Assignment for the 28th of November 2011‏

Synopsis:
i will no longer be using this "synopsis" and "assignment" format as i feel most people prefer to just read and be surprised. If you prefer this format do send me a message stating your preference and i may revert back to this method.

Assignment:
It was nice to get a message Saturday night/ Sunday morning from my Miss. She would detail out some tasks that i was to start Sunday then leading right into my Monday. Right when i awoke Sunday i went right away to my tasks. That is after kneeling by the foot of my bed and giving minutes to think of my Miss and to contemplate about the tasks. From there i did go to the washroom for my customary toilet use, and for my last "#2". As i sat on the toilet to defecate, i kept my mind working. My Miss wanted me to think about hos this was my last time being like a normal girl defecating. How it was being taken away. Thinking of how this was the last time, and that i was losing that ability. i should have missed it, but i did not. i was very glad to be rid of it, and that it is now my Miss' to own and choose what to do with. i knew i was going back to 2 enemas a day and that my butt was never going to defecate again naturally again. Yet i want this, and i felt i needed it. My mind had no notion against the enemas, or even not being able to defecate naturally.
The rest of my Sunday i didn't do anything much besides this and preparations for my big task for Monday. i stopped by the pharmacy and an herbal store to purchase a few items. At the herbal store i picked an Indian spice called fenugreek, in pill form, marshmallow root capsules blessed thistle capsules. i did my research and i found this one to be one method that got good reviews. From there i went to a pharmacy that was fairly far from where i lived to buy a breast pump i found to be comparatively cheaper than every other place i had looked through during my research of breast pumps. Having never actually been pregnant, i have never actually realized the prices  until now, which really i think will prepare me for when i do have children. Also at least i spent the fairly pricy amount now on a machine i will use again then.
i really used Sunday as my preparations day before beginning my week with tasks. Getting all the things i needed, then making my schedule of when i would be doing everything for Monday so i could fulfill all my Miss' tasks. i even got to cum once more during my training for orgasm control, only at the sound of my trigger tone Beethoven's 5th Symphony. At the very end of Sunday i did end off with my first enema in a long time. All the while i kept thinking how this day i began with using the toilet like a normal person, then ending with my butt being controlled by my Miss again. i did feel happy as i went to bed.
Monday rolled around and i awoke to performing some prayers to my Miss, then to the washroom to washup. After my shower i got to my 2nd enema since the last time i was free to use the toilet. i did enjoy it, having a smile across my face. It was more the feeling of being controlled again b y my Miss. Also i did slightly miss the routine of doing this twice a day. From there i went upon to my room to insert my tailed plug thus my butt was fully claimed by my Miss. i found this to make me really excited. i loved being fully Her's. For the rest of my morning before work i went upon my normal routine, with the only added difference is i had 3 of the fenugreek pills with my breakfast. From this day on besides my butt being claimed, i am to take 2-4 fenugreek pills, 3 times a day as they help increase/ induce lactation. i am also to accompany the fenugreek with the blessed thistle capsules. Also i had to take the marshmallow root capsule once a day. Before leaving for work i did figure i had to begin my other new routine. i sat there and used the pump on my breasts for 20 minutes, as i was to do this every 3-4 hours from now on until i begin to lactate. i read a lot on mental thinking during the span of the pumping, keeping my mind on the task of producing milk. How this was for my Miss and pleasing Her. Thinking how with my breasts going through this, and my butt plugged, my body was piece by piece controlled by my Miss. i did feel much arousal at this point, with my mind stimulated and my nipples being stimulated by the double pumps on them. i was envisioning the 2 bottles being filled by the pumps one day very soon.
Once i was done pumping i had to pack up everything, get dressed and hurry off to work. My new routine had not fully been worked out yet as i still needed to make minor tweaks to the timing. i still needed to get used to it. At work i went to check my schedule immediately, after dropping off my things. Seeing i was set at my desk for the day i went to on to performing my work. he month of inactivity, and the long rest my Miss gave my butt did make the plug feel a bit foreign, especially while i sat on my chair. However slowly through the day that feel disappeared and my body was re-introduced to the feel of it.
During my lunch break i did have to time it very well, rushing through my sandwich and drink in 10 minutes, and taking 3 more of the fenugreek pills and 3 more of the blessed thistle caps. After finishing i grabbed my bag and went to the handicapped washroom, which i had dubbed my "office" to my Miss since i have used it so much. i always loved how this name amuses  my Miss. In the washroom i had to perform 2 tasks at once, knowing i could do thisand feeling motivated to please my Miss. Taking the breast pump out i began my second session of pumping as it was just slightly over 4 hours and this was my first chance to get in some time pumping without drawing too much suspicion. Stripping naked i let the pump work its magic, as i began to work my second task assigned during this time. Reaching my hand between my legs i began to stroke my pussy and clit. As i promised Miss i would masturbate during my break at lunch, but this was before my strategic planning on Sunday. i decided on doing the double duty, using the breast pump and masturbating. i tried to keep my mind on the production of milk and how it was for my Miss. Using this as fuel for my masturbation. i still had to keep my mind on the time, not able to waste a single minute. i was really going wild, as my arousal soared high. i had to bite my lower lip to prevent myself from moaning out. The stimulation to my nipples and from my fingering my pussy were immense. It felt great, my breasts were being controlled, as were my butt and my pussy. i was at that moment 100% Her's. It did not take long for me to reach the edge of my orgasm, as i held there not letting myself pass there without the sound of Beethoven's 5th. i was almost pleading in my head that "K" would message, but knew i would not. i held out for the duration of 7-10 minutes before stopping and using 5 minutes to regain myself and finishing off my pumping session. Once i was packed up and redressed i went out and back to work.
Work could not end faster, as the last half of work was busy and felt like a dog race. i did race on home after work so i could go on with more of my routine. i know with work i am not able to work my routine to its most effective timing but i felt it gets close enough with proper timing. Right after work i went for another session with the breast pump, taking my time with that before getting my dinner ready and taking my number of pills with that meal. At the end of dinner i did go onto my orgasm control training, timing it so midway i had to get the breast pump going. i was using the Hitachi want to stroke my mound for near an hour before getting the pumping session to accompany my orgasm control training. Again my tasks were running into each other forcing me into more double duty. By the time i got my breasts pumping, i also began to fuck myself with the wand. Using  a new method i got from of all things some pornography. i had a condom wrapped around the top of it so it would save from cleanup. i even lubed it up so it would be extra slick. i found that being fucked with the Hitachi wand usually makes my orgasm huge. i have also found that the wand tends to make me squirt a bit if i fuck myself hard enough. My mind was in a haze, filled with thoughts of my breasts filling with milk, which did lead me to a kinky fantasy of being shaved bald, pregnant and being milked like a cow by my Mistress all the while being fucked by a male of Her choice. It did not take long before i got to the end of my orgasm. But now all i could do was wait. i waited right through my session supposed end time, which i just left it going, loving the multiple stimuli. i think i had the pump on and fucked myself with the wand for a full hour and a half in unison before i got the trigger tone and exploded at the first few seconds of the tone. i did pass in and out of consciousness after this, not even able to finish my blog entry until the next day, wanting it to be perfect. Reflecting my Miss, Her tasks and my training as appropriately as possible.

Update & Assignment for the 26th of November 2011‏

Synopsis:
i have been away for a while and i am sorry, this is an update on where i have been and why i have been away. Also this is also the first entry of my return back, thank you everyone for your patience.

