, my body being taken now at will by the huge numbers of football team members. It was not long before the heavy man came inside of me, and the male to my mouth followed suit. I gagged and gasped, feeling very humiliated. I was not allowed to rest as they finished, being forced to my knees. I felt another man begin to fuck me from behind, I did try to turn to see what the person looked like, but was unsuccessful. Another man came up and gripped my hair, aiming my face to his cock as this new man began to face fuck me aggressively, just like the man before. I grunted and rocked as the 2 men fucked me as if I was a Chinese finger trap between them. My wrists were soon grabbed and my hands were forced into action, stroking off another 2 men. I was being used to satisfy 4 men at the same time now. I had never done this before, I was worried not knowing how this will go. It was not long before al 4 men began to cum, one into my throat, another one to my pussy, and the 2 men using my hands let their cum all land in my face and hair. I could hear people all laughing and cheering on the other men as they all waited to use me. As the 4 men moved away, 2 men picked up my body, sandwiching me in between. My legs wrapped around one man as he slid his cock into my cum soaked pussy. Another man came up behind me, slipping his cock right into my butt, with his hands to my breasts. I was bounced up and down between them as they used me at the same time. I could do nothing but grunt as I was used like a rag doll. Being tossed around and used at will, the 2 fucked me without any thoughts of care. I wound up being in a haze as man after man used me. I was being used by 2 or more men each time. Unsure of who or what was taking me, and unsure if any of them used me more than once, everything was blurring into one long fucking.
    The last thing I remembered was being stood up. Only to be sat back down onto a cock so it slid to my butt. I was laid back to the man's chest as another man came up to straddle around my midsection, pushing my chest together he began to stroke his cock between my breasts. My legs were brought up as another man slipped his cock right into my pussy. I could not even think as more men came up. Another 2 men grabbed my wrists and made my hands jerk at their cocks. One man came to my head, straddling my head, he slipped his cock into my mouth and throat. I had 6 men all taking me at the same time, and I did not think this could get any worse. I was way wrong. A 7th man came up, and with much difficulty, he did manage to slip his cock into my pussy to join the other cock already there. This man positioning himself behind the man at my legs, I was shocked, and like a deer caught in the headlights. The 7 all worked back and forth with their cocks, using my body as a group masturbation top. Right about now the pain peaked an all new high and I was falling in and out of consciousness. All 7 men held on for as long as possible before all 7 timed their orgasms and came all about in and out of my body, wrecking my whole body with pain.
    I do not know what happened or how long I was on the field. I was not sure how much more I was fucked, or in what fashions but I was not there now. I looked around and noted being sat in a desk, indoors. I was back in the first classroom I was in to start my day. My body was sore, and I could feel my body was still dirty with my sweat, and dried cum from an entire football team. No one was in the room except for me, and the only thing I saw on the chalkboard was "Detention"....

Assignment for the 27th of August 2011

Synopsis:
Another Saturday date night with my shemale friend. This Saturday however wound up being my most tiring one i have had since the night i was tied up and anally gangbanged by an unknown number of men.

Assignment:
Waking up on Saturday, afternoon i would awaken my friend who i was with Friday night, as she stayed over after i fucked her silly with my "cock". i told her that before i went to bed, my Miss did give me an instruction. After spending the night not cumming because i did not get a message from my sleeping Miss, She allowed me to cum in a specific way. Slipping off my "cock" i handed it over to my friend and told her that my Miss wanted her to fuck me with it in both my butt and pussy and to use me until i cum myself out. She wasted no time in wearing the 8 inch strap-on dildo, with my aid in securing it behind her. She loved that she just took my "cock" as i have been calling it for the last week. i dropped to my knees on the bed, and she stood up so i could suck on the dildo as she had done last night. i bobbed my head back and forth sucking it like i would a real cock, slipping more into my mouth and throat each time until i was deep throating it. After a while she grabbed my hair and yanked me off and tossed me to my back. as i laid back, my hands went behind my knees so i could part my legs wide. Laying on top of me she slid the 8 inches inside of me. i felt electricity flow down my spine as she did, arching my back, feeling a lot of pleasure. She i could tell had experience with a strap on, she was slow to thrust, building up in unison with my body's increasing want. i rolled my hips, and rocked my body into each of the thrusts. i have to admit that this was the first time i had this particular dildo used on me, and it was very filling. It was driving me crazy with pleasure. i was already very needy and wanting to cum after spending the night pleasuring her. It felt great to have it done to myself, especially after my Miss granted it as reward for my report. Even with being taken by the my friend, the thought and images in my head were all my Miss, and the thought of Her being proud of me. i squealed and moaned, my body rocking back faster and faster to meet each thrust. It did not take long before she got me to explode into my orgasm. My body spasming and my juices pushing from my pussy, she did not stop, fucking me right into and through my orgasm. Seems she decided that i was to get everything i did to her from last night, as i did the very same thing. She kept fucking my pussy for what seemed like an hour, and i did cum 2 more times in that stretch. We moved positions every once in a while, with the dildo never sliding free from my canal, at least until the last stretch of our fucking. With the dildo coated with my juices, she pinned me flat to the bed so i laid face down on it. She slid the dildo into my butt and began working it, as my Miss did say she was to fuck all my holes. i could tell my friend was really into it as she was relentless. After sliding it in, she worked from slow thrusts to fast ones in a very quick increase. After Speeding up, each thrust started to get harder, i was near screaming, my mind was lost in a daze, and eventually i would explode into a final orgasm that put me out cold for the rest of the morning into the afternoon. When i woke a few hours later my "cock" was laying on my bed next to me with a pair of boxer shorts my friend said she would leave for me, and i was alone. My friend must have been picked up as i was unconscious from all the fucking and cumming. What a way to start my Saturday.
i began preparations for this Saturdays date around the earlier afternoon about 2:00'ish. After my shower, enemas, and eating i began to work on my clothing and makeup. First thing first was my preparations, going with my 8 inch strap on dildo, as this was the last day of my week of having a "cock". i know my Miss has been proud of the fact i have grown more and more accustomed with having it on. After cleaning it i would wear it again, then get my catheter to put on and to attach underneath the shaft of my "cock". i skipped on my vibrating ball or plug for today as i knew my holes would be busy enough shortly without the need for them. Next i slipped on my new pair of pink, red and white boxer shorts that my friend had given me. Following that i did get a pair of blue jeans, my black pushup bra and purple shiny top so i could complete my look. i once again went to dress like my Miss wished, more male on the bottom, and extra feminine on top. My makeup and hair followed suit after my dressing, giving myself a purplish eye shadow and lipstick so it would match my top, and make me look more like a slutty submissive transsexual. Last item after my makeup, i slipped my pink collar on, knowing how much it stood out from my more purplish ensemble.
My date came by to my place an hour after my preparations, picking me up so we could go have sushi together. My date tonight was with my shemale friend whom i have had a few "sessions" with the past while for my Miss. She looked gorgeous wearing a gold and black dress with black heels. i found it funny how we both had "cocks", although her's was real. She was dressed more feminine, where as i was dressed half feminine and half more manly. i think through the evening more people thought i was the tranny, and my date was the real girl, which did not bother me. The humiliation of the bulge had dissipated through the week and was replaced more with arousal. i was really feeling like an orgasm whore. Through dinner i did tell my date of what my Miss had tasked me with tonight. How i was allowed to cum, and that she wanted me to be the more dominant tonight. My shemale friend did not argue or have any problems with it. i actually think she preferred it this way. My date did tell me a whole bunch of times how she thought i looked great, and how she could not wait to feel my "cock", which made me smile and laugh. i found it weird how comfortable i am now with having a "cock" and how freely i speak of it.
After dinner we skipped doing any other activity, as i think my date's lust was very apparent. We went directly back to her place, and as we have before right out of the elevator we kissed and felt each other up. We rolled against the wall making our way to her apartment door. Once through the door and it was closed we began to remove clothes from each other, leaving a trail all the way to her room. by the time we made it to the bed, the only item of clothing we both had on were my collar, pushup bra, boxer shorts, and her thong. Her erection was pushing right out of the front of the thong. She slipped off the thong as we got next to the bed, and as soon as it came off i pushed her onto the bed and told her to lay back. i walked around her bed as i went to her drawer to pull out her handcuffs which i knew were in her nightstand. cuffing each of her wrists to opposing bed rails on her headboard, i would take the ring of keys and i teased throwing them out the window, or even flushing them down the toilet. In the end i wound up placing them on the dresser across the room from where i left her. Slipping back over i said let the games begin before slipping up to straddle her face. Squeezing my thighs i told her to pleasure me, and the faster i cum the faster i fuck her for the rest of the night. As i muffled her face, she began to lick and slurp at my pussy, pleasuring me furiously. With my right hand i began to stroke my "cock" as i have grown into a habit of doing a lot this week. i began to tell her that we were going to begin and end with my orgasms and everything in between was going to be her fucked into orgasms. i kept myself smothering her, wanting her to gasp for air, and to work faster. It did not take me long before i was on the edge of my orgasm. i resisted and held back, trying to coax my date to work more before i finally released. My juices splashing from my pussy and to her face, i began to slow my "cock" stroking.
As my body finally came down, i slid off her face and down off her body, pulling myself down between her legs. i rubbed my pussy to garner my juices onto my hand, and began to lube my "cock" with my pussy juices. Once it was shiny enough, i pulled my shemale friend's legs to my shoulders and slipped the dildo into her butt with a swift hard thrust. She moaned as i slipped it back and forth, then pushed it in deep and began to fuck her. i kept fucking her faster and slower, then harder and softer, switching sporadically for fun. When i was ready to let her cum with her cock, i pulled her legs up more and made her feel very uncomfortable, pulling her legs so her knees were on either side of her head, and her cock directly in front of her face, i used one hand and stroked her cock, and my other hand to keep balance as i fucked her relentlessly. i admit i did not take much thought of being careful as my day of sex had really driven me to want and give more. Plus she was wanting it, and kept screaming for "harder" and "more". After a while she would scream and jet out cum all over her own face, which was my goal. As she finished cumming out a huge load all over herself, i would slow down and let her legs down.
i did not let her rest at all as i began to suck off her cock to get it hard again. i know i was very lustful and i wanted her cock right that moment. i stroked it and sucked it,coaxing it to erection again before straddling her, and letting the cock slip into me with a loud "yes" from my lips. i rode her , making sure to bounce myself up and down, and stroking my "cock" while i did. i know she could not keep her eyes off of the image, and i could not stop living the image. i felt like such a slut, yet it felt so very right. She did not last as long as the time that just past, as she accidentally came inside of me without me cumming. i was a bit disappointed but i did tell her she was not done until i came as well. Slipping of her softening cock, i made her pull up a bit. Using my 2 hands, one began to stroke her cock aggressively again. My other hand began toying 2 fingers to her butt, then 3, and eventually 4. i was thinking of fisting her but i thought then i may make her cum again so i did not pass 4 fingers. i could tell that this maybe the last time tonight i could get her hard and to cum, so i worked furiously until it was rock hard. Slipping my hands away i straddled her again and resumed riding her, and stroking my cock. i know after cumming twice this time was going to be that much harder for her to cum. i rode her for 30 minutes, trying not to ride to quickly. As i felt myself approach my orgasm, i did tell her and i held back waiting for her to say that she was going to cum. When she did i released into my orgasm, letting my body push past the edge of my climax as i felt the euphoric serenity and peak of pleasure hit. i did feel her shoot the smallest of her 3 loads into me, making me smile as i have really grown to love feeling cum shoot inside of me.
i rested up a bit before getting re-dressed and ready to leave. My date was completely out cold, showing her male side of cumming and passing out which made me smile. i took a cab home, which i am sure the cab driver thought i was some slutty transsexual hooker going home after performing a trick. i smelled of sex, and i looked like a prostitute with a huge bulge. Once home i was lucky to catch my Mistress who made sure to end my day off with a huge smile. She made me take in 2.5 liters of mixed wine and water mixture which made me extremely drunk. While being drunk she made me stroke my cock with and fuck myself with a vibrator until i came. i was pretty hazy at this point and i did not remember much detail besides wishing my Miss good night, then passing out until late afternoon when i woke to write this. i am still tired out of my mind, yet i feel so loved by my Miss coming into our 2nd month's anniversary.

