Friday, 7 October 2011

Assignments for the 5th & 6th of October 2011

Synopsis:
i had orgasm control tasks set for me through this week.

Assignment:
After taking a day to rest i was ready to be back at it again for Wednesday. i felt very fortunate to start my day, my Miss granted me release for this week on my catheter training. As did She end my anal training, and allowing my butt to recover for the rest of the year. So guess what the first thing i did after my prayers to my Miss when i woke? Yes, i would go on to emptying my catheter and removing for the rest of the week to my relief. Next i would shower quickly so i could remove my plug then administer my enema. i worried from the beginning of the anal training that my butt might not return to normal. This lead now to my fear of some possible incontinence. But i was assured by the fact my Miss was proud of me for completing the task even with the worries. But this was a main reason i choose to keep the plug in until i went to administer the enema. i was happy to the fact that i did manage to hold everything in until i got to the toilet. My butt felt very relieved from finally being able to rest after being constantly filled for just over a week. Although i did have some lingering "ghost plug" feels through out the day.
The rest of my afternoon went just like usual, although i was full of smiles thinking of how wonderful my Miss is. Even through Her hardest times, She comes up with something for me. i did not even expect anything from Her, knowing how Her time is occupied. Yet She still finds time to compliment me, read my reports and come up with some minor tasks for me to do. i feel very fortunate to have Her, and in return i do find myself working extra hard on every task given. Giving into Her every wish, trusting Her choices no matter what my concerns are. i know She will never harm me, nor let extremely bad things happen to me.
i did not begin to perform my task until i arrived at work. Upon entering the building and checking my schedule, i slipped to the handicap washroom. First thing i did was smile as i went to pee in the toilet like an average girl for the first time in ages. Then after i pulled my fully charged purple we-vibe out and slip it on. Letting the ends touch my g-spot and clit, then setting it on the 2nd setting. With it quietly buzzing i went to my desk to work my day, resisting the temptation to cum. For those who cannot guess my Miss has me working on orgasm control. i did manage to concentrate on work without much difficulty resisting my climax. i worked through the entire just over 2 hour lifespan for the toy before i went to the washroom to remove the toy.
i let the toy charge under my desk for an hour as i worked. i did keep track of time as i had set myself to wear it for 2 hour stretched and charge it for a one hour stretch. For my second session with the toy inserted i did set it to level 3 for the span. This time ran right through my lunch and was very manageable, even though the 3rd level is the lowest level i could orgasm at with the we-vibe alone. Although my next setting at the 4th level wound up taking some of my concentration. But i kept myself focused, knowing that if i could perform this task, i could work towards what my Miss desires in the end.
After the toy's final charge, i slipped it on for the final 2 hours stretch of the toy which should last to the very end of my shift. This final session i had the toy on the 5th setting. This one was not as easy to ignore as the 2nd setting. i did find myself having to concentrate my breathing a few times. Feeling myself get towards my climax a few more times, but i did manage to resist any orgasms until the very end of my shift. i wore the toy out of the building and into my drive. However the toy did fizzle out very quickly into my drive home.
i quickly got home and stripped right through my door. There i got out my hitachi wand and make a call to "K" telling her of what my Miss had tasked me to do with her. With that said, i did hang up and set my profile on my phone so that any text or call from "K" would come in with Beethoven's 5th Symphony (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4IRMYuE1hI). With it set i put it aside and grab my hitachi wand, placing it to my clit, rubbing it up and down and working the speed up gradually. It actually did not take me that long to get to the edge of my orgasm, but i held back and continued on. It felt like an eternity, and i stopped paying attention to the time, just waiting for the sound. Holding back, using every muscle in my body. i swear i almost could not make it until i heard my phone with the sound of Beethoven 5th Symphony. i rubbed the toy around my clit even faster and relaxed myself so i could cum, working up my body until i exploded into my orgasm i do think a minute or so after hearing the signal to cum. i do believe here is where i passed right to sleep with my body drained of all energy.