Assignment:
After a long while my Miss did come back to claim me, and with that my assignments also returning. i was worried and contemplating moving on, but my patience was rewarded with Her return. My Miss has been through a huge rough time, and needed some time to travel and clear Her mind. i found myself a bit lost without Her, and i know many have found my blog and my company to be lacking. However with Her back i have found myself with some renewed devotion. In the time away i have done a few small tasks , and kept with one bit of training going. After work everyday i did keep going on with my orgasm training. i would strip naked and use my Hitachi wand on my pussy until i received the message from my transsexual friend "K". The message of course was not the trigger but the ring tone of Beethoven's 5th Symphony.
i actually had began this prior to my Miss' "getaway". i could not bring myself to ending this training as i had not gotten to the desired outcome. With each day not knowing when the message would come, this pushed me to try to keep myself at a point before my orgasm that would allow me to quickly release when the tone comes. i have been working on this one for about 2 months now with the result now being that as soon as the tone hits i immediately go into my orgasm. i did think this is what my Miss had in mind with this task, although with a lot more of this i am guessing that even without the play the sound of the trigger tone would make my body fall right into an orgasm. This does excite me, as i have always wished to be planted with a orgasm trigger through hypnosis, with only my Miss knowing the trigger. This is very similar to it, although without the hypnosis, and instead using immense training. i do hope in time that i will be able to fulfill this task to its fullest potential.
The rest of my training was not as successful as my orgasm control training went. i had not gotten back to any of my enema training as my Miss was away.  After a few months of not being able to use the toilet to go "#2" it was rather different. i actually had not missed it too much, and nearing the end i preferred the enemas more than using the toilet. before my Miss went away i was actually in much anticipation to restarting it again. i do not know if it was because it made me feel as if every aspect of my life was being controlled, or maybe it was that it didn't feel as nasty as defecating naturally. Now though i do anticipate returning to this task, and am glad to do so when i get the chance. For the first long while after i stopped i did feel incomplete without it, although through time that feeling faded. Now with much thought since my Miss did ask how i feel about this i would happily do the enemas to start and end my day for the rest of my life.
The last task my Miss had me do before Her "leave" was to look in on breast pumps and on information on making myself lactate. i looked up a lot of different information online and found several good sites and articles about adoptive breastfeeding. i had not chosen a breast pump yet as their prices range drastically from $60-near $450, and i was in waiting for my Miss choice on that. i have also not began the self lactation but i have been informed that i would probably be beginning this as soon as the beginning of the coming week. i do feel a bit nervous, yet excited as i have actually thought of this before my Miss brought it up. i am uncertain about how this task will go, but like all my Miss' tasks i will always give my 100% and my strongest effort. i will detail what comes of this as i feel positive about it. My Miss also said that we maybe selling some of what i produce which i am unsure if that was a joke or if She was serious about it. For some reason i do think i will be using that milk in some of my other training, it is just a feeling.
As for my relationships wise i have continued to see both my tranny friend "K" and my black friend "J" through the last few weeks while my Miss has been away. With "K" we've pretty much been like a couple, having dates like others. Like going to a movie, or sitting in and watching some TV. Although we have had quite a lot of sex, pretty much after, during and even before some dates. i have kept the orgasm training going on right through anytime we've been having sex, refusing to cum until i have heard the trigger tone, and not a moment before. For the first while i did keep thinking it was for my Miss, although as the weeks went by i kept just doing so more out of habit, and for the sense of seeing my task through. A usual night for us would be like when i get off work, she would stop by so we could share a quick bite, then watch some television before we went to my bedroom to fuck. We would then fuck until she was close to cumming. At that point she would use my phone to play Beethoven's 5th Symphony so i would cum instantly, which was accompanied by her cumming inside of me, on top of me, or with me swallowing her cum. We have progressed in our relationship slightly in the sense now we do stay more at each others' places after fucking for a great portion of the night. It only made sense, as our comfort levels have grown, and with as much time as we've spent together. We've even left some clothes at each others' places in case we've needed it, and for the convenience. i have seen "K" a little bit more than "J", as i think its that we get along like girlfriends, and we do have a lot in common.
With "J" our relationship is purely sexual, as we really only see to have sex. We do things together outside of sex, but more times or not we do just meet to fuck. We even had a game we've been doing which was trying to fuck in every room in my place, and every inch of my place, from the hallway, to the washroom and even against my front door (inside). Besides trying to fuck everywhere, he's also trying to fuck all 3 of my holes in each of these locations. During the one light snow fall this year we even fucked outside in the back alley while i was bent over a snow covered trashcan. It was very late, and we both went outside, with me in just an oversized t-shirt. Once back there he unzipped his pants and took my shirt off. i was freezing, but he assured me he would fuck me warm as he bent me over the trashcan and fucked me right away. We didn't take very long, maybe 10 minutes, and it was very intense concentrated fucking. He had to shove my own shirt in my mouth as a gag, being careful not to wake up my neighbors. We have discussed what we would do once we fucked in every place in my home, that we would move on to fucking in every inch of his place, and seeing what else we could do after we accomplished that.
i do think i know "J" less than i know "K" as "J" is less open about things. i just found out recently that he was married before and even has a son. This would explain why i have felt more close to "K", however i do feel i am hugely sexually attracted to being fucked by "J", and even the things he has done to me. Some being very kinky, like fucking his brother and girlfriend, or even being bound and fucked by a number of unknown people in the past. i have compared the 2 of them, and at times i have even tried to pick which one of them i would choose ahead of the other with very mixed results. i would sway one way then the other, only to ultimately stay in the middle.
i have felt as if i had been having a lot of sex recently with the 2 of them as a form of escape from missing my Miss. i found it funny how before my Miss i had not been with a male in many years, and was virtually a lesbian. Now i cannot go a few days without being fucked by a cock. i have thought about having a relationship like my friend "A" and her 2 boyfriends, but with "K" and "J". However i have felt that both of them have it quite set in having a more sexual relationship with me. With "K" possibly being the more likely of the 2 of them that would be in a relationship. i am in no real rush, and am content with a slow "see where it goes" pace we all are at. i do not really want either of them to stop fucking me, as i love their contrasting styles. "K" is gentle, but can get going very well. Her endurance is amazing, and she seems to be extremely caring. "J" on the other hand is a lot more rough and tends to toss me around quite a bit. i do think that comes with the territory of being that much bigger than me, i mean he is about 6'2" or 3 which makes him a foot or so taller than me. i have dreamed of being with them both everyday, but i do think i should keep them separate so i could enjoy their different feels. i have made sure they each know that we are not exclusive, and that my loyalties and love are only for my Miss.
With my Miss back i do guarantee that i will be making more posts on my blog, as i will online more now that i am out of my depressive "funk". i do apologize to everyone who cares for me, and who follow my blog. i will make sure my posts have plenty of details of each task my Miss makes me perform, and try to accomplish each task to the fullest of my abilities. Also to those i hurt in my absence i am deeply sorry. To my Miss i am sorry i doubted Her return, and even thought hard of moving on and finding a new Mistress. i do love Her greatly, and hope to never lose Her again <3

Assignment for the 30th of October 2011

Synopsis:
This is just a report of my events from the 30th.

Assignment:
Through last week i did not really get much done. With my Miss resting and relaxing, i spent the week just working further on my orgasm control, and some slight research for my Miss. My orgasm control went as it did the past 2 weeks. At home, once i was off work, i masturbated with my Hitachi wand and my we-vibe until i received the trigger from "K". Each day was a different time. Each time i was unsuspecting of when the call would be made. By now i don't think i can even cum without hearing the trigger. When i hear the song i get shivers, knowing this is the kind of results my Miss wished for. As for the research, i looked into breast pumps, trying to find good prices for them. i also looked into ways i could make myself lactate without being pregnant and while on the pill. i did succeed in finding the information in which i sent to my Miss for Her to decide out my course of action.
With my week being rather non-eventful, i was planning to do a small date for Saturday so i would have something nice to write about. However my plans did go out the window and i wound up at home doing my laundry on a Saturday night. i did manage to see a friend and go for a short drive. Although nothing too sexy or wild. Also yes i know it was just the Halloween weekend but i did not really wish to do much as i have been rather exhausted, and mentally drained without my Miss' guidance. Also i did not have enough creative juices to make a costume for this year.
With Sunday i knew i could not stay in for another night. i decided to do something for the night, even though it may have been small. i worked from the afternoon making calls to see who was free and who had plans. It wasn't until i called "E" my female friend with short blonde hair said if i was bored i should go over to have dinner with her. She was very insistent and did not accept my answer until she received a "yes".
With my company now set i choose my outfit for the night, going with blue jeans, boots, a black sleeveless top with a black jacket since it is cold now at nights. One i was dressed and my makeup was done, i made my way to her place. She greeted me at the door wearing this beautiful red dress. She greeted me with a hug then led me into her place to show me around. After that we talked, and watched some TV before having dinner. She made us some delicious creamy chicken alfredo, with some prawns and salad. i really thought she outdid herself. i felt full, and yet she still had some dessert. She brought out one giant chocolate brownie, with whipping cream and a scoop of vanilla ice cream. It was heavenly, and she definitely remembered me saying i had a huge weakness to chocolate on our first (and only date so far). We shared one giant warm brownie between us, eating slowly with our eyes looking into each others'. i noted looking into her eyes, admiring their gorgeous blue color.
At the end of dessert, we spent some time relaxing on the couch. Even some time snuggled together on her balcony sharing a joint between us. It was funny as i never planned for this, but she thought it would be a great idea. She said she liked to smoke every once in a while, and with us both living in BC, it is more than acceptable. We smoked, and stayed close, with a pink blanket around us. We sat on her big women balcony chair, which was more than big enough for us to spoon on. We held, and i know i looked back to see her eyes squint more as we smoked more. We both got more giggly by the end of this joint. We did make our way back inside to go and watch some more TV, finding it a lot more amusing now.
We paid less and less attention to the television and more to each other, as our hands started to roam. i found my hands stroking her sides along to her tummy, while her hands made their way under my top, stroking my bare flesh. After a while our attention was not even on the television but instead on each other, kissing and removing articles of clothes off each other. i was pretty much nude except for my stockings, and "E" was definitely nude. i did love to look at her long naked legs. They just seemed to go for miles. Slowly we made our way to her bed where there was more room for us to operate. She had me pinned underneath her as she kissed me aggressively. i could tell without a single word spoken that she was wanting to be in control tonight, which did not bother me. Even though she needed to say nothing, she did whisper to me how she was going to carry this, which i attributed also to her being silly from the marijuana.
We made our into the desired position she wanted us in. i was sitting in a scissor type of position with her. She had my foot and was kissing and suckling on each of my toes. She kept urging me to do the same to her foot until i caved in and decided to do so. i have never really had a thing for feet, but i was in the moment and decided to go with it. It felt very foreign to me, yet i did not want to disappoint. Very much this is what i would do for my Miss, in bucking up and still doing the task no matter how much i don't like it. i could tell from her body's reactions and her constant moans that this was really getting her hot. For myself i was getting hot off of the way her body felt to mine, being entwined in this scissor position. Our bodies slowly slid back  from each other a bit, with myself still following her lead. Her foot found its way to resting on top of my mound, with my foot on hers'. Both our feet moist from each other suckling on it. We worked each others' feet into the others' mound. Rubbing in circles, slowly to start. The pressure and speed picked up gradually. i felt myself getting extremely wet as i groaned out wildly like her. after a while i felt her cum, and not long after i felt an orgasm. The first orgasm i had all week without being set off by my trigger song.
Even after the orgasm we were not finished yet. her hands found their way around my ankle, guiding my food to her mound. Her foot was aiming itself to my mound as well as i was guessing what was going to happen. My guess was right as i felt her foot pressing into my pussy, with her toes aimed in first. i felt my foot doing the exact same to her pussy ay the same time. i did get the slight feeling that i was being forced into this, yet it was more careful guiding. i felt our feet sliding into each other, using the juices from the last orgasm as lube. This felt odd to me as i have never had a foot in me before. i have done hands, toys, penises of all shapes and sizes, yet a foot was new to me. We were both extremely horny, and wet, wasting little time. Unlike before we did not start slow, but instead at a moderate pace, building up a lot more. Both of us looking very lustful. i panted like an animal, wanting more, feeling my body shake and shudder to being fucked by a foot. Orgasm after orgasm hit until we both laid there in a soaked mess. i laid there in a heap, forgetting when it ended or started. i was a bit lost with my brain feeling like mush. The last thing i remembered was laying there, and "E" coming up with a double sided dildo, working both of us over until i believe i climaxed so much i passed out. i woke up in the morning both of us under the blankets, sticky and a mess. We smelled like stagnant sex, yet it was all worth it.