Assignment for the 26th of August 2011

Synopsis:
i was assigned to wear my strap on dildo again, with much more. i am not saying on here, as it is a surprise. Enjoy the read !! !!

Assignment:
i will start this report at the point after already had my morning washroom routines and my breakfast. i picked my clothing slowly and laid each item to the bed to wear. Before putting on my clothes though i would take out my task items to wear. First item i went with was my catheter. i let my mind slowly fill with thoughts of my Miss as i slipped it into my urethra. The ease and comfort in which i experience now while inserting this item always reminds me of my Miss, and how She makes things for me become routine. How She has changed me and made things that were once awkward for me now something regular. The next item i put on was my 8 inch strap on dildo, and securing that around my waist, then with elastics securing the catheter to the underside of my "cock". i am still not used to this completely, yet having this on has from the first moment until even now makes me wet with arousal. i did admire myself in the mirror before looking through my butt plugs to decide which one to use to please my Miss' wishes. i decided on my tailed plug as it is the one i have probably used this one the most, having it worn this one for close to 2 weeks for my Miss. i also knew that the tail would be well hidden under my jeans for the day. Next was my vibrating ball. With my legs parted i was beginning to feel much like a robot with so many features being attached to me. i did turn the vibrator to medium before sliding it past my pussy lips to let it settle inside of me. i groaned to the sudden feel, but knew i could hold myself from cumming from it. i was more used to the lower setting, knowing i can get through an entire day with ease on that setting. i did think how this activity alone will make my resistance to orgasms higher, and also set my body on edge quicker so i may cum on command for my Miss. i was proud and dedicated to building that up for my Miss.
With each task item set, i was onto my dressing task. i got out my shiny red pushup bra and put it on, making sure my breasts stood pert. i was to choose the most flimsiest top i was allowed for work, so i decided on a light black tank top style top. This one particularly showed my cleavage, and even more so with the pushup bra underneath. i know parts of the red shown through the sides and the top. After my top, i slipped on my jeans, making sure that my "cock"  was along my right thigh, so the bulge would be along that side. By this point i felt like i was near completion for this look i was not too sure on. As i got closer to completion i got more aroused. i did check a few times in the mirror, but more for adjustments and not admiring the full look yet. i folded the pant legs up again as i was going to wear my running shoes with ankle socks again. i worked on my hair and makeup next. Placing my hair into a ponytail using a red and black furry elastic so it matched my bra and top. i went heavy on my eye shadow and lipstick. i had an orange, green and blueish tones to my eyeshadow that i called sunset on ocean. My lipstick was an orangey red that went well with the orange tint of the eyeshadow. My makeup was done in a fashion similar to a porn star or even a girl from a Ke$ha video. My makeup was completed, my hair was done, and i was fully dressed. There was only one item left to get. Taking my pink collar from my nightstand, which i was routinely used to removing after my wake up meditation. My head bowed, i took a deep breathe before sliding the collar around my neck to secure. Once i was collared, i looked to my mirror to see the image i was. My Miss wanted me to accentuate my womanhood up top, and make my under half more manly. My Miss wanted me to be "dressed as some kind of wannabe transsexual submissive slut", and in the mirror in front of me was just that. Those exact words rang through my head as i saw myself. i felt very humiliated, and aroused. Unzipping my jeans i did pull my "cock" out so i could see my whole slutty look. i stroked it a few times as i kept looking. i may not have been able to feel the cock but it still made me more lusting. i did not admire for too long as i slipped my "cock" away and zipped up so i could get to work.
Getting to work i reported immediately to my desk after finding out i was taking care of calls all day. i did discover a lot of people around me had called in sick, or taken the sunny Friday off. i was the only one within the section of 4 desks. i was a bit isolated but i did not mind, especially with the way i looked. i did find many people staring at me as i think the top and makeup brought more attention than my bulge that was hidden behind the desk. For the day i did pee standing every chance i needed to go as i have grown accustomed to the last few days. i did not bring a lunch again today as i decided once again at lunch to go out and buy a sub from Subway. i did gain many looks there from both the many patrons in line and the 2 guys working the counter, the same 2 from last day. Actually i am pretty sure i garnered a lot of attention everywhere i went which was very humiliating. Yet the funny thing is i have no regrets as i know the humiliation makes my Miss proud. The rest of my day was very similar to the last day, with the exception being it was a slower day.
Many thought went through my mind today. i did think of how my journey has gone as my Miss and i approach our 2nd month's anniversary. i am still in utter shock of how much i have changed in such a short time. Before summer hit, i was a Domme who was just flirting with being a switch, or as i thought on my short termed sub phase. Now i am a collared sub to a wonderful Mistress. i cannot believe how Her words of approval, or even Her saying She is proud of me makes me work so hard. The things my journey has brought me through, from being given away, to being tasked to meet people. Before i was with my Miss i had not been with a man in 5 plus years. Now i have been getting cock near every weekend. i have even gotten it an unknown multiple times only anally. As a Domme i had always loved humiliating subs, and i never thought of it for myself. Yet my Miss had turned that for me, making me the one who craves it. Not only has She made me crave humiliation, but she has set me up on many trainings i did not even realize i was being made to do. i have now been through orgasm control and denial, to catheter training, enema training, and even stretching for my holes. i have been made to dress like a tranny, and even act like a tramp. Never in a million years did i expect this. However now i do not think i can live without it. She had broken me, making me break down and cry many times. i actually feel consumed by sadness when She gave me away. i feel a need for Her, and a want to please Her. She broke the Domme, and now rebuilt me as Her gang bang loving cock craving little submissive slut. Even that description makes me feel aroused. The changes i have been through the last while i never wanted, nor expected, but now that i am here with them i am glad. She made me happy with who i am, and made my loves from being a Domme into my loves of being a submissive. She even made me find my love of cock again, and more so made me crave it. My biggest disbelief though is that how connected i feel to Her. i find that we both keep finding similar thoughts, or we would be on the same wave length on tasks. i have never had such a connection with a sub let alone a Mistress. With this connection i feel that i was meant to be this submissive slut, and i was meant to be with Her.
As work ended i left work and made my way out to my car where i found a surprise guest leaning on my car. My female friend whom i have had relations with a few times was there to surprise me for the evening. Right as she saw me she made comments and even kissed me. i could tell my look really turned her on. We wasted no time getting into the car and racing to my place. Turns out she and her 2 boyfriends were going to go out camping this weekend but were not leaving until Saturday. This is why she had to cancel out on my scheduled "event" for my Miss. my friend did show up though to spend the Friday evening with me before she left tomorrow mid afternoon. During the drive she did happen to reach over and stroke my "cock" through my jeans a few times before unzipping it and stroking it in the open. At a stop light she even leaned over to suck on the end of it with a giggle. i do think she was getting a major thrill from the fact i was somewhat like a transsexual. Once at my place i did right away e-mail my Miss asking permission to cum, but i did not get an answer before my friend and i tore into each other on my bed. She was like an animal as barely much was needed to be said. She got naked quick from her pink Juicy sweat suit, and i stripped off my top and jeans only, as she wanted me to keep the collar and bra on. i did pull out the catheter and put it in the washroom as i did not want it to get in the way, or get dirty. i did leave the butt plug and sibrating ball inside of me. With no permission to cum, i told her i was going to fuck her all night. We went right to work, as she sucked off the cock for only a few minutes before her impatience got to her. She pushed me to my back and rode my cock for a while as i groaned and watched. We went around through many positions, from doggy, to missionary. We just let the lust carry us from position to position. i lost track of how many orgasms she had, as i went into a trance of pure fucking her. She did have to stop me as after 2 hours or so she was tired and curled up in my bed to sleep. i did take this time to go and type up this report for my Miss, only being interrupted twice to go and snuggle my friend for a bit. Right now  i am no longer wearing the vibrating ball or the butt plug, but i have my "cock" and collar still on. In the morning i will be once again dressing like this, and in whatever else my Miss wishes. My exhausted friend even offered to give me a pair of boxer shorts for me to wear for tomorrow to complete the look. So until i wake up, i am going to bed to snuggle my friend in hopoes this report will find a smile on my Miss' gorgeous face.

