Announcement & Assignments for the 17th & 18th of October 2011

Announcement:
My beautiful transsexual girl kelly (who is under my consideration) has began a blog, and here i am promoting it. She has worked very hard, and promised to keep working hard on it to please me, and ultimately my Miss. i do encourage everyone to read it and i hope also give her encouraging words and advice as you all have helped me along the way too.
http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/

Synopsis:
i have began my week with continuing with my orgasm control training, getting used to cumming to Beethoven's 5th Symphony as a trigger. Also i have had a few assignments that i have spread through out the week.

Assignment:
My week already started a lot better. i did hear from my Miss which did settle a lot of my worries. i am still very concerned for Her but that is all due to my love for Her. My Monday started as most weekdays usually do. i awoke to kneel by my bed and to pray and think of my Miss. i thought of everything my Miss said in Her message to me. Plotting the few tasks through the week so it was spread out. From there i got up and made my way to the washroom. i removed my "cock" i had for all of last week, but for today i still had the catheter on. i did not hear from my Miss if i should have it off so i decided to be safe and just leave it on. Although i did get to open it and empty myself. After emptying my catheter i removed it to wash before hopping into the shower to wash the rest of me. At the end of my shower, i went through and performed my customary after shower enema before exiting to release it and to dry off.
It was actually nice yet a cool breeze today, so i decided on wearing my black tights and boots to work with a white blouse. i wore a white bra, and no underwear underneath. i did carry a medium tan coat as it would get colder into the evening. i arrived at work and went through my usual routine of checking my schedule then heading to the washroom to empty my catheter. Work was very standard and boring. i kept my water intake high through the day as i know my Miss wanted me to do this always. Really besides going to the washroom to empty my catheter my day was quiet dull. Through the day i just wished it was over so i could make it home to write my reports and to perform for my Miss. Time ticked by very slowly for me. i did manage to get some time at lunch to message "K" and tell her about the changes to the tasks for this week. i did try to make some arrangements for the weekend but work was too busy and steady for me to do much more than that.
Work could not end fast enough, and when the time came i darted home immediately. Once home i stripped off my clothes and went right to texting "K". As i finished up i went to relax at my couch with a few items in hand. i began to put the items in place, slipping my vibrating ball set on the lowest setting into me. Following that with the we-vibe slipped on so it was touching my clit and g-spot. With the remote in hand i started it on the 2nd setting. Finally With my Hitachi wand plugged in, i turned it on and pressed it to along my whole mound. i closed my eyes and began to enjoy all the vibrations. It felt amazing, and this was all assigned by my Miss. i have missed being told what to do, and i was not going to waste time in doing this. Slowly i began to increase the speed of the we-vibe and the Hitachi wand. i swear i could have exploded in orgasm at any time. My devotion did keep holding on, not wanting to cum at all until i heard my signal. Wanting my mind and body to get used to holding back until that mark. i wanted it so it would catch my attention right away and make an automatic response. i truly want to cum at the drop of a hat when i hear Beethoven's 5th Symphony. As time kept passing, i kept the toys slowly increasing in speed, my body floating around the peak of the orgasm but never into it. i felt my whole body going near numb waiting for the song from the message, yet i would have to keep waiting. i found myself having to bite down on one of the couch pillows as the spasms were really draining me and forcing me to groan out more.
Without warning the call was made which led to my orgasm withing only seconds after it started going off. My body was already holding around the edge of my orgasm what it felt like an hour. Right as i came, every muscle seized up and i shuddered extremely hard. My body felt like it was paralyzed with bliss. i saw nothing but stars as my mind was melted to mush. i don't know how long i laid there to recover, but i do think i passed out for a few minutes. i know when i finally got to checking the clock i would discover "K" made me wait for about 2 and a half to 3 hours. i felt exhausted, and even tried to stay up to message my Miss. i was lucky enough to have some messages from my Miss. i felt very fortunate to have sent some messages back and forth with Her while i wrote my blog entry. However midway through this entry i did start to feel dizzy and hit by a major wave of exhaustion. i could not finish and just crawled into bed to pass out in seconds.