Assignment for the 22nd of October 2011

Synopsis:
This is another Saturday date night, with double the amount of pleasure for both me, and reading pleasure for all i hope.

Assignment:
The rest of last week was pretty much standard. i didn't get up to very much besides the orgasm training which i did everyday after work. i did manage to get to the adult toy store on Wednesday to look at a few nipple clamps, and even some vibrating ones, but besides that my week was pretty much a bore. i did manage to cum every  night thought directly after the triggering sound. Each day was a different time in which i was allowed, ranging from 30 minutes to up to 2 hours. i did not manage to get any more runs in for the rest of the week as it had been too wet or i was just too busy to get out for it. Work was very busy through the tailing half of the week, on top of the fact my orgasm training had been leaving me very drained more often or not. i was in need of some time to relax, and my luck it reached the weekend. However i knew relaxing was not on my agenda. i did give my Miss 2 different options to choose from as She wanted options. Neither options had my transsexual friend "K" as she had 2 different birthdays to attend to. My Miss did like both options and i was to work as hard as i could to make sure both were accomplished, in which i agreed to try.
i woke up late Saturday afternoon, needing that extra time to rest up. i did not get up to very much throughout the day other than make myself some food and slowly work my way through my laundry. i was very appreciative still that this was not the weekday and i could enjoy some time to myself, at least for now. i kept working on my laundry and eventually even passed out for a mid-afternoon nap before getting up to get ready for my evening "FUN".
My night would start around 7 pm when my ride would come get me. My black friend "J" came to get me and drove me over to where his brother lived so we could celebrate his 21st birthday. We got there in time to have some pizza, some cake and a few drinks. Then as we got closer to 9:00 i got to see "J" whisper to his brother about what his present was. To show him precisely "J" told him to get his girlfriend and to go to his bedroom. "J"'s brother happen to be about the same height as "J", but seemed to be not as thick or muscular as him. i did attribute that to him being a few years younger than "J". He did have a very cute smile. His girlfriend was very tiny, about 5'0", making her 2 inches shorter than me. She i learned was Japanese Canadian, and in possession of some very gorgeous eyes. i would find out much later that she was 17 years old.
We all entered the room together, leaving the rest of the party goers to enjoy their booze and music as we went to go enjoy something else. With the door closed and locked, i immediately walked over to the Japanese girl with my hips swaying and wrapped my arms around her kissing her and guiding her to the bed. Right from kissing her i could tell she had never kissed a girl before let along doing anything else like what we were going to do. i could see both men were sitting and watching with "J"'s brother now topless and stroking his cock watching. As us girls kept kissing, my hands found their way to slowly removing her clothes and aiming her to lay on the bed, with my body following her's. My hands kept roaming over her body, massaging over every inch of her skin once all 4 of us were naked. i could tell the boys just wanted us to start,so they could have a show to watch. My hands and lips kept moving along "JN" (the Japanese girlfriend) trying to soothe her nervousness over. Slowly i pressed her to the bed and whispered for her to just lay back. My kisses trailed from her lips down the middle of her torso. i could feel her shiver, and i could sense her still being nervous. i knew i was going to be her first lesbian encounter. Eventually my lips found their way to kissing her clit, and following with my lips wrapping around her clit for a few suckles. My tongue would slide along her clit following the suckles, trailing down along her labia. Following that my lips pressed to her lower lips, sucking in tighter and using my tongue i began to work along her inner walls. i felt her body reacting, as she was caving into her body's arousal. This may have been her first time with a girl, but i could tell her body was enjoying it through her obvious confusion. My mouth and tongue continued on, working slowly, and increasing very gradually. My fingers pressed up and replaced my lips as i began working her clit with suckles again. My fingers worked to her canal, using my index and middle to thrust in and out slowly in a set pace. i could feel her breathes increase, so i let my pace increase slightly ahead of it until she exploded for her first lesbian encounter orgasm. As she came, i pulled myself up on top of her to kiss her and hold her to me.
It did not take too long before i felt hands on my back. My head turned so i could see who it was either "J" or his brother. It was "M" ("J"'s brother). i slipped around and got onto my knees, as he got onto his feet on the bed. With his young girlfriend behind me i wrapped my hand around his hard cock and began to suck on it. Suckling and bobbing my head, i would soon be joined by "JN" as she got up to kneel with me as we both took turns suckling on his cock, giving him a nice birthday double sucking. From there we went into "M" taking me from behind in my pussy while my mouth was busy working on his GF once more. Right now i was more of a couples toy, being used by the 2 of them for some quality fuck time. "M"'s cock felt just as nice as "J"'s usually does, and he kept it in a good rhythm. i let myself get entranced by his cock, with my arousal and pleasure carrying me into my lustful state. He didn't last way too long before i felt his load explode into my pussy as we all collapsed onto the bed for a brief while. This is where i lost track of time.
Next thing i was aware of "JN"  was actually licking out the cum from her BF, out of my pussy. This didn't last too long, as i think "M" was hard again and so was "J". Us 2 girls wound up on all fours with the 2 men behind us. "J" with me and "M" with "JN". Both of us were being taken from behind, with us being VERY noisy, moaning and groaning a lot. i know all the other party goers knew what we were going to do even before we got in here but if they didn't i know they knew after we started making this much loud noise.  i remember looking over beside me and seeing "JN" being taken just like me, with both these 2 BBC males pounding at us. i could feel "J" unleashing what seemed like weeks of not fucking me all now. i could imagine just watching me being fucked by his younger brother and even his GF really made him as horny, if not more so than me. i actually never noticed that "M" and his GF had finished and were actually sitting there watching as i was being pounded. "J" kept on going though, as each thrust gained more momentum and speed. i was pushed into 2 orgasms well before he made his last few thrusts and explode into me with his hot cum.
We took some time to rest up, about maybe 10 minutes before i pulled "JN" to me and we both pulled into a sideways 69 so i could lick out the cum from her pussy, and with "M" pushing her head, she was licking "J"'s cum out of mine. The next position we all found ourselves into left a lasting memory on me as i remembered this more than clearly. Once "JN" and i were clean of all cum, we repositioned. i was on all fours with "J" behind me pressing his cock into me. "JN" was also on all fours in front of me, with my mouth pressed between her butt cheeks, so i could use my tongue to pleasure her 2 orifices, and in front of her was "M" with his cock being sucked. i kept thinking how this was like a sexy (and not disturbing) human centipede, or like a fuck train. i let my mind focus, yet devoid of any thoughts other than pure blissful pleasure. i do think that "J" and "M" switched places a few times, but i cannot really tell how many times as things started to get into a blur here. i did note that one by one people kept dropping out with first being "JN". i do think my mouth had tongue fucked her out, as she eventually bowed out and laid on the bed watching with half closed eyes. the next one to bow out was "M" as he exploded his load into my pussy. With him finished "J" took his place and once more fucked my brains out, slamming his cock hard and fast in my pussy. i was screaming like a wanton slut, letting my body cum at will until he exploded his last load into me for the evening.
We both laid there for a while before i told "J" that i should get going. i got as cleaned up as possible, then redressed as i got ready for the rest of my evening. i checked the time as was shocked it was already near 2 am, and did not know if my secondary plans were still going to go through. After making some calls i was glad that my other party for the secondary plans were still down. "J" was the only one still awake to which he was to drive me to my friend's place. On my way out i did find it cute that the birthday boy and his girlfriend were fast asleep. i found that "J" has amazing stamina, and with him still being awake after all that fucking, it really reintegrated that fact.
i said my goodbye to "J" as i arrived at the door of my friend's place. Entering the place i would see "A" my female friend with 2 boyfriends. Of course those 2 boyfriends were there as well as they all greeted me. They made some comments saying they didn't think i was coming, and they could not believe i was there. i did fill them in on my night and how i lost track of time, but i did intend on fulfilling my promise to be there. They did say they thought it too late to have a games night now, but it was not too late to have some serious fucking. Or at least "A" said so, which did not surprise me. She has always been very open to sex, and did not tend to hide it often. We wasted little time since we had lots of privacy. We all stripped naked and went to the bedroom.
While in the bedroom, i swear my lust never came down. "A" and i paired off each with one of her BF's each. First we both went along with giving the men some suckling so we could bring them to their hardest. Once they were at their fullest they both went to work, with the 4 of us all paired off. We wound up fucking until the sun came up, with "A" and i laid on our backs the whole time. The 2 men kept switching between us making it now that i have been with 4 men this whole evening. Here is where i lost a lot of details as i faded out, using the last reserves of my energy.
By morning i woke in a messy head with dried cum between my thighs. i was still devoid of energy yet i was happy i got to complete 2 tasks for my Miss. <3

Announcement & Assignments for the 17th & 18th of October 2011

Announcement:
My beautiful transsexual girl kelly (who is under my consideration) has began a blog, and here i am promoting it. She has worked very hard, and promised to keep working hard on it to please me, and ultimately my Miss. i do encourage everyone to read it and i hope also give her encouraging words and advice as you all have helped me along the way too.
http://kellysmissy.over-blog.de/

Synopsis:
i have began my week with continuing with my orgasm control training, getting used to cumming to Beethoven's 5th Symphony as a trigger. Also i have had a few assignments that i have spread through out the week.