Assignment for the 24th of August 2011

Synopsis:
i was to repeat my task from yesterday with the 8 inch strap on dildo and catheter. However i was granted a new task to orgasm at work 3 times while standing, stroking my clit and my "cock" at the same time. Also i was to wear my vibrating ball for today as i went around with my "cock"

Assignment:
Waking up today, i did as i customarily do when i wake. i slid to the foot of the bed and knelt there, filling my mind with thoughts of my task today, then thoughts of my Miss as i always do. Following that i proceeded to my routinely washroom activities. Before work now seems like a whole set routine from waking up to getting breakfast. After eating breakfast i did get online to check my e-mails before preparing for work. To my surprise i did receive a message from my Miss which made me ultra happy. Seemed that She loved my assignment from yesterday, and the things i wrote in the report She truly agreed with. She loved how i went out for lunch to get more visible exposure, and even suggesting the jeans for today. i always tell Her that i feel connected to Her, and i did feel in this message She felt very much the same way. Even better my Miss rewarded me for my thoughtfulness and my adjusting of my task to please Her.
However the message did say as soon as i read this message i was to climax in the most efficient way possible. Only way i could think of was to begin my task right away by retrieving my 8 inch strap on dildo and immediately secure it to my body. i did hold off on the catheter until after this. i took this privilege as a tribute to/ for my Miss. Now with the strap on secured to me, i stood in front of my bedroom mirror, my left hand around the shaft of my "cock", and my right hand between my thighs, fingers pressed to my clit. Kneading my clit through my fingertips, i closed my eyes and let my mind fill with images and thoughts of my Miss. Both my hands began to quicken as i stroked my "cock" and rubbed my clit faster and faster. i don't think it took longer than 5 minutes as i was extremely horny as is. i exploded, into my orgasm i would sink from my standing to a kneel on the ground. My body was wracked with spasms causing pleasure and pain. i did moan out like my Miss' little submissive slut as She has been calling me.
As i finished with my orgasm, i did get back to preparing for work. First thing i did was slip my vibrating ball into my canal, turning it onto low. After i once more slipped the catheter to my urethra, and then secure the catheter to the underside of the dildo.i did promise jeans today for my Miss, slipping those on with no panties, knowing the bulge will  be even more evident today. i folded each of my jeans legs up just once each as it was a hot day. i went with a sports bra today and on top i wore a white and blue t-shirt. i choose the sports bra intentionally as it would bind my breasts down more. On my feet i wore ankle socks and Nike Cross trainers. i did finish off my look by pinning my hair up and under a Nike baseball cap. i thought that this way i could at least hide my long hair a bit to complete my more male look. Finishing up i went light on my makeup, then made some calls arrange a meeting with 2 different friends for a weekend "outing". The prospects so far seemed promising although the next 2 days i will be hammering out the final details of it.
i did eventually leave for work with my tasks in my mind through my drive. i did find my hand stroking my "cock" through my jeans during a couple red lights. i was feeling very horny today, my Miss' approving messages plus not having cum since Saturday contributing to that. i was stuck in a bit of traffic during my drive to work, but it did not take away too much of my time. Like during the few red lights, when i was stuck in traffic for a long period i found myself stroking my dildo more. i was still in awe that Mistress has virtually made me go to work as a cross dresser. A cross dresser with an 8 inch fake cock that shows through her jeans. i felt the embarrassment factor yet it made me more horny.
i arrived at work with some time to spare, more than enough for my first "tribute" to my Miss. After checking the schedule and seeing i was doing another full day of being behind my desk on the phone, i dropped my things at my desk and proceeded to the handicap washroom, or my "office". Locking the door behind me, i looked in the mirror Unlike my other tasks i decided not to remove my clothes, but rather i unzipped my jeans and slid them down part way. Slipping my dildo out i gripped it with one hand, my other hand reaching between my thighs. Standing tall with my hands in place, i let my mind fill with thoughts of my Miss and the task at hand. i let the message She sent to me earlier fuel me. With the vibrations, the image, thoughts and action of me stroking my own "cock" and working my clit, my body built up fast. i think i only needed 2 minutes as i got right to the edge of my orgasm. The last thought i had was the last like my Miss wrote to me, saying She was proud of me. Using that line as it pushed me right into a blissful and amazing orgasm. i had to bite my lower lip as i felt like i was going to moan out to my climax.
Following that i went back to my desk to work. Work was long boring and non-eventful. However i was able to get my second tribute/ masturbation session in my "office" about 45 minutes before the beginning of my break. i did take that opportunity to pee, standing to do that as well. One i was all cleaned i proceeded my stroking my cock at the same time as rubbing my clit. With the added fuel of having just peed like a man, i did not need more than 2 minutes to cum once more. i could feel my arousal now grown fully into lust. My orgasm was just as huge as my last, a it seems i have grown more and more turned on by my transformation. i did not know if it was the actually transformation itself, the humiliation factor, or just that its another creative task from my Miss.
Not too much happened before my break came and i hopped to my car to drive out from work for lunch. i went to the Subway which was very close to my work. My luck there was no one in line, but i could tell right from my entrance the 2 brown males working the counter were checking me out. i also noticed that when i got closer, but not at the front yet they both did scan to see my bulge. As i made it to the front of the desk, and their eyes shifted to me, i smiled and gave a tiny nod before placing my order. i noted the one person making my sandwich did sneak glances at my "cock" which i just smiled and said nothing. They were relatively quick as there was no one else there. With my sandwich made and in hand i would leave, walking past a couple as they entered. i did not know if they noticed my bulge, but the risk itself still made me blush.
After getting back to work and eating my sandwich at my desk i continued work as usual. i did make another pit stop to the washroom midway from my break and the end of my shift, having to pee, and only pee. i did so standing as i have been doing so for the last 2 days. About an hour and a half after that break, i had to go again as the water i have consumed had caught up with me. For this time though i also followed my pee with my third tasked masturbation session. Standing tall i looked at myself as i stroked my cock and my clit in front of the mirror. i cycled through images of my Miss, the things i have done the last 2 days and the embarrassment. i was just  lust filled slut, i didn't need more than a minute and a half as i climaxed for the 4th time today. As i pushed over the edge, i would slow both my hands down, and collapse to sitting on the toilet. i felt drained as this orgasm had wiped me out. My knees were weak and it did take me some time to recover. i felt flushed, yet i felt good.
My day would come and go, at the end of the day i did hop into my car and drive home with my cock hanging out of my jeans that i unzipped. i did not know why, but i had a feeling to do this. As i have learned if i ever get a feeling i should go with it as when i do my Miss approves. What made today's task odd was that the embarrassment level was high, yet it felt low. i do think my body is now conditioned to endure such humiliation. My mind has been conditioned so it matches my Miss train of thought, or maybe we are just meant for each other. i know She has trained my orgasms, as the orgasm denial has made a control over them that She owns. Now being 5 days away from our 2nd month anniversary, i feel connected to Her more than ever. i do hope to get Her approval forever, to always make Her proud, and to try to gain new ways to make Her more proud of me. <3