Waking up on Tuesday in the early afternoon, i did wake with a smile. i prayed and thought of my Miss at the foot of my bed as i do everyday as soon as i wake. Thinking over each little detail of the messages from last night. Deciding on my course of action for my day. One all that was done i got up to go to the washroom to experience my new minor freedoms. Going into the washroom i would immediately sit on the toilet to relieve myself fully. i was told by my Miss that i was to cease my enemas and catheter training until further notice. This was so i would gain more of an appreciation of how little control i have had over my body. i have been performing the daily two enemas now for a few months, and as for the catheter training i have been doing this on and off for weeks. i cannot remember when the last time i did not have one or the other. It did feel different. i was very pleased being able to sit and pee like a girl once again, but as for my "number 2" it had some varied feels. First it almost seemed foreign to be doing this without the enema before. i did note my butt seems to be healing nicely as i am able to use my muscles in my butt without any fear of my canal not closing. There was really no problems in my defecation, although i did feel somewhat naked by not doing the enema. The months of this enema training has made it seem like second nature. i did think how this was very much like the orgasm training i have been going through the last while. This did give me a lot of faith that in time i will be able to cum on command at hearing the trigger. i find it funny how with the given freedoms of no catheter or enema training, one would think i would be completely happy, yet i felt a bit sad.  i found myself missing how the enemas and catheter felt like they helped make my body more controllable for my Miss. i think i have the enemas and catheter very much associated with Her control to the point that now without it, my body feels lost. i did feel what my Miss intended, feeling much more appreciation for these control trainings. By appreciating them, i felt even more appreciation for my Miss.
The rest of my day was very routine, very much like most days but this one minus any tasks at work. Although i did receive a surprise at work. Right before in the middle of eating my salad my phone would go off to the tune of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. My Miss did ask me to try this test with "K" messaging me once randomly and test for my reaction to it. My Miss did say She did not expect an explosive reaction, and i think this was more to gauge where i am with the "project". At hearing the tone, with my phone on my desk top, my immediate reaction was surprise. My attention was drawn to it immediately and no i did not cum right at hearing the tone. However my mind and body are recognizing the song and is drawn to it right away. Actually afterwards i found myself more horny through the rest of the day which i think could be another result from the training, but i guess only time will reveal more results.
After work i did head home briefly to get changed into my tights a sports bra,  t-shirt and a light hoody so i could go for a run. Driving to the track, i would park and right away walk to the bleachers to place my things down, my water bottle, towel and hoody. My run began like my usual ones, starting with a light first lap around the track, then progressively building up my pace as i went lap after lap. Towards the the last few laps where i am at my highest pace i did stop quickly at the bleachers. Looking around i did not see anyone, nor had i seen anyone besides a pair of cars zoom by the track entrance. Seeing the coast was clear, i decided to perform one of the tasks my Miss had given for to me earlier this week. Taking a deep breathe, i mustered up all my inner strength, i kept saying this is for my Miss. Filled with devotion i began to strip off my shirt, my sports bra then my tights. Wasting little time i folded the clothes and left them on the bench then went right into my last 2 laps naked. With the incentive that its cold, and i'm naked i ran quickly as i could. Even with it being the coldest its been all week, and it being 1 am, my face felt very warm from the humiliation. i was so embarrassed, yet i felt very aroused and loving it. Nearing the last half of my 2nd lap, i began to hear sirens. Fearing that it maybe police or someone called them i ran as fast as possible, sprinting to the bench so i could get dressed. i was lucky and unlucky in a sense. i was lucky that it was not police but fire trucks. i was unlucky that they were going to the rec center directly next to the track. The last quarter of the track i just concentrated on making it to the bleachers which did happen in record time. As i began to dress more fire trucks appeared, with what it sounded like 3-4. i dressed with much speed, and luckily with no one seeing me, that i know of. While walking to the car i did confirm there were 4 fire trucks all blocking the road next to the track, and were all in the rec center. They seemed to be more than preoccupied which did leave me relieved.
Once home i was extremely horny. i been waiting for this all day. Like yesterday i stripped and made my messages to "K". From there i slipped the vibrating ball and we-vibe in place and going off. With my Hitachi in hand i began to rub it up and down along my slit and mound, letting my other 2 toys work my canal, clit and g-spot. Within 5 minutes i was already knocking on the door to my orgasm, but with all my will i kept resisting. i wanted to hear the trigger, knowing it will be my salvation. After the earlier trigger test, then the humiliating nude run, my body was on fire with lust. My increase in pace of the we-vibe and Hitachi wand were both a lot quicker than yesterday, knowing this was from my lustful want. The call actually came in just under an hour and a half, but even by then i had been floating along the entrance for most of that time. i exploded quickly into my orgasm, with my spasms being huge and painful. By now i have learned that using all 3 of these toys at the same time brings painful spasms and explosive results. Much like pinching a hose before letting it release to a huge spurt, my orgasm after being held back for most of this time left me into an explosive orgasm. As it subsided i did pass out into a short slumber, feeling a lot of love for my Miss.