Assignment:
My week already started a lot better. i did hear from my Miss which did settle a lot of my worries. i am still very concerned for Her but that is all due to my love for Her. My Monday started as most weekdays usually do. i awoke to kneel by my bed and to pray and think of my Miss. i thought of everything my Miss said in Her message to me. Plotting the few tasks through the week so it was spread out. From there i got up and made my way to the washroom. i removed my "cock" i had for all of last week, but for today i still had the catheter on. i did not hear from my Miss if i should have it off so i decided to be safe and just leave it on. Although i did get to open it and empty myself. After emptying my catheter i removed it to wash before hopping into the shower to wash the rest of me. At the end of my shower, i went through and performed my customary after shower enema before exiting to release it and to dry off.
It was actually nice yet a cool breeze today, so i decided on wearing my black tights and boots to work with a white blouse. i wore a white bra, and no underwear underneath. i did carry a medium tan coat as it would get colder into the evening. i arrived at work and went through my usual routine of checking my schedule then heading to the washroom to empty my catheter. Work was very standard and boring. i kept my water intake high through the day as i know my Miss wanted me to do this always. Really besides going to the washroom to empty my catheter my day was quiet dull. Through the day i just wished it was over so i could make it home to write my reports and to perform for my Miss. Time ticked by very slowly for me. i did manage to get some time at lunch to message "K" and tell her about the changes to the tasks for this week. i did try to make some arrangements for the weekend but work was too busy and steady for me to do much more than that.
Work could not end fast enough, and when the time came i darted home immediately. Once home i stripped off my clothes and went right to texting "K". As i finished up i went to relax at my couch with a few items in hand. i began to put the items in place, slipping my vibrating ball set on the lowest setting into me. Following that with the we-vibe slipped on so it was touching my clit and g-spot. With the remote in hand i started it on the 2nd setting. Finally With my Hitachi wand plugged in, i turned it on and pressed it to along my whole mound. i closed my eyes and began to enjoy all the vibrations. It felt amazing, and this was all assigned by my Miss. i have missed being told what to do, and i was not going to waste time in doing this. Slowly i began to increase the speed of the we-vibe and the Hitachi wand. i swear i could have exploded in orgasm at any time. My devotion did keep holding on, not wanting to cum at all until i heard my signal. Wanting my mind and body to get used to holding back until that mark. i wanted it so it would catch my attention right away and make an automatic response. i truly want to cum at the drop of a hat when i hear Beethoven's 5th Symphony. As time kept passing, i kept the toys slowly increasing in speed, my body floating around the peak of the orgasm but never into it. i felt my whole body going near numb waiting for the song from the message, yet i would have to keep waiting. i found myself having to bite down on one of the couch pillows as the spasms were really draining me and forcing me to groan out more.
Without warning the call was made which led to my orgasm withing only seconds after it started going off. My body was already holding around the edge of my orgasm what it felt like an hour. Right as i came, every muscle seized up and i shuddered extremely hard. My body felt like it was paralyzed with bliss. i saw nothing but stars as my mind was melted to mush. i don't know how long i laid there to recover, but i do think i passed out for a few minutes. i know when i finally got to checking the clock i would discover "K" made me wait for about 2 and a half to 3 hours. i felt exhausted, and even tried to stay up to message my Miss. i was lucky enough to have some messages from my Miss. i felt very fortunate to have sent some messages back and forth with Her while i wrote my blog entry. However midway through this entry i did start to feel dizzy and hit by a major wave of exhaustion. i could not finish and just crawled into bed to pass out in seconds.


Waking up on Tuesday in the early afternoon, i did wake with a smile. i prayed and thought of my Miss at the foot of my bed as i do everyday as soon as i wake. Thinking over each little detail of the messages from last night. Deciding on my course of action for my day. One all that was done i got up to go to the washroom to experience my new minor freedoms. Going into the washroom i would immediately sit on the toilet to relieve myself fully. i was told by my Miss that i was to cease my enemas and catheter training until further notice. This was so i would gain more of an appreciation of how little control i have had over my body. i have been performing the daily two enemas now for a few months, and as for the catheter training i have been doing this on and off for weeks. i cannot remember when the last time i did not have one or the other. It did feel different. i was very pleased being able to sit and pee like a girl once again, but as for my "number 2" it had some varied feels. First it almost seemed foreign to be doing this without the enema before. i did note my butt seems to be healing nicely as i am able to use my muscles in my butt without any fear of my canal not closing. There was really no problems in my defecation, although i did feel somewhat naked by not doing the enema. The months of this enema training has made it seem like second nature. i did think how this was very much like the orgasm training i have been going through the last while. This did give me a lot of faith that in time i will be able to cum on command at hearing the trigger. i find it funny how with the given freedoms of no catheter or enema training, one would think i would be completely happy, yet i felt a bit sad.  i found myself missing how the enemas and catheter felt like they helped make my body more controllable for my Miss. i think i have the enemas and catheter very much associated with Her control to the point that now without it, my body feels lost. i did feel what my Miss intended, feeling much more appreciation for these control trainings. By appreciating them, i felt even more appreciation for my Miss.
The rest of my day was very routine, very much like most days but this one minus any tasks at work. Although i did receive a surprise at work. Right before in the middle of eating my salad my phone would go off to the tune of Beethoven's 5th Symphony. My Miss did ask me to try this test with "K" messaging me once randomly and test for my reaction to it. My Miss did say She did not expect an explosive reaction, and i think this was more to gauge where i am with the "project". At hearing the tone, with my phone on my desk top, my immediate reaction was surprise. My attention was drawn to it immediately and no i did not cum right at hearing the tone. However my mind and body are recognizing the song and is drawn to it right away. Actually afterwards i found myself more horny through the rest of the day which i think could be another result from the training, but i guess only time will reveal more results.
After work i did head home briefly to get changed into my tights a sports bra,  t-shirt and a light hoody so i could go for a run. Driving to the track, i would park and right away walk to the bleachers to place my things down, my water bottle, towel and hoody. My run began like my usual ones, starting with a light first lap around the track, then progressively building up my pace as i went lap after lap. Towards the the last few laps where i am at my highest pace i did stop quickly at the bleachers. Looking around i did not see anyone, nor had i seen anyone besides a pair of cars zoom by the track entrance. Seeing the coast was clear, i decided to perform one of the tasks my Miss had given for to me earlier this week. Taking a deep breathe, i mustered up all my inner strength, i kept saying this is for my Miss. Filled with devotion i began to strip off my shirt, my sports bra then my tights. Wasting little time i folded the clothes and left them on the bench then went right into my last 2 laps naked. With the incentive that its cold, and i'm naked i ran quickly as i could. Even with it being the coldest its been all week, and it being 1 am, my face felt very warm from the humiliation. i was so embarrassed, yet i felt very aroused and loving it. Nearing the last half of my 2nd lap, i began to hear sirens. Fearing that it maybe police or someone called them i ran as fast as possible, sprinting to the bench so i could get dressed. i was lucky and unlucky in a sense. i was lucky that it was not police but fire trucks. i was unlucky that they were going to the rec center directly next to the track. The last quarter of the track i just concentrated on making it to the bleachers which did happen in record time. As i began to dress more fire trucks appeared, with what it sounded like 3-4. i dressed with much speed, and luckily with no one seeing me, that i know of. While walking to the car i did confirm there were 4 fire trucks all blocking the road next to the track, and were all in the rec center. They seemed to be more than preoccupied which did leave me relieved.
Once home i was extremely horny. i been waiting for this all day. Like yesterday i stripped and made my messages to "K". From there i slipped the vibrating ball and we-vibe in place and going off. With my Hitachi in hand i began to rub it up and down along my slit and mound, letting my other 2 toys work my canal, clit and g-spot. Within 5 minutes i was already knocking on the door to my orgasm, but with all my will i kept resisting. i wanted to hear the trigger, knowing it will be my salvation. After the earlier trigger test, then the humiliating nude run, my body was on fire with lust. My increase in pace of the we-vibe and Hitachi wand were both a lot quicker than yesterday, knowing this was from my lustful want. The call actually came in just under an hour and a half, but even by then i had been floating along the entrance for most of that time. i exploded quickly into my orgasm, with my spasms being huge and painful. By now i have learned that using all 3 of these toys at the same time brings painful spasms and explosive results. Much like pinching a hose before letting it release to a huge spurt, my orgasm after being held back for most of this time left me into an explosive orgasm. As it subsided i did pass out into a short slumber, feeling a lot of love for my Miss.

Assignment for the 15th of October 2011

Synopsis:
i was sick for Thursday and Friday, but i did recover in time for a Saturday date to write to you all.