Assignment for the 23rd of August 2011

Synopsis:
i was to once again wear my 8 inch strap on dildo, with the catheter attached today. Also if anyone noticed i was to give them a smile.

Assignment:
Waking up for today, i immediately went to my kneel next to my bed. i did have a feel of happiness, i was glad i did not have to come up with tasks for myself. i was happy that Miss had given me a task, and i felt prideful and devoted. As i "meditated" i let thoughts of my Miss flow to my mind, then i thought of the task i had and what complications may come up. i was not worried, as i have grown less worried or nervous of performing tasks. i did give much thought to the words my Miss said. How now i am a gang bang slut who seems to be getting much cock every few days. How not too long ago it was years since i have even had one. i did feel some shame, yet now that shame just created more arousal. i feel as if i am broken in, and yet it makes me feel complete.
After my thoughts i did take off my sleeping items and make my way for my routine activities in the washroom. However unlike my usual routine i did begin with my shower, following with taking in my usual after shower/ beginning of the day enema. Like usual i did kneel down on the shower floor and keep my mind of my Miss as the water flowed into my body. After its completion, i did exit the shower and dry immediately with a towel. Right after that i would proceed with my expulsion of the enemas contents. After that i did my first deviation to my routine in a fair while.  Since it was a part of my task i thought i would get started right away with it. Like i did last day i once again got my large 8 inch strap on dildo and put it on. After it was secured tightly to my body, i would get my catheter and slide it into my urethra with ease as i have done it enough times now. With elastics i attached the catheter underneath the dildo as my Miss wished it. Now that i was prepared i was now able to pee. Opening up the nozzle, with one hand to the nozzle end and the other to the dildo shaft i aimed the catheter and let my bladder's contents exit me and to the toilet. i was still not use to peeing like a man, and i felt this to be awkward, and even embarrassing. Yes that did mean that i felt very aroused by it as well.
Once i finished up in the washroom i actually went to breakfast naked, except for my strap on "cock". i made myself some toast and had a banana with my bottle of fresh water Following breakfast i did find my way to my room to get dressed for work. First thing i decided on was my white bra, and no panties as i know Miss only wants me to be non-panties. Next i choose my purple sleeveless top. i did not know what to choose for my bottom as i stood there bare from my waist down except for my "cock". i held my cock for a bit and even gave it a few strokes. i really felt wet at this time and my day had not even begun yet. In the end i choose my black skirt that went below my knees, thinking i will save the jeans for tomorrow if my Miss wanted me to continue this task tomorrow as i suspect She will. After dressing, i did my makeup before leaving for work.
At work i got in and dropped my things to my desk before checking where i was scheduled today. i was assigned to my desk taking calls all day, i did think how this was going to disappoint my Miss as i know She assigned this task hoping people would see me. i decided that i would go out for my break today to get food so it would make up for my lack of visibility from others. My part of the shift before my break actually went by pretty quickly. i went from call to call, not being rushed, yet not too slow. The perfect pace as i called it. i did have to go to the washroom once before my break about midway between my shift and my break. i used the handicap washroom which i have now dubbed my "office", and with the toilet seat up. i did pee through the catheter standing like i did to start my day. This did not get any easier as i kept getting the feel of embarrassment. i think a lot has to be because of the fact my Miss owns all of me. She said She wants me to be more like a man, and here i am. She could even take my womanhood. The power She has over me makes me wet from lust, yet shiver from fear of what She may do with/ to me.
By my break i did have a drive out to the McDonald's not even 5 minutes away. Instead of taking the drive thru i did park and walk in, wanting to stand in line. As i stood in line i did catch a middle aged man glace, as i thought he may have noticed. As instructed, i looked to him and as i caught his eyes meeting mine i just smiled to him before turning back to the line. At the front of the line, an Asian girl who looked 15 or 16 did give me a glance, as i guessed she saw my bulge, or at least it swaying as i walked up. As i caught her eyes shift up i smiled to her with acknowledgement. i was really feeling humiliation, and it felt very good. i blushed a bit as i made my order, wondering what these people thought of me, and who else noticed without me seeing.  i did not have long to think as my order was made quickly.
After leaving McDonald's i did drive back to work to eat at my desk. The rest of work went through without any problems, or even people noticing as i mostly was hidden behind a desk. i did have to go to the washroom once more before the end of work taking that time to stand and pee as well. i got off work an hour early which i did not even hesitate before leaving for home. i did hope my task was enough to please my Miss. Enough so that She may order me to masturbate, while even stroking my "cock". Who knows maybe She will get me to be with my shemale friend. i do not know, but all i know is i love my Miss and i will continue to do all i can to please Her.

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Assignment for the 20th of August 2011

Synopsis:
i agreed to have a date with that black male again for my Miss and for my blog followers. Also for my Miss i promised to once again wear the catheter and dildo in public like earlier in the week, except i was to wear my bigger strap on dildo.

