Synopsis:
This was not really an assignment. i was not allowed to cum all night, but while at the club i was given permission to pleasure a hot female. i also took this opportunity to look for potential suitors that were not males.
Assignment:
Last night, i was picked up by one of my best friends. i was wearing a black halter top with blue jeans. Underneath i wore a purple thong, with no bra as the halter top showed a lot of back. My friend was in a beautiful grey and black dress. We made our way to the gay & lesbian night club by 9:00 and met up with my friend's girlfriend and another one of their friends. While in line i got excited, i have never been int here before, also knowing i have somethings i could do to make my Miss happy. It did not take us long to make our way in.
Once in, i did look all around, taking in the sights, thinking how this is just like regular clubs, but everyone in here was gay or les. We danced our way through the club to the bar, as its our custom, we took back a pair of shots each, then we got ourselves drinks. i got 2 highballs, rum and coke for myself. We sat around for a little while, enjoying our drinks. i kept looking around the club, just surveying the people. i truly thought the people in this club looked amazing. i loved the outfits, the colors. As our drinks finished, we made another pass to the bar to get another drink each. We didn't even make it back to the table before we finished the drinks and made our way to the dance floor. We all danced together as a group. The music was great, it was a mix of pop, techno, and random other music. We were getting wild as the alcohol was getting to us. While we were dancing i did run into the cutest pair of gay guys i have ever seen. They came up and danced with us, and it seems they knew my friend's other friend. The 2 were dressed very preppy in bright pastel colors, all very coordinated. they both were very energetic, talkative and silly. After dancing for a while, i left the group with the 2 gay guys to have a drink with them as we were having so much fun dancing. They bought me a crantini and a superman shot, then stood around the bar to talk a bit. i did wind up asking them about where they shop, and even if they could be my shopping friends. Stating that gay guys make the best shopping friends. We did exchange numbers then a bunch of drunk woo'ing.
After the drinks we tried to find my friends, but were unable to see them. We danced close to where we were before but they were gone. We decided to make our way close to the stage and dance there. i know i was looking all about trying to find my friends, but my eyes were caught by someone on the stage looking to me. As our eyes locked, she gave me a tiny wave, and shaking her hips towards me. My response was to mouth out "hi" then wave back. i was contemplating going up, but it did not take me long before my 2 new gay friends kept rallying me to go up. Not only are the 2 pushing my back, but the girl on stage reached for my hands to pull me up there. This girl was gorgeous, she had short blonde hair, long slender legs, to match her slender body. She wore shiny black pants with a gold top. From the short while before i made it to the stage i already thought she was a good dancer, after making it up there and dancing with her, i thought she was amazing. i don't know what happened but i wound up dancing with her for ages, i know i did spot my friends a few times, but i could not get away. i was mesmerized by this woman i have not even spoken to yet. My back did get pinned to the wall of the stage, as she grinded hard and deep to my body. i did find myself getting majorly turned on. She brought her face close to mine before kissing my lips lightly. When we parted she said lets get some drinks. She took my hand and pulled me over to a booth so we could sit close. She asked the waitress to bring us each a pair of drinks so we could get close, drink and get to know each other. She told me how old she was, that being 24 and what she did for a living. All the while she had her arm around me. We conversed more for a bit, taking in a few more beverages. i was pretty drunk by now. We made our way to the dance floor but did not do much dancing. We started out with a few minutes of dancing before she backed me to a corner on the dance floor to make out with me and feel me up. i was lost and in a daze. From kissing to dancing, it was a giant blur. Next thing i know we were making our way outside so she could have a cigarette. i was offered one, but i remembered saying no. i did promise to never smoke again to my Miss and i intend to keep it.
Once outside and she was smoking, she got close to me and whispered that she wanted to fuck. i know that turned me on and i was very interested. i suggested the washroom, and she said her car was close by in a parkade. We walked around the corner to the parkade where she took me to an SUV, with tinted back windows. As She pulled me in and began to undress me, i did stop her to inform her that i was not allowed to cum as i was not allowed. She laughed and pulled me in for a kiss and to pin me to her back seat. While pulling off my clothes then her's she asked me why am i not allowed to cum. i told her that my Miss did not allow me, and that i was a collared submissive to Miss Lindy. She sat up naked with me and asked me if i was even allowed to be with her, having an annoyed look to her face. i informed her that i am allowed and this actually pleases my Miss, however i could only give to her and not receive. i think that was okay with her as she pulled me to my back and then straddled my face. i laughed and immediately went to work, pressing myself to her mound and using my tongue to dance all along her inner walls of her canal. i tried to roll my head and neck, along with my tongue, feeling her body work up. i kept my tongue moving to her body's pacing. The tastes of her juices were very sweet, like pineapple juice. my hands went around her thighs and massaged deeply to her legs. i was filled with deep lust, my actions were automatic and without thought. All i could think of was how hot this was. i do think i was there for a while, but i do not know as i have not checked the time for a while. To me it could have been 2 am and i would not have known. After a while i felt her thighs tense around my head and face, and my face was drenched. She shot out a lot of juices which caught me off guard, i tried to drink down loads but the rest got all over my chin, cheeks, nose, neck and chest. As we both sat there to recover, i rubbed my hands all along my chest rubbing her juices to me. She took a towel from the back and began to wipe my face off, as we both breathed deeply, euphoric and dazed. We both got dressed and even tried to freshen up our make up a bit. We did exchange underwear as she now had my purple thong and i now wore her red and black very tiny g-string.
We walked back to the club where we kissed and exchanged numbers, then we both set out to find our friends. i did check the time and it was about 1. i was away from my friends for 2 and a half hours it seemed. To me it felt like hours as my sense of time was gone. i was lucky as i did find my friends at the bar. Meeting them at the front they even got me a drink, which i thought was sooo nice of them. We got another round of drinks pretty much right after as it was now last call. As we finished we made our way our to the dance floor for the rest of the night. While on the dance floor i did look over to these 2 girls which were dancing all close. For some reason i got the feel that they were transsexuals. i even asked my group of friends what they thought and we were split. The two girls did seem very beautiful, and about 30 years old give or take. One was an Asian wearing leather pants and a red tube top, the other one was a blonde in a pink top with a short pink and black skirt, boots and fishnets. i was curious and drunk. So confidently i went over to dance with them and lean in to ask them if they were. They did answer me and i smiled to them, hugging each and making my way back to my friends to tell them. The 2 followed me and they joined us for dancing. Not much was really said but we did keep close and keep dancing all the way to the last song of the night. When they put on the last slow song, my friend and her gf went to dance. Their friend went to go get my friend's car, which left me time to get to speak to the 2 transsexuals. They did tell me that one was a shemale and the other was a tranny. i did ask them what did that mean as i did not understand, and they said its complicated. i did ask for their numbers so they could explain it to me. The blonde one who was classified as a shemale gave me her number and said that we should keep messaging. We exchanged numbers then talked for a bit more. i did tell them i found them very beautiful and it was very hard to see that they were not full women. i could tell they both worked very hard on becoming what they were.
We didn't get to talk for very much before they said they should get going to get their car. We did agree to keep messaging and to meet up sometime. i went to go check on my 2 friends on the dance floor. Making my way over, i did run into the 2 gay guys from earlier. i hugged them both and wished them well, and said i would call them. They pretended to be straight and did the Night at the Roxbury sandwich hump dance to me, as i did fake moans and then laugh. As they left i made my way over to sneak up on my friend and her gf. We all then made our way from the club and to the car, where our friend drove us away from there. i did exchange a text to the 2 transsexuals wishing them a great night, and saying that we should keep in touch. With my night done, i was drunk and tired. It was a very fun evening and i was very proud. This night i got my Miss a few options of potentials for Her. i do hope She is impressed, and i do hope to see all those new friends pretty soon.
Sunday, 17 July 2011
Saturday, 16 July 2011
Assignment for the 15th of July 2011
Synopsis:
i was assigned to perform the tasks from the "Assignment for 24th-26th of June 2011" for today. i was to also administer 4 enemas, each one a half liter bigger than the last when i take my shower.
Assignment:
As i woke up today, after removing the mask collar and cuffs, i right away went to lube and insert my vibrating butt plug to my butt. Holding the remote i turned it on low, then proceeding to the washroom. Naked, except for the butt plug, and the remote in my hand, i locked the washroom door. Kneeling on the ground i began my first masturbation for the day. i turned the butt plug's speed to medium, keeping my goals in my head, knowing i am to repeat this through the whole day. i remembered that i am not to cum, as i kept fingering my canal for the duration of the 5 minutes. i did have a feel of deja vu, having the same feel as i did about a month ago when i went to Kelowna. As i stopped fingering, i did reach up to taker my toothpaste. Adding some water i smeared the toothpaste/ water mixture to my mound, clit and canal, making sure to rub it all over and in. As i finished that part, i stood up, turning the vibrating butt plug back down to low. i thought since i have the toothpaste, that i should brush my teeth.
After brushing and washing my face, i got ready for the shower before remembering my other task. Running from my washroom i went to get my enema bag, and my tailed butt plug, being my smaller plug (other than the vibrating one). Filling my enema bag with warm soapy water, then removing the vibrating butt plug i entered the shower. Slipping the nozzle to me, i began to fill myself with the enema , while the water trickled down on my naked body. As the the liter entered me, i stayed silent being covered in water, my mind being drawn to my Miss, and thoughts of Her beauty. i have realized how much she dominates my mind at times, especially as i do a task. i do find this makes me work harder to complete it. Once the liter finished draining from me, i used the shower head to fill the bag for a 2nd liter. Once more i re-inserted the nozzle and let the water enter me. i did begin to lather and wash myself while the water drained to me. i did rub a lot over my stomach as i soaped it. Feeling my stomach stretch. i do not know why but this did excite me so. As the 2nd liter was finished entering me, so was my shower. i immediately plugged my butt with the tailed plug, which i have not worn since i have won my Miss trust. i had to hold this 2 liters in for 10 minutes, as i waited, i began to dry my body with a towel. After drying i did fill my enema bag full of warm water, this time not soapy. Leaving it hanging in my shower, i began to dry my hair, until the 10 minutes were up. Not finishing my dry, i went to use the toilet to expel the enema. After that i went back to kneeling in the shower, inserting the nozzle again i let the liter flow into me. i refilled the bag and emptied it to me as well, then following that i also added another half bag. This time making kit 2 and a half liters. During the last half bag, i did notice my breathing beginning to get heavier, also i did feel the difference in stretch from the half liter more. Once more i plugged and went back to getting myself ready in the washroom. While i blow dried i did feel some worry about the 4th enema, being 3 and a half liters. i tried to get my mind off of it, but it did float back to it every time my stomach made a rumble. My hair was fully dry and i was finished with all i needed to do in the washroom by the end of the 10 minutes of this enema. Like before i released the enema to the toilet, then returned to kneeling in the shower for another round from the enema. This round i took in 3 full bags, tying it with the only other time i had been filled this badly. For the 10 minutes of holding it in i stayed kneeling in the shower. i concentrated on holding the butt plug in, breathing deeply and slowly, and to push the pain from my mind. The 10 minutes seemed to tick by ultra slowly, but the time eventually passed. My relief to the release of the enema was very short lived, as now the most dreadful part was now in front of me. Much like before i knelt in the shower taking in the 3 full bags, but now even a half liter more. By the third bag my breathes deepened, and i felt my stomach distend out. When i got to the last half liter, i did feel every little bit of its entry, my stomach stretching and cramping more. After being administered the last amount, i was in amazement that i have it in. i did find having this much water inside of me, making me feel fuller than i have ever.i did not really want to move, but i did make my way from the shower to my room to get a few pieces of clothes on so i could take a pic for my Miss of my stomach. Once my time was up, i expelled this enema like the rest, although this one to the of the highest relief. i think my stomach thanked me the most.
After the 4 rounds of enemas, i did finish preparing for work, having my meal, then doing my makeup. Before getting dressed i did do one more masturbation period in the washroom as it had been 2 hours from my first. After 5 minutes, i did smear the toothpaste mixture to my mound like before. Once this session ended, i did get dressed. This day Miss had assigned my work wear. i wore just my flimsy white lace bra with no panties, heels, a short black skirt, and my white blouse. After finishing, i did look at myself in the mirror and blush. i did notice how much my blouse and bra showed my chest off, and for some people, looking hard enough they could make out my nipples.
My drive to work was not too eventful, i did see a few guys checking me out while stationed next to my car.
Once at work, i immediately made my way to the washroom. Like for all my drills at work, i went for the handicap washroom and knelt naked to the floor, clothes folded to the side. i masturbated for 5 minutes, the butt plug's speed once more moving to medium for that span. My mind stayed to my Miss, hoping to please Her with all i had done so far through the day. My mind did shift a bit from my Miss to my enemas from earlier. My stomach still had an after feel from the stretching from earlier. Once my 5 minutes were up, i smeared toothpaste all over and around my mound. i then redressed and proceeded to my desk to work.
Today i was working all day at my desk as i was in the call center all night. As the night went on i did have a growing feel of embarrassment, as my lust grew from all those short masturbation sessions, yet no opportunity to cum. Before my break i did get to go to the washroom once to perform my task, then once more during the middle of my break. To add to my humiliation, my juices began to dribble down my legs, and even making my chair wet. i was very glad for my shift was all behind a desk, hiding my lust and legs covered in my own juices. i did have thoughts through my head of how very minty i was smelling, and how i did think people walking by could smell it too. No one did comment, but i am sure people did spy on me and my white blouse.
2 hours after my break session, i managed to get to the washroom for another session. As i got to doing this more at work, it began to feel routine, each step i perform in the washroom was almost like a ritual in my mind. Walk in, lock the door, strip, kneel, turn the plug up, masturbate, then toothpaste my mound. It would flash through like that every time i did this. Coming back from the washroom, i did walk quickly hoping no one would stop me from there to my desk. Not wanting anyone to maybe catch my juices dribble down my legs. i was not too fortunate though as my boss would intercept me before i reached my desk. He asked if i wished to leave an hour early, and i had said yes. i guess i was both lucky and unlucky. When i finished talking to my boss, i went back to my desk. i did check myself as i sat down, smearing my juices along my legs, so it would not be so obvious. i worked diligently, although my mind drifted more, wishing the last hour would be quicker.
As the hour came to an end i did race from my desk to my car, knowing i had an hour before i was to tribute my Miss with a new masturbation session. i drove home, and once home i stripped and went immediately to the washroom to give Her the first tribute after work. i was a lot more glad that work ended, knowing that was the hardest part. For the rest of the night i knew my masturbation sessions were to be less embarrassing than the ones at work. The hardest ones were out of the way. i kept the sessions up every 2 hours, from my place to my friends where a few friends and i watched some DVD's. i did masturbate twice at my friend's place, in her washroom, naked. Not much was different from the ones i did there to the ones i did at work, other than my body being more lustful as each would go by.
By the end of my night i made it home from my friend's where i stripped again, then applying my catheter and clit clamps, preparing my night for the training with those. i also stopped smearing toothpaste after each 2 hour masturbation as i had the catheter in place and thought it would interfere. i did spend the next while here writing this for my Miss, catheter and clamp in place, and the vibrating butt plug still buzzing inside me. My body is still very lustful, wanting to feel an orgasm after total denial all day. At the end of the day, each feeling of denial i considered as proof of my love for my Miss <3
i was assigned to perform the tasks from the "Assignment for 24th-26th of June 2011" for today. i was to also administer 4 enemas, each one a half liter bigger than the last when i take my shower.