Assignment:
After spending Thursday and Friday in bed sick i felt 1000 times better for Saturday. i had not gotten a chance to really do much of any tasks for the second half of this week except for using the catheter attached underneath my "cock". i had still not heard from my Miss yet and i was still a bit concerned. With knowing the situation i did expect this. However with recovering from my illness and not feeling nearly as rundown, i was no where near as sad as i was to start the week. i did feel much more motivated to do something for this Saturday to "tribute" and honor my Miss. i knew i may not have as much energy as most Saturdays, but my mind was made up in performing in some capacity.
My Saturday started as normal as my afternoons can be. i went through my usual washroom routine, going through cleaning my catheter, a shower and my beginning of the day enema. i did take my time in the washroom, and even in the kitchen afterwards. i spent a good portion of the day doing nothing too much besides sit around under a blanket watching television and drinking some soup. With ending the week in bed i did not have anything planned, so i decided to just relax until my company came by. i did make some minor preparations, and even removed my catheter for just this night.
i had actually fallen asleep on my couch for some uncertain time to only be awoken by my doorbell around 7:00 pm. Groggy eyed and in my sweats i answered the door, greetings "K". i was pretty glad she dressed casual as i was even less than casual for the moment. It did not really matter though, we both got undressed not too long after her arrival. We took our time snuggling on the couch watching TV for the first while. Eventually moving on to some groping and kissing. My hand found its way to stroking her cock as we surfed through more channels. This did feel very nice for me as i have not done anything for the last 2 days. Nor had i had any company until now. Her hand found its way to between my thighs as well, rubbing my clit as i stroked her cock. We took our times, slowly building up each others' arousal. To tell the truth i did lose track of what we were even watching as my attention was drawn to my body's feel. We did stay next to each other, stroking each other for quite some time before she made her move to get on top of me so we could kiss deeply.
When we finally did stop making out, we did whisper to each other. Speaking of what we were to do. i did not argue very much just happy to have some form of activity for my evening. We began to get ready for the next level of our night. With me taking out a few items for us to use. The first one being my purple we-vibe. Handing "K" the remote, i slipped it onto myself and let her control the vibrations it sends to my clit and g-spot. With it in place we were now ready. i passed my phone over as we both agreed that tonight would be a whole night of orgasm control fun. This way she could control the toy speed and signal the allowance of my orgasm by playing Beethoven's 5th Symphony. With both handed to her, i wasted little time in getting onto my couch, pressing my knees to the couch cushions and resting my elbows on the top of the backrest. i pushed my butt out to "K" before parting my thighs for her access. Looking over my shoulder i could see her smiling to me and walking over with her hard cock. Her hands glided across my hips and up along my stomach. They found their home each to my breasts. While She groped, she rocked her hips pressing her cock directly into my waiting, and drenched canal in one well timed thrust. i could feel the we-vibe turned on a low setting, feeling it to my g-spot and clit. At the same time she began to thrust back and forth slowly in my pussy. Her hands kept on roaming from my chest to my shoulders to my hips, groping and gripping randomly. i kept rocking my body into each thrust, moaning all along with her. i could feel the toy increasing in speed, although i didn't notice for the first long while being distracted by the overall sensations. Her thrusts were timed with the increases she made to the we-vibe. It kept driving me wild, and i loved it. My arousal turned to lust, my mind slowly entered into an almost trance like state. i kept growing hotter from each passing harder thrust. i could feel myself floating back and forth, tilting along the edge of my orgasm a few times. i kept resisting, waiting to hear the specific signal. Whenever i thought i would hear it, i would not and i would be forced to hold back with all my might. Then without any warning it came out of nowhere signalling me to release. i only remember my orgasm taking a few seconds after the sound of the music. My body trembled and i went right into my orgasm, feeling myself freed to cum at the tone. Her body pressing my hard to the couch as i shuddered.
i would find out she took some sort of pill that was very much like viagra, although under some other name i could not remember. So this wound up being a marathon. From this modified doggystyle, i would lay on my back with my legs wrapped around her. i kept going into different positions. My mind was turned to mush as i stayed in a constant state of arousal. She kept on fucking me, with her pace timed with the we-vibe's vibration speed. i had a few build ups that lead to orgasms. i did not know when they would come as one would be a long waiting one where the next was only minutes after the last. After the first orgasm i did go through an additional 5 more orgasm. Each one signaled with a different length of time passed.
By the end of the 6 orgasms, i was pretty drawn out already but i was not finished. Through all of my orgasms "K" never actually came once which i did not intend to leave it like that. After regaining enough of myself i guided "K" to the position i took first before we started fucking. She knelt on the couch exactly the same as i had many hours ago. While she was in this position i went to my room quickly then bounced back, pouring lube to my hands. i decided on a coconut scented lube. My left hand went right to her cock, wrapping around it and stroking it. My free hand went right to her butt, pressing my middle and index fingers right into her butt. Stroking them in and out, working them all around. Like her thrusts and the we-vibe were timed when she was fucking me. i timed my stroking hand with my other hand's thrusting fingers. As my pace very slowly increased, i kept slipping another finger every while. Once i was stroking my 4 fingers in and out for a bit, i slowly tucked my thumb in and began to work all 5 of my fingers in and out of her butt. Eventually balling my fingers to a fist, before building up my pace to an even faster pace. i did note that once i began fisting, her groans increased more. i could tell she loved being stroked and fisted at the same time. My pacing increased more dramatically once i began fisting, feeling her really wanting it more. It didn't take her long to get towards her orgasm after the fisting started. It must have been only 5 minutes. Leading into the orgasm i felt her body wanting my increases to be faster, going into my top speed. i never did reach top speed before she said "i'm cumming". Prompting me to turn my head and lean in so i could try to catch every last drop into my mouth. Her spurt was actually a pretty big load with most landing in my mouth and some on my lips. i know a few spats wound up on my face. i gulped down her load eagerly as i slipped my hands from her so we could both cuddle. We were both exhausted, and it was 4 am by the time i finally checked. We didn't do anything else other than sneak over to my bedroom so we could both pass out extremely happy.

Assignments for the 11th & 12th of October 2011

Synopsis:
i have 2 tasks for the week. i am to go back to catheter training, but with it used with my dildo to make my "cock". Also i am to continue my orgasm control this week. 

Assignment:
Waking up on Tuesday, it felt very much like a Monday. After the long weekend to celebrate Thanksgiving, i was ready to start my week off. As always i start my days thinking of my Miss and sending my prayers out to Her even before leaving my bedroom. Even more so now as i am concerned for my Miss. i do not anticipate hearing much from Her this week, but i do intend to keep Her proud of me as i continue on with Her in my heart, and my spirit there with Her. i did remember a few things to do this week, and i intended to keep those small tasks close to my heart. i began the first line of business directly after my washroom routines. After my beginning of the day enema i got out my new catheter that has a longer hose. After inserting it, i did slip on my 6 inch strap on dildo, securing it around my waist. Next i secured the catheter hose to the underside of the dildo, making it now that i have my "cock" once more. i deliberately bought the longer hosed catheter for this particular purpose. i did remember my Miss recommending this during our last time we had me wearing a "cock" out. With my dildo in place i went through the rest of my morning routine without any hassle.
Arriving at work, i decided to wear a red and white dress while i could. Summer is gone, and the weather grows more cold by the day, so i choose to wear the skirt while i could, this way it could also conceal my "cock". My schedule remained the same, as did my ritual of going straight to the handicap washroom which i dubbed my "office". Once inside i immediately stood in front of the bowl and pulled my skirt up. With my cock in hand, i turned the nozzle of the catheter which was right by the end of the dildo. i stood with my hand on my cock, as the pee exited the catheter giving me the ability now to pee standing up. As before this gave me the feel of being a male, or at least peeing like one. i stood there until the last drop exited my "peehole". Once done i did slip my vibrating ball into myself, deciding to stick with just this for the entire day. With the strap on, and the catheter it would have made it too difficult to switch between that and the we-vibe. i did consider it though. i did make sure to set the ball on the lowest setting before getting fully re-dressed and slipping to work.
This did really keep my mind constantly working through the day. With the long weekend having passed, it made for a heavier Tuesday. With my mind splitting my focus between taking customer calls and fighting to keep my attention away from the pleasureful vibrations. With my mind not being able to focus 100% on either i found myself getting more aroused by the toy, and having to fight off getting past a certain point more than a few times. i also found myself stumbling my words and losing concentration with customers a few times as well. Several times i had to slow my breathing and re-focus. i think the several days off, had made me a bit lazy, or maybe it was the work load with the combined the non-stop day long pleasure but i really felt like i had to work harder than usual today to fight back the urges and want to cum. i tried a few times to think of my Miss, but it did not really help. i just wound up feeling a bit sad at missing Her. With that it began to pull my focus into 3 ways.
My day could not end fast enough, but  when it did end i wasted little time in exiting the building and driving home. i felt very drained, and even a bit emotional. i truly missed my Miss, and i have felt it. i found myself getting a bit more lazy with my posts, finding myself needing more time to write my reports. Without Her more frequently available i have found myself without as much motivation. i did promise myself to keep my orgasm control going through this week as well since i have not gotten "fresh" tasks from my Miss, but my chemistry said no. With my body already feeling drained, and my mental state not in any mood to feel pleasure i had to forgo my orgasm control until the next night. i did manage to talk to my girl kelly for a while but i was unable to stay up too late due to my own tiredness. i decided to just get washed up and to bed until the next day.


