i was to go through my collarme profile, take each interest then write an explanation as to why i put each interest in each category & what experience i have in that interest. i was to also give explanations to all the ones i dislike and hate as well.
Assignment:
Lives For:
Bondage - i have my beliefs that this is more than a kink but more it is a part of the BDSM lifestyle. i respect and love the lifestyle and live for it as i believe it will live for me as part of my life. In the lifestyle where it takes both parties willing to give something in a beautiful partnering.
Loves:
Ass Play - i am not really a painslut, but after i got into my first D/s relationship i truly discovered the joys in the feel, whether its the pain, the stretch or the general more fullness it creates. i love how it can be punishment if done differently, or it can be extremely pleasureful, or even a combination of the 2.
Body Worship - this aspect i actually had on here as a Domme. i used to love when i sub would obsess over my body to the point they would do anything just to touch it. Now as a sub i still enjoy it as i appreciate beautiful bodies, and would more than willingly worship Your gorgeous body Miss Lindy. Funny thing is the parts of the body i would worship most would be Miss' amazing eyes and lips (smile).
Breast Play - i enjoy breast play because in BDSM there is so much more that can be done with it. There can be bindings, clampings, even piercings. i just find it beautiful and compared to a vanilla relationship there is much more originality and options for them. i cannot say i have had any of this as a submissive but i would love to experiment with my Mistress and see how it feels on the other side of the "whip" lol
Collars - i LOVE collars. As a sub and as a Domme i feel the collar as a gorgeous sign of acceptance, obedience and love. to obtain a collar the sub must work hard to prove they are worthy, as a Domme they give it out of love, and their want for that sub to be a part of them. i think of the collar as almost like a marriage, in how it is a joining. My sub side rather loves the idea of being collared and being someone else's property. i know i will always uphold the rules and tasks given to me, as a sign of my love and devotion.
Enemas - As a Domme i used to love using enemas as a punishment, to have them filled so much their belly fills. Giving the effect of being pregnant. As a submissive i find this rather humiliating to be stretched internally, and to be made to look more fat or pregnant. i once made my sub hold in an enema with a butt plug and have to go to the mall shopping with her tummy all bloated. And having her try on different clothes that made it show even more.
Fisting - i truly love fisting, how it can make me full and orgasm more than a few times in a row. i love how i used to use this as a sexual punishment, to give the most painful and spasm filled orgasms to the point the submissive cried and begged for it to stop. i just love the power it gives on either side of the spectrum of BDSM.
Leashes - i love leashes because it is what i feel a major part of the collar. i love being led around with one, i just think this one is a huge sign of submission. i think of it as a symbol of giving. Also i have always wanted to try puppy play and be forced to live as a puppy for a week or so, so the leash is a huge part of that lol
Masks (Wearing) - i loveeee how the mask takes away the identity, making the one just a doll , or a identity-less toy. The feel of having my face taken away, how it keeps you pretty much anonymous. i feel a sub having one on has nothing, everything taken away, from property or identity to everything.
Outdoor Bondage - i enjoy the outdoors a lot, in bondage how this can be humiliating. The risk of being caught or others seeing. i just love humiliation on every level, and this one is a huge part of the physical humiliation. The different feel of an activity like spanking if it is done outdoors creates for me such a strong emotional response
Pony/Puppy Roleplay - i just enjoy roleplay. i love how this is very de-humanizing and how this is VERY humiliating for any sub to do. i love how being a pony or puppy has different ways to show appreciation, loyalty and love. How the feel of being an animal, how you can feel free and bound at the same time.
Strap-Ons - i love the power of wearing one of my partner wearing one and using it on me. i think this is one of the reasons i never missed men. i have always enjoyed the emotional side of dating a female more, and as for the sexual with a strap on this takes the want for a male member away from me. Plus i think a Domme wearing one is soooo sexy and powerful. i know seeing You with one i will be able to do nothing but follow all instructions and bow to You.