Assignment:
For my report Saturday i shall begin to at noon after my usual morning routines. i did not have anything much planned for the afternoon before i was to go on my date for later. i decided to spend the time working on my home, and my task for my Miss. i decided that i was going to carry this task right into the date later, but first was preparations. With the catheter inserted, without the bag, i worked next on putting my my 8 inch strap on dildo. My bigger strap on dildo than the one i wore earlier in the week as a task for my Miss. Once it was secured and tight around my waist, i worked on securing the catheter to the dildo as per my Miss' instructions. i did give it some thought as to what it was going to be, either string, or tape. Finally deciding on using duct tape to secure it. i decided on using elastics to keep it free from stickiness, attaching elastics around it so it would hold it along the base of the shaft of the dildo. The catheter was no where near long enough to reach the end of the dildo, but i was going to pee standing up, and aiming with the dildo. i left the last elastic a bit from the end of the catheter so i would use one hand to aim the pee when i had to go, and the other to hold the dildo  so it would still give the illusion i would be peeing as a man would.
Now i was adorning the dildo and catheter the way my Miss wished, i did have to make a quick trip to Walmart before i started my housework. i was in need of some products for my cleaning, and i was going to purchase toilet paper for the first time since my Miss had me use the enemas twice a day, and even the few weeks of catheter usage. i know i have used a lot less  since then, and i do think guests at my place have used more of it than i have. Wearing just some quick scrubby clothes, i picked my grey sweat pants with my legs both rolled up under my knees, and a green t-shirt with the sleeves rolled to my shoulders. i did not wear a bra or underwear underneath, as Miss wished me to be less discreet with my "cock". i did notice it making an outline along my sweat pants, even though they were a bit baggy. After driving to Walmart, i made my way around with a basket picking out the cleaning products as i was there. i was a bit on edge as it was busy there, with people from parents, to teenagers, to even children were there. i could feel the cock shifting in my pants as i walked. Today there was nothing to keep it from shifting and swaying. i was feeling first hand how a more well endowed male would be like. i did try to keep it out of my mind. i did note a male or two who looked at me, but i was not too sure they noticed my bulge. The only person at the Walmart who noticed that i caught was the older lady at the cashier. She i did catch her taking a notice when i went into my purse to get out my money. i caught her looking down then shooting her eyes up thinking i not caught her look. i did pay quick and leave blushing. She did not make a comment but i know she would have if she was not working. i did think how she must have thought i was a tranny or something of sorts.
Directly after Walmart i did go to Subway to buy some lunch to take home with me. i did find that i needed to to use the washroom, so before i went to the line i did make my way to their washroom, locking the door behind me as their female washroom was for single person only. Raising the seat up, i did slide my sweat pants down to my knees. With my right hand  to the nozzle of my catheter and my other hand on the shaft of the cock. i raised the cock and aimed the catheter, standing close at first not knowing how this was going to work, or how long the aiming was. i turned the nozzle then immediately changed the aim, as the stream came out. i did have to stay close to the bowl, but it was working, i was holding my cock and peeing standing for the first time today. i hoped my Miss would be proud that i achieved this task of making my catheter and strap on dildo work together in a sense. i did think while i peed how it would  be nice if i had longer hosing on this catheter so it would reach closer to my dildo's end. i was once more amused at my peeing standing, and i caught myself smiling to it. i was very glad for the privacy of the washroom, wondering what other women would think seeing my feet the other way around in the stall. i made up my mind i did not want to know, although i am sure my Miss would want me to. As i finished peeing i did close off the nozzle and exit the washroom. i got through the line and bought my sandwich, even taking the time to sit there and eat with no hassle or notice of my bulge.
Once my meal was completed i did go home, and strip once through my doors. i spent the next few hours cleaning my home before preparing for my date. i dusted my whole house, and vacuumed the carpet. i even spent time cleaning out my washroom, all while naked except for my "cock". i did keep drinking a lot of water as i built up a good thirst while cleaning. With the water intake i did find myself having to pee a pair of times, both times peeing standing and aiming with the cock and catheter. At the end of my second pee i did stroke my shaft a few times with a loud giggle. i guess just the feel and thought of having this "cock" made me a bit silly.
Between my cleaning and getting ready for my date, my black friend who was my date tonight called to confirm our date time, and to tell me that we were on a double date with a friend of his and his girlfriend. After the call i put my cleanup on hold until Sunday, and went to work getting ready, first with a shower in my freshly cleaned washroom, then my makeup done and dressed in my room that still needed to be cleaned for Sunday. For clothing i went with multicolored top that had some red, brown and yellowish bits to it as it seemed summery, and a pair of very dark blue tighter jeans so my bulge was more evident than it was in the sweat pants. i was aiming to be more bold, and to be even less discreet not wanting my earlier show to be all. i also felt that Miss may not have enjoyed my earlier excursion as much as this.
My date would show up  around 8:00 and pick me up. This was the same black friend who setup the anal gang bang with/ for me a few weeks ago. He did tell me about his friend who was coming tonight. He was what was described as a "guido" by my friend. i did ask if he was there that night i was masked, bound and taken, but my friend refused to tell me no matter how much i hounded him. i did suspect he was there, and i did not know if he knew i was the same girl, but i did suspect he knew. My date and i made it to a bar not too far away from his place where we went to a table with four seats. We sat around and chit chatted, drinking back a couple drinks each as we waited. His friend would show up an hour after we sat. A well built Italian male who was tall, well groomed and dressed very much like a guy from Jersey Shore. i did have a good few comments about the guy, making references to "The Situation" and him. His date i thought looked gorgeous. She was a black female with a whole head of long braids, and big blue eyes, obviously contact lenses yet still gorgeous. She was very skinny waist yet was full figured. She was in a very gorgeous purple mini dress, and with matching makeup.
We all sat around and chatted a while, sharing a few drinks and even ordering a group platter for us all to share. i did get get along with this black girl as she seemed very nice and sweet. As we got more alcohol into our system, i did find out that the girl found me very attractive. i replied by telling her how i felt the same about her. We were very flirty with each other, all four of us. Part way through the night i did hit the dance floor with the black girl for some dancing, and the guys decided not to go wanting us to go play. While dancing the girl did notice my bulge and ask me about it in which i told her. What i found out later was the guys discussing the plans for after with us 2 girls. Part way through the night i did have to go pee, but before i could get up to go to the washroom, my date came with me and snuck me into the men's washroom with me so i could use a urinal next to him. He was very amused at the fact i had a "cock" and wanted to take advantage of it while we had a chance. When we entered the washroom no one was inside as the only male left as we entered. i did get a stare from him as he exited, probably thinking we were going to get down there. there was 1 stall and 2 urinal stalls next to it. i would be in the middle urinal stall as my date took the far one. As we both peed, another male entered the washroom, and went to the stall. i knew he would give me a stare even without me actually seeing. i could just feel it. i mean a woman standing and peeing at a stall. i knew i had gotten some attention, in which i blushed. i did hear the door open more as more men came in. i did finish up and slide my dildo away back in my pants before zipping up, washing my hands and leaving. After that bit i did have many men look my way as the men in the washroom told their buddies and they all pointed me out as that girl in the men's washroom peeing standing at the urinal. i was lucky we did not stay way too long after that before we left. i did not use the washroom again as i was really embarrassed. 
Arriving at my friend's place we were loud, lust filled and drunk. The 2 males kept egging us to kiss, which in our state it did not take way too much before we did right in the driveway, not even making it into the house. We kept groping and kissing as we made our way inside. Once through the doors and in the living room, the 2 males grabbed us by our hair and forced us into deeper kisses. i could feel my date's thick black cock through his jeans as it pushed to my butt, at the same time the black girl's hands against my chest and her lips to mine. i did ask to be excused so i could use the washroom in which i was denied by the black girl. i groaned as my date held my upper arms behind me. The black girl her boyfriend the Italian maleboth worked my jeans off of me, then the Italian male stripped his girlfriend. She began to crouch and suck my dildo a little bit, i did figit and shift my legs as i felt the catheter full. After a few sucks She licked to the base of my cock and worked her way to the catheter nozzle. She would turn the nozzle and let the pee empty directly into her mouth, wrapping her lips around the catheter and suck the pee right out of me. i groaned as i felt my pee literally sucked from me. After sucking me dry she would yank the catheter away from me and my dildo as i finished stripping and both males kept pushing us to do more.
We made our way to the bedroom where the black girl would lay to her back, both males behind me they pulled my head between her thighs. i was very horny and aroused now and let the flow carry me. My face buried between her thighs i lapped, licked and suckled away. Her thighs wrapped around me as i was held in place to pleasure her. My arms were held behind me as both males wanted me to just use my mouth and tongue. After a while i would find out why as she exploded into her orgasm. Turns out she was a heavy squirter as her juices hit me like a fire hose shooting out warm juices. i would be caught off guard and i groaned feeling my face and head all being drenched. As i was finally let up to get a breathe, both males said to me they wanted me to destroy her. If i did in turn they would fuck me senseless. The out of breathe girl pulled me to her, coaxing me to begin fucking her pussy with the dildo. i did not waste much time as i laid on top of her in a missionary position, pushing the dildo into her. i rolled my hips and worked my "cock" in and out. Like whenever i used it in the past i let her body dictate the pacing and the tempo. My date did have enough of waiting as he did join in, with his cock lubed would begin to fuck me in the ass as i took this black girl. A short while later the Italian man joined in too. The black girl got onto all fours as i took her from behind, and my date took me behind her. The Italian man got in front of his GF and let her suck away at his cock. As i heard the black girl say she was about to cum, i felt my date yank my hair and pull me off of her so i could be pulled under her so when she squirted hard again i would once again be drenched in her juices. i was in amazement how this girl could have 2 orgasms and still want more. With her still on all fours i was pulled up and the dildo yanked from my body. Both us girls were put into a 69 with me on on the bottom and our respective dates taking us both in out butts.  Both men actually came before us, but i did find out they each split a viagra pill to ensure they would be hard long enough to fuck us for a long time. After their orgasms they each took a few minutes as us girls kept 69'ing each other before switching and once more fucking us. Now with the Italian male fucking me in my butt and his date with my date. We kept at it in this new position until both us girls hit our orgasms and once more my face was drenched with more of this black girl's flooding juices.
After that position we did suck both males clean before trying something new. i was sandwiched between both males as i had the Italian behind me and my date on top of me fucking my pussy, all the while the black girl was straddling my face. i was in a constant state or arousal and lust, i was lost in my state of being fucked. i felt no shame just want and need. Once both males finished with their respective holes they switched after the black girl sucked their cocks clean. With their change they were both still fucking my butt and pussy. My mouth was freed this time from the black girl, as now i began working finger after finger into her pussy until i slowly worked my whole hand into her to begin fisting her. We were all a mess, grunting and groaning like animals. We were fucking like animals. After this part it began to get hazy for me, i know i did bring the black girl to 2 orgasms from fisting first her butt then her pussy then both at the same time. Ater those 2 she did pass out from what i remembered. Leaving both males to keep fucking my pussy butt and mouth until i passed out myself i think an hour or 2 after the black girl.
When i woke up in the morning i was naked and alone in my date's place. It seemed i was unconscious for sometime, and my date could not stay to wait for me, yet did not wish to disturb my sleep. i was extremely sore, and was not sure how many times i was fucked by both men, or even if they kept fucking me after i passed out. i did see a note next to the bed from my date apologizing for having to go, but he did leave cab fare there for me. i would make my way to the washroom to wash up. i looked in the mirror and i was a mess. My body was a mess of dried fluid all over me. i made no waste showering before dressing and going home to have my breakfast, perform my enema routine and to get a nap in. i do hope everyone enjoys reading about my Saturday as much as i had fun enjoying it.