Wednesday would come and i did not miss Her any less. i still woke and prayed for my Miss and sent my best wishes to Her. Once i did complete my several minutes of thoughts and prayers to Her i instead of going to the washroom went online right away to see if my Miss had maybe messaged me. i was disappointed and felt more down. But i did feel determined to keep my tasks going knowing when She gets to reading this report She will appreciate the effort. After using my computer i went on my usual washroom routines. With the only change being that once i finished my enema, i reattached my catheter and the strap on dildo so i had my "cock" all properly positioned and worn. From there i went on to make myself a breakfast, eat and followed with getting dressed. i do not know why but today i still felt drained, and not as energetic. With that and my emotional state it did give me worries that i maybe getting sick, and with many people at my work already having been through or are fighting off the flu, it was a major possibility. The only other reasoning i could think of was that with my attachment to my Miss, and how i feel connected to Her, it maybe the feel i get with not being with Her as often or as much as i wished. i truly did not like that as it sounds very selfish of me. i felt very useless to my Miss, wishing i could be with Her to aid Her instead of being without Her at home.
i felt sluggish, and i was just not really in the mood to doing very much today. i even called into work saying i could not make my first half of work, but i did agree to go into work for after lunch, working only a half day. i spent the time from there taking a short nap, hoping it would help a bit which it did not. i wound up spending the rest of the time in my bed just thinking of my Miss more, only getting up once to go to the washroom to empty out my catheter while standing and peeing like a man. Also i like to note the entire time i was naked, since i was home i did not bother wearing anything. My mind kept thinking of my Miss. Wondering how She is fairing, and wondering what else i could do for Her. i kept having hopes i would at least get an e-mail from Her as i yearned for just Her words.
i did go to work for the second half of my regular shift. Slipping into my baggier grey sweat pants and my dark green long sleeve shirt i made my way to work. With not doing the first half of the day i did slip my vibrating butt plug into myself (set on the lowest setting) before i left for work, and even emptied my catheter at home before going to work. i thought this would make up for not having done any tasking for the first half of the day. My half shift was very much like yesterday. It went on and felt boring. My mind was still split in 3 ways between thinking of my Miss, concentrating on work and feeling the vibrations of the butt plug. i did have to keep fighting off the feelings of the vibrations from keeping my body to getting near the peak of my orgasm many times. But with work not as busy as it was on Tuesday i was able to shift my focus more often than i did on Tuesday. Work besides that remained relatively uneventful, besides my one time going to the washroom and peeing like a man.
When work ended i rushed home, not being in the mood to be around anyone there. One through my door i did strip immediately. i was still not truly in the mood to masturbate, but i felt i should tribute my Miss. i also knew i should keep my orgasm control training going for the rest of the week. i texted "K" to make sure she knew to message me within the next few hours to signal me. With the plug still in me, i turned it up to the medium setting, then got out my vibrating ball and set it to medium once inside of me. i let the two toys vibrate away in my 2 canals and let them drive me wild. Even without being truly in the mood the vibrations from both toys drove me wild enough to float back and forth around the door to my climax. With my "cock" still on i began to stroke it as if it were my real one. The time actually flew by to my surprise, and also in my favor was that "K" decided to text me after only 1 hour. This was a major relief, hearing Beethoven's 5th Symphony. Only a few seconds after hearing it i was able to let myself push past the edge and right into the spoils of my huge orgasm.
Upon the finish of my orgasm i sat around dazed and in a slightly better mood, although still missing my Miss. i did take time to speak to my girl kelly before getting too tired and headed to bed. i do hope by my next report my Miss will have sent me a message i miss Her with all my heart as i do love Her so very much.

Assignment for the 8th of October 2011

Synopsis:
Here is my Saturday events that i promised. My "Date" night as i refer to it as. i hope everyone enjoys it !! !!

Assignment:
i was woken up to hearing Beethoven's 5th Symphony.  While groggy i did know what it was "K" but i did not know why. i picked up my phone feeling very excited, i think more from the sound of the tone than anything. "K" of course was calling, and when i picked all she said was open the front door. i was shocked and looked at the time seeing it was 11:00 am. Going to the front door in my robe i opened it to let her in. We kissed and hugged immediately and i asked her why she was here so early. She informed me that since it was the Thanksgiving weekend that she could not really see me so she thought she would stop by now to see me before heading over to her family's place until late Monday. i slipped out of my thin robe and then helped her out of her sweater and pants. We kept kissing and making our way to my bedroom where i was just sleeping not too long before she got here. As we entered my room we hit the bed, with her on her knees on my bed, and myself on all fours with my lips wildly wrapped and suckling on her cock. We were like animals in heat, lustful in every action. At least i know i was. As soon as i suckled it enough (which wasn't very long) she was extremely hard, and i was extremely horny to match. We both repositioned so i was on all fours still with her behind me. She reached to my counter where my purple we-vibe was charging to remove it from there and to place it on me, pressing its ends to my clit and g-spot. She turned the toy onto its 3rd setting then slipped her cock into me, leaning herself against my back and bringing her mouth to suckle my earlobe. While in close she whispered for me not to cum until i have heard the song, which i agreed. Seemed she was enjoying this control my Miss wanted to instill in me, and i do agree i find it very exciting as well. With her hands shifting to my waist she  began to slide in and out of me slow to start, then in an increasing pace. My body began to rock back and forth, meeting each of her thrusts with enjoyment. i admit to looking forward to seeing "K" every weekend i can, and i do think we are almost in an unspoken relationship. i just love to be fucked by her. We kept our pace increasing in speed and strength, working up to our climax together. i tried to slow myself down not wanting to reach the peak of my climax so quickly, however i did reach it within 30 minutes or so. i kept holding back wanting us to cum together and waiting for the signal that i could release. My patience was rewarded as i heard her fiddling with her phone, and not even a few seconds later i heard the tone coming from my phone at the nightstand. There it was Beethoven's 5th Symphony, which signaled me to release. i could not cum right that second as i did the night before but i was able to a few short seconds after. With my back arching, i screamed into my climax, which was followed by "K" cumming and shooting her huge load of cum right into my body where she has told me she loves to do all the time. We both collapsed after and snuggled close. We didn't have that much time after, spending only another hour after we fucked together, choosing that time to wash up and to get a quick lunch in before she had to get out to her family's place.
The rest of my Saturday was rather boring, i did not get out to see many of my friends, or even any of my usual "hookup" partners as most of them were away with their families for Thanksgiving. With my dinner and time with my family being Sunday and Monday i did decide to relax for this Saturday afternoon. i did make plans with one of my "hookup" partners though for later in the evening for my customary "date" since this person's family events were also on Sunday/ Monday. After relaxing the whole afternoon, i made was lazy the entire day choosing to do nothing more than laze around, do some laundry and watch TV. i was so lazy i even ordered Chinese food takeout for dinner, not wanting to fuss about making anything, since Sunday i knew i would be busy enough cooking.
My "date" arrived some point after 7:00 pm, ringing my door bell. i would answer, fully dressed in my sweats with zero underwear underneath. It my friend "A", the girl with 2 boyfriends. Seems she was all alone as her 2 boyfriends were busy doing their own family things. i do think that they all keep the other 2 away from their families not wanting to explain that the 2  men share this one gorgeous girl. i was happy for the company regardless. We snuggled, and watched TV even sharing some boxed, oven bake hors d'oeuvres and a bottle of moscato. We both just randomly flipped through the stations, stopping to watch a repeat of the weeks Jersey Shore episode, then watching random things. i think we both had the same thing in mind, which was to relax, chill then eventually fuck our brains out. We took our time, knowing we had hours and the entire evening. As it got dark i went around and closed all the curtains and shut all the blinds, making sure my entire home was private. As the moscato was finished we found our clothes off as well, although still not doing much than cuddling in front of the TV, on the couch. Slowly we did get to kissing and even some light to harder groping. Through the groping and kissing we paid less and less attention to the TV, until we just decided to turn it off.
Once the TV was off we didn't wait too long before we both slowly made our way to the bedroom. Actually she led me to the bedroom, taking my hand and leading me there before laying herself on it, pulling my arms so i lay on top of her kissing. We kept our passionate kisses going for a few minutes before we both laid on our sides filled with lust. We found our way into the 69 position not too long into it. i buried my face in deep as she did the same to me. With both of us on our sides, i kept my hands massaging and fingering her butt, which she did as well. i let my mind flow by the lustful feels, driving myself to work harder. i felt my own body on fire, and lusting for more. We went from tonguing to fingering, working from one orifice to another. i was loving this. i did eventually cum at the same time as she did, both of us timing it so we could cum together. Really i was the one to keep holding back until she got to her edge as well. i felt like such a slut with getting to my edge several times before she got to her's. It did feel weird for the first time cumming all week without the sound of Beethoven's 5th Symphony, almost foreign which i know my Miss will enjoy hearing.
From there we went onto many other positions. i took her with my strap on dildo (not the ejaculating one thought, sorry). Taking her pussy and her butt right after. Going from missionary to doggystyle to even her riding on top of me. i stopped fucking her with my strap on to even eat her out some more to going back to fucking her. For her, she really wanted to fist me, and she did get to. Fisting my pussy, and then even my butt, which was a lot more loose since the last time i been fisted. We were really making this a long fuck-a-thon. Neither of us spoke about it, but i could tell she missed me, as i did truly missed her.
We did finish off with one final position. with the we-vibe inserted and pressed to my clit and g-spot, she had my vibrating butt plug inserted to her butt. We both got into a 69 position again, both of us on our sides. Already we have both came a bunch of times before, working through the wide range in variety of positions. For this final position we did not use our mouths but instead we both fisted each other. With me fisting her pussy and her fisting my loose butt. We were in ecstasy, both of us had both of our holes being worked by a fist and vibrations. With our mouths free we both kept moaning and groaning out loudly. Our bodies were drenched in sweat and our own juices, both looking like we got out of the shower. We both did not care, we just kept persisting in fucking each other rancid. We were both going through orgasm after orgasm, until we both held back resisting. Wanting to build up for one final explosion both together. The spasms were heavy, but i knew i could hold back after all the training i have received. She kept screaming for us to cum together, feeling her hand pump progressively faster, into her fastest speed.  i kept myself matching her in speed, knowing if i did this we were both going to explode out. Then i felt her pussy muscles tense around my hand, feeling her push past the peak, i released as well, pushing myself into my final and largest orgasm. Both of us screaming until our voices were hoarse, we exploding into 2 shivering spasming masses. i do not remember much after that besides removing of the toys and cuddling up next to each other. i did note that when i looked at the time it was 4:20 am. We were exhausted and we were fucking for more than a few hours. We both passed out not too long after that, snuggled up to each other under my blanket.

Assignment for the 7th of October 2011

Synopsis:
Here is my belated Friday entry for my orgasm control. This is only a minor report and my Saturday weekend event will be posted in a few hours following this one's posting.
Also Happy Thanksgiving to all my fellow Canadians !! !!