Uniforms - like in role play i just love how a uniform can create a scene or enhance it. How it can make a sexual encounter far more, how it can take you into a world of the scene and let you dive more into the role.
Vibrators - i do believe every girl loves vibrators. They are such an aid to getting to orgasms, especially for those lazy nights. i love how much more hard, quick and intense the orgasms can get. As a Domme i used to love binding the sub with vibrators on them and keeping them bound like that for a long time unable to cum, i found it to be just humiliating and also such a major workout for them.
Female Supremacy - As a Domme i always wanted people to think of me as superior, when i talked to men i would always act superior. As a sub i find women far superior as Dominants, in that they can control male subs and i feel have more of a feel of female subs. i know i would always follow a female Dominant's orders more intently as i feel more relaxed to the idea of following a strong superior female. i feel You are a young yet extremely strong Dominant and i already feel Your superiority.
Lifestyle BDSM - i love the lifestyle, how it is creative, how it is different, how it makes me feel free. i love the dynamics, the symbolism, the roles everything. Every since i first got into the lifestyle i have always been attracted to it. At first the sexual part and later the respect and love factors. How a submissive has their own power and mind and gives up their submission out of love for that Dominant. i feel each part of BDSM is special and sets it apart from vanilla life. i feel it can be a getaway, or even a way of life. i love how it can be spiritual, mental, physical, emotional. i enjoy how many levels this lifestyle is and how much invested one can get into it.
Likes:
Begging - i used to like begging to a certain degree as a Domme before i gagged them lol. As a submissive i use begging to please a Domme but do not really find this one extremely sexy nor do i find it disgusting. i am rather neutral to begging, and am willing to do it all the time as long as it is what You wish
Cages - i love how much a cage confines, and how a sub looks in one. For a sub to actually enter and accept being in a cage, i think is beautiful. i do not know why but i find the idea of being put in a tiny cage for You very appealing, how it shows property and ownership, how it shows the sub's willingness to be placed into this confinement for You.
Crossdressing - i have always found females, that crossdress in men's clothing to be very adorable and cute. i have always wanted to be given a boy's haircut and forced into their clothes, even wearing a realistic strap on. Then being made to walk in public. i find it to be very humiliating and sexy. i have always felt this was one of my major perverted things i like. As for men wearing female clothes i would not mind however i always find men to have no sense in style or what looks good on them. i feel they still think like a man and dress as if they were men dressing up a female. That is except for some transsexuals, NOT all lol.
Diapers - i do not like scat yet i do like diapers. i have always had a fascination with adult babies, as in being one not owning one. i have always wantes to be taken in by a Domme and made to relive my entire life as in a rebirth in my life with Her. To have my hair shaved off and made to live back as a baby in a diaper and do things that allow me to gain more years in age until i have grown back to an adult, and my hair grows back on its own lol
Humiliation - i loveeeeee humiliation, every part of it. Emotional, physical, metal, public etc. As a Domme i used to loveeee humiliating subs, and as a sub i love the emotional responses it creates. i don't know why but being made to blush hard and feel like curling up and dying really turns me on. This one should actually go under lives for, but i think i clicked it wrong. i think it maybe the risk factor, or maybe it is the reason for my perversion, but i find this to be a huge turn on and love.
Masks (On Partner) - this one i do not particularly like on my Domme (i loved it as a Domme though), especially You. As i have listed above i find that masks take away identity and i would never want my Mistress to take Her identity away. i find masks to be submissive and as a sub i do not wish it to my Domme.
Objectification - i do enjoy being made or having made others into other things. Like making a sub a chair or table. It really shows how hard they work or how devoted they are, to ignore their own aches and pains and be a steady object for their Dominants likings. i find objectification to be sexy and doing it has a very submissive feel.
Plastic Wrap - i actually like wrapping in general not just plastic. i have liked since my early days of discovery mummification of a sub. The helplessness, the beauty. i love how it can create a claustrophobic fee. i have never actually had this done to me, only done this to others and have a desire to try it for myself and to feel for myself how it is and see what emotions i have when its done to me.