Assignment:
As i woke up today, after removing the mask collar and cuffs, i right away went to lube and insert my vibrating butt plug to my butt. Holding the remote i turned it on low, then proceeding to the washroom. Naked, except for the butt plug, and the remote in my hand, i locked the washroom door. Kneeling on the ground i began my first masturbation for the day. i turned the butt plug's speed to medium, keeping my goals in my head, knowing i am to repeat this through the whole day. i remembered that i am not to cum, as i kept fingering my canal for the duration of the 5 minutes. i did have a feel of deja vu, having the same feel as i did about a month ago when i went to Kelowna. As i stopped fingering, i did reach up to taker my toothpaste. Adding some water i smeared the toothpaste/ water mixture to my mound, clit and canal, making sure to rub it all over and in. As i finished that part, i stood up, turning the vibrating butt plug back down to low. i thought since i have the toothpaste, that i should brush my teeth.
After brushing and washing my face, i got ready for the shower before remembering my other task. Running from my washroom i went to get my enema bag, and my tailed butt plug, being my smaller plug (other than the vibrating one). Filling my enema bag with warm soapy water, then removing the vibrating butt plug i entered the shower. Slipping the nozzle to me, i began to fill myself with the enema , while the water trickled down on my naked body. As the the liter entered me, i stayed silent being covered in water, my mind being drawn to my Miss, and thoughts of Her beauty. i have realized how much she dominates my mind at times, especially as i do a task. i do find this makes me work harder to complete it. Once the liter finished draining from me, i used the shower head to fill the bag for a 2nd liter. Once more i re-inserted the nozzle and let the water enter me. i did begin to lather and wash myself while the water drained to me. i did rub a lot over my stomach as i soaped it. Feeling my stomach stretch. i do not know why but this did excite me so. As the 2nd liter was finished entering me, so was my shower. i immediately plugged my butt with the tailed plug, which i have not worn since i have won my Miss trust. i had to hold this 2 liters in for 10 minutes, as i waited, i began to dry my body with a towel. After drying i did fill my enema bag full of warm water, this time not soapy. Leaving it hanging in my shower, i began to dry my hair, until the 10 minutes were up. Not finishing my dry, i went to use the toilet to expel the enema. After that i went back to kneeling in the shower, inserting the nozzle again i let the liter flow into me. i refilled the bag and emptied it to me as well, then following that i also added another half bag. This time making kit 2 and a half liters. During the last half bag, i did notice my breathing beginning to get heavier, also i did feel the difference in stretch from the half liter more. Once more i plugged and went back to getting myself ready in the washroom. While i blow dried i did feel some worry about the 4th enema, being 3 and a half liters. i tried to get my mind off of it, but it did float back to it every time my stomach made a rumble. My hair was fully dry and i was finished with all i needed to do in the washroom by the end of the 10 minutes of this enema. Like before i released the enema to the toilet, then returned to kneeling in the shower for another round from the enema. This round i took in 3 full bags, tying it with the only other time i had been filled this badly. For the 10 minutes of holding it in i stayed kneeling in the shower. i concentrated on holding the butt plug in, breathing deeply and slowly, and to push the pain from my mind. The 10 minutes seemed to tick by ultra slowly, but the time eventually passed. My relief to the release of the enema was very short lived, as now the most dreadful part was now in front of me. Much like before i knelt in the shower taking in the 3 full bags, but now even a half liter more. By the third bag my breathes deepened, and i felt my stomach distend out. When i got to the last half liter, i did feel every little bit of its entry, my stomach stretching and cramping more. After being administered the last amount, i was in amazement that i have it in. i did find having this much water inside of me, making me feel fuller than i have ever.i did not really want to move, but i did make my way from the shower to my room to get a few pieces of clothes on so i could take a pic for my Miss of my stomach. Once my time was up, i expelled this enema like the rest, although this one to the of the highest relief. i think my stomach thanked me the most.
After the 4 rounds of enemas, i did finish preparing for work, having my meal, then doing my makeup. Before getting dressed i did do one more masturbation period in the washroom as it had been 2 hours from my first. After 5 minutes, i did smear the toothpaste mixture to my mound like before. Once this session ended, i did get dressed. This day Miss had assigned my work wear. i wore just my flimsy white lace bra with no panties, heels, a short black skirt, and my white blouse. After finishing, i did look at myself in the mirror and blush. i did notice how much my blouse and bra showed my chest off, and for some people, looking hard enough they could make out my nipples.
My drive to work was not too eventful, i did see a few guys checking me out while stationed next to my car.
Once at work, i immediately made my way to the washroom. Like for all my drills at work, i went for the handicap washroom and knelt naked to the floor, clothes folded to the side. i masturbated for 5 minutes, the butt plug's speed once more moving to medium for that span. My mind stayed to my Miss, hoping to please Her with all i had done so far through the day. My mind did shift a bit from my Miss to my enemas from earlier. My stomach still had an after feel from the stretching from earlier. Once my 5 minutes were up, i smeared toothpaste all over and around my mound. i then redressed and proceeded to my desk to work.
Today i was working all day at my desk as i was in the call center all night. As the night went on i did have a growing feel of embarrassment, as my lust grew from all those short masturbation sessions, yet no opportunity to cum. Before my break i did get to go to the washroom once to perform my task, then once more during the middle of my break. To add to my humiliation, my juices began to dribble down my legs, and even making my chair wet. i was very glad for my shift was all behind a desk, hiding my lust and legs covered in my own juices. i did have thoughts through my head of how very minty i was smelling, and how i did think people walking by could smell it too. No one did comment, but i am sure people did spy on me and my white blouse.
2 hours after my break session, i managed to get to the washroom for another session. As i got to doing this more at work, it began to feel routine, each step i perform in the washroom was almost like a ritual in my mind. Walk in, lock the door, strip, kneel, turn the plug up, masturbate, then toothpaste my mound. It would flash through like that every time i did this. Coming back from the washroom, i did walk quickly hoping no one would stop me from there to my desk. Not wanting anyone to maybe catch my juices dribble down my legs. i was not too fortunate though as my boss would intercept me before i reached my desk. He asked if i wished to leave an hour early, and i had said yes. i guess i was both lucky and unlucky. When i finished talking to my boss, i went back to my desk. i did check myself as i sat down, smearing my juices along my legs, so it would not be so obvious. i worked diligently, although my mind drifted more, wishing the last hour would be quicker.
As the hour came to an end i did race from my desk to my car, knowing i had an hour before i was to tribute my Miss with a new masturbation session. i drove home, and once home i stripped and went immediately to the washroom to give Her the first tribute after work. i was a lot more glad that work ended, knowing that was the hardest part. For the rest of the night i knew my masturbation sessions were to be less embarrassing than the ones at work. The hardest ones were out of the way. i kept the sessions up every 2 hours, from my place to my friends where a few friends and i watched some DVD's. i did masturbate twice at my friend's place, in her washroom, naked. Not much was different from the ones i did there to the ones i did at work, other than my body being more lustful as each would go by.
By the end of my night i made it home from my friend's where i stripped again, then applying my catheter and clit clamps, preparing my night for the training with those. i also stopped smearing toothpaste after each 2 hour masturbation as i had the catheter in place and thought it would interfere. i did spend the next while here writing this for my Miss, catheter and clamp in place, and the vibrating butt plug still buzzing inside me. My body is still very lustful, wanting to feel an orgasm after total denial all day. At the end of the day, each feeling of denial i considered as proof of my love for my Miss <3
Friday, 15 July 2011
Thoughts for the 15th of July 2011
First thing i would like to announce, as of Tuesday this week i am officially back on the pill. i now await my Miss to arrange with me to be fucked by a man, or even a few men. i am a bit apprehensive of this as i have not been with men for almost 5+ years now. i have pretty much been with women for the duration, and have not really missed men. i guess i am a bit anxious to see what i have missed, and i know my body and mind are conflicted to the idea. My body has been excited and wanting to experience this, my mind however is nervous and thinks this could lead me back to my "slut out" days, or at least similar.
A few scenarios i guess i would love to see, the first being having a group of men use me, while i am gagged, masked, earplugged, and my arms and legs bound so they are useless. This way i can not use any of my senses, and become nothing but a fucktoy. Unable to see what or who is taking me. Another scenario i would like to see is meeting my Miss, and having Her choose Her friends (which are younger than me like my Miss is) to take me at anytime She wishes. Thirdly i would love to actually try a shemale. i would love to feel how its like to be with one. i have always imagined it as being with a female, with the softness. Yet with the added addition of the male unit.
All in all i am excited as my Miss is taking me into a new phase in our relationship. i guess the pill is good as now i can sleep with men/shemales without the worry of pregnancy. Although i hope for the future i can become my Miss' personal breeder :-P
A few scenarios i guess i would love to see, the first being having a group of men use me, while i am gagged, masked, earplugged, and my arms and legs bound so they are useless. This way i can not use any of my senses, and become nothing but a fucktoy. Unable to see what or who is taking me. Another scenario i would like to see is meeting my Miss, and having Her choose Her friends (which are younger than me like my Miss is) to take me at anytime She wishes. Thirdly i would love to actually try a shemale. i would love to feel how its like to be with one. i have always imagined it as being with a female, with the softness. Yet with the added addition of the male unit.
All in all i am excited as my Miss is taking me into a new phase in our relationship. i guess the pill is good as now i can sleep with men/shemales without the worry of pregnancy. Although i hope for the future i can become my Miss' personal breeder :-P
Thursday, 14 July 2011
Assignment for the 13th of July 2011
Synopsis:
i was to go to work with my vibrating butt plug, and vibrating ball inserted. Every hour or so i was to go to the washroom, to masturbate to orgasm for my Miss
Assignment:
i did wake up today feeling a thousand times much better than yesterday. i was more full of life,and more energetic. i was very anxious for today, i did so much wish to complete my task for my Miss badly, to please Her. i did prepare for my task before leaving for work. i did think i could just prepare myself at work before my shift, but feeling impatient to begin the assignment i decided to start even before work. i slid in both my vibrating butt plug, and my vibrating ball to my 2 canals before getting dressed. i put both on low as instructed and left them inside of me. i wore a pair of thicker cotton panties today, with a maxi pad placed there to keep my leakage of juices from making it to my pants. Next i wore my Tna pants, a black and red top, with my work shirt in my bag. i then drove to work. i do admit the ride to work must have been the most horniest ride to work ever. i was able to keep myself from cumming, and not run the car off the road. However the hour long drive did seem to last forever.
When i made it to work, i did put my things away and made my way to the washroom. Locking the door, i decided to have my first tribute to my Miss. i stripped naked and masturbated there, kneeling on the washroom floor. i kept my eyes closed and thought hard of my Miss, standing there watching me. After only about 5-10 minutes i came, biting my lower lip and thinking of Miss smiling to me doing so. After wiping my juices clean from me, and still not removing either vibrating toys, nor turning them off. i did get dressed once more, except now with my work shirt and not my casual top. i then swiped in and began work.
For the first half of my day i did work the front retail desk today. i worked with one other girl, who spent most of the night taking care of calls in the back, other than when it was busy. The constant vibrations inside me kept me in a constant state of arousal. Luckily for me with both being at such a low level, i was able to control my orgasms. i did worry to myself that someone will hear the vibrations inside of me someday. i did not know how to answer that, but i did push it from my mind hoping i would never cross that bridge. Every tiny spasm inside me, shifted my mind to thoughts of my Miss. i am very glad that Wednesdays are one of the slower days that we have. For the first hour and a half i did work with no major problems. i did ask my co-worker to cover though as i made my way to the washroom for the second tribute for my Miss. in the handicap washroom, i locked the door and once more stripped. Kneeling to the floor i pressed my fingers to my clit and rubbed it gently. Once again i closed my eyes and dreamed of my Miss standing in front watching, taking in each aspect and second of my tribute to Her. With my body in its constant state of arousal it did not take me longer than a few minutes to cum. After some cleanup i did redress, and change the pad as the one i had before was pretty soaked.
After going back to work, not much out of the ordinary happened other than work. During one quiet spell i did have a black male, which i think is close to my age strike up some conversation with me. While we spoke i did have a flash through my mind of my Miss telling me to look for some suitors. We spoke of what we were going to do on the weekends, and he did have some playful flirting. Before he had to leave though he asked for my number, but i did say no and i would take his number. About an hour after he left i did make my way to the washroom for my third tribute to my Miss, timing this one about an hour and a half after the last. Like before i stripped and i knelt to the floor to play with my clit, masturbating for my Miss. i closed my eyes but this time, i envisioned being taken by a male while my Miss watched, instructing us to the way She wanted me to be taken. My orgasm this time was extremely strong, and took even less time than my last one. i crumble to the floor, with my forehead to the ground. My pussy felt very tender, and my body i swear was being overcome with much lust. i do not know how this many orgasms could have gone by, yet i was still more horny. After i did get dressed and returned to work for the last hour before my break.
At the beginning of the break, i made my way past the handicap washroom, but was unable to go in at the time as it was occupied. i instead went to my desk to eat my lunch. i did not actually get to eat much more than half my lunch as my appetite was just not there. i think my lust overrode my hunger, all i could think of all lunch was Miss, and my own lust. i did not talk to anyone at work, just ate and listened to my music. As my break came to the half way point, i packed up and made my way to the washroom, this time being unoccupied. Making my task like a routine, i stripped and knelt. i did find that it was not feeling foreign at all and felt a lot more natural as i have already done this a few times now. i must have been worked up very highly, my orgasm came in about a minute of being beginning my play. My canal was soaked quickly, and i swear each orgasm that passed had gotten harder, or at least harder for me to recover from. i did make sure to wipe up as well as possible, then also changing my pad once more to be safe. i re-dressed however this time with my casual top on as i was not needed to wear the uniform top for the call center portion. i made my way to my desk to sit there for the last few minutes of my break, wanting to regain as much composure as possible.
Right before my break ended my boss made his way to my desk, telling me to prepare the training room. i was assigned the rest of the night to take small groups of people to the room to train a "harassment" course. i was given this day to do this as it was a quieter day and i would be able to take a few at a time without work lagging. i spent the first two hours teaching the coarse non-stop, repeating it over and over as we went through more groups. i was unable to leave at the hour, or even hour and a half mark as i was in a constant state of teaching. During this whole time i was lucky i was doing nothing more than talking, and pointing to a projector. My body i swear was losing control as it grew harder for me to hold back. i was able to hold back, but i did concentrate more on each breathe. A few times i even stumbled a line or two, with my mind working so hard on its diverted concentration. With two hours left, and in between classes, i did ask my boss to stall the next class for a few minutes as i made a stop to the washroom. Entering the same washroom as before, i locked it, and did my customary strip and kneel. My pussy and butt by now were feeling very tender, i could feel my body all warm with heat. My orgasm came like before with only about a minutes worth of masturbation.
