Synopsis:
Here is my belated Friday entry for my orgasm control. This is only a minor report and my Saturday weekend event will be posted in a few hours following this one's posting.
Also Happy Thanksgiving to all my fellow Canadians !! !!
Assignment:
This is only a minor report to describe my Friday. i am going to skip ahead to when i arrived at work for my shift. Showing up at work in my lululemon yoga pants, a black and white top i went directly to the handicap washroom to prepare myself for my shift. With being in tight pants for the day i knew i could not just change the toy without having to take my pants off, so this forced me to go to the washroom for each change. i did do this intentionally as i thought i should get into the habit of it for next week having to go back to my catheter training. i slipped my fully charged purple we-vibe on and turned it up to the 2nd setting, letting it vibrate quietly.
From there i did go through my day very much the same as Thursday. i rode out the two hour lifespan of the we-vibe before changing it with the vibrating ball set on the lowest setting. Then two hours later during my lunch break i did change again for the we-vibe, now placed one setting higher at the 3rd setting. Though the day and the changes in setting i did find myself thinking a lot of this Pavlovian conditioning, and how in the end i will be able to cum on command to that signal. As people could tell i got some of this through influence from the film A Clockwork Orange. This did very much excite me and carried my arousal through the entire day. i did miss Her greatly, but knowing of the circumstances i did not blame Her. This just made me work harder on my tasks so She knew how much i cared for Her.
Throughout the day i went upon my changes in the 2 hours spans. After 2 hours i would alternate, with each time the we-vibe was inserted it would be a setting higher. i knew i was a lot more hornier for Friday than i was for the 2 days prior. i do think a lot is from my Miss driving into my head and body of being fucked each weekend. So nearing the weekend just makes me grow lusting. i was forced to hold back a few times from letting my arousal past a certain point. Focusing on my breathing, and hard concentration. i was very fortunate as this was a Friday, making work not a busy as the rest of the week. Even more so with this being a long weekend, some companies having finished up early. Between calls, when it was not busy i spent the time thinking of my Miss, concentrating on my breathing while pretending like i was typing things up or reading something. i was treating this as if i was building it into a routine. There was not too much to report other than my many times holding back my arousal, not even getting close to orgasm as my devotion was proven stronger than my want to cum.
At the end of my day i did make one final visit to the washroom to remove the vibrating ball and insert my we-vibe into me, set on the 5th setting for my drive home. With being a Friday, i did take extra caution driving. With my mind and body warding off the pleasure, i still had to be extra vigilant. The possibilities of my driving being considered to be impaired from the distraction, or coming across road blocks. i did not speed much, keeping close to the speed limit and taking my time with my drive. i was actually lucky for this, as there were a lot of drunk drivers out. i even had one person miss seeing the red light and stop their car in the crosswalk, and then miss the green light by not moving at all when light changed. Besides that and many erratic drivers i did make it home safe, running through my doors to strip and prepare for my evening portion of the orgasm control training.
While speaking with "K" to prepare, i did manage to get online to deal with someone who was bothering kelly my submissive under my consideration. This person was a a submissive who tried to get kelly to dominate men by training her to. Kelly being such a good sub was against it and informed me right away. i did speak to this "submissive" who got very rude and insulting that i did not think it was her place to say kelly was not trained well, especially from one who is trying to train my girl without asking me first. i still did not act rude about it, remaining very calm and spoke my mind without profanity in my messages. i still wished to look good for my own Miss.
Once that matter was addressed i did get to work with my orgasm control. "K" already knew that any point within the next up to 3 hours she was going to message me so the Beethoven's 5th Symphony would go off to allow my orgasm. My only change today from my last day was now. First thing i did was remove the we-vibe and replace the vibrating ball again set on the lowest setting. My left hand now picked up my plugged in hitachi wand, and my other hand on a dildo. Placing myself onto a kneel, with my chest and knees on the bed, and my butt high in the air. Pressing the top of the wand to my clit, i began to thrust my dildo in and out of my mouth to lubricate it. As i let my body get itself from being lustful to being more aroused i did focus on my task of getting to the edge and holding it there. Once the dildo was lubed enough i reached it back to slowly thrust it in and out of my butt. i kept on building up the pace of my thrusts as the speed of the hitachi wand. Letting my body slowly creep to the edge, and fluctuating it back and forth around the edge, yet not pushing past the peak. After a while i did find that floating around the peak was taking more pressure and causing more strain. The minutes ticked by, and i did find myself checking the time every so often. i did have the thought maybe "K" fell asleep, but i knew it was just my want to cum coming forward. i resisting longer and longer knowing this was a major part of the entire training. Just about the 2 hour mark i did hear the song come over my phone, and with no difficulties i did release into my orgasm in under 10 seconds from hearing the trigger song. Exploding into a huge orgasm, causing me to spasm a lot, and even collapse from exhaustion.
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