Sensory Deprivation - i have actually more than like and now have developed a love for sensory dep ever since i submitted to that sub for her birthday. i love how every sense is taken away and You are left more helpless than if you cannot move your limbs. i love how You try to focus more on your other senses yet if those are taken away too how more lonely and in the dark of everything. i love the surprise and the unknowing of what is to come.
Spanking - as a Domme i liked how a hand felt against a bum. How this too can be used as a pleasurable reward or as a punishment. i find being spanked humiliating as this is something that is in vanilla done to a bad child. i don't know why but even if i enjoy being spanked i do feel bad for what i have done, and even more so since i will be blushing.
Suspension - this one should actually be more under curious about as i have not actually experienced this one as either a Domme or as a sub. i have always wanted to feel the helplessness of being suspended in the air. i have a bit of a height problem so this one makes me feel very on edge, and wonder how it feels for real and what else can be done to illicit other emotional responses. i am unsure what kinds of emotions i will have when this is being done to me.
Tolerates:
Orgasm Control - i always preferred to be allowed to cum when i can and not be told when to. i will however hold all orgasms unless allowed if that is what it takes to please You. i tolerate this as i will do if it is required to please. But when not required i am selfish and like to have orgasms at will *blushes*
Serving as a Maid/Butler - i find this one as more of a slave thing. i will do it for You Miss if You want it and it pleases You, but i just have no yearning to be a maid or butler 24/7. i do not like how it limits the relationship and how it gets no where but servitude. i just find it rather impersonal for my own tastes
Curious About:
Chastity - i have never really found the love of chastity but would love to experienceit and get to know what the whole thing is about. Although i have always liked a freedom to cum. As a Domme i never used chastity but instead the opposite, to get the submissive to cum more than they want to or think are able to. Kind of like a pleasureful torment, hence i do not know much but am curious about chastity
Hypnosis i have always wished to be hypnotized. To be embedded with commands i am unaware of. To have my Domme holding me with just words, saying commands that makes me do things i am unaware of why i am doing it. Just the power and control amaze me. i feel this one i wish more for now that i am more submissive than Domme. i think it is because i lacked the knowledge to do it as a Domme, i hope i can gain it as a sub.
Medical Play - i find medical play a bit foreign to me as i know nothing of it. But i see toys and videos and have always wished to learn more if not participate in it with an experienced other. i think it is because i have not found being at a doctor's sexy, yet i have always felt the roles, and the outfits to be gorgeous.
Mental Bondage - i want to do more of this as i feel i have done too much physical and not as much mental bondage. i just wish to feel how its like to be bound by my own mind instead of physically being bound. To have a new level of bondage i have never tried. i am curious of something i have never tried.
Dislikes:
Foot Worship - i do not like feet, i have no foot fetish within me. i just don't like the idea of worship of something i use to walk around. i knowits not really THAT dirty, but i just find it unsanitary for some reason. i do not really wish to kiss them or to suck on toes. i will kiss a foot to show my love but i just do like like this one particular subject.
Knife Play - i do not like the feel of having a knife close or used on me to create an emotional response. Maybe it is because i have had friends stabbed, but i do not have any trust in knife play, or any desire to have it happen or use it. i feel the same emotional response can be created with other means like a while, paddle belt. i feel this one to be a dangerous play that could lead to one of my limits, blood play.
Hates:
Needle Play - i do not like actual needles like syringes, or the ones used for sewing. i do not mind piercing needles, as i find them sexy on a sub. i do not like needles in general and have always disliked them. i never liked getting my shots. As for sewing needles, i have seen videos where the sub has had them pinned all over their body. This does not really turn me on, and actually is a turn off. i just don't like the feel or even to look at this so i find it a hate
Hard Limits:
I loved reading about your interests. Have you tried anal fisting? I think you should learn to enjoy watersports, its a big part of submission.
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