Update & Assignment for the 26th of November 2011‏

Synopsis:
i have been away for a while and i am sorry, this is an update on where i have been and why i have been away. Also this is also the first entry of my return back, thank you everyone for your patience.

Assignment:
After a long while my Miss did come back to claim me, and with that my assignments also returning. i was worried and contemplating moving on, but my patience was rewarded with Her return. My Miss has been through a huge rough time, and needed some time to travel and clear Her mind. i found myself a bit lost without Her, and i know many have found my blog and my company to be lacking. However with Her back i have found myself with some renewed devotion. In the time away i have done a few small tasks , and kept with one bit of training going. After work everyday i did keep going on with my orgasm training. i would strip naked and use my Hitachi wand on my pussy until i received the message from my transsexual friend "K". The message of course was not the trigger but the ring tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony.
i actually had began this prior to my Miss' "getaway". i could not bring myself to ending this training as i had not gotten to the desired outcome. With each day not knowing when the message would come, this pushed me to try to keep myself at a point before my orgasm that would allow me to quickly release when the tone comes. i have been working on this one for about 2 months now with the result now being that as soon as the tone hits i immediately go into my orgasm. i did think this is what my Miss had in mind with this task, although with a lot more of this i am guessing that even without the play the sound of the trigger tone would make my body fall right into an orgasm. This does excite me, as i have always wished to be planted with a orgasm trigger through hypnosis, with only my Miss knowing the trigger. This is very similar to it, although without the hypnosis, and instead using immense training. i do hope in time that i will be able to fulfill this task to its fullest potential.
The rest of my training was not as successful as my orgasm control training went. i had not gotten back to any of my enema training as my Miss was away.  After a few months of not being able to use the toilet to go "#2" it was rather different. i actually had not missed it too much, and nearing the end i preferred the enemas more than using the toilet. before my Miss went away i was actually in much anticipation to restarting it again. i do not know if it was because it made me feel as if every aspect of my life was being controlled, or maybe it was that it didn't feel as nasty as defecating naturally. Now though i do anticipate returning to this task, and am glad to do so when i get the chance. For the first long while after i stopped i did feel incomplete without it, although through time that feeling faded. Now with much thought since my Miss did ask how i feel about this i would happily do the enemas to start and end my day for the rest of my life.
The last task my Miss had me do before Her "leave" was to look in on breast pumps and on information on making myself lactate. i looked up a lot of different information online and found several good sites and articles about adoptive breastfeeding. i had not chosen a breast pump yet as their prices range drastically from $60-near $450, and i was in waiting for my Miss choice on that. i have also not began the self lactation but i have been informed that i would probably be beginning this as soon as the beginning of the coming week. i do feel a bit nervous, yet excited as i have actually thought of this before my Miss brought it up. i am uncertain about how this task will go, but like all my Miss' tasks i will always give my 100% and my strongest effort. i will detail what comes of this as i feel positive about it. My Miss also said that we maybe selling some of what i produce which i am unsure if that was a joke or if She was serious about it. For some reason i do think i will be using that milk in some of my other training, it is just a feeling.
As for my relationships wise i have continued to see both my tranny friend "K" and my black friend "J" through the last few weeks while my Miss has been away. With "K" we've pretty much been like a couple, having dates like others. Like going to a movie, or sitting in and watching some TV. Although we have had quite a lot of sex, pretty much after, during and even before some dates. i have kept the orgasm training going on right through anytime we've been having sex, refusing to cum until i have heard the trigger tone, and not a moment before. For the first while i did keep thinking it was for my Miss, although as the weeks went by i kept just doing so more out of habit, and for the sense of seeing my task through. A usual night for us would be like when i get off work, she would stop by so we could share a quick bite, then watch some television before we went to my bedroom to fuck. We would then fuck until she was close to cumming. At that point she would use my phone to play Beethoven's 5th Symphony so i would cum instantly, which was accompanied by her cumming inside of me, on top of me, or with me swallowing her cum. We have progressed in our relationship slightly in the sense now we do stay more at each others' places after fucking for a great portion of the night. It only made sense, as our comfort levels have grown, and with as much time as we've spent together. We've even left some clothes at each others' places in case we've needed it, and for the convenience. i have seen "K" a little bit more than "J", as i think its that we get along like girlfriends, and we do have a lot in common.
With "J" our relationship is purely sexual, as we really only see to have sex. We do things together outside of sex, but more times or not we do just meet to fuck. We even had a game we've been doing which was trying to fuck in every room in my place, and every inch of my place, from the hallway, to the washroom and even against my front door (inside). Besides trying to fuck everywhere, he's also trying to fuck all 3 of my holes in each of these locations. During the one light snow fall this year we even fucked outside in the back alley while i was bent over a snow covered trashcan. It was very late, and we both went outside, with me in just an oversized t-shirt. Once back there he unzipped his pants and took my shirt off. i was freezing, but he assured me he would fuck me warm as he bent me over the trashcan and fucked me right away. We didn't take very long, maybe 10 minutes, and it was very intense concentrated fucking. He had to shove my own shirt in my mouth as a gag, being careful not to wake up my neighbors. We have discussed what we would do once we fucked in every place in my home, that we would move on to fucking in every inch of his place, and seeing what else we could do after we accomplished that.
i do think i know "J" less than i know "K" as "J" is less open about things. i just found out recently that he was married before and even has a son. This would explain why i have felt more close to "K", however i do feel i am hugely sexually attracted to being fucked by "J", and even the things he has done to me. Some being very kinky, like fucking his brother and girlfriend, or even being bound and fucked by a number of unknown people in the past. i have compared the 2 of them, and at times i have even tried to pick which one of them i would choose ahead of the other with very mixed results. i would sway one way then the other, only to ultimately stay in the middle.
i have felt as if i had been having a lot of sex recently with the 2 of them as a form of escape from missing my Miss. i found it funny how before my Miss i had not been with a male in many years, and was virtually a lesbian. Now i cannot go a few days without being fucked by a cock. i have thought about having a relationship like my friend "A" and her 2 boyfriends, but with "K" and "J". However i have felt that both of them have it quite set in having a more sexual relationship with me. With "K" possibly being the more likely of the 2 of them that would be in a relationship. i am in no real rush, and am content with a slow "see where it goes" pace we all are at. i do not really want either of them to stop fucking me, as i love their contrasting styles. "K" is gentle, but can get going very well. Her endurance is amazing, and she seems to be extremely caring. "J" on the other hand is a lot more rough and tends to toss me around quite a bit. i do think that comes with the territory of being that much bigger than me, i mean he is about 6'2" or 3 which makes him a foot or so taller than me. i have dreamed of being with them both everyday, but i do think i should keep them separate so i could enjoy their different feels. i have made sure they each know that we are not exclusive, and that my loyalties and love are only for my Miss.
With my Miss back i do guarantee that i will be making more posts on my blog, as i will online more now that i am out of my depressive "funk". i do apologize to everyone who cares for me, and who follow my blog. i will make sure my posts have plenty of details of each task my Miss makes me perform, and try to accomplish each task to the fullest of my abilities. Also to those i hurt in my absence i am deeply sorry. To my Miss i am sorry i doubted Her return, and even thought hard of moving on and finding a new Mistress. i do love Her greatly, and hope to never lose Her again <3