Assignment:
This is only a minor report to describe my Friday. i am going to skip ahead to when i arrived at work for my shift. Showing up at work in my lululemon yoga pants, a black and white top i went directly to the handicap washroom to prepare myself for my shift. With being in tight pants for the day i knew i could not just change the toy without having to take my pants off, so this forced me to go to the washroom for each change. i did do this intentionally as i thought i should get into the habit of it for next week having to go back to my catheter training. i slipped my fully charged purple we-vibe on and turned it up to the 2nd setting, letting it vibrate quietly.
From there i did go through my day very much the same as Thursday. i rode out the two hour lifespan of the we-vibe before changing it with the vibrating ball set on the lowest setting. Then two hours later during my lunch break i did change again for the we-vibe, now placed one setting higher at the 3rd setting. Though the day and the changes in setting i did find myself thinking a lot of this Pavlovian conditioning, and how in the end i will be able to cum on command to that signal. As people could tell i got some of this through influence from the film A Clockwork Orange. This did very much excite me and carried my arousal through the entire day. i did miss Her greatly, but knowing of the circumstances i did not blame Her. This just made me work harder on my tasks so She knew how much i cared for Her.
Throughout the day i went upon my changes in the 2 hours spans. After 2 hours i would alternate, with each time the we-vibe was inserted it would be a setting higher. i knew i was a lot more hornier for Friday than i was for the 2 days prior. i do think a lot is from my Miss driving into my head and body of being fucked each weekend. So nearing the weekend just makes me grow lusting. i was forced to hold back a few times from letting my arousal past a certain point. Focusing on my breathing, and hard concentration. i was very fortunate as this was a Friday, making work not a busy as the rest of the week. Even more so with this being a long weekend, some companies having finished up early. Between calls, when it was not busy i spent the time thinking of my Miss, concentrating on my breathing while pretending like i was typing things up or reading something. i was treating this as if i was building it into a routine. There was not too much to report other than my many times holding back my arousal, not even getting close to orgasm as my devotion was proven stronger than my want to cum.
At the end of my day i did make one final visit to the washroom to remove the vibrating ball and insert my we-vibe into me, set on the 5th setting for my drive home. With being a Friday, i did take extra caution driving. With my mind and body warding off the pleasure, i still had to be extra vigilant. The possibilities of my driving being considered to be impaired from the distraction, or coming across road blocks. i did not speed much, keeping close to the speed limit and taking my time with my drive. i was actually lucky for this, as there were a lot of drunk drivers out. i even had one person miss seeing the red light and stop their car in the crosswalk, and then miss the green light by not moving at all when light changed. Besides that and many erratic drivers i did make it home safe, running through my doors to strip and prepare for my evening portion of the orgasm control training.
While speaking with "K" to prepare, i did manage to get online to deal with someone who was bothering kelly my submissive under my consideration. This person was a a submissive who tried to get kelly to dominate men by training her to. Kelly being such a good sub was against it and informed me right away. i did speak to this "submissive" who got very rude and insulting that i did not think it was her place to say kelly was not trained well, especially from one who is trying to train my girl without asking me first. i still did not act rude about it, remaining very calm and spoke my mind without profanity in my messages. i still wished to look good for my own Miss.
Once that matter was addressed i did get to work with my orgasm control. "K" already knew that any point within the next up to 3 hours she was going to message me so the Beethoven's 5th Symphony would go off to allow my orgasm. My only change today from my last day was now. First thing i did was remove the we-vibe and replace the vibrating ball again set on the lowest setting. My left hand now picked up my plugged in hitachi wand, and my other hand on a dildo. Placing myself onto a kneel, with my chest and knees on the bed, and my butt high in the air. Pressing the top of the wand to my clit, i began to thrust my dildo in and out of my mouth to lubricate it. As i let my body get itself from being lustful to being more aroused i did focus on my task of getting to the edge and holding it there. Once the dildo was lubed enough i reached it back to slowly thrust it in and out of my butt. i kept on building up the pace of my thrusts as the speed of the hitachi wand. Letting my body slowly creep to the edge, and fluctuating it back and forth around the edge, yet not pushing past the peak. After a while i did find that floating around the peak was taking more pressure and causing more strain. The minutes ticked by, and i did find myself checking the time every so often. i did have the thought maybe "K" fell asleep, but i knew it was just my want to cum coming forward. i resisting longer and longer knowing this was a major part of the entire training. Just about the 2 hour mark i did hear the song come over my phone, and with no difficulties i did release into my orgasm in under 10 seconds from hearing the trigger song. Exploding into a huge orgasm, causing me to spasm a lot, and even collapse from exhaustion.

Assignments for the 5th & 6th of October 2011

Synopsis:
i had orgasm control tasks set for me through this week.

Assignment:
After taking a day to rest i was ready to be back at it again for Wednesday. i felt very fortunate to start my day, my Miss granted me release for this week on my catheter training. As did She end my anal training, and allowing my butt to recover for the rest of the year. So guess what the first thing i did after my prayers to my Miss when i woke? Yes, i would go on to emptying my catheter and removing for the rest of the week to my relief. Next i would shower quickly so i could remove my plug then administer my enema. i worried from the beginning of the anal training that my butt might not return to normal. This lead now to my fear of some possible incontinence. But i was assured by the fact my Miss was proud of me for completing the task even with the worries. But this was a main reason i choose to keep the plug in until i went to administer the enema. i was happy to the fact that i did manage to hold everything in until i got to the toilet. My butt felt very relieved from finally being able to rest after being constantly filled for just over a week. Although i did have some lingering "ghost plug" feels through out the day.
The rest of my afternoon went just like usual, although i was full of smiles thinking of how wonderful my Miss is. Even through Her hardest times, She comes up with something for me. i did not even expect anything from Her, knowing how Her time is occupied. Yet She still finds time to compliment me, read my reports and come up with some minor tasks for me to do. i feel very fortunate to have Her, and in return i do find myself working extra hard on every task given. Giving into Her every wish, trusting Her choices no matter what my concerns are. i know She will never harm me, nor let extremely bad things happen to me.
i did not begin to perform my task until i arrived at work. Upon entering the building and checking my schedule, i slipped to the handicap washroom. First thing i did was smile as i went to pee in the toilet like an average girl for the first time in ages. Then after i pulled my fully charged purple we-vibe out and slip it on. Letting the ends touch my g-spot and clit, then setting it on the 2nd setting. With it quietly buzzing i went to my desk to work my day, resisting the temptation to cum. For those who cannot guess my Miss has me working on orgasm control. i did manage to concentrate on work without much difficulty resisting my climax. i worked through the entire just over 2 hour lifespan for the toy before i went to the washroom to remove the toy.
i let the toy charge under my desk for an hour as i worked. i did keep track of time as i had set myself to wear it for 2 hour stretched and charge it for a one hour stretch. For my second session with the toy inserted i did set it to level 3 for the span. This time ran right through my lunch and was very manageable, even though the 3rd level is the lowest level i could orgasm at with the we-vibe alone. Although my next setting at the 4th level wound up taking some of my concentration. But i kept myself focused, knowing that if i could perform this task, i could work towards what my Miss desires in the end.
After the toy's final charge, i slipped it on for the final 2 hours stretch of the toy which should last to the very end of my shift. This final session i had the toy on the 5th setting. This one was not as easy to ignore as the 2nd setting. i did find myself having to concentrate my breathing a few times. Feeling myself get towards my climax a few more times, but i did manage to resist any orgasms until the very end of my shift. i wore the toy out of the building and into my drive. However the toy did fizzle out very quickly into my drive home.
i quickly got home and stripped right through my door. There i got out my hitachi wand and make a call to "K" telling her of what my Miss had tasked me to do with her. With that said, i did hang up and set my profile on my phone so that any text or call from "K" would come in with Beethoven's 5th Symphony (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4IRMYuE1hI). With it set i put it aside and grab my hitachi wand, placing it to my clit, rubbing it up and down and working the speed up gradually. It actually did not take me that long to get to the edge of my orgasm, but i held back and continued on. It felt like an eternity, and i stopped paying attention to the time, just waiting for the sound. Holding back, using every muscle in my body. i swear i almost could not make it until i heard my phone with the sound of Beethoven 5th Symphony. i rubbed the toy around my clit even faster and relaxed myself so i could cum, working up my body until i exploded into my orgasm i do think a minute or so after hearing the signal to cum. i do believe here is where i passed right to sleep with my body drained of all energy.