Waking up Thursday i was laying exactly where i was while masturbating with the hitachi wand. i passed right out and was not even able to write about this until now. i know i still have a lot of work to do. My Miss wanted it so when i hear that tone, the chosen song i would immediately orgasm. i did think how this is going to be very much like Pavlov's dog training. i very much want my body to be trained so i can cum on command for Her. i intend to be as devoted as possible to this task until i get the desired outcome. i was amazed how tired i was. i do think it was a combination of the training from last week, and the weekend activities, work and the orgasm control training all combining for my immediate pass out. The sleep did feel very good although i felt very disappointed in the fact i could stay awake to write my report. i did make up my mind that i would just make my report today with more detail.
i will fast forward from my daily routine to where my task begins after arriving at work for the day. i checked my schedule and was happy to be behind my desk again for the entire shift. With that in mind i slipped to my "office" and slipped my we-vibe in for the 2 hour duration. However instead of starting at the 2nd setting i started right away on the 3rd setting. i do find this setting to be the easy at times, yet if i let my guard down i would be able to orgasm after some concentration on the vibrations. i was able to work the first 2 hours without any hassle or problems and as my time ticked down i did find an opening to slip to the washroom so i could make a change. i deliberately wore a skirt today so i would be able to slip the we-vibe off with ease. To be in full detail i wore a brown skirt, a cream colored sweater and brown boots to finish off my outfit. After slipping off the we-vibe i did make my first variation on my task, slipping in my vibrating ball into my canal on the lowest setting. i decided that i was going to split the day up into 2 hour sessions, alternating from the we-vibe to the ball, charging the we-vibe when it was not in use. i did not let the vibrating ball exceed the lowest setting, but as for the we-vibe i changed it up a level for every change. With this i found myself in a constant state of arousal. Each time the level increased i had to work a bit harder to over-compensate for it with changing my breathing, and concentrating harder on holding back. When i did tense my muscles i thought of my Miss and saying to myself this is all for Her.
By the end of the day i could not wait for it. i was extremely excited as my shift would come to the end. However i did not leave right away. Instead i went straight to my "office" one last time before heading home. Slipping out the vibrating ball, i turned it off and put it away. Changing it, i slipped my we-vibe in for my rude home. Yesterday i had myself ride the last 2 hours of my shift on level 5, and now i would make sure to drive home on this setting. i thought the change would be very satisfying to my Miss. i could not have finished driving home quick enough. i found myself panting and wanting to cum as i waited at each red light on my drive. But i stayed resilient and resisted the temptation to cum until i got home and to the tone of Beethoven.
One home i stripped right off and messaged "K" of my arrival and to message me back when she felt fit for me to cum. Now naked and prepared i grabbed my hitachi wand again and went to my bed. Rubbing my pussy and my clit with the toy, i worked up the speed slowly until i found a good setting that was high, building to it gradually. i was so desperately yearning to cum, but i kept the thought of making my Miss proud to help me from passing into the realms of my climax. Since i did not know when i was going to be allowed to cum, i decided to not bother with looking at the time. Instead concentrating on keeping my arousal and my body close to the point of climax. Wanting it so as soon as i hear the signal i would explode directly into my orgasm. "K" didn't give nearly as much time as yesterday, although i still think she made me wait an hour minimum. i got the call from her which was Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i right away tried to push my body right into my orgasm, rubbing the toy more concentrated on my clit and rocking my body more into the it. i could not do it right away that second but i did cum in about 20 seconds right after the signal. i was very satisfied, yet i was disappointed in not being able to cum right away. i did like not having to use a minute like i did last day, but my goal is set. i know this will be work but i feel myself ready for it.

2 comments:

  1. I love those kind of application for Pavlov's training!

    xoxo Serena

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  2. I so love to read about your training. Your Miss must be very proud of you.
    Kisses Kelly

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