Assignment for the 18th of August 2011

Synopsis:
i was to wear my catheter and strap on dildo today for work. i was to also pee standing up like a man.

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Waking up today a few hours earlier than usual, i would go on to my normal routines. First sliding from my bed i would kneel next to it with my sleeping items still on. My mind stayed on my Miss, picturing Her, then envisioning my task for the day. i did not know if i would regret telling this left over self task to my Miss. Yet for some reason i did not worry. i knew that pleasing Her was all i should worry about. i did not spend way too long in my thoughts knowing i had to hurry to get ready as i had a long day ahead of me for work.
My next stop was the washroom, so i could perform my tasks there. i have actually been lucky to have been granted my freedom from my catheter and bag so i did not have to harvest my own water today. i did use the toilet like a normal person, well at least for the morning. i was getting to enjoy my freedom from the catheter. From the toilet i did go through my shower, and enema routines as my usual. i only performed a 2 liter enema, which felt like nothing compared to the many larger enemas i performed onto myself for the last assignment. After my expulsion of the enema contents from my bowels, i would get out my catheter and it alone. Slowly i began to insert it into myself for the first time this week. Even without having it in for the week, it still felt normal for me to insert it, reintegrating to me that i must be conditioned for it by now. With nothing but the catheter on, i did make my way to my room to get the last part of my preparations done for my task today. 
In my room i would get to the next part of my assigned task. Going through my toys i would take out my 6 inch strap on dildo. Stepping into it i would pull it up to my waist, then secure the straps so it was snug to my body. i checked myself in the mirror and smiled. i have always enjoyed wearing and using the strap on, especially in my former Domme years. While looking in the mirror i had an idea for what to wear for the day. i took out a plain pair of CK panties and slipped it on over my strap on. This way it would help hold it tighter to me and reduce the bulge. i did check myself in the mirror again after the panties were  on, even slipping the dildo over the panties to see how it would be like. Next i selected my black sweat suit, with a pink and black tank top as i knew it was going to be hot today. My other reasoning for the selection was that i knew i was going to be doing a lot of work.
After dressing and doing my makeup i did head out to work, making a stop at Tim Horton's to pick up a bagel and a muffin for breakfast. Arriving at work i was nervous of people noticing that i was wearing my strap on. To me it was obvious, to others it may not be so much, but who really knew at that point. Going to my desk i greeted some people i knew as i made my way there. Sitting to my desk i did blush a bit at the thought that i was wearing the strap on, and in public. Even worse is i gave this idea to my Miss. Once my blushing was over, i tried to enjoy my breakfast before making some head way into my inventory. i did make sure to drink water with my meal, as i still intended to keep my water intake high (fresh water !!).
After eating i headed to the storage room to begin the first go at the inventory project that will take me 2 days. i will spare everyone from hearing of the fun of counting items then writing it down to an inventory list. Just over an hour into my inventory i did feel a sudden need to go to the washroom. i did rush over to my usual handicap washroom i locked the door and got ready to do the next part of the task for the day. Sliding my sweat pants down, then pulling my panties down. i raised the toilet seat and stood in front of it, aiming the catheter nozzle to the bowl. i turned it open and let the catheter empty. i was peeing standing up, like men do. i even had a "cock" in my strap on dildo. This made me feel very embarrassed as i continued to pee. As i finished i would close off the catheter end and slid that and the strap on into place with the panties pulled up. Being who i am, the embarrassment actually turned me on, i did slide the dildo back out afterwards, stroking it a few short times in the mirror with much amusement. i did not do much more though as i just tucked the dildo back away and slipped my sweat pants back up.
For the rest of the day, i went from inventory to my regular shift taking calls. Then at the end i did more inventory for the last 2 hours to finish off my day, making up the rest of the 12 hour shift. Within every hour i did have to go the washroom to pee, each time i did pee as the first. i stood and opened the catheter, releasing the catheter contents right into the toilet. Maybe it was because i have never peed standing up, but i did find it really amusing to have done it for a complete day. By the third time i even added the theatrics with the strap on dildo, as i thought if i am going to pee standing up i might as well get the whole experience. More and more i did this the more aroused i got. With wearing the dildo all day i am lucky as i was behind my desk or in the inventory room the entire day. No one could really tell the bulge in my sweat pants.
At the end of the day i did make it home and removed the strap on and the catheter. The embarrassment factor slowly decreased, yet my arousal grew. i did avoid touching myself though all day and night, wanting to wait until my Miss grants me time. i did find this task to be rather fun and interesting. Although i came up with this, i am very glad my Miss assigned me to do it. i am also very glad that my Miss and i share many things from interest, to thoughts. i feel very connected to Her, and i do now fully appreciate everything She is, and what She does for me. i love Her very much <3

Assignment for the 17th of August 2011

Synopsis:
Before i get to the synopsis, i would like to remind everyone to read my last post and please offer up creative tasks for me as my Miss will be picking from them soon, then adding Her own flavor to it. Thank Y/you to all those who have offered tasks for me so far !! !!
Today's task i was to give myself enemas of my own recycled "water". First round being 2.5 liters, the second round of 3 liters. Then i was to keep going for more rounds until i have exhausted all my supply. Each round i was to hold a minimum of 30 minutes. Each additional 5 minutes after the 30 minutes of each round earned me orgasm "jokers" that i could use to obtain orgasms. These "jokers" i can use at anytime, even through orgasm bans, as long as i ask my Miss.

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Right after getting the message and making my response to it, i went right to work on getting my assigned task underway. i did not even hesitate or think otherwise. i was just happy to get my first assigned task from my Miss, and i did not wish to disappoint. My mind was filled with devotion to my Miss, and the need to do this to Her likings. First thing i did was go to the washroom and let the water run in my bath tub so it would get warm. As it got warm i plugged the drain so that the water would keep getting hotter as it filled my tub. i made my way from my washroom to the kitchen to take out my bottles of harvested "water", taking 4 at a time i would carry them to the washroom to place in the bathtub as it filled. After my second trip i had to turn off the water as it filled the tub to an appropriate amount. Following that i did complete my last trip, placing the last 4 bottles in, making it 12 full bottles of my harvested "water" all heating in the tub full of water. i did add more hot water to the tub as i thought the cold bottles may have decreased the heat before sitting around to let the bottles get warm.
i waited for under half an hour before beginning the next step of my task. i attached my enema bag to a towel rack, then carefully took a single bottle from the tub, opening the cap i poured the contents to the enema bag, filling it up before sealing it off. Taking the nozzle i slowly inserted it to my butt, a feeling i have now grown so accustomed to it now feels like a normal routine. i knelt to the ground of the washroom, reached back and turned the nozzle so the contents began to flow into me. i shifted my kneel, so my butt was high in the air, and my forehead to the ground. i have pretty much made this my customary positioning for accepting my enemas. i breathed slow, and i thought of my Miss. i did smile as i was being filled, loving how this was a fresh task assigned by my Miss. i loved every bit of the feeling of taking the enema, knowing it was for Her. i felt the water enter me slowly until the bag finished. i would go ahead to fill it one more time with another whole bottle and continue taking it in as well. i know Miss had allowed me to touch myself, but i did resist saying to myself i will not masturbate at all until my last round. As the second bottle emptied into me, i emptied half a bottle to the enema and administered that to complete the first round of my task. The half bottle i would cap and place back to the tub. Successfully taking in my 2 and a half liters i would slide out the nozzle. i know Miss did not say, but i did decided to use the black butt plug to hold it in, as i did not want any accidents as i know my butt has been a lot more stretched the last little while. i made my way back to my computer to spend time speaking to some friends. i did have to concentrate on my breathing, and controlling my movement. i found that by not shifting too much my body would hold the enema in with less strain. i tried to keep my mind off of the enema, and what better way. i did look at my Miss' profile to perv at Her pictures, then i switched to looking at Her pictures that She had sent me a while back. i admired Her beauty, and i know i kept my eyes shifting back to the picture with my Miss smiling big. The smile in that pic is the one i always wish to put on Her face. i did decide to release the enema as it was over the 30 minute allotted time. i did last in holding it in for 40 minutes.
Returning to the washroom i expelled the contents to the toilet, being very glad for it to exit. i gave myself 5 minutes to rest before filling another bottle to the enema bag.  Like before i assumed the position and filled myself again with more of the catheter bag recycled water. For the second round i took a half liter more than the first time, filling myself with 3 liters. Again i would plug myself up and return to the comforts of my computer. i felt very full, but i felt determined. i refused to let anything stand in the way of completing this task. i think my own safety and health actually fell second to my want to please my Miss. i did feel an occasional cramp, and each time i was brought to comfort by keeping my mind on my Miss. This round lasted for 45 minutes, 5 more minutes than the last round. After another shoft 5 minute rest i would again give myself another 3 liter enema and hold it in like the last round. My mind was made up that for thus round i would try to hold it in for as long as i possibly could. My own personal goal was to beat out the last 2 rounds in time, and i said nothing would stop me. My cramps were coming more frequent and were stronger than the other round, and each time i kept shifting my mind to my Miss, and Her smile. i felt my breathes were sharper and deeper than my second round. Passing the 45 minute mark of holding the enema made my stomach cramp more. My stomach felt full and i was yearning to expel it. i had to full screen the pic of my Miss smiling and stare at Her, while concentrating on my breathing. Her smile actually brought warmth to my body, and comfort. It was as if She was there smiling at the fact that i held this round for 60 full minutes for Her. It gave my the strength and will to keep going.
Returning to the washroom before the 60 minutes were up so i could expel it right at the hour mark. i would realize that i had 3 and a half liters left for my last round. i was very glad that this was my last round, and i decided that i would go the the bare minimum 30 minutes. i took the 3 liters into my body through the enema, and lastly even took the last half bottle as well. The half bottle was the worst as i have not pushed myself past the 3 liters worth of enema since the one time. i felt extremely full and ready to explode. My stomach was rumbling hard, and i did question what i got myself into. After being plugged unlike before i did not leave the washroom. i did not even leave the floor. i stayed in my position on the floor with my knees and forehead to the ground and my butt high in the air. i did reach my right hand between my legs and begin to finger my pussy, finally taking liberties with the allowance to pleasure and cum. As i rubbed my finger against my clit then pressing them into my canal, my pussy got extremely wet. Well more wet than it already was. i was glad to be allowed to touch myself, as this took my mind off of the pains and overall full feel. i do think the pains enhanced my pleasure, and i did feel super aroused. i did make sure to keep my fingers slow to not explode into my orgasm too quickly. Since Miss having taken control of my orgasms, i have found myself able to cum very quickly as i think Miss training has worked wonders. Makes me think i can cum on command for Her one day. i did keep slow and hold back, not wanting to cum until near the end of the 30 minutes. i did approach the peak, and held back hard for only about 5 minutes before i exploded into my orgasm. The spasms rocked my body, and i felt huge straining cramps surge through me. i do not think i could have even cum a second time if i wished it as the pain was intense. i stayed in my curled up kneel on the ground, my eyes kept peeking up to see the time. i only had to wait for 5 minutes before i got up to expel the last round of the enemas. i felt much relief and used a few minutes to recover. My stomach felt weird from all the stretching and returning to normal. After my recovery i cleaned off my enema bag thoroughly then went to unplug the drain and let the tub empty.
i was feeling very tired as the orgasm mixed with the intense pain from the 3 and a half liters of "water". i did however get to giving myself a regular water enema to cleanse myself off, and as my usual washroom routine before i go to bed. i only filled myself with 1 liter of fresh regular water, and i only held it for about a minute before expelling it. At the end of the task i did feel happy, and i hoped my Miss would be happy with me. Her idea of the orgasm "jokers" really made me smile, as i loved the creativity. It was not my intent to really be earning these as more to impress Her. Just to hear Her say it put a smile to Her face would make me feel great, and fulfill my need to serve Her with all my dedication. The jokers were more a secondary reason for me to perform this task to my fullest. However i am proud to say i earned 11 orgasm "jokers", and now that the task has been completed and i feel no more pain that i had a lot of fun.

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Assignment for the 13th of August 2011

Synopsis:
This assignment was more a date. i had a date planned with the shemale friend once again, that my Miss approved of.

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Waking up in the afternoon for Saturday, i was excited. My work week was over, my bad luck Friday was done, and i was that much closer to having my Miss back from Her family emergency. Slipping from my bed to a kneel next to it, i would begin thoughts of my Miss, and i even thought maybe i would come up with some tasks. i did have a date tonight with my new shemale friend tonight. However she was planning everything, so without knowledge of what was going to come, i did just save on tasks and instead choose to do things tonight that would make my Miss proud. i pictured my Miss more, and how tough this week must have been, wishing i was there to aid Her more. i did take solace that Miss has felt my reports all week have cheered Her up. i would begin to smile, before removing my mask and collar slowly, following lastly with my cuffs.  Removing all of them and placing them to my night stand drawer, i would stay in my kneel for a few more minutes to give more thoughts and prayers to my Miss.
Next part of my afternoon was dedicated to my usual routine in the washroom. Only difference about today would be i did not re-insert my catheter and bag after i removed and cleaned it. i know for the nights that i may have sexual activity i do not wear the catheter for sanitary reasons. Also before my shower i did apply depilatory cream all across my body, coating everywhere from my neck down. i stood around for ab it to let the cream settle and do its job before hitting the shower to wash it off of my body, along with every little hair. At the end of the shower, i did follow with my routinely 2 liter enema. Just because i was not assigning tasks did not mean i would stray away from my set routine that my Miss made for me.
The rest of the afternoon was spent to myself. i went out to the track so i could run a few laps. i spent time sitting by the television and enjoying an iced tea. Even went to make myself a soup and sandwich to enjoy while channel surfing. i did enjoy not having to be at work, and spending some relaxing time to myself. i did keep my Miss in my mind through the whole time, as She always dominates my mind. i feel this way no matter what happens, or where ever we are, She will always be with me.
i let time tick away, and when around 4:00 came around i decided to get myself ready for the night. i did hear from my shemale friend, who said to be over anytime after 6:00. She was going to have me over with a pair of her friends so we could have a small fun night of randomness. She did say to not get way to dressed up. Deciding to stay away from any giant ballroom gowns, i would dress with my purple sleeveless top that showed a lot of back, blue jeans, and my black heel sandals. Like for most of my dates, i did avoid wearing underwear, knowing my Miss would approve and my date would not need to waste time removing it from me. i did take some time with my hair and makeup, trying to make it look good and make it look like i did not spend hours on it.
i did make it to my friend's place by around 6:30. Not before making a pit stop to a liquor store before hand to purchase a bottle of vodka. i did not wish to show up empty handed. Showing up at her door, she would let me in. She was dressed in a short black dress that had a portion missing around her stomach to show it off. i did give her a look, thinking of how she said to not dress up too much. i commented wondering what she looked liked if she dressed up then, before passing the vodka to her. She laughed at my comment and the offering of the vodka, showing me the bottle of rum and gin she had bought earlier. Also telling me her friends were bringing wine for dinner. She did inform me that the Asian transsexual friend she was with the night we met was coming over with her boyfriend. i did ask about her friend's boyfriend not knowing she had one, and then asked about her friend as i knew very little of her. My friend said very little except that they were good people and that i would enjoy their company.
We spent some time together, even making a short drive to pickup the dinner my friend had ordered for us. Picking up the Greek food, then some munchies for later. We also took the time to get some 2 liter bottles of soda, so we had some thing to mix with all the liquor we had. During our setting up with the table, her friends did arrive with that bottle of wine, and a bottle of vodka that was identical to mine. i did greet them, and say my hellos, even commenting on how great minds think alike. The Asian transsexual girl was wearing apair of black caprice pants with a red and white top. Her boy friend was very well groomed, wearing a white t-shirt, black vest and black pants that looked rather shiny.
We spent dinner all getting to know each other better. We ate, chatted and joked around. i did have to admit that i felt comfortable with my shemale friend's two friend right away. They were open, and seemed like they were very laid back. We ate slowly and discussed what we would do for the evening. We said we should watch a movie and play some games. We were all in agreement though no matter what it was we were going to do, we would make sure to have a ball of it. Dinner would end, and my date brought out a truffle cake she had made for us. Cutting pieces for each of us, we would all keep chitchatting, and trying to finish off the bottle of wine before we left the table.
After dinner we were all in agreement that we needed to sit around for a bit and enjoy a movie. We fixed ourselves some drinks, and some popcorn and got all comfortable on the couch. i sat with my date, with my back to her chest so we could spoon. We would keep sipping our drinks as we decided on watching the last Austin Powers movie. We chose a movie we all had seen and think is hilarious. Also this way we could still talk, as we all have seen this movie multiple times.
We did have fun watching the movie, getting more unwound and relaxed with more alcohol consumed. i did begin to feel at ease with all the people there. As the movie ended we all began to dance and play music. With the Lady GaGa loud, and more run in my hand we were really letting loose. My date's friends even pulled out cocaine for everyone. i did politely decline as that is something that did not interest me, although i did encourage them all to go ahead, in which the three of them did. i could tell this was going to be a long fun time. We spent the next long while drinking and playing games. We played some charades and pictionary. We danced more, they all did more hits of cocaine. We were all full of life and energy. i could tell as we got more inebriated, i was dancing and grinding more to my shemale date's body.
Sometime past midnight i do not remember how we got into this discussion. i did discover that The Asian transsexual could rarely get a hard on due to the hormones. She did say that she could sometimes, but it would take a lot of work. i don't remember how i got into this but i got into a bet saying i could do it. With her boyfriend's blessing ,and my date's we would all get to the couch. With the Asian one in the middle, her boyfriend to her right and my date to her left i would kneel in front of her. Sliding her caprice right off, then her white lacy underwear i had my hands to either of her thighs. i must have been drunk because i remember not feeling any hesitation, but more motivation to get her hard. i wrapped my lips around her soft cock and began to suck at it emphatically. Working my lips and tongue, concentrating on my suction control. i let my head bob, as i tried hard to get her stiff. i did stop a few times to try to stroke her cock with my hand, and i remember getting it to stir a few times. i think i went on for 10-15 minutes, with it only stirring a few times, but i was unsuccessful in getting it to it hard. i did lose the bet.
i pouted at my failure, and i got a few laughs. My date went right over to kiss me and stroke her hands over my whole body trying to console my losing. At the same time i could tell her friend and BF were kissing and doing the same next to us. i may not have gotten her hard, but i did get the others hard, and also make all four of us extremely aroused. i kept trying to feel my date's body as she felt me up. Our clothes slowly being removed until we were both naked in the middle of the living room. Next thing i knew we would eventually be on the couch. My date and her friend's bf both sitting on the couch, with myself and that friend kneeling in front of our partners. It felt like we were all synchronized. We were both using my mouths and lips to give blowjobs to our partners. No words needed to be said, as we let our lust carry us further. i felt like i was riding a canoe with no paddle, just enjoying the ride as i float down stream. We carried on like this for a while, not caring how long it was going for, just enjoying the time at that moment.
i could feel my date guide me up from my kneel as i stood up. i looked to see all four of us were standing. We all shared a toast and eack took shots of rum. At the end of the shots i remember giving a "woo" holler before i was guided to being laid onto my tummy across the coffee table that was in front of the couch. There i knelt on my knees to the ground, and my tummy across the table. Next to me i looked and saw my date's friend was very much in the same position. Not long into my realization i felt my cheeks parted and i felt my date's tongue stroking over my pussy and to my butt. i laid the side of my head to the table and moaned, hearing her friend next ti me moaning at the same time. i knew we were both being pleasured orally by our partners. i grasped the end of the table, then staying still trying to take in every last feel from her.
Some time passed before she would pull away. My feel of emptiness was not long as she would position herself behind me and slip her cock right into my drenched pussy. i moaned out and my back arched. Once again i would hear my date's friend with similar sounds. i opened my eyes to look next to me, seeing her being fucked up her butt by her boyfriend at the same time i was being taken by my shemale date. My earlier feel of slight failure for losing the bet was all gone now, replaced with pleasure and extreme arousal. She kept thrusting, and i kept feeling lustful. It felt weird being fucked with another being fucked next to you. It felt kind of like sharing our experiences. Even felt like i was watching myself being fucked, although it was not really that. The feeling were hard to describe, they were new to me, yet they were just wonderful. i was lost in what felt like a dazzling haze. i would be flipped around all over. i was fucked on my side, with my back on the table, then with my tummy. i had my legs pulled so my knees were next to my head. i was contorted in as many ways as my flexible body could. i could tell the couple next to me was doing the same as well. We were all in a state of sweaty lusting sex. i do think we went on for over two hours before both my date and her friend both came inside us.
We stayed in our embrace on the couch for a while. i looked over at the other pair, and they looked much like us, spent and curled close. My date did after a while take my hand to lead me to her room, saying that we will leave them their own privacy and the couch so they could crash on.
We spent some time on her bed wrapped up, naked and snuggled together. We did sneak a peek out of the room to check on the pair. They were snuggled up, in and out of sleep. We could tell they were exhausted. We both had a little more energy left. We would not say too much just stare at each other, kiss occasionally, and even a few gropes of the others' body. It felt nice, we kept relaxed in our snuggled form for a while. That is until she took my hand, and with us both wrapped in the blanket walked us to the balcony. There was access to the balcony through her sliding glass door of her room. We walked out and snuggled right against the railing. We at a good distance up. She pinned me to the railing and our bodies were tight. i could feel her cock was already hard again and it was poking to my bare bum. We embraced for a while before she would unwrap the blanket from us, draping it over the railing and the glass front so no one could see our bodies even if they walked by at such an awkward hour. She spun me around and kissed my lips, pressing my back to the railing. She pulled my right leg up around her waist at that time, pulling me in so she could slide her cock right into my pussy once more. i groaned, and felt the electricity surge through my body. i could feel the cold night air as it hit my body. She slowly slid her cock in and out of me a few times, each time slow and and lengthy thrusts, resulting in me making long moans. i could tell she was using this as a slight warm up. i did take a glance inside seeing the pair fast asleep on the couch. that was the last thing i saw before she spun be around, my legs straight and with my butt pushed out. i had my hands on the railing, with her hands to my hips. She once again slid into me, but with more aggression. She began to pump her cock in and out of me, pulling my body into each of the thrusts. i groaned and grunted, resisting none of this as i let the pleasure carry me once more. Her hands would eventually make their way up my body, sliding across my sides and to my chest. My body arched up a bit as she kept caressing my body, i was just feeling ravaged by so much arousal. My head was swarming, i could feel my body weak from the building spasms.
 This was the last thing i truly remembered, but i do have flashes. i know my date did cum once more inside of me, and i came with her. At some point through all the haze we stumbled to the bed to pass out in a heap snuggling each other. The next thing i was aware of was that it was 8 am. i got dressed, leaving my date still out cold in her bed. i walked out seeing the couple still out on the couch which made me smile.i made it to my car to drive home slowly. My body was very much tired, but my mind was still very much dedicated. i did think that this date would please my Miss, and i hope the writeup for it will aid my Miss as my other tasks all week have.