After re-dressing i worked the last 2 hours of my shift. By the last class i did feel major relief. i had about 25 minutes to myself to clean up the room and process the paperwork. i sat in the room by myself and cleaned everything up very quickly. After i sat to the chair and just stayed there for a few. Processing through my mind what i have just went through for the whole day. Feeling major relief as my shift was soon to end. i found myself sneaking my hand between my thighs to stroke my mound a bit, pressing hard to the pad so my fingertips could be felt through it. i did stop after only a few seconds, deciding to make my last tribute now before leaving work.
i walked to the washroom rather quickly. My body wanting to cum, and my mind wanting this all to end. i knelt to the locked washroom floor for the last time, masturbating for i think only 30 seconds before i exploded for my last spasm filled orgasm. i pulled both the vibrating ball and plug from my body, turning both off and cleaning them. After drying them both off i wiped myself clean and placed both items to my bad with my work shirt. i drove home after that, spending the whole ride, feeling the phantom vibrations inside me. i did not know when the feel of the phantom vibrations disappeared, but i do know the entire ride home i was smiling. Thinking of my Miss, feeling more complete as now i could finally finish this task for my Miss. i do hope this whole task was done to Her approval.
i was to go to work with my vibrating butt plug, and vibrating ball inserted. Every hour or so i was to go to the washroom, to masturbate to orgasm for my Miss
Assignment:
i did wake up today feeling a thousand times much better than yesterday. i was more full of life,and more energetic. i was very anxious for today, i did so much wish to complete my task for my Miss badly, to please Her. i did prepare for my task before leaving for work. i did think i could just prepare myself at work before my shift, but feeling impatient to begin the assignment i decided to start even before work. i slid in both my vibrating butt plug, and my vibrating ball to my 2 canals before getting dressed. i put both on low as instructed and left them inside of me. i wore a pair of thicker cotton panties today, with a maxi pad placed there to keep my leakage of juices from making it to my pants. Next i wore my Tna pants, a black and red top, with my work shirt in my bag. i then drove to work. i do admit the ride to work must have been the most horniest ride to work ever. i was able to keep myself from cumming, and not run the car off the road. However the hour long drive did seem to last forever.
When i made it to work, i did put my things away and made my way to the washroom. Locking the door, i decided to have my first tribute to my Miss. i stripped naked and masturbated there, kneeling on the washroom floor. i kept my eyes closed and thought hard of my Miss, standing there watching me. After only about 5-10 minutes i came, biting my lower lip and thinking of Miss smiling to me doing so. After wiping my juices clean from me, and still not removing either vibrating toys, nor turning them off. i did get dressed once more, except now with my work shirt and not my casual top. i then swiped in and began work.
For the first half of my day i did work the front retail desk today. i worked with one other girl, who spent most of the night taking care of calls in the back, other than when it was busy. The constant vibrations inside me kept me in a constant state of arousal. Luckily for me with both being at such a low level, i was able to control my orgasms. i did worry to myself that someone will hear the vibrations inside of me someday. i did not know how to answer that, but i did push it from my mind hoping i would never cross that bridge. Every tiny spasm inside me, shifted my mind to thoughts of my Miss. i am very glad that Wednesdays are one of the slower days that we have. For the first hour and a half i did work with no major problems. i did ask my co-worker to cover though as i made my way to the washroom for the second tribute for my Miss. in the handicap washroom, i locked the door and once more stripped. Kneeling to the floor i pressed my fingers to my clit and rubbed it gently. Once again i closed my eyes and dreamed of my Miss standing in front watching, taking in each aspect and second of my tribute to Her. With my body in its constant state of arousal it did not take me longer than a few minutes to cum. After some cleanup i did redress, and change the pad as the one i had before was pretty soaked.
After going back to work, not much out of the ordinary happened other than work. During one quiet spell i did have a black male, which i think is close to my age strike up some conversation with me. While we spoke i did have a flash through my mind of my Miss telling me to look for some suitors. We spoke of what we were going to do on the weekends, and he did have some playful flirting. Before he had to leave though he asked for my number, but i did say no and i would take his number. About an hour after he left i did make my way to the washroom for my third tribute to my Miss, timing this one about an hour and a half after the last. Like before i stripped and i knelt to the floor to play with my clit, masturbating for my Miss. i closed my eyes but this time, i envisioned being taken by a male while my Miss watched, instructing us to the way She wanted me to be taken. My orgasm this time was extremely strong, and took even less time than my last one. i crumble to the floor, with my forehead to the ground. My pussy felt very tender, and my body i swear was being overcome with much lust. i do not know how this many orgasms could have gone by, yet i was still more horny. After i did get dressed and returned to work for the last hour before my break.
At the beginning of the break, i made my way past the handicap washroom, but was unable to go in at the time as it was occupied. i instead went to my desk to eat my lunch. i did not actually get to eat much more than half my lunch as my appetite was just not there. i think my lust overrode my hunger, all i could think of all lunch was Miss, and my own lust. i did not talk to anyone at work, just ate and listened to my music. As my break came to the half way point, i packed up and made my way to the washroom, this time being unoccupied. Making my task like a routine, i stripped and knelt. i did find that it was not feeling foreign at all and felt a lot more natural as i have already done this a few times now. i must have been worked up very highly, my orgasm came in about a minute of being beginning my play. My canal was soaked quickly, and i swear each orgasm that passed had gotten harder, or at least harder for me to recover from. i did make sure to wipe up as well as possible, then also changing my pad once more to be safe. i re-dressed however this time with my casual top on as i was not needed to wear the uniform top for the call center portion. i made my way to my desk to sit there for the last few minutes of my break, wanting to regain as much composure as possible.
Right before my break ended my boss made his way to my desk, telling me to prepare the training room. i was assigned the rest of the night to take small groups of people to the room to train a "harassment" course. i was given this day to do this as it was a quieter day and i would be able to take a few at a time without work lagging. i spent the first two hours teaching the coarse non-stop, repeating it over and over as we went through more groups. i was unable to leave at the hour, or even hour and a half mark as i was in a constant state of teaching. During this whole time i was lucky i was doing nothing more than talking, and pointing to a projector. My body i swear was losing control as it grew harder for me to hold back. i was able to hold back, but i did concentrate more on each breathe. A few times i even stumbled a line or two, with my mind working so hard on its diverted concentration. With two hours left, and in between classes, i did ask my boss to stall the next class for a few minutes as i made a stop to the washroom. Entering the same washroom as before, i locked it, and did my customary strip and kneel. My pussy and butt by now were feeling very tender, i could feel my body all warm with heat. My orgasm came like before with only about a minutes worth of masturbation.
After re-dressing i worked the last 2 hours of my shift. By the last class i did feel major relief. i had about 25 minutes to myself to clean up the room and process the paperwork. i sat in the room by myself and cleaned everything up very quickly. After i sat to the chair and just stayed there for a few. Processing through my mind what i have just went through for the whole day. Feeling major relief as my shift was soon to end. i found myself sneaking my hand between my thighs to stroke my mound a bit, pressing hard to the pad so my fingertips could be felt through it. i did stop after only a few seconds, deciding to make my last tribute now before leaving work.
i walked to the washroom rather quickly. My body wanting to cum, and my mind wanting this all to end. i knelt to the locked washroom floor for the last time, masturbating for i think only 30 seconds before i exploded for my last spasm filled orgasm. i pulled both the vibrating ball and plug from my body, turning both off and cleaning them. After drying them both off i wiped myself clean and placed both items to my bad with my work shirt. i drove home after that, spending the whole ride, feeling the phantom vibrations inside me. i did not know when the feel of the phantom vibrations disappeared, but i do know the entire ride home i was smiling. Thinking of my Miss, feeling more complete as now i could finally finish this task for my Miss. i do hope this whole task was done to Her approval.
Wednesday, 13 July 2011
Thoughts for the 13th of July 2011
i do apologize to everyone for the last 2 days as i have not posted anything. i have been sick with food poisoning for the last 2 days and have been unable to complete my assigned tasks. i was very worried to how Miss would react to having 2 days without the assignment completed. i wondered if She would be forgiving, or be mad. i was very uncertain, but i just had faith that She would be fair. When i did tell Her, She had been very understanding and caring, to my relief. This did reinforce to me that my Miss is ideal for me, and i am still very grateful to be chosen by the right Miss for me. i did feel though that i have been a bit incomplete, having not completed my assignments for my Miss. i do truly love Her approval for a job well done. i do feel i care about Her more now that i see how much She does care for me. i do thank my Miss <3
Monday, 11 July 2011
Assignment for the 9th of July 2011
Synopsis:
i was to go to my friend's birthday party filled with 1 liter of milk, administered by an enema, then plugged with my big butt plug. Then i was to wear my clit clamp as well for as long as i could.
Assignment:
After preparing food for the potluck, i got ready for the party. First thing i did before getting dressed was get the jug of milk to fill my 1 liter enema bag to take to the washroom with me. After showering i took the enema and attached it to my hook on the shower wall, then slid the nozzle to my butt, as i knelt to the floor of the shower. turning on the nozzle, i knelt there silently as it filled me, still wet from the shower. i did shiver and feel cold, as i was wet and the milk entering me was cold. i kept my mind on my Miss, thinking of Her standing there with the bag, watching me as i am filled. After a while i did take the bag and try to squeeze it to enter me a bit faster. As the bag finished i slid the nozzle out of me slowly, then slid in the giant butt plug to hold the enema in, then hurried to dry off. i did feel the plug stretch me, and it took me a bit to adjust to it. i looked at myself in the mirror a few times, thinking that the enema pushed my stomach a bit, but was not too noticeable. Also it did not restrict my breathing.
After that i went to my room the get dressed, picking out black undergarments, my blue jeans and a black sleeveless top. Before dressing, i went to my chest to take out my clit clamp. i slipped it on, letting it clamp down. i did shift a bit to it clamping down on my clit, feeling a quick little pinch to my sensitive part. i turned it so it would tighten, making me groan and wince a bit to it. i was not too keen on the feel, but i did feel a need to do it to please my Miss. Wanting to seek more of Her approving words. i am still not too used to placing this on myself, and the feel of it is still rather foreign. After completing the attachment, i got dressed, and did my makeup.
i was picked up a bit after i finished getting ready and we went to my friend's birthday potluck dinner/ party. i did note that the tight jeans really made the clamp uncomfortable against my clit. i did feel the discomfort from the big plug, and the milk inside of me, but it was very minor compared to the clit clamp. From the time i attached the clamp (around 4:30) to the time before dinner it was only 2 hours, but i did find that time rather unbearable, so i did make a venture to the washroom to remove the clamp. i do hope the 2 hours of it was a reasonable amount of time for my Miss. i was a bit worried but i said to myself i would taken any punishment if it wasn't enough. It was a major relief, and by now my stomach and butt were accustomed to the plug and the milk enema. i did have fun as we ate together, my friends and i. Not everyone had arrived yet, as the dinner group was a bit smaller. After dinner more people arrived slowly. i was avoiding drinking, until we went outside to the bonfire. We brought out the cake and did our happy birthday singing. The birthday girl, my friend said i had to have a shot with her, in which i did. After that she proclaimed that she would not drink anymore unless i did. So i did begin ti have a few drinks. Forgetting that i had the milk inside of me, after 3 drinks i did start having major cramps. i had to rush to the washroom and expel the milk from me. Milk and alcohol never mix, and i forgot that i had the milk inside of me. It did take me a while to feel better but, getting every bit of the milk from me really did help. After i expelled it i checked the time and i had lasted 7 hours with it inside of me. i prayed and wished that that time was sufficient enough for my Miss. i should have resisted drinking, but knowing my friend, she would not drink if she said it. i know i had to drink to make sure she enjoyed her birthday. i slipped the plug back inside myself though and went through the rest of the night with it inside of me. i did think this would make my Miss happy, also i did not want anyone seeing any bit of it hanging out of my purse lol .i spent the rest of the night drinking, and partying with my friends, unsuspecting to any of them that my butt was still filled with a giant butt plug. This being a sign of love for my Miss <3
i was to go to my friend's birthday party filled with 1 liter of milk, administered by an enema, then plugged with my big butt plug. Then i was to wear my clit clamp as well for as long as i could.
Assignment:
After preparing food for the potluck, i got ready for the party. First thing i did before getting dressed was get the jug of milk to fill my 1 liter enema bag to take to the washroom with me. After showering i took the enema and attached it to my hook on the shower wall, then slid the nozzle to my butt, as i knelt to the floor of the shower. turning on the nozzle, i knelt there silently as it filled me, still wet from the shower. i did shiver and feel cold, as i was wet and the milk entering me was cold. i kept my mind on my Miss, thinking of Her standing there with the bag, watching me as i am filled. After a while i did take the bag and try to squeeze it to enter me a bit faster. As the bag finished i slid the nozzle out of me slowly, then slid in the giant butt plug to hold the enema in, then hurried to dry off. i did feel the plug stretch me, and it took me a bit to adjust to it. i looked at myself in the mirror a few times, thinking that the enema pushed my stomach a bit, but was not too noticeable. Also it did not restrict my breathing.
After that i went to my room the get dressed, picking out black undergarments, my blue jeans and a black sleeveless top. Before dressing, i went to my chest to take out my clit clamp. i slipped it on, letting it clamp down. i did shift a bit to it clamping down on my clit, feeling a quick little pinch to my sensitive part. i turned it so it would tighten, making me groan and wince a bit to it. i was not too keen on the feel, but i did feel a need to do it to please my Miss. Wanting to seek more of Her approving words. i am still not too used to placing this on myself, and the feel of it is still rather foreign. After completing the attachment, i got dressed, and did my makeup.
i was picked up a bit after i finished getting ready and we went to my friend's birthday potluck dinner/ party. i did note that the tight jeans really made the clamp uncomfortable against my clit. i did feel the discomfort from the big plug, and the milk inside of me, but it was very minor compared to the clit clamp. From the time i attached the clamp (around 4:30) to the time before dinner it was only 2 hours, but i did find that time rather unbearable, so i did make a venture to the washroom to remove the clamp. i do hope the 2 hours of it was a reasonable amount of time for my Miss. i was a bit worried but i said to myself i would taken any punishment if it wasn't enough. It was a major relief, and by now my stomach and butt were accustomed to the plug and the milk enema. i did have fun as we ate together, my friends and i. Not everyone had arrived yet, as the dinner group was a bit smaller. After dinner more people arrived slowly. i was avoiding drinking, until we went outside to the bonfire. We brought out the cake and did our happy birthday singing. The birthday girl, my friend said i had to have a shot with her, in which i did. After that she proclaimed that she would not drink anymore unless i did. So i did begin ti have a few drinks. Forgetting that i had the milk inside of me, after 3 drinks i did start having major cramps. i had to rush to the washroom and expel the milk from me. Milk and alcohol never mix, and i forgot that i had the milk inside of me. It did take me a while to feel better but, getting every bit of the milk from me really did help. After i expelled it i checked the time and i had lasted 7 hours with it inside of me. i prayed and wished that that time was sufficient enough for my Miss. i should have resisted drinking, but knowing my friend, she would not drink if she said it. i know i had to drink to make sure she enjoyed her birthday. i slipped the plug back inside myself though and went through the rest of the night with it inside of me. i did think this would make my Miss happy, also i did not want anyone seeing any bit of it hanging out of my purse lol .i spent the rest of the night drinking, and partying with my friends, unsuspecting to any of them that my butt was still filled with a giant butt plug. This being a sign of love for my Miss <3
Saturday, 9 July 2011
Assignment for the 8th of July 2011
Synopsis:
i was to go to bed with my collar, mask, ankle and wrist cuffs, both linked. i was permitted to masturbate with my vibrating butt plug inserted, and with a vibrator. But i was not permitted to stop until i could take no more. Also i was permitted to cum !! !!
Assignment:
When i went to bed i immediately stripped and knelt by the bed. While there i thought of You while i at first place on the collar. i slowly slipped it on, the whole time thinking it was for You. After that i followed suit applying the cuffs first starting with my wrist ones, then my ankle ones lastly. i took care to make sure they were pulled to the exact tightness. i noticed that i am getting quicker at applying them to myself now that i have done it a bit more. Next i turned to face the mirror with my head bowed. i took up my mask and i slid it on, imagining the entire time it was You taking away my identity. After slipping it on, i tilted my head up so i could watch in the mirror as i secured it behind my head. i did look for a few more minutes after i finished, thinking to myself that i am not melanie right now, but Miss' property.
After finishing my sleeping items i slipped from my kneel to laying on my side on the bed. Taking up first the butt vibrating butt plug and the bottle of lube from my night stand. i lubed it just a bit, before sliding it to my butt, with some relative ease. i guess Miss' training for my butt is making it more receptive to taking the plugs. As i finished i took up the links to the cuffs, linking my wrist and ankle cuffs together. Following that i reached back to the night stand to take up my vibrator, and at the same time turn the butt plug on low with the remote. i laid my head back to my pillow, closing my eyes. Parting my knees, i brought the vibrator to my mound with both hands, since they were linked. At first i pressed the tip along my slit, rubbing it up and down a few times. i put thoughts of Miss in my head as i did.At first thinking of Her standing there, looking at me as i kneel for Her. i began to work the vibrator in a bit into my canal, never going past an inch. i made sure to split that up with some attention to my clit, rolling the tip around it. My body got worked up pretty quickly, i didn't take too long before i pressed the vibrator into myself slowly and fully. i began to work it in and out, at a very slowly increasing pace. While i did this i began to envision a scenario with my Miss. Of meeting Her, and being re-imaged. In my little fantasy, i thought of Her taking everything i had with me, clothes, money, ID, and even my hair (of course). Already by now i had cum, but Miss' orders were i could not stop. i kept using the vibrator in harder thrusts, working myself non-stop. Turning my butt plug's speed to high, i then thought of Miss dressing my with a pink wig, and dressing me as slutty as possible, looking like i should work in a brothel. Stockings, heels, fishnets, very revealing hot pants. i was then cuffed and collared. It did not take long after this part of my fantasy before i came for a second time. i kept thinking of Miss, taking me around everywhere, dragged by a leash. Being introduced to Her friends, then being taken to the mall, and even the clubs.the whole time Miss would talk about me as like a pet. The people touching me and inspecting me, even talking to me like i was a new pet. i came a third time that interrupted my fantasy. My body spasmed so hard that i lost concentration. i moaned out pretty loud, making me bite my lower lip trying to keep quiet. i did slow the thrusts of the vibrator a bit.
As i built up the thrusts again i made up a quick fantasy in my head. One where Miss took me to the gay/ lesbian bar. Her dressed as gorgeous as ever, and me, chest taped down, my hair cut like a boys. i was dressed like a punk boy, even equipped with a strap on dildo. Miss even put a fake beard on me. i dreamed Her trying to proposition me out there, saying i will take anything in my butt. While i thought of this i did cum two more times. My bed was soaked by where my mound was. So was my mound and thighs. i could not even see this fantasy through as i had cum myself out. By the end of the total fifth one, i switched off my vibrator and butt plug. i removed the butt plug and left them on the night stand. i did not even clean them but instead just laid there and passed out in my own mess.
i was to go to bed with my collar, mask, ankle and wrist cuffs, both linked. i was permitted to masturbate with my vibrating butt plug inserted, and with a vibrator. But i was not permitted to stop until i could take no more. Also i was permitted to cum !! !!
Assignment:
When i went to bed i immediately stripped and knelt by the bed. While there i thought of You while i at first place on the collar. i slowly slipped it on, the whole time thinking it was for You. After that i followed suit applying the cuffs first starting with my wrist ones, then my ankle ones lastly. i took care to make sure they were pulled to the exact tightness. i noticed that i am getting quicker at applying them to myself now that i have done it a bit more. Next i turned to face the mirror with my head bowed. i took up my mask and i slid it on, imagining the entire time it was You taking away my identity. After slipping it on, i tilted my head up so i could watch in the mirror as i secured it behind my head. i did look for a few more minutes after i finished, thinking to myself that i am not melanie right now, but Miss' property.
After finishing my sleeping items i slipped from my kneel to laying on my side on the bed. Taking up first the butt vibrating butt plug and the bottle of lube from my night stand. i lubed it just a bit, before sliding it to my butt, with some relative ease. i guess Miss' training for my butt is making it more receptive to taking the plugs. As i finished i took up the links to the cuffs, linking my wrist and ankle cuffs together. Following that i reached back to the night stand to take up my vibrator, and at the same time turn the butt plug on low with the remote. i laid my head back to my pillow, closing my eyes. Parting my knees, i brought the vibrator to my mound with both hands, since they were linked. At first i pressed the tip along my slit, rubbing it up and down a few times. i put thoughts of Miss in my head as i did.At first thinking of Her standing there, looking at me as i kneel for Her. i began to work the vibrator in a bit into my canal, never going past an inch. i made sure to split that up with some attention to my clit, rolling the tip around it. My body got worked up pretty quickly, i didn't take too long before i pressed the vibrator into myself slowly and fully. i began to work it in and out, at a very slowly increasing pace. While i did this i began to envision a scenario with my Miss. Of meeting Her, and being re-imaged. In my little fantasy, i thought of Her taking everything i had with me, clothes, money, ID, and even my hair (of course). Already by now i had cum, but Miss' orders were i could not stop. i kept using the vibrator in harder thrusts, working myself non-stop. Turning my butt plug's speed to high, i then thought of Miss dressing my with a pink wig, and dressing me as slutty as possible, looking like i should work in a brothel. Stockings, heels, fishnets, very revealing hot pants. i was then cuffed and collared. It did not take long after this part of my fantasy before i came for a second time. i kept thinking of Miss, taking me around everywhere, dragged by a leash. Being introduced to Her friends, then being taken to the mall, and even the clubs.the whole time Miss would talk about me as like a pet. The people touching me and inspecting me, even talking to me like i was a new pet. i came a third time that interrupted my fantasy. My body spasmed so hard that i lost concentration. i moaned out pretty loud, making me bite my lower lip trying to keep quiet. i did slow the thrusts of the vibrator a bit.
As i built up the thrusts again i made up a quick fantasy in my head. One where Miss took me to the gay/ lesbian bar. Her dressed as gorgeous as ever, and me, chest taped down, my hair cut like a boys. i was dressed like a punk boy, even equipped with a strap on dildo. Miss even put a fake beard on me. i dreamed Her trying to proposition me out there, saying i will take anything in my butt. While i thought of this i did cum two more times. My bed was soaked by where my mound was. So was my mound and thighs. i could not even see this fantasy through as i had cum myself out. By the end of the total fifth one, i switched off my vibrator and butt plug. i removed the butt plug and left them on the night stand. i did not even clean them but instead just laid there and passed out in my own mess.
Friday, 8 July 2011
A MESSAGE FROM HER MISTRESS
Hi all, I'm Lindy (iDomme). I'm melanie's Domme & thought I would just add a quick post. It's a little over a week since I asked melanie to start this blog to chronicle her journey with me. I am very pleasantly surprised at the enthusiasm she's shown in keeping this up to date & I know that she's really very proud of her work is equally proud at the number of visitors she's had since she was instructed to create it. She's also very flattered by all the lovely comments she's had in response to her work. Please feel free to keep the compliments coming & don't be shy about leaving a comment on here. I've set it so you can leave anonymous comments, so if your shy don't worry!
Thanks again for visiting. I hope you'll keep coming back to check on melanie's progress.
Lindy x
Thanks again for visiting. I hope you'll keep coming back to check on melanie's progress.
Lindy x
Assignment for the 7th of July 2011
Getting Ready For Bed
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i stay in my kneel, with my thighs parted wide. i keep my back straight as i can, keeping my head bowed so i am looking to the ground. My chest pushed forward as far as i can, as with my butt pushed behind me. My hands stay to the tops of my thighs as i await my Miss. i feel Her walk around me, hearing the steps as She moves behind me. i feel a tap to my butt, making me kneel up a bit. i feel So0mething slipped around my left ankle, feeling it pull tight and holding still there. Then the same feel to my right ankle, knowing now they must be the ankle cuffs. i breathe slowly, and keep my eyes focused to the ground, kneeling back down to a tap on my shoulder. i see the legs of my Miss in front of me, as She makes Her way in front of me. i hear Her say "Wrists up", prompting me to raise both my arms up to Her, with my wrists close together. i feel anxious, yet obedient as i do nothing but hold still like this. Once more i feel cuffs attached, this time to my wrists slowly. Each one being secured just like the ankle ones before them. After they both are bound to me, i lower my hands back to their position on my thigh tops. i feel my Miss hand right after to my chin, my head tilting up, my eyes looking to my Miss' gorgeous face. i admire every little bit of beauty and perfection She possesses. She smiles to me, both hands on a pink collar, placing it slowly, Her eyes looking to mine. i shiver with delight, feeling the collar placed. The significance it shows, making me visibly Her's. After it is strapped to my neck, i bow my head once more, breathing a bit deeper, also shivering with delight. That feel doesn't last long as for a brief few seconds my sight is taken from me. My mask is pulled over my head, feeling it pull to place as my sight returns through the mask eye slots. i close my eyes feeling as the mask pulls tight to me. My Miss pulls the mask tight and straps it behind my head slowly. i feel as each strap is pulled to place, each time making me feel less and less like melanie. As the last one is done, i feel my identity taken, now i was nothing except for Her piece of property.
Fully dressed for Her, She pulls me by the ring at the front of my neck, pulling me to lay on my bed. Making me lay on the bed with my legs spread. i lay flat, my eyes looking straight up, waiting with much anticipation of what is next. i feel something press to my mound, as i take a deep breathe. i close my eyes and brace, as my Miss clicks the item on, and pressing it into me. Feeling the vibrations and the contours of the item, i figure it to be my vibrating ball. i groan as it is fully wedged inside of me. i begin to worry how long it would take me to sleep feeling this much vibrations inside of me. i breathe a bit faster, trying to remain still. My Miss performs the final task, as She takes the 2 link pieces and link my wrists together by the cuffs, then the ankles. As She finishes She moves to my face and kisses my masked forehead, before saying "Good night". The lights go out, and i lay there for close to an hour before i get too exhausted and pass out. i do remember waking up and feeling the pleasure, then i actually had to suddenly wake up as i had been reaching an orgasm in my half sleeping state, and i didn't think i was allowed to.
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i stay in my kneel, with my thighs parted wide. i keep my back straight as i can, keeping my head bowed so i am looking to the ground. My chest pushed forward as far as i can, as with my butt pushed behind me. My hands stay to the tops of my thighs as i await my Miss. i feel Her walk around me, hearing the steps as She moves behind me. i feel a tap to my butt, making me kneel up a bit. i feel So0mething slipped around my left ankle, feeling it pull tight and holding still there. Then the same feel to my right ankle, knowing now they must be the ankle cuffs. i breathe slowly, and keep my eyes focused to the ground, kneeling back down to a tap on my shoulder. i see the legs of my Miss in front of me, as She makes Her way in front of me. i hear Her say "Wrists up", prompting me to raise both my arms up to Her, with my wrists close together. i feel anxious, yet obedient as i do nothing but hold still like this. Once more i feel cuffs attached, this time to my wrists slowly. Each one being secured just like the ankle ones before them. After they both are bound to me, i lower my hands back to their position on my thigh tops. i feel my Miss hand right after to my chin, my head tilting up, my eyes looking to my Miss' gorgeous face. i admire every little bit of beauty and perfection She possesses. She smiles to me, both hands on a pink collar, placing it slowly, Her eyes looking to mine. i shiver with delight, feeling the collar placed. The significance it shows, making me visibly Her's. After it is strapped to my neck, i bow my head once more, breathing a bit deeper, also shivering with delight. That feel doesn't last long as for a brief few seconds my sight is taken from me. My mask is pulled over my head, feeling it pull to place as my sight returns through the mask eye slots. i close my eyes feeling as the mask pulls tight to me. My Miss pulls the mask tight and straps it behind my head slowly. i feel as each strap is pulled to place, each time making me feel less and less like melanie. As the last one is done, i feel my identity taken, now i was nothing except for Her piece of property.
Fully dressed for Her, She pulls me by the ring at the front of my neck, pulling me to lay on my bed. Making me lay on the bed with my legs spread. i lay flat, my eyes looking straight up, waiting with much anticipation of what is next. i feel something press to my mound, as i take a deep breathe. i close my eyes and brace, as my Miss clicks the item on, and pressing it into me. Feeling the vibrations and the contours of the item, i figure it to be my vibrating ball. i groan as it is fully wedged inside of me. i begin to worry how long it would take me to sleep feeling this much vibrations inside of me. i breathe a bit faster, trying to remain still. My Miss performs the final task, as She takes the 2 link pieces and link my wrists together by the cuffs, then the ankles. As She finishes She moves to my face and kisses my masked forehead, before saying "Good night". The lights go out, and i lay there for close to an hour before i get too exhausted and pass out. i do remember waking up and feeling the pleasure, then i actually had to suddenly wake up as i had been reaching an orgasm in my half sleeping state, and i didn't think i was allowed to.
Wednesday, 6 July 2011
Assignment for the 6th of July 2011
Synopsis:
Miss asked me to write a story either of fantasies i have, or one of the stories of my past. I am to take extra care on my stories, making sure i work on grammar and spelling. For this story i choose one of my past.
Assignment:
Birthday Surprise:
This story dates back to when I was 17/ 18 during my more wild years. I was going out with this girl who was close to 2 years older than myself. She was blond, hazel eyes, tall, spontaneous, and never afraid to try new things. We met at a party of some mutual friends. We were introduced to each other as we both were open to same-sex relations. I think really the people who introduced us were hoping to see us doing some things. During the time of this story we would have gone out with each other for about 9 months. A week before my 18th birthday, she told me to keep the weekend clear as she intended to celebrate with me from Friday night, right through to Saturday. This was actually perfect as my birthday landed on the Saturday, so she intended me to celebrate right into it. Then have the Sunday to recover and spend with my family. She said she planned a special evening for me, and to make sure I had something sexy to wear and to bring clothes as we were going to stay in a hotel downtown.
As Friday, approached I did spend the day at home getting ready very slowly. By around 6:00 PM, my girlfriend had come to pick me up. I had decided on wearing a red dress that showed a lot of back. Underneath I wore black nylons, with my black bra and a black thong. I brought with me a small purse, and a small bag with 2 changes of clothes. I usually sleep in nighties but seeing as it was going to be a romantic night I thought that it was not necessary. I remember being anxious, and impatient as I wanted to see what she had planned for the night. As we drove downtown I got more hyper and energetic. It was Friday night, I was with the girl I loved and we were going to have a night on the town. We checked into the hotel so we could put our bags away, and to have a few drinks before we set out to dinner.
We made our way to Gastown for dinner. I do not remember the restaurant name itself, but it was a romantic Italian restaurant. We had a fairly quiet dinner full of playful chatter, kisses, and playful flirting. I had loved the low lighting there, made more lively with the candles. We shared a bottle of wine as we had our dinner. Under the table I did remove my heels to playfully stroke my girlfriend's legs a few times. She had these long legs which were always a favorite of mine. I swear to you I felt like I was floating on cloud 9. My girlfriend knew how to make me feel special, and I could tell already I was in for an exquisite night. After our meals we sat next to each other and ordered a piece of cake to share. I had noticed many times that people looked over at us. I don't usually like to think of myself as extremely gorgeous, however I was dressed to impress. Not to mention I was with a gorgeous girl who looked sexy to kill, not literally. I could also imagine people wanting to sneak a look at the two girls who were kissing and holding hands at the table in the corner. We ate the cake slowly, feeding each other, and even occasionally licking the cream of the cake off each others' lips. Once we finished the cake, we spent the next while sitting close, holding hands and drinking more wine. As the wine finished I did make my way to the washroom to freshen up. When I returned i found out my girlfriend had paid the bill so I could not see how much it was. She insisted as she was working and I was just a "starving student".
When we left dinner, it was a bit early so we took a short walk around, sipping from the flask we had hidden in my girlfriend's purse. Out of impatient curiosity I did keep asking of what was coming up next. I do think I asked it multiple times in a row. After a while she caved in and told me that she had us on the VIP list to a nightclub to dance. Being 18 I have never been to one yet as I was still under-aged, I was extremely excited. I did question how I was getting in. To to my assurance she knew the bouncer at the door. After hearing that, I realized how much work she had put in. I wrapped my arms around her (and got on my tippy toes) to kissing her and profess my love for her.
As our walk wound down, we made our way to the front of the night club. I took in the sight of the 2 lines in the front. I asked my girlfriend why were there 2 lines, to find out that 1 line is general and would take a longer period. The other line was the VIP line, and that would enter quicker. After telling me, she took my hand and walked us right down the middle past both lines, right up to the bouncer at the door. He greeted my girlfriend, and then waved us both in, without any check of our Id's. Once inside we checked in our coats, then made our way in to buy some drinks. I was in amazement as I took in the sights. I looked on, taking in the people, the dance floor, the lights. I remember hearing the loud thumping bass of the music and thinking how great everything looked. I think a lot of it was I was in awe of the moment. As we made it to the front of the bar to order drinks, the bouncer friend of my girlfriend's made his way over. He got the bartender to give us 2 rounds of shots that we had to take with him. After the shots I got myself a rum and coke.
We found our way to a table to sit and drink for a few minutes. I swear I must have looked like a deer caught in the headlights. I did not know what to do in there. But my girlfriend kept calming me and saying just drink and then we'll dance. It did not take long, we finished then made our way out to the dance floor. We found a decent spot close to the stage, where we danced close. the music was a range of hip hop, r&b, techno and pop. I was in heaven. I think I was at a good drunk by now, but not so bad I was falling over. My girlfriend and I were dancing away, and as time went on I found myself more confident. I don't know how long we were out there but I did have to take a break, and get more to consume. We once more sat down and this time I did observe what other people were doing when they danced. I did take note of a few moves, in which I could do, as I did dance when I was younger.
After our break we trekked our way back to the dance floor, taking in the music and dancing together. At times a few men would try to dance with us, in which we did for a bit before pushing them away and continuing with just ourselves. As time passed we made our way to the stage to avoid a lot of the men trying to make passes. We dance for what it seemed like ages on the stage. We found our nice personal spot up there. I really got into the music, which I attribute a lot to the alcohol. We started doing more sexy dancing, with a lot of grinding with each other. We were both a fair amount intoxicated, energetic, and frisky. We did spent most of the evening on the stage, or at the bar for a quick drink. On our first trip to the washroom, I did kiss her pretty aggressively. I was really in the mood for more, but she kept telling me to wait for after and it will be worth the wait.
We danced the night away, and right at midnight, my girlfriend wished me a big happy birthday. She got us a shot of tequila each, to celebrate as it became my birthday officially. Following by a lot of kisses, to a lot of people shouting "woooo" behind us. We continued to dance, right past last call and right towards the closing time. I did like how for the last song they played a slow song. This gave my girlfriend and I time to be close and just admire each other. I swear the song lasted forever. I just danced, my body right to hers, trying to keep my eyes on her the entire time. As the song ended we kissed deeply. After we got our coats and made our way out.
Walking down the street to the hotel, I felt horny, and excited as I knew I was going to have my time with my girlfriend. We were loud, and we shouted a lot as we staggered our way to the hotel. I remember shushing my girlfriend as we entered the hotel, trying to hold in our intoxicated laughter. Once we got into the elevator we kissed the entire way to our floor.
Once inside our room, my girlfriend pushed me to sit on the bed, and produced a blindfold for me to wear. She told me not to peak as she slipped it on. I admit that I tried to peak once or twice but she caught me each time. When she let me remove the blindfold, there stood my girlfriend, in a gorgeous purple, white, and pink lingerie set, with matching stockings. I was in awe at how gorgeous she looked, as she slipped over to straddle my lap. We kissed for a few before parting. I said to her "So this is my birthday present !". Her response was "No, this is !". To my sudden shock and surprise the washroom door opened, and in walked two other girls, wearing lingerie and strap on dildos. Both girls were friends of my girlfriend. I felt blown away, I did not know what to say. My girlfriend told me to just relax, lay back and enjoy myself. Then she got off my lap, and proceeded to take a few things from her bag. The first item was a strap on dildo, now making all three of them wearing one each. The two other came over to sit on either side of me and help me out of my dress. As my dress came off my girlfriend came up to me and kissed me, following putting one tab of ecstasy on my tongue. She smiled wickedly, then winked before handing me the bottle of water so I could swallow the pill. Each of them followed suit and took a pill each as we passed the water around.
Right after we all popped our pills we put on music. The three of them then surprised me and immediately tore my nylons right off of me, all the while I giggled and squealed. They followed by tearing off my bra and thong and the three of them pinned me to the bed, kissing and licking me all over my now naked body. My body was hot, and filled with lust immediately. Every time i tried to touch any of them or reach over to lick or kiss, I was pushed back and told to not do a thing. I felt overwhelmed, I just laid there, writhing, feeling my body being touched and licked from what it seemed like all angles. I felt each of them taking turns to warm up my mound with their mouths and tongues. All the while the other two would keep working my nipples. I was lost to the pleasure. I did not feel any control, as this was more like I was being taken for a ride. Eventually I felt them working some lotion or oil all over my body, even taking care to push a fair amount to my two canals. My mind swirled, feeling their hands dancing along my body, making each of my nerves tingle.
As I was now ready for the next level of our play, I got moved to straddling one of my girlfriend's friends. Slipping her toy into me. Her other friend then getting behind me. She slid into my butt. I did not feel any pain but more of a relief, as I began to feel them work into me slowly. My girlfriend stood in front of me and made me suck on her dildo. As I sucked it enthusiastically, she kept saying many things to me like "Happy birthday baby" and "Just have fun". We steadily increased in pace as the ecstasy began to hit all of us. The next long while seemed like a huge drug induced blur. I know each of them rotated a few times and each had time taking me in each of my holes. I kept moaning, groaning and grunting the entire time. I could not even count the times I orgasmed, as it felt like I was having an orgasm the whole night. I lost track of time, it felt like I was going at it for hours. My entire body was drenched in sweat and I think my own juices. Alcohol was fed randomly to me throughout our long session. I think one girl would feed me as the other two were working my body over. I lost track of who was doing what. I was told I was given another half cap of ecstasy at some point in the evening/ morning. All the alcohol and drugs kept my adrenaline running high, with each sensation amplified. I felt wired, and in a constant state of lust. I could not think of anything at all, my mind hypnotized by the non-stop, excessive amounts of pleasure. I was consumed by libido. My body was in constant motion, as I was made to hit this high level of climax after climax. After a long while I did pass out. I was not too sure at what time. However I was also told we went all the way through until around the afternoon on Saturday.
I did not wake up until around 7:00 PM. I woke suddenly, feeling like I just fell asleep. My whole body was sore, and I was a complete mess. I know the ecstasy makes someone sweat a lot in general, and with the added physicality of sexual activity. I was not a pretty sight. I did notice that only my girlfriend was still there with me. We were both a mess. I laid around for a short while before my girlfriend woke up. I kept thinking to myself as she slept off the events. I could not even imagine what had just happened. I was trying to piece everything together. I did kiss my girlfriend a few times as she slept, and even snuggled to her. We didn't really do much for the rest of the night, as we were both still tired. We felt every bit of our events, as our bodies were drained of all energy, and serotonin. We showered together, we got dressed in our sweats, and checked out. We did stop for a quick dinner before we made our way home to rest up.
I went into the evening with not single idea what was going to happen. If I could have even taken a wild guess about what it was, I do not even think I would have thought of this. By the end of my surprise I was still in amazement. I could not believe what I just went through. i have grown a lot since the days of this story. My girlfriend from the story even left me, and got together with one of her friends who was there that evening. No matter what has happened this one was one of, if not my most memorable birthday surprise ever.
Miss asked me to write a story either of fantasies i have, or one of the stories of my past. I am to take extra care on my stories, making sure i work on grammar and spelling. For this story i choose one of my past.
Assignment:
Birthday Surprise:
This story dates back to when I was 17/ 18 during my more wild years. I was going out with this girl who was close to 2 years older than myself. She was blond, hazel eyes, tall, spontaneous, and never afraid to try new things. We met at a party of some mutual friends. We were introduced to each other as we both were open to same-sex relations. I think really the people who introduced us were hoping to see us doing some things. During the time of this story we would have gone out with each other for about 9 months. A week before my 18th birthday, she told me to keep the weekend clear as she intended to celebrate with me from Friday night, right through to Saturday. This was actually perfect as my birthday landed on the Saturday, so she intended me to celebrate right into it. Then have the Sunday to recover and spend with my family. She said she planned a special evening for me, and to make sure I had something sexy to wear and to bring clothes as we were going to stay in a hotel downtown.
As Friday, approached I did spend the day at home getting ready very slowly. By around 6:00 PM, my girlfriend had come to pick me up. I had decided on wearing a red dress that showed a lot of back. Underneath I wore black nylons, with my black bra and a black thong. I brought with me a small purse, and a small bag with 2 changes of clothes. I usually sleep in nighties but seeing as it was going to be a romantic night I thought that it was not necessary. I remember being anxious, and impatient as I wanted to see what she had planned for the night. As we drove downtown I got more hyper and energetic. It was Friday night, I was with the girl I loved and we were going to have a night on the town. We checked into the hotel so we could put our bags away, and to have a few drinks before we set out to dinner.
We made our way to Gastown for dinner. I do not remember the restaurant name itself, but it was a romantic Italian restaurant. We had a fairly quiet dinner full of playful chatter, kisses, and playful flirting. I had loved the low lighting there, made more lively with the candles. We shared a bottle of wine as we had our dinner. Under the table I did remove my heels to playfully stroke my girlfriend's legs a few times. She had these long legs which were always a favorite of mine. I swear to you I felt like I was floating on cloud 9. My girlfriend knew how to make me feel special, and I could tell already I was in for an exquisite night. After our meals we sat next to each other and ordered a piece of cake to share. I had noticed many times that people looked over at us. I don't usually like to think of myself as extremely gorgeous, however I was dressed to impress. Not to mention I was with a gorgeous girl who looked sexy to kill, not literally. I could also imagine people wanting to sneak a look at the two girls who were kissing and holding hands at the table in the corner. We ate the cake slowly, feeding each other, and even occasionally licking the cream of the cake off each others' lips. Once we finished the cake, we spent the next while sitting close, holding hands and drinking more wine. As the wine finished I did make my way to the washroom to freshen up. When I returned i found out my girlfriend had paid the bill so I could not see how much it was. She insisted as she was working and I was just a "starving student".
When we left dinner, it was a bit early so we took a short walk around, sipping from the flask we had hidden in my girlfriend's purse. Out of impatient curiosity I did keep asking of what was coming up next. I do think I asked it multiple times in a row. After a while she caved in and told me that she had us on the VIP list to a nightclub to dance. Being 18 I have never been to one yet as I was still under-aged, I was extremely excited. I did question how I was getting in. To to my assurance she knew the bouncer at the door. After hearing that, I realized how much work she had put in. I wrapped my arms around her (and got on my tippy toes) to kissing her and profess my love for her.
As our walk wound down, we made our way to the front of the night club. I took in the sight of the 2 lines in the front. I asked my girlfriend why were there 2 lines, to find out that 1 line is general and would take a longer period. The other line was the VIP line, and that would enter quicker. After telling me, she took my hand and walked us right down the middle past both lines, right up to the bouncer at the door. He greeted my girlfriend, and then waved us both in, without any check of our Id's. Once inside we checked in our coats, then made our way in to buy some drinks. I was in amazement as I took in the sights. I looked on, taking in the people, the dance floor, the lights. I remember hearing the loud thumping bass of the music and thinking how great everything looked. I think a lot of it was I was in awe of the moment. As we made it to the front of the bar to order drinks, the bouncer friend of my girlfriend's made his way over. He got the bartender to give us 2 rounds of shots that we had to take with him. After the shots I got myself a rum and coke.
We found our way to a table to sit and drink for a few minutes. I swear I must have looked like a deer caught in the headlights. I did not know what to do in there. But my girlfriend kept calming me and saying just drink and then we'll dance. It did not take long, we finished then made our way out to the dance floor. We found a decent spot close to the stage, where we danced close. the music was a range of hip hop, r&b, techno and pop. I was in heaven. I think I was at a good drunk by now, but not so bad I was falling over. My girlfriend and I were dancing away, and as time went on I found myself more confident. I don't know how long we were out there but I did have to take a break, and get more to consume. We once more sat down and this time I did observe what other people were doing when they danced. I did take note of a few moves, in which I could do, as I did dance when I was younger.
After our break we trekked our way back to the dance floor, taking in the music and dancing together. At times a few men would try to dance with us, in which we did for a bit before pushing them away and continuing with just ourselves. As time passed we made our way to the stage to avoid a lot of the men trying to make passes. We dance for what it seemed like ages on the stage. We found our nice personal spot up there. I really got into the music, which I attribute a lot to the alcohol. We started doing more sexy dancing, with a lot of grinding with each other. We were both a fair amount intoxicated, energetic, and frisky. We did spent most of the evening on the stage, or at the bar for a quick drink. On our first trip to the washroom, I did kiss her pretty aggressively. I was really in the mood for more, but she kept telling me to wait for after and it will be worth the wait.
We danced the night away, and right at midnight, my girlfriend wished me a big happy birthday. She got us a shot of tequila each, to celebrate as it became my birthday officially. Following by a lot of kisses, to a lot of people shouting "woooo" behind us. We continued to dance, right past last call and right towards the closing time. I did like how for the last song they played a slow song. This gave my girlfriend and I time to be close and just admire each other. I swear the song lasted forever. I just danced, my body right to hers, trying to keep my eyes on her the entire time. As the song ended we kissed deeply. After we got our coats and made our way out.
Walking down the street to the hotel, I felt horny, and excited as I knew I was going to have my time with my girlfriend. We were loud, and we shouted a lot as we staggered our way to the hotel. I remember shushing my girlfriend as we entered the hotel, trying to hold in our intoxicated laughter. Once we got into the elevator we kissed the entire way to our floor.
Once inside our room, my girlfriend pushed me to sit on the bed, and produced a blindfold for me to wear. She told me not to peak as she slipped it on. I admit that I tried to peak once or twice but she caught me each time. When she let me remove the blindfold, there stood my girlfriend, in a gorgeous purple, white, and pink lingerie set, with matching stockings. I was in awe at how gorgeous she looked, as she slipped over to straddle my lap. We kissed for a few before parting. I said to her "So this is my birthday present !". Her response was "No, this is !". To my sudden shock and surprise the washroom door opened, and in walked two other girls, wearing lingerie and strap on dildos. Both girls were friends of my girlfriend. I felt blown away, I did not know what to say. My girlfriend told me to just relax, lay back and enjoy myself. Then she got off my lap, and proceeded to take a few things from her bag. The first item was a strap on dildo, now making all three of them wearing one each. The two other came over to sit on either side of me and help me out of my dress. As my dress came off my girlfriend came up to me and kissed me, following putting one tab of ecstasy on my tongue. She smiled wickedly, then winked before handing me the bottle of water so I could swallow the pill. Each of them followed suit and took a pill each as we passed the water around.
Right after we all popped our pills we put on music. The three of them then surprised me and immediately tore my nylons right off of me, all the while I giggled and squealed. They followed by tearing off my bra and thong and the three of them pinned me to the bed, kissing and licking me all over my now naked body. My body was hot, and filled with lust immediately. Every time i tried to touch any of them or reach over to lick or kiss, I was pushed back and told to not do a thing. I felt overwhelmed, I just laid there, writhing, feeling my body being touched and licked from what it seemed like all angles. I felt each of them taking turns to warm up my mound with their mouths and tongues. All the while the other two would keep working my nipples. I was lost to the pleasure. I did not feel any control, as this was more like I was being taken for a ride. Eventually I felt them working some lotion or oil all over my body, even taking care to push a fair amount to my two canals. My mind swirled, feeling their hands dancing along my body, making each of my nerves tingle.
As I was now ready for the next level of our play, I got moved to straddling one of my girlfriend's friends. Slipping her toy into me. Her other friend then getting behind me. She slid into my butt. I did not feel any pain but more of a relief, as I began to feel them work into me slowly. My girlfriend stood in front of me and made me suck on her dildo. As I sucked it enthusiastically, she kept saying many things to me like "Happy birthday baby" and "Just have fun". We steadily increased in pace as the ecstasy began to hit all of us. The next long while seemed like a huge drug induced blur. I know each of them rotated a few times and each had time taking me in each of my holes. I kept moaning, groaning and grunting the entire time. I could not even count the times I orgasmed, as it felt like I was having an orgasm the whole night. I lost track of time, it felt like I was going at it for hours. My entire body was drenched in sweat and I think my own juices. Alcohol was fed randomly to me throughout our long session. I think one girl would feed me as the other two were working my body over. I lost track of who was doing what. I was told I was given another half cap of ecstasy at some point in the evening/ morning. All the alcohol and drugs kept my adrenaline running high, with each sensation amplified. I felt wired, and in a constant state of lust. I could not think of anything at all, my mind hypnotized by the non-stop, excessive amounts of pleasure. I was consumed by libido. My body was in constant motion, as I was made to hit this high level of climax after climax. After a long while I did pass out. I was not too sure at what time. However I was also told we went all the way through until around the afternoon on Saturday.
I did not wake up until around 7:00 PM. I woke suddenly, feeling like I just fell asleep. My whole body was sore, and I was a complete mess. I know the ecstasy makes someone sweat a lot in general, and with the added physicality of sexual activity. I was not a pretty sight. I did notice that only my girlfriend was still there with me. We were both a mess. I laid around for a short while before my girlfriend woke up. I kept thinking to myself as she slept off the events. I could not even imagine what had just happened. I was trying to piece everything together. I did kiss my girlfriend a few times as she slept, and even snuggled to her. We didn't really do much for the rest of the night, as we were both still tired. We felt every bit of our events, as our bodies were drained of all energy, and serotonin. We showered together, we got dressed in our sweats, and checked out. We did stop for a quick dinner before we made our way home to rest up.
I went into the evening with not single idea what was going to happen. If I could have even taken a wild guess about what it was, I do not even think I would have thought of this. By the end of my surprise I was still in amazement. I could not believe what I just went through. i have grown a lot since the days of this story. My girlfriend from the story even left me, and got together with one of her friends who was there that evening. No matter what has happened this one was one of, if not my most memorable birthday surprise ever.
Tuesday, 5 July 2011
Assignments for the 4th of July 2011
Happy 4th of July to all Americans who are reading this !! !!
Synopsis:
1.) i was given a task by Miss that when she left i was to slide my vibrating ball into myself, then i was to use a dildo on my bum for 30 minutes straight without cumming. That was followed with 20 minutes where i was allowed to cum for as much as i could.
2.) During my break at work i was assigned to administer one and a half liters of water into myself with my enema. Then use my big butt plug to hold it in for the rest of my shift.
Assignments:
1.) i began the task a few minutes after She left as i wanted to get my bed clear and the items ready. Next i set the timers set up with the proper times. i followed with sliding the vibrating ball into myself with a little lube, turned on. i then knelt on the bed with the side of my face on my pillow, my butt high in the air, also my chest and knees to the mattress. After adding lube to my dildo, i pressed on the timer and began thrusting the dildo into my butt, slowly at first. i build the pace up to a moderate one, and kept my breathing controlled. i kept my eyes focused over at my turned computer screen with Her image across it, and my mind on Her and the task. Also keeping the orgasm as far from my mind as possible. The dildo worked into my butt with a lot of ease, after having worn the plug for so long, i think my canal is still adjusted to it. The 30 minutes actually zoomed by to my surprise and as my timer went off, i pushed myself harder and within only a few shorts minutes i had one of the hardest orgasms. i slowed my thrusting with the dildo to my butt, but never stopping. After my first i was able to work in a 2nd orgasm by near the end of the 20 minutes i was given where i could cum. At the end of the 20 i collapsed to my bed for i think 15 minutes trying to regain my breathes and composure.
2.) From the moment i woke up today my butt was still sore, and i was still horny from the assignment from last night. Thoughts of Miss ran through my head from the start of the day until even now. i arrived to work on time, with the tailed butt plug still inserted. My shift started at 3:30, and i was assigned to dealing with calls at my desk. As i worked i had a constant reminder of Miss every time i got a slight pain to my bum. It was a bit hard at times to work through my first half as my mind drifted to thoughts of Miss. i even found myself rocking on my chair in a way that the butt plug moved around a bit, just to get some minor pleasure. i wasn't really nervous about the task i had today for the most part, until about 45 minutes before my scheduled break at 7:30. i did wonder if i would be able to cope with it as it was going to be a very busy Monday. i did take relief in that Miss did have me take a three liter enema just a few days ago. For this task i was to take one and a half liters, which compared to three is a major relief.
My break came at 7:30, and i spent the first half at my desk eating my lunch listening to music. i did keep in my mind the entire time on Miss, and concentrating on the time, giving myself enough time for the task. Close to the half way of my break i made my way to the family/ handicap washroom, as it had more privacy and locked myself inside. i was actually not too nervous but more anxious at this point to perform the task. i think a lot had to do with wanting to please my Miss, and the thought of making Her smile. i stripped off all my clothes and folded them to place aside so i could perform the task naked. Next i pulled out the tailed butt plug, and cleaned it off before placing it back to my bag. i filled the entire one liter enema bag to top before kneeling to the ground. i attached the bag to a railing by the toilet then let it fill me, as i knelt fantasizing of my Miss. i breathed slow and felt the water entering me, filling me up. At the end of the bag i refilled it half way and once more i administered it to myself as i knelt there. While this half was filling into me i reached to my bag and held onto my big black butt plug in anticipation for the end of the last half liter. i do have to admit i did wonder if i would have some after i pulled out the nozzle as my butt has been gaped a bit from wearing the tailed butt plug for so long, and the dildo thrusting from last night. To my luck i did not let any out as i removed the nozzle, or even when i got the butt plug into myself. i cleaned up, then put my things away to my bag before i got dressed and back to work only 2 minutes late.
Right as i got to my desk i went right back to work fielding calls. i did still have reminders of my Miss all through the rest of the night. Whether it was when i shifted in my chair to feel the plug, or when the water swooshed inside of me. i did not have too much time to even wrap my mind around having the enema inside of me. Swamped with work, i was lucky as it kept my mind off of any major pains. i did feel some discomfort, at first with feeling more full than usual. Occasional stomach rumbles, and some deeper breathes. It very much felt like i over ate a lot. As more luck with having to work calls, i did not even leave my chair. i did find that the second half of my shift i was too busy to even feel horny like i did to start to day. i don't think i intentionally rocked on the butt plug at all, and if i did i could not even enjoy it. There was not really much more than work until my shift wound down at 11:15. i clocked out at the office and signed the sign out sheets, then made my way to the handicap washroom one last time. As i sat to the toilet to expel the enema, i did feel major relief. Surprising to me the relief was actually for the end of work, as the enema assignment was less stress. After finishing my purge of the enema, i re-plugged the tailed plug to my bum as its to be there at all times. i then picked up my things and made my way to my car, leaving my work. The whole walk to my car i kept wondering if i pleased my Miss. Feeling the tailed plug shifting for a bit as the plug i used to hold in the enema was quite a bit bigger.
My drive home was long and hypnotic. i have done this trip many times, so i was just cruising home at a steady speed. i did find my mind drifting to my Miss, and even the enema task i had done today. To me it seemed like i did not even notice it much, and i even forgot about it for bits. While waiting for the red light to change i did find myself a few times rocking against my plug a bit. i think i'm actually liking all this attention my Miss is giving my butt lol. After i got home i did find myself a bit happy at completing the task, and a major relief that it was not bothersome at work. i do think i have gotten more used to doing tasks for my Miss as compared to the mall task from yesterday, i did not feel any humiliation today.
Synopsis:
1.) i was given a task by Miss that when she left i was to slide my vibrating ball into myself, then i was to use a dildo on my bum for 30 minutes straight without cumming. That was followed with 20 minutes where i was allowed to cum for as much as i could.
2.) During my break at work i was assigned to administer one and a half liters of water into myself with my enema. Then use my big butt plug to hold it in for the rest of my shift.
Assignments:
1.) i began the task a few minutes after She left as i wanted to get my bed clear and the items ready. Next i set the timers set up with the proper times. i followed with sliding the vibrating ball into myself with a little lube, turned on. i then knelt on the bed with the side of my face on my pillow, my butt high in the air, also my chest and knees to the mattress. After adding lube to my dildo, i pressed on the timer and began thrusting the dildo into my butt, slowly at first. i build the pace up to a moderate one, and kept my breathing controlled. i kept my eyes focused over at my turned computer screen with Her image across it, and my mind on Her and the task. Also keeping the orgasm as far from my mind as possible. The dildo worked into my butt with a lot of ease, after having worn the plug for so long, i think my canal is still adjusted to it. The 30 minutes actually zoomed by to my surprise and as my timer went off, i pushed myself harder and within only a few shorts minutes i had one of the hardest orgasms. i slowed my thrusting with the dildo to my butt, but never stopping. After my first i was able to work in a 2nd orgasm by near the end of the 20 minutes i was given where i could cum. At the end of the 20 i collapsed to my bed for i think 15 minutes trying to regain my breathes and composure.
2.) From the moment i woke up today my butt was still sore, and i was still horny from the assignment from last night. Thoughts of Miss ran through my head from the start of the day until even now. i arrived to work on time, with the tailed butt plug still inserted. My shift started at 3:30, and i was assigned to dealing with calls at my desk. As i worked i had a constant reminder of Miss every time i got a slight pain to my bum. It was a bit hard at times to work through my first half as my mind drifted to thoughts of Miss. i even found myself rocking on my chair in a way that the butt plug moved around a bit, just to get some minor pleasure. i wasn't really nervous about the task i had today for the most part, until about 45 minutes before my scheduled break at 7:30. i did wonder if i would be able to cope with it as it was going to be a very busy Monday. i did take relief in that Miss did have me take a three liter enema just a few days ago. For this task i was to take one and a half liters, which compared to three is a major relief.
My break came at 7:30, and i spent the first half at my desk eating my lunch listening to music. i did keep in my mind the entire time on Miss, and concentrating on the time, giving myself enough time for the task. Close to the half way of my break i made my way to the family/ handicap washroom, as it had more privacy and locked myself inside. i was actually not too nervous but more anxious at this point to perform the task. i think a lot had to do with wanting to please my Miss, and the thought of making Her smile. i stripped off all my clothes and folded them to place aside so i could perform the task naked. Next i pulled out the tailed butt plug, and cleaned it off before placing it back to my bag. i filled the entire one liter enema bag to top before kneeling to the ground. i attached the bag to a railing by the toilet then let it fill me, as i knelt fantasizing of my Miss. i breathed slow and felt the water entering me, filling me up. At the end of the bag i refilled it half way and once more i administered it to myself as i knelt there. While this half was filling into me i reached to my bag and held onto my big black butt plug in anticipation for the end of the last half liter. i do have to admit i did wonder if i would have some after i pulled out the nozzle as my butt has been gaped a bit from wearing the tailed butt plug for so long, and the dildo thrusting from last night. To my luck i did not let any out as i removed the nozzle, or even when i got the butt plug into myself. i cleaned up, then put my things away to my bag before i got dressed and back to work only 2 minutes late.
Right as i got to my desk i went right back to work fielding calls. i did still have reminders of my Miss all through the rest of the night. Whether it was when i shifted in my chair to feel the plug, or when the water swooshed inside of me. i did not have too much time to even wrap my mind around having the enema inside of me. Swamped with work, i was lucky as it kept my mind off of any major pains. i did feel some discomfort, at first with feeling more full than usual. Occasional stomach rumbles, and some deeper breathes. It very much felt like i over ate a lot. As more luck with having to work calls, i did not even leave my chair. i did find that the second half of my shift i was too busy to even feel horny like i did to start to day. i don't think i intentionally rocked on the butt plug at all, and if i did i could not even enjoy it. There was not really much more than work until my shift wound down at 11:15. i clocked out at the office and signed the sign out sheets, then made my way to the handicap washroom one last time. As i sat to the toilet to expel the enema, i did feel major relief. Surprising to me the relief was actually for the end of work, as the enema assignment was less stress. After finishing my purge of the enema, i re-plugged the tailed plug to my bum as its to be there at all times. i then picked up my things and made my way to my car, leaving my work. The whole walk to my car i kept wondering if i pleased my Miss. Feeling the tailed plug shifting for a bit as the plug i used to hold in the enema was quite a bit bigger.
My drive home was long and hypnotic. i have done this trip many times, so i was just cruising home at a steady speed. i did find my mind drifting to my Miss, and even the enema task i had done today. To me it seemed like i did not even notice it much, and i even forgot about it for bits. While waiting for the red light to change i did find myself a few times rocking against my plug a bit. i think i'm actually liking all this attention my Miss is giving my butt lol. After i got home i did find myself a bit happy at completing the task, and a major relief that it was not bothersome at work. i do think i have gotten more used to doing tasks for my Miss as compared to the mall task from yesterday, i did not feel any humiliation today.
Monday, 4 July 2011
Assignment for the 3rd of July 2011
Synopsis:
i was to go to the mall with my tailed butt plug & vibrating ball inserted as i went to the mall today with my close friend. i also wore a skirt that only covered the plug. i was to also flash it at random times throughout my my trip to the mall. If anyone noticed i was to tell them that "it is a sign of love for my Miss".
Assignment:
i have arrived home. i did the task today as assigned. When i left You and met my friend i was wearing the tailed butt plug, as i am now, and i had the vibrating ball inserted into myself. i entered her car and we did a lot of chatting as we drove to the mall. Right at the mall, my friend busted me while i exited the car. She spotted the tail right away and asked me what that was. i said "what do you mean?" to her, and she said "you have a tail". i laughed right away and did tell her that it was a sign of love for my Miss. That just lead to more questions as we walked through the mall. i did wind up telling her of my Miss, and how i am her submissive, and yes its for bdsm. Then i had to explain bdsm lol. i think i shocked her with this, although i guess this is why we have best friends. She was very understanding and accepting which made me happy. This really helped me go through the rest of our shopping trip.
We spent the next two and a half hours shopping around. We looked at shoes and bought a pair on sale. While looking at shoes, i did bend over to look at a pair of shoes that were on a low rack to give one of my flashes of the tail to see who would look. i was quite surprised as the only person looking was my friend, who laughed. i think she found this assignment i had to be amusing.
During my visit at La Senza, while looking at some underwear, my friend whispered to me that the girl at the counter had took a peak at my tail when i had to squat down and pick up some underwear i dropped. i remember You saying that i had to tell anyone who noticed that it was a sign of my love for my Miss. So i did walk over to her, lean in and tell her my line. After i did i know the other counter girl behind her turned to look. That pretty much prompted me to walk out of the store right away. i blushed so much, i felt the shame of being caught and for the rest of the mall trip i did make sure not to drop anything lol.
i walked through a few more department stores, but did not really stay too long. i did bend over a bit more than i usually do to look at some clothes on lower racks to give more flashes when i could. i was caught at H&M by some male standing by the change rooms, i think waiting for his gf to change. i did turn and make my way by to whisper my line to him then walk over to the counter to pay for a belt, and a purple top. i was also caught by a trio of teenagers at the food court during my flash there to pick my purse off a bench. i heard them whispering, eyes watching me as i walked by, and smiling. This actually made me smile as i thought it was funny. i did pause for a second when i walked past and told them it was a sign of my love for my Miss. Then i walked away and heard them all laughing and whoa'ing. i was not watching but i am more than sure they kept watching me as long as they could.
The rest of my trip i was not too eventful as we just walked around and looked through a few more store. My friend did come into the changeroom with me at Le Chateau, so she could see my plug. Besides that we just looked around, then left the mall for dinner. We went to a local Pho Hoa, which is Vietnamese noodle soup. There i did tell my friend more of my submissive ways, i did omit to her my past of being a dominant. i told her how i am actually holding in a vibrating ball inside of me as my assigned task. She did push her foot between my legs to push like at me between my thighs as a bit of teasing. This like made me almost moan out. i had spent the last 3 hours holding back and concentrating on my breathing so i did not get past the point of unbearable pressure. i thought she was being mean and she thought she was being funny lol. Not much else happened besides that, we talked, we ate our pho. After i was dropped off at home where i pulled out the vibrating ball and come here to write to You. For the first little while when i was writing this i was still feeling the vibrations lol. Now i kind of feel empty, i think i did get used to it after a while. Although i must say it was evil, and mean, and kept my mind on it the whole time so i did not even get anywhere near the edge. The few times i got caught i did feel the humiliation, which was worse as You know how much it turns me on. Thank You Miss !!
i was to go to the mall with my tailed butt plug & vibrating ball inserted as i went to the mall today with my close friend. i also wore a skirt that only covered the plug. i was to also flash it at random times throughout my my trip to the mall. If anyone noticed i was to tell them that "it is a sign of love for my Miss".
Assignment:
i have arrived home. i did the task today as assigned. When i left You and met my friend i was wearing the tailed butt plug, as i am now, and i had the vibrating ball inserted into myself. i entered her car and we did a lot of chatting as we drove to the mall. Right at the mall, my friend busted me while i exited the car. She spotted the tail right away and asked me what that was. i said "what do you mean?" to her, and she said "you have a tail". i laughed right away and did tell her that it was a sign of love for my Miss. That just lead to more questions as we walked through the mall. i did wind up telling her of my Miss, and how i am her submissive, and yes its for bdsm. Then i had to explain bdsm lol. i think i shocked her with this, although i guess this is why we have best friends. She was very understanding and accepting which made me happy. This really helped me go through the rest of our shopping trip.
We spent the next two and a half hours shopping around. We looked at shoes and bought a pair on sale. While looking at shoes, i did bend over to look at a pair of shoes that were on a low rack to give one of my flashes of the tail to see who would look. i was quite surprised as the only person looking was my friend, who laughed. i think she found this assignment i had to be amusing.
During my visit at La Senza, while looking at some underwear, my friend whispered to me that the girl at the counter had took a peak at my tail when i had to squat down and pick up some underwear i dropped. i remember You saying that i had to tell anyone who noticed that it was a sign of my love for my Miss. So i did walk over to her, lean in and tell her my line. After i did i know the other counter girl behind her turned to look. That pretty much prompted me to walk out of the store right away. i blushed so much, i felt the shame of being caught and for the rest of the mall trip i did make sure not to drop anything lol.
i walked through a few more department stores, but did not really stay too long. i did bend over a bit more than i usually do to look at some clothes on lower racks to give more flashes when i could. i was caught at H&M by some male standing by the change rooms, i think waiting for his gf to change. i did turn and make my way by to whisper my line to him then walk over to the counter to pay for a belt, and a purple top. i was also caught by a trio of teenagers at the food court during my flash there to pick my purse off a bench. i heard them whispering, eyes watching me as i walked by, and smiling. This actually made me smile as i thought it was funny. i did pause for a second when i walked past and told them it was a sign of my love for my Miss. Then i walked away and heard them all laughing and whoa'ing. i was not watching but i am more than sure they kept watching me as long as they could.
The rest of my trip i was not too eventful as we just walked around and looked through a few more store. My friend did come into the changeroom with me at Le Chateau, so she could see my plug. Besides that we just looked around, then left the mall for dinner. We went to a local Pho Hoa, which is Vietnamese noodle soup. There i did tell my friend more of my submissive ways, i did omit to her my past of being a dominant. i told her how i am actually holding in a vibrating ball inside of me as my assigned task. She did push her foot between my legs to push like at me between my thighs as a bit of teasing. This like made me almost moan out. i had spent the last 3 hours holding back and concentrating on my breathing so i did not get past the point of unbearable pressure. i thought she was being mean and she thought she was being funny lol. Not much else happened besides that, we talked, we ate our pho. After i was dropped off at home where i pulled out the vibrating ball and come here to write to You. For the first little while when i was writing this i was still feeling the vibrations lol. Now i kind of feel empty, i think i did get used to it after a while. Although i must say it was evil, and mean, and kept my mind on it the whole time so i did not even get anywhere near the edge. The few times i got caught i did feel the humiliation, which was worse as You know how much it turns me on. Thank You Miss !!
Saturday, 2 July 2011
Assignment for the 2nd of July 2011
Synopsis:
For forgiveness of my mistake, one part was this assignment. i had to write a story for my Miss to read of Her calling me and telling to go to Her to receive punishment.
Assignment:
Punishment Story:
After receiving the call, i make the arrangements and fly over, bringing nothing but a suitcase of my toys and the clothes on my back. After landing, i make my way out of the airport entrance ti see You. As i am picked up, i strip off my clothes, and hand them to You. i place my suitcase to the backseat and enter the trunk of the car and ride to Your place. Having to deal with the uncertainty of where we are going, having to be bumped around in the dark stuffy confines of Her trunk.
As we arrive, i am allowed to exit the trunk and kneel right away. You make me look down as i am masked and collared. On the collar is a tag that reads "stupid cunt", my name until i have earned forgiveness, and my name back. Next a leash is attached to my collar, and i crawl behind Miss. i follow Her into Her home, and straight to the stocks. i am placed into the stocks, my neck and wrists bound by the wood. Next a spreader back is placed to my ankles, keeping my legs bound and spread, the bar itself bound to the stocks. Making my whole body unable to pull away. You walk around holding a paddle, making Your way behind me. You tell me i am to apologize after each time i am paddled as my first act. Swat after swat You land across my butt, each time i say "i am sorry Miss". After each 10 You make me say it louder. Each paddle swat grows even harder. Once You get to 99, You give a huge pause and remind me once more why i am doing this, and i agree and prepare for the last one. You unleash the hardest swat last, as i scream out "i am sorry Miss" one last time.
After this i am lead to a bed frame, where i am tied spread eagled to it. My wrists and ankles cuffed to each bed post, i lay there on no mattress as i do deserve it. My bruised butt lays on the hard frame as i grimace to it. You cover the eyes of my mask and then bring out a nine tails so i cannot see it. Like before i am to apologize after each swat. You lay down 100 swats with the nine tails across my torso, each time accompanied by a "i am sorry Miss". Identical to before, each swat gets harder, and each apology increases in volume. After he hundred lashes are finished You speak to me once more saying i am close to being forgiven. i am then left to lay there like that to sleep with my body battered with pain.
The next day i wake up to You removing the mask, as i am introduced to a person. The person begins to prepare instruments. My nipples are cleaned off with alcohol swabs, then pierced with the needle. Rings are placed in as i feel the pain of the piercings to my already bruised body. Next my pussy lips and clit are cleaned off with alcohol. i feel the needle pierce through my pussy lips 6 times, thinking how the pain of this makes it feel like an eternity. After the 6 rings are placed to my labia lips, a piercing is added to my clit. i scream and cry out, my body feeling the pain of its forgiveness. To finish off i am also given a tongue stud, and a nose ring as well. At the end of the piercings, i say to You "i am sorry Miss and thank You". i am finally uncuffed and allowed to get off the frame.
i crawl with You, leash to my collar. You lead me to the washroom, where i am knelt in the bathtub. You fill me up with 3 liters of milk and make me hold it in with a thick plug. You wet my hair and tell me to close my eyes. Without any sight i see nothing, but hear and feel a loud snip. You begin to remove the long lengths of my hair, cutting at me as i can see nothing. i feel the rough grabs and snips for what it seems like minutes. As the snips end, i hear a buzz. i feel the clippers against my scalp, You hold me with one hand, the other traces across every inch of my head, taking my hair down further. Once You turn off the clippers i feel the shaving cream applied to my head. You use a razor and work away the last remains of my hair. As my scalp is now bare, You turn Your attention to my brows. You shave them off with delicate and care. You tell me to remain perfectly still, and not to flinch or move at all. As i still, You use scissors and carefully trim my eye lashes down too. i am allowed to look at myself in the mirror as i am shocked by my sight. You hand me a bottle of depilatory cream and i am told to cover my whole body with it. i work the cream all over every inch of my skin. i feel it tingle and work its magic, removing every tiny hair left on my body. You wash me off and begin to talk to me in a more gentle tone. You say i am forgiven, washing every bit of cream and hair off me with a sponge. After the wash i am allowed to expel the enema.
i am lead to Your bedroom where You re-mask me. You change the tag on my collar as i am forgiven and now named "slut". you give me my instructions that i am to pleasure You with my mouth alone unless otherwise told, i am to keep pleasuring You until You have fallen asleep. Once asleep i may curl up beside Your bed. i am to be up before You to make breakfast then to come back to pleasure You awake, and all the while You eat. After Your breakfast, You get dressed and dress me up like the biggest slut ever. You placed me back to the trunk and drive me out somewhere i am not sure. As we arrive You let me out and we are at the airport, You kiss my forehead and say You forgive me, following seeing the first smile from You since my mistake. i thank You and am told to go home, as i fly home body battered, pierced up, hairless and dressed like a slut. Also since it is You, You make me fly home wearing the vibrating butt plug. i blush and feel embarrassed, but happy as i am forgiven.
-stupid cunt
For forgiveness of my mistake, one part was this assignment. i had to write a story for my Miss to read of Her calling me and telling to go to Her to receive punishment.
Assignment:
Punishment Story:
After receiving the call, i make the arrangements and fly over, bringing nothing but a suitcase of my toys and the clothes on my back. After landing, i make my way out of the airport entrance ti see You. As i am picked up, i strip off my clothes, and hand them to You. i place my suitcase to the backseat and enter the trunk of the car and ride to Your place. Having to deal with the uncertainty of where we are going, having to be bumped around in the dark stuffy confines of Her trunk.
As we arrive, i am allowed to exit the trunk and kneel right away. You make me look down as i am masked and collared. On the collar is a tag that reads "stupid cunt", my name until i have earned forgiveness, and my name back. Next a leash is attached to my collar, and i crawl behind Miss. i follow Her into Her home, and straight to the stocks. i am placed into the stocks, my neck and wrists bound by the wood. Next a spreader back is placed to my ankles, keeping my legs bound and spread, the bar itself bound to the stocks. Making my whole body unable to pull away. You walk around holding a paddle, making Your way behind me. You tell me i am to apologize after each time i am paddled as my first act. Swat after swat You land across my butt, each time i say "i am sorry Miss". After each 10 You make me say it louder. Each paddle swat grows even harder. Once You get to 99, You give a huge pause and remind me once more why i am doing this, and i agree and prepare for the last one. You unleash the hardest swat last, as i scream out "i am sorry Miss" one last time.
After this i am lead to a bed frame, where i am tied spread eagled to it. My wrists and ankles cuffed to each bed post, i lay there on no mattress as i do deserve it. My bruised butt lays on the hard frame as i grimace to it. You cover the eyes of my mask and then bring out a nine tails so i cannot see it. Like before i am to apologize after each swat. You lay down 100 swats with the nine tails across my torso, each time accompanied by a "i am sorry Miss". Identical to before, each swat gets harder, and each apology increases in volume. After he hundred lashes are finished You speak to me once more saying i am close to being forgiven. i am then left to lay there like that to sleep with my body battered with pain.
The next day i wake up to You removing the mask, as i am introduced to a person. The person begins to prepare instruments. My nipples are cleaned off with alcohol swabs, then pierced with the needle. Rings are placed in as i feel the pain of the piercings to my already bruised body. Next my pussy lips and clit are cleaned off with alcohol. i feel the needle pierce through my pussy lips 6 times, thinking how the pain of this makes it feel like an eternity. After the 6 rings are placed to my labia lips, a piercing is added to my clit. i scream and cry out, my body feeling the pain of its forgiveness. To finish off i am also given a tongue stud, and a nose ring as well. At the end of the piercings, i say to You "i am sorry Miss and thank You". i am finally uncuffed and allowed to get off the frame.
i crawl with You, leash to my collar. You lead me to the washroom, where i am knelt in the bathtub. You fill me up with 3 liters of milk and make me hold it in with a thick plug. You wet my hair and tell me to close my eyes. Without any sight i see nothing, but hear and feel a loud snip. You begin to remove the long lengths of my hair, cutting at me as i can see nothing. i feel the rough grabs and snips for what it seems like minutes. As the snips end, i hear a buzz. i feel the clippers against my scalp, You hold me with one hand, the other traces across every inch of my head, taking my hair down further. Once You turn off the clippers i feel the shaving cream applied to my head. You use a razor and work away the last remains of my hair. As my scalp is now bare, You turn Your attention to my brows. You shave them off with delicate and care. You tell me to remain perfectly still, and not to flinch or move at all. As i still, You use scissors and carefully trim my eye lashes down too. i am allowed to look at myself in the mirror as i am shocked by my sight. You hand me a bottle of depilatory cream and i am told to cover my whole body with it. i work the cream all over every inch of my skin. i feel it tingle and work its magic, removing every tiny hair left on my body. You wash me off and begin to talk to me in a more gentle tone. You say i am forgiven, washing every bit of cream and hair off me with a sponge. After the wash i am allowed to expel the enema.
i am lead to Your bedroom where You re-mask me. You change the tag on my collar as i am forgiven and now named "slut". you give me my instructions that i am to pleasure You with my mouth alone unless otherwise told, i am to keep pleasuring You until You have fallen asleep. Once asleep i may curl up beside Your bed. i am to be up before You to make breakfast then to come back to pleasure You awake, and all the while You eat. After Your breakfast, You get dressed and dress me up like the biggest slut ever. You placed me back to the trunk and drive me out somewhere i am not sure. As we arrive You let me out and we are at the airport, You kiss my forehead and say You forgive me, following seeing the first smile from You since my mistake. i thank You and am told to go home, as i fly home body battered, pierced up, hairless and dressed like a slut. Also since it is You, You make me fly home wearing the vibrating butt plug. i blush and feel embarrassed, but happy as i am forgiven.
-stupid cunt
Thoughts for the 2nd of July 2011
Yesterday i made a HUGE mistake and Miss is VERY mad at me right now. i do not blame her.i am still profusely sorry for my error. i will accept any and all punishment as i deserve it. For now i deserve no name, or even my signature "xtc", for now all i am referring to myself as is "stupid cunt". It shall remain my name until Miss has forgiven me enough to let me use a name. For now i await to be punished...
-stupid cunt
-stupid cunt
Friday, 1 July 2011
Assignment for the 1st of July 2011
Synopsis:
i was to write a list of my sex toys, why i have them, and what i wish to do with it. Then i was to comment on the people i know on CM, what my relationship to them are. i am to also tell if i am intimate with anyone at this time, and what i will do in the future.
Assignment:
Toy Inventory:
dildos (red 6 inches, purple 8 inches , black 10 inches) - i bought the several different lengths to use on subs as either punishments, and pleasure when i was a Domme. Now i would like to submit these to my Miss so She can determine their use, and which one shall be used for each task She assigns.
vibrators (silver 5 inches, ball, purple 4 inches) - i originally bought the silver one first as my first ever sex toy, and the purple one was the one i had purchased with my first sub. The ball vibrator i purchased because i thought it looked fun, and i loved to use it on subs. i love how it wedged inside them and made them squirm hard. i hope that Miss makes me use them, as the subs before were forced to. i wish miss to make me force the vibrating ball into my canal, then forced to use another toy on my anal canal. Maybe even forced to go to the mall or club with the ball inserted and no underwear, so my juices dribble down my thighs.
plugs (vibrating, pony tailed, big black wedge) - i do have a huge love for anal, and loved to perform anal on others, hence i bought a few different types. i bought the vibrating as i thought it to be devilishly tormenting and pleasurable. The tailed one i liked as it made the sub a tail. The big black one, well lets say i bought that one purely for punishment lol. i hope Miss keeps using the vibrating one on me as She has and now uses the other 2 in punishment or humiliating ways. Like making me crawl around with nothing but a tail and a collar. Or to go around with the vibrating plug, and my vibrating ball inserted. i would find it impossible to hold back my orgasms, and i know i would walk around very awkwardly.
strap on dildo (6 inches, 8 inches) - the 6 inch strap on dildo was my 2nd purchase ever, i bought this to use with my gf, not wanting her to miss being fucked. The 8 inch i bought as it was on sale and i liked the way it was bigger than my other one. i hope Miss makes me use these on any girls, or guys i may bring home to Her request. Or even have them use it on me for hours, until i am sore, sweaty, and in a haze. i have always hoped to have a few girls all wearing strap on dildos take me and use me non-stop until i passed out from exhaustion. When i wake up they will all be gone, along with all my clothes and items, so i am left in that room unknowing what to do.
ball gag - i got this item as a gift from one of my ex-gfs. She knew how at times i often would say they could not say a thing, so she thought this way i could make them silent even if they could not be. i am hoping for Miss to make me wear this one often when i am in Her presence, so i am unable to speak, only moan or groan.
dildo gag - After owning the ball gag for a while, i wanted other gags. i actually owned a spider gag before this one but that one went missing. i bought this one after the spider gag went missing. i thought this way i could force subs quiet with a dildo shoved in their mouth and throat. i wish for Miss to alternate from the ball to this gag, making me feel more demeaned and full of shame. i love how this gag brings out the humiliation of being gagged and having a fake cock doing it.
mask with eye and mouth cover - i have always loved taking away a sub's identity so they are nothing except for being a sub. The mask not only takes the identity away but this one also takes away the sense of eye sight. i hope that Miss uses this one me so i have no ID, then have Her take away my speech, eye sight and hearing so i am nothing except Her property. i am to have nothing except for Her, and to make Her proud.
hand cuffs (4 pairs) - i bought the 4 pairs so i could bind people to my bed, or other. i have four so i could use one on each wrist and ankle, or i could bind a few subs at the same time. i hope to be spread eagled and cuffed for my Miss, and Her friends. That is if i am to be shared.
4 wrist/ ankle cuffs (red and black) - i always loved the way cuffs look. How they make one look more submissive, and how the cuffs can be linked to each other, or other things. i purchased these out of shear love of them. i wish to wear these often and allow Miss to bind me up every night if She wishes. i hope for Her to have me bound so i cannot move, even while i sleep. MY dream would be to be in the cuffs, masked, collared and be nothing but an unidentifiable sub to Her.
pink collar - i bought this collar because it was pink and pretty, and i have used this before on subs. i have worn this collar before while i have subbed, as have i had others use it. This one i consider my own personal collar. i hope that Miss has me wear this and nothing but this every time i speak to Her online. Eventually i hope She makes me go out wearing it, to show the world that i am an owned submissive.
pink paddle - i got this item from a sub of mine, and i painted it pink with her as a out of BDSM task. As You can see pink is considered my color. i hope that i can have this used on me by someone assigned by Miss or Miss Herself. i want my butt to be beaten either for punishment or for Her general amusement.
pink duct tape - i got this specific tape to match the rest of my pink things. i hope that Miss uses this and some pink body wrap then wraps me up into a pink mummy, unable to move. With my vibrating ball and plug inserted so i feel the non-stop vibrations so i squirm hard. Unable to cum, as the time lasts forever.
clit and nipple clamps + attachable chain - i have bought this and never used it. i bought this during the last days of the last sub i had. i hope Miss gets me to wear this for Her, both at home and under my clothes at work, in the club and even shopping. i hope She makes me show people that i am wearing this instead of underwear, showing what kind of a slut i truly am.
1 Liter enema bag - i bought this to use on a female sub of mine. i always loved to make her feel bloated and full, and to hold it in for long periods. i hope for Miss to make me go through many enemas, and to stretch out my limits as to what i can hold. i wish Her to make me as bloated as possible, so my tummy looks like it is a few months pregnant. This will hopefully be my prelude to be actually pregnant for my Miss. Kind of like preparing myself for the image.
catheter - i bought this for my last sub i ever had. i just loved the idea of it controlling the sub's ability to go pee. i hope one day Miss makes this one use both the catheter and the enema. Then force me to plug up and go through a while without being able to go to the washroom. Or even worse forcing this one to go through this several times in a row before i am to perform sexual acts. Even making me use the attachment to force liquid into my bladder.
spreader bar - i bought this from the adult superstore on my first visit of it. i had no intentions of leaving without an item and had purchased this because the sub i was with at the time had gorgeous long legs that the spreader worked will with, especially when she wore heels. i hope i can be bound up with this and the arm binders so i cannot move, then am forced to endure round after rounds of abuse. From floggers, to paddles, to fuck machines, then even men and women fucking me senseless. i hope that this will be uses as part of my eventually breeding.
arm binders - i bought these shortly after i bought the spreader bar, as i wanted this to bind the arms as the spreader bar with the legs. i have always used this onewith the spreader, as i think of it more as association. My hopes for what to be used with this was written above with the spreader bar.
hair cutting kit (scissors, razor, clippers, shaving gel) - this kit was purchased to fill my fetish of head shaving. i have never used this on myself and have only shaved one sub with it. i hope eventually after a while Miss has me (ideally i would have Her do it in person) shave every hair off of my head, including my brows, and trimming my eye lashes too. Then as my hair grows, i can watch it grow with my life with my Miss.
i am not really in touch with the people on my CM. They are all just friends or people i chat with. i have never subbed to any of them, and the ones i know there now i have not Dommed either. i do have one person as a friend who i have Dommed in cyber, but besides that no one else. As Your sub i would keep them all as friends, and nothing but that. If Miss wished i sever the tie with them i would do that as well. At this time in my life i do not have any intimate relationships, and if i did i would let Miss control all of it, if i am to see them more, less, at all. If i am to have sex with them, or other. i would respect all Your decisions and will follow them without hesitation.
i was to write a list of my sex toys, why i have them, and what i wish to do with it. Then i was to comment on the people i know on CM, what my relationship to them are. i am to also tell if i am intimate with anyone at this time, and what i will do in the future.
Assignment:
Toy Inventory:
dildos (red 6 inches, purple 8 inches , black 10 inches) - i bought the several different lengths to use on subs as either punishments, and pleasure when i was a Domme. Now i would like to submit these to my Miss so She can determine their use, and which one shall be used for each task She assigns.
vibrators (silver 5 inches, ball, purple 4 inches) - i originally bought the silver one first as my first ever sex toy, and the purple one was the one i had purchased with my first sub. The ball vibrator i purchased because i thought it looked fun, and i loved to use it on subs. i love how it wedged inside them and made them squirm hard. i hope that Miss makes me use them, as the subs before were forced to. i wish miss to make me force the vibrating ball into my canal, then forced to use another toy on my anal canal. Maybe even forced to go to the mall or club with the ball inserted and no underwear, so my juices dribble down my thighs.
plugs (vibrating, pony tailed, big black wedge) - i do have a huge love for anal, and loved to perform anal on others, hence i bought a few different types. i bought the vibrating as i thought it to be devilishly tormenting and pleasurable. The tailed one i liked as it made the sub a tail. The big black one, well lets say i bought that one purely for punishment lol. i hope Miss keeps using the vibrating one on me as She has and now uses the other 2 in punishment or humiliating ways. Like making me crawl around with nothing but a tail and a collar. Or to go around with the vibrating plug, and my vibrating ball inserted. i would find it impossible to hold back my orgasms, and i know i would walk around very awkwardly.
strap on dildo (6 inches, 8 inches) - the 6 inch strap on dildo was my 2nd purchase ever, i bought this to use with my gf, not wanting her to miss being fucked. The 8 inch i bought as it was on sale and i liked the way it was bigger than my other one. i hope Miss makes me use these on any girls, or guys i may bring home to Her request. Or even have them use it on me for hours, until i am sore, sweaty, and in a haze. i have always hoped to have a few girls all wearing strap on dildos take me and use me non-stop until i passed out from exhaustion. When i wake up they will all be gone, along with all my clothes and items, so i am left in that room unknowing what to do.
ball gag - i got this item as a gift from one of my ex-gfs. She knew how at times i often would say they could not say a thing, so she thought this way i could make them silent even if they could not be. i am hoping for Miss to make me wear this one often when i am in Her presence, so i am unable to speak, only moan or groan.
dildo gag - After owning the ball gag for a while, i wanted other gags. i actually owned a spider gag before this one but that one went missing. i bought this one after the spider gag went missing. i thought this way i could force subs quiet with a dildo shoved in their mouth and throat. i wish for Miss to alternate from the ball to this gag, making me feel more demeaned and full of shame. i love how this gag brings out the humiliation of being gagged and having a fake cock doing it.
mask with eye and mouth cover - i have always loved taking away a sub's identity so they are nothing except for being a sub. The mask not only takes the identity away but this one also takes away the sense of eye sight. i hope that Miss uses this one me so i have no ID, then have Her take away my speech, eye sight and hearing so i am nothing except Her property. i am to have nothing except for Her, and to make Her proud.
hand cuffs (4 pairs) - i bought the 4 pairs so i could bind people to my bed, or other. i have four so i could use one on each wrist and ankle, or i could bind a few subs at the same time. i hope to be spread eagled and cuffed for my Miss, and Her friends. That is if i am to be shared.
4 wrist/ ankle cuffs (red and black) - i always loved the way cuffs look. How they make one look more submissive, and how the cuffs can be linked to each other, or other things. i purchased these out of shear love of them. i wish to wear these often and allow Miss to bind me up every night if She wishes. i hope for Her to have me bound so i cannot move, even while i sleep. MY dream would be to be in the cuffs, masked, collared and be nothing but an unidentifiable sub to Her.
pink collar - i bought this collar because it was pink and pretty, and i have used this before on subs. i have worn this collar before while i have subbed, as have i had others use it. This one i consider my own personal collar. i hope that Miss has me wear this and nothing but this every time i speak to Her online. Eventually i hope She makes me go out wearing it, to show the world that i am an owned submissive.
pink paddle - i got this item from a sub of mine, and i painted it pink with her as a out of BDSM task. As You can see pink is considered my color. i hope that i can have this used on me by someone assigned by Miss or Miss Herself. i want my butt to be beaten either for punishment or for Her general amusement.
pink duct tape - i got this specific tape to match the rest of my pink things. i hope that Miss uses this and some pink body wrap then wraps me up into a pink mummy, unable to move. With my vibrating ball and plug inserted so i feel the non-stop vibrations so i squirm hard. Unable to cum, as the time lasts forever.
clit and nipple clamps + attachable chain - i have bought this and never used it. i bought this during the last days of the last sub i had. i hope Miss gets me to wear this for Her, both at home and under my clothes at work, in the club and even shopping. i hope She makes me show people that i am wearing this instead of underwear, showing what kind of a slut i truly am.
1 Liter enema bag - i bought this to use on a female sub of mine. i always loved to make her feel bloated and full, and to hold it in for long periods. i hope for Miss to make me go through many enemas, and to stretch out my limits as to what i can hold. i wish Her to make me as bloated as possible, so my tummy looks like it is a few months pregnant. This will hopefully be my prelude to be actually pregnant for my Miss. Kind of like preparing myself for the image.
catheter - i bought this for my last sub i ever had. i just loved the idea of it controlling the sub's ability to go pee. i hope one day Miss makes this one use both the catheter and the enema. Then force me to plug up and go through a while without being able to go to the washroom. Or even worse forcing this one to go through this several times in a row before i am to perform sexual acts. Even making me use the attachment to force liquid into my bladder.
spreader bar - i bought this from the adult superstore on my first visit of it. i had no intentions of leaving without an item and had purchased this because the sub i was with at the time had gorgeous long legs that the spreader worked will with, especially when she wore heels. i hope i can be bound up with this and the arm binders so i cannot move, then am forced to endure round after rounds of abuse. From floggers, to paddles, to fuck machines, then even men and women fucking me senseless. i hope that this will be uses as part of my eventually breeding.
arm binders - i bought these shortly after i bought the spreader bar, as i wanted this to bind the arms as the spreader bar with the legs. i have always used this onewith the spreader, as i think of it more as association. My hopes for what to be used with this was written above with the spreader bar.
hair cutting kit (scissors, razor, clippers, shaving gel) - this kit was purchased to fill my fetish of head shaving. i have never used this on myself and have only shaved one sub with it. i hope eventually after a while Miss has me (ideally i would have Her do it in person) shave every hair off of my head, including my brows, and trimming my eye lashes too. Then as my hair grows, i can watch it grow with my life with my Miss.
i am not really in touch with the people on my CM. They are all just friends or people i chat with. i have never subbed to any of them, and the ones i know there now i have not Dommed either. i do have one person as a friend who i have Dommed in cyber, but besides that no one else. As Your sub i would keep them all as friends, and nothing but that. If Miss wished i sever the tie with them i would do that as well. At this time in my life i do not have any intimate relationships, and if i did i would let Miss control all of it, if i am to see them more, less, at all. If i am to have sex with them, or other. i would respect all Your decisions and will follow them without hesitation.
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