Waking up Thursday i was laying exactly where i was while masturbating with the hitachi wand. i passed right out and was not even able to write about this until now. i know i still have a lot of work to do. My Miss wanted it so when i hear that tone, the chosen song i would immediately orgasm. i did think how this is going to be very much like Pavlov's dog training. i very much want my body to be trained so i can cum on command for Her. i intend to be as devoted as possible to this task until i get the desired outcome. i was amazed how tired i was. i do think it was a combination of the training from last week, and the weekend activities, work and the orgasm control training all combining for my immediate pass out. The sleep did feel very good although i felt very disappointed in the fact i could stay awake to write my report. i did make up my mind that i would just make my report today with more detail.
i will fast forward from my daily routine to where my task begins after arriving at work for the day. i checked my schedule and was happy to be behind my desk again for the entire shift. With that in mind i slipped to my "office" and slipped my we-vibe in for the 2 hour duration. However instead of starting at the 2nd setting i started right away on the 3rd setting. i do find this setting to be the easy at times, yet if i let my guard down i would be able to orgasm after some concentration on the vibrations. i was able to work the first 2 hours without any hassle or problems and as my time ticked down i did find an opening to slip to the washroom so i could make a change. i deliberately wore a skirt today so i would be able to slip the we-vibe off with ease. To be in full detail i wore a brown skirt, a cream colored sweater and brown boots to finish off my outfit. After slipping off the we-vibe i did make my first variation on my task, slipping in my vibrating ball into my canal on the lowest setting. i decided that i was going to split the day up into 2 hour sessions, alternating from the we-vibe to the ball, charging the we-vibe when it was not in use. i did not let the vibrating ball exceed the lowest setting, but as for the we-vibe i changed it up a level for every change. With this i found myself in a constant state of arousal. Each time the level increased i had to work a bit harder to over-compensate for it with changing my breathing, and concentrating harder on holding back. When i did tense my muscles i thought of my Miss and saying to myself this is all for Her.
By the end of the day i could not wait for it. i was extremely excited as my shift would come to the end. However i did not leave right away. Instead i went straight to my "office" one last time before heading home. Slipping out the vibrating ball, i turned it off and put it away. Changing it, i slipped my we-vibe in for my rude home. Yesterday i had myself ride the last 2 hours of my shift on level 5, and now i would make sure to drive home on this setting. i thought the change would be very satisfying to my Miss. i could not have finished driving home quick enough. i found myself panting and wanting to cum as i waited at each red light on my drive. But i stayed resilient and resisted the temptation to cum until i got home and to the tone of Beethoven.
One home i stripped right off and messaged "K" of my arrival and to message me back when she felt fit for me to cum. Now naked and prepared i grabbed my hitachi wand again and went to my bed. Rubbing my pussy and my clit with the toy, i worked up the speed slowly until i found a good setting that was high, building to it gradually. i was so desperately yearning to cum, but i kept the thought of making my Miss proud to help me from passing into the realms of my climax. Since i did not know when i was going to be allowed to cum, i decided to not bother with looking at the time. Instead concentrating on keeping my arousal and my body close to the point of climax. Wanting it so as soon as i hear the signal i would explode directly into my orgasm. "K" didn't give nearly as much time as yesterday, although i still think she made me wait an hour minimum. i got the call from her which was Beethoven's 5th Symphony. i right away tried to push my body right into my orgasm, rubbing the toy more concentrated on my clit and rocking my body more into the it. i could not do it right away that second but i did cum in about 20 seconds right after the signal. i was very satisfied, yet i was disappointed in not being able to cum right away. i did like not having to use a minute like i did last day, but my goal is set. i know this will be work but i feel myself ready for it.

Assignment for the 1st & 2nd of October 2011

Synopsis:
No real tasks, just my recount of my Saturday into Sunday events with "K" on Vancouver Island

Assignment:
i woke up Saturday and wasted little time. As usual i slipped from the bed and knelt at the base of the bed in prayer and thoughts for my Miss. i was beginning to miss Her even more as i thought all of her, then the assigned task from the day before. i then thought of today and how my whole weekends have now turned into one giant tribute to my Miss. Funny thing is i do not even miss having weekends to myself anymore as my need to serve Her and to make proud of me drive me to performing on my days off of work. i did not have too long to pray until i went to my hotel room's washroom to go through my usual routines with emptying the catheter bag and going through my beginning of the day cleansing enema. After that i had to pack up my thing and get dressed in my sweats so it would conceal my butt plug and catheter bag since checkout time was at 11:00. Once checked out i did hop into my car and drive to a small diner to have some breakfast and kill some time before i had to go to the ferry terminal.
When time came i did make it to the ferry terminal to wait. i was getting excited as my tranny friend "K" was very close and we were going to have fun on Vancouver Island. i did not have much planned, but i know that "K" had some things in mind for us which i did like. While waiting i did think more of my Miss and of "K". i do love how they are both very accepting of each other. i did not get too long into my thoughts before the ferry docked. i did have to wait for a while longer before i saw "K" walk out with a small bag. We both hugged and kissed deeply with a few stares all around. We both made it from the waiting area to my car and slowly trekked our way through the traffic. "K" was telling me her whole idea with the Saturday which i did not have a problem with. We took our time driving from the terminal to Victoria, using my GPS to guide us to the hotel which "K" had made bookings at.
We both checked in and took our bags in. Not even a minute through the door we locked the door and we both kissed deeply and fell to the bed together. We began to pull the clothes off each other letting our lust push us into our immediate activities. With our clothes all over the room "K" went right to removing my catheter and the bag attachment as she said she wanted my pussy fully unobstructed. With my back on the bed she laid right on top of me and pushed her already hard cock directly into me. With a loud moan we wasted little time right away to fucking each other aggressively. We both agreed without a single word given that we wanted some immediate quickie sex. My legs wrapped around her, and my hips went right into a rolling rhythm at the time "K" began thrusting deep, fast and in full stride. We usual would take our time and build it up slow, but i believe we both were really horny. We went right into our hardest and most aggressive sex right away and we didn't even go past 10 minutes before it was time to cum. i was actually ready to cum after 5 minutes, but i did hold back as much as i could until i heard "K" say "i'm cumming". As her body picked up for the final few thrusts i let myself go so it was timed that i exploded into my orgasms, and with my muscles contracting to the spasms and the wave of climactic pressure i used that to help milk "K" into her orgasm. Feeling her pent up semen shoot into me, i moaned and pulled her close as possible to me. We both held onto each other close for a few minutes to recover before we kissed once more.
Once we finished we did clean up, get ourselves straightened up and get dressed once more. Usually "K" and i would be doing this at the end of the day, but with us being out of town we thought we should have a lot of fun. We went on our way for the rest of the day enjoying what the town had to offer. Or more realistically to do a lot of shopping, which i truly love to do. We went to 2 different malls, and then did a lot of store front shopping, leaving any sexual energy build up as we both agreed to have no more sex until later that night. i know if we did not follow this then we would just be having sex the whole day until we passed out. i am pretty sure "K" realized that too, so we kept our afternoon very PG 13, with the only real activity between us being some kisses, and the occasional groping of the others' butt. Which mine must have felt different than even last week when she felt it, with all the training i have had this week. Also with the giant black butt plug still wedged inside of me which i had no intentions of pulling free from me until Sunday night. i wound up buying myself a new fall jacket, a cardigan and a winter jacket for 60% off. i was thinking that i should really go to an adult store here while we were together but we were unable to really find one, so "K" and i both decided to scratch that idea. Anyways "K" said to me "don't you have enough already?" which prompted me to ay "guess so, but i think my Miss ants me to have even more".
Shopping went on for hours and when we got tired, and it grew dark out we decided it was time for some dinner. We grabbed some Mexican takeout and went back to our hotel room so we could eat there. Of course being in our room, we closed the curtain where i stripped naked as my usual when i am not in public. "K" did join in and get naked so i did not feel weird being the only naked one. We shared our meal at the room table. Not too much happened while we ate, just some conversation and a lot of eating as we both were very hungry. i did make sure to slide my hand under the table nearing the end of the meal as i wanted to get her hard before we even finished.
Right when we finished dinner i crawled under the table so i could wrap my lips around her cock, sucking on the already hard member wanting to make it as lubed as possible. i do not know how i am even more horny, but the quickie from earlier did not satisfy anything at all. My head bobbed with my tongue and mouth working as much as i could to lubricate her gorgeous cock.
Once lubed i did get onto all fours and crawl to the bed, where "K" grabbed me and forced me up onto my stomach, pinning me down and shoving her cock right into my pussy and immediately went right into fucking me. Her cock using full lengthy thrusts, slow to start and then building momentum with each following thrusts. i groaned and i was in heaven. i waited and been lusting for this all week. She didn't waste much time before exploding into my pussy, feeling the plug in my butt making my pussy canal smaller. i didn't get anytime to rest though even with her already cumming, she yanked out of me, then pulled the plug from me with her left hand, and right away punching her right hand into me and moving right into fisting my gaping hole. i groaned and arched my neck, then grunted as she did not hold back. i felt her hand pull outward then pump in deep. i don't think i need the candles tonight, Her hand is doing all the stretching i needed. She worked my butt for what seemed like hours, going from fisting to uncurling her fingers and trying to spread then. She even alternated hands pushing one in deep as possible then pulling out only for the other hand to push back in deep again. My sense of time disappeared and i was lost in euphoria and the onslaught of orgasm after orgasm. When she was finally finished i told her no more as i was actually cummed out for once and while still conscious. Pulling her to the bed, i wanted my turn at her making her assume the position i started out in, and after rubbing my hand along my pussy which was so drenched i did not need any other lube, i wet my hand and pressed finger at a time to her butt. Twisting each finger so she could adjust, until my entire hand was inserted deeply into her butt, and curled into a balled fist. My free hand reached to wrap around the shaft of her cock, i began to stroke her and fist her at the same time, working her 2 erogenous areas on a building pace. i didn't get her to cum anywhere near as much as i did, but i did make her cum twice before she could not handle anymore herself. She was fading from having cum 3 times, showing her male side she still had. i did make sure to lick the cum off the bedsheets as i never let that go to waste. After recovering for a few minutes we did curl up next to each other and fall asleep for a few hours.
We didn't get to sleep long though as we both wanted to check out and get to the ferry. While at the ferry we never left the car, choosing instead to stay in the backseat of my car with a blanket covering both of us so we could keep fucking all through the entire trip. Having her cum in my butt and pussy twice over. Between each orgasm i did use my mouth to suck her to being hard again. The only problem with this though was when we got the message to get back to our cars, we had to quickly get dressed. When we exited the backseat, people were all around us, and yes they were all staring. i know they all could tell what we were doing. i felt very embarrassed, and i kept blushing, as did "K", but we couldn't do anything about it. We were stuck in position having to wait until we docked and were able to drive off the ferry. That was all we really got up to for Sunday as we both actually wiped ourselves out and spent the rest of Sunday cuddling and sleeping. i got a lot of time to think of my Miss, and to send prayers for Her. i miss Her and i hope this report makes Her smile just enough as